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I look so good cause you're the one that took that picture!
Shellie
Tuesday, March 04, 2008 at 15:35:20 (PST)

Thank you so much for the update. I have followed your story for a long time now. Tye scrapbook still brings tears to my eyes. Even though I don't know you personally, your sweet family are in my thoughts daily.
Susie <kcshebrat81@gmail.com>
Monday, March 03, 2008 at 19:15:13 (PST)

Update! Update! Update! You need to give us followers something to feed on. geez. :)
Shellie Kendrick
Monday, February 25, 2008 at 18:52:22 (PST)

Marianne,

I just wanted you to know that I have been thinking about you, the kids, and Mark quite a bit this month. Thanks for sharing so much on the website. I continue to keep all of you in my prayers.

Love,

Demetrios
Demetrios Anaipakos <danaipakos@azalaw.com>
Tuesday, January 29, 2008 at 14:33:40 (PST)

Marianne,

We chatted several weeks ago before my mother passed away with Cholangiocarcinoma. I have followed your blog, and I just want you to know that you have been an inspiration to me. While I miss my mother more than I could have ever imagined, you have different challenges than I do since Mark was your husband and childrens' father, and you have met them with such grace. Thank you for sharing your memory book with us.
Katherine Moak, Birmingham, AL <katherinemoak@hotmail.com>
Thursday, January 24, 2008 at 16:35:38 (PST)

Just want you to know I am thinking of you.

Love, Uncle Cam
Cam Mosher <cam@cammosher.com>
Tuesday, January 22, 2008 at 21:35:29 (PST)

Thank you so much for sharing the album with us. If is fantastic. You have done such a great job.
Oh, you mention trying to get into working out. Here is a website that might help you. It's my brothers site and he has a great way of helping people out. He also lost his wife to cancer a year ago. "Motivationtomove.com
Sherrill Beahm <dbeahm@shentel.net>
Tuesday, January 22, 2008 at 18:40:56 (PST)

I love that scrapbook, it turned out so beautiful. Thank you for sharing it with all of us. We love you all and think about you daily!! -The Downs Family
Keven & Melissa Downs
Tuesday, January 22, 2008 at 13:54:21 (PST)

Marianne:
Thank you so much for sharing this beautiful scrapbook with everyone. You approached it from an entirely different angle than I was thinking about - I liked it so much and it definitely inspires me to go ahead and start Sam's. It snowed in Alabama on Saturday; I could just picture Sambo running around with his video camera narrating it as he went so he could show it to Sarah Elizabeth and Anna Katherine. But then reality kicks in doesn't it; he is not here and as you said, this is my life - a life so totally different. Be kind to yourself especially starting this second year.
Love Betty
Betty Johnson <bejohnson@rocktenn.com>
Monday, January 21, 2008 at 09:26:11 (PST)

Dear Marianne:

I'm glad you're still sharing your lives with us through your blog. I am in tears after reading your scrapbook. Thank you for posting it and thank you for continuing to share your life with us. Even though I don't know you personally, I have come to know and love your family ever since I stumbled on to your blog when your husband first became ill.

Isn't it wonderful to know that you will be with Mark again as an eternal family? May our Heavenly Father bless you and your family each and every day until you see Mark again at Jesus' feet.

With Love, Susie from Kansas City, Missouri
Susie <kcshebrat81@gmail.com>
Monday, January 21, 2008 at 04:02:06 (PST)

What a beautiful tribute to mark through you beautiful book. Thank you so much for sharing. It really touched my heart and soul. Love you and thinking of you and your family! Love, Robyn
Robyn <derekandrobyn@yahoo.com>
Sunday, January 20, 2008 at 00:06:07 (PST)

Marianne,
That is the most beautiful thing. Thanks for sharing it. I miss you guys. I love you all and want you to know I'm thinking of you.
Shellie Kendrick
Saturday, January 19, 2008 at 20:19:25 (PST)

Hi Marianne,

I can't believe it's been a year. I heard a Faith Hill song on the radio today and it made me think of you. I included the lyrics to "There You'll Be."

When I think back
On these times
And the dreams
We left behind
I’ll be glad 'cause
I was blessed to get
To have you in my life
When I look back
On these days
I’ll look and see your face
You were right there for me

In my dreams
I’ll always see you soar
Above the sky
In my heart
There always be a place
For you for all my life
I’ll keep a part
Of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you’ll be

Well you showed me
How it feels
To feel the sky
Within my reach
And I always
Will remember all
The strength you
Gave to me
Your love made me
Make it through
Oh, I owe so much to you
You were right there for me

In my dreams
I’ll always see you soar
Above the sky
In my heart
There always be a place
For you for all my life
I’ll keep a part
Of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you’ll be

'Cause I always saw in you
My light, my strength
And I want to thank you
Now for all the ways
You were right there for me
You were right there for me
For always

In my dreams
I’ll always see you soar
Above the sky
In my heart
There always be a place
For you for all my life
I’ll keep a part
Of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you’ll be

Jeri Sue "Fryer" Sorenson
Friday, January 18, 2008 at 23:46:33 (PST)

Happy Birthday to Tessa! Have fun with Princess. I bet she's pretty cute!
love-shellie
Shellie Kendrick
Friday, January 18, 2008 at 06:07:08 (PST)

Hello Marianne - I'm so glad that you haven't forgotten to put the scrapbook on the blog; I am still just sticking everything into a big scrapbook with absolutely no order. There is just so much that I don't know where to start.

While reading your latest entry, I remembered something that two of my close friends that had lost their spouses told me.
While I didn't really want to hear what they said, they warned me that things would not be any better at the beginning of the second year - in fact could be worse that the fist year. I thought that is impossible - that if I could just make it through a year, that I would be O.K. or at least some better. Well they were right; there is still that unbelievably heavy heart and numbness that you described. I have used the word "numb" so many times - that is exactly the way I feel. I too have looked at other couples and almost have gotten a little jealous of their happiness. I have been in Atlanta on a business trip for the past couple days; had to give a presentation in front of a lot of sales people and got a stomach virus while I was over there - felt absolutely awful and had a 6 hour drive back to Demopolis. When I got home last night about 8:30 to a house without any lights on, no one there to welcome me home and really feeling bad, it was really hard to keep a pity party from creeping in. I'll go ahead and confess that I wasn't 100% successful.

Our lives are so different. I laughed at one of your entrys not long ago about all the clutter in the house, the laundry piled up and not getting very much accomplished. My house on the other hand has not one thing out of order (except the srapbood); everything stays just perfect including the yard, Sam's truck and my car.
Sam was so particular about keeping his vehicles clean that I feel I have to do that also. I wonder sometimes if he were here again if we both would be such perfectionist about everything - I think not.
I think we would play more and work less and not take one moment for granted.

I will be thinking about you on January 19th; dreading the first year anniversary is really worse than the actual day. I bet you and the kids will think of something special to do.

My best to you and all of your family. Thanks for sharing your thoughts with everyone and I look forward to your next entry.
Love Betty

Betty Johnson <bejohnson@rocktenn.com>
Wednesday, January 16, 2008 at 08:01:13 (PST)

We are our own worst critic! Why do we beat ourselves up? You are perfect, maybe at times in effort only, but that is all that is expected of you. This makes me see my own weakness of always feeling that I am lacking. I need to do more or do better or do something else. I tend to play the comparison game. Instead of appreciating others abilities, I will at times, see only my short comings. I need to remind myself daily that I need to do my best, it is all I can do. I need to remember how much I appreciate the mothers who are like the "kool-aid" mom and have the "hang out" house for the neighborhood or those with endless amounts of patience. There are those that are skilled tremendously where I am not, those who are charitable with time and temporal things, those who have cleaner or more beautifully decorated homes, those who are so domestic, those who are thinner or appear happier or more successful. If I appreciate them and learn from them, I am happier. I need to not compare myself to what they have or are. I am me and need to understand that. I am a mother of three daughters and if I can help them understand their value and eternal potential and appreciate that of those around them, then I have helped them gain a great principle of truth. You are outstanding, you are strong and faithful and seem to maintain a great sense of humor with all that you have been given. You look perfect to me. Keep up the good work. Let's all have a better 2008 with appreciating ourselves and those around us!
Jennifer Thomas <jenneric630@yahoo.com>
Wednesday, January 09, 2008 at 10:55:57 (PST)

Hi Marianne-

I was just checking your website, and once again am sitting here in tears, grateful for your willingness to share your thoughts and feelings. You have no idea how much your words have touched our family. Your wisdom and advice to not take the people we love for granted was just what I needed to hear tonight. Thanks for sharing - it means so much to us, so please just delete that goodbye post already!

Lots of love,

Janice
Janice <janieluvsu2@gmail.com>
Tuesday, January 08, 2008 at 22:23:02 (PST)

Dear Marianne,
I love you and I am so grateful for your open, loving heart.

I enjoyed a quote by elder Hafen, "Even when we utterly spend ourselves, we lack the power to create the perfection only God can complete."

Your love spills over in your writing and fills me. The joy and love you share is a perfect gift.
Thanks!
Marian
Marian Taylor <mariantaylor@yahoo.com>
Tuesday, January 08, 2008 at 01:15:07 (PST)

Hi Marianne,

You and Mark were a year behind me in school, but I knew of both of you. Several of my close friends from PGHS have been fighting cancer for years. When I heard of Mark and his battle with cancer...my heart went out to you and your family...even though we were never close friends, I feel like I've gotten to know you through this blog. Your story touches people. And...as you can tell...people are still interested in how you are doing. Your blogs make me laugh at times, cry at times and always remind me not to take anything or anyone for granted.

I hope you have a great 2008.

Jeri
Jeri Sue "Fryer" Sorenson <jeri0317@yahoo.com>
Sunday, January 06, 2008 at 03:00:43 (PST)

Marianne,
The last time I saw you, we ran into each other at the bank. There was so much I wanted to say to you but at the same time didn't know what to say. I guess I just wanted you to know I think of you and your family often. y prayers and thoughts are with you. Suzette
Suzette Sorce <Sorce4@comcast.net>
Saturday, January 05, 2008 at 12:45:43 (PST)

Marianne I'll have to agree I never want to see a goodbye post. You and the kids are a part of Mark and a connection that allows us to continue to feel him in our lives every time we read your thoughts and feelings.
a friend also
Friday, January 04, 2008 at 21:06:21 (PST)

I know you, Marianne, only through the writings in this blog. The love, sacrifice and commitment that I read about is breathtaking to me. I return to this site frequently, and it is always refreshing to find a new posting. I sincerely hope to never read a goodbye blog. Your strength is inspirational and infections. I'm sure there are more readers than you realize, and we're all thankful for your willingness to share your life with us.
A friend
Friday, January 04, 2008 at 11:02:08 (PST)

Marianne,
So good to see your family picture! Hope your holidays were great and have a Happy New Year!!!!
Kesha Scott <kscott@btjd.com>
Friday, December 28, 2007 at 08:26:32 (PST)

SOOOOO great to see your family picture! It is sooo cute, and just so good to see you all. Love ya, Happy Holidays! Robyn
Robyn <derekandrobyn@yahoo.com>
Thursday, December 27, 2007 at 15:53:55 (PST)

Merry Christmas!! I love the picture of the family you all look like you are having a great time. I hope you have a safe trip home and a Happy New Year. It was so much fun spending time with you at the wedding. We love you all!!
Keven & Melissa Downs
Thursday, December 27, 2007 at 08:07:38 (PST)

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!
Lorna Loy <lornaloy@cableone.net>
Tuesday, December 25, 2007 at 19:23:52 (PST)

Marianne,

I hope you and the kids have a peaceful, healthy, and merry Christmas. Kim and I have each of you in our thoughts and prayers.

Love,

Demetrios
Demetrios Anaipakos <danaipakos@azalaw.com>
Sunday, December 23, 2007 at 21:28:15 (PST)

I was thinking about all of you on Mark's birthday; it was easy to remember since it is 2 weeks before my own. Anyhow, I hope you and the kids are well. . . I hope someone was brave enough to put a few jalapenos on those tacos; Mark would not have had it any other way!!
Demetrios Anaipakos <danaipakos@azalaw.com>
Tuesday, December 11, 2007 at 14:41:15 (PST)

I was thinking of you on Thursday when I remembered that it was Uncle Mark's birthday. It sounds like you all celebrated just like he would of wanted. I saw the headstone a few weeks back and I think it is so beautiful you did a great job at designing it. I hope to see you next week at the wedding. We love you all. Happy Holidays!
Keven & Melissa Downs
Sunday, December 09, 2007 at 11:19:49 (PST)

Marianne, just thinking of you today. Hope you are doing well as the holidays approach. Take care!
Kesha
Kesha Scott <kscott@btjd.com>
Thursday, December 06, 2007 at 08:22:28 (PST)

Marianne,

I had you and the family on my brain today, and just thought I would post a brief note. I hope you had a nice Thanksgiving and that you enjoy your Christmas travels.

Take care,

Demetrios
Demetrios Anaipakos <danaipakos@azalaw.com>
Monday, December 03, 2007 at 12:28:20 (PST)

Happy Thanksgiving! Thinking of you and your family this holiday season. I am thankful to have you and your family in my life. I've been thinking of you a lot lately because I have an associate whose is battling cancer. He just received news that his cancer has progressed so much that he cannot do any more treatments. He is now home enjoying his family for as long as he is able to. I have come to have so much love and respect for families such as yours and this colleague of mine. We pray that you are comforted and at peace during this holiday season. Love you all!
Lorna Loy <lornaloy@cableone.net>
Tuesday, November 27, 2007 at 19:32:16 (PST)

Like always checking on you guys.
Very impresed with your news video clip and the great message you sent to all of us. Thank you Marianne for your continuing example!! Love you all !!
Nelsy
NELSY DELGADO <NELSY.DELGADO@DELTA,COM>
Tuesday, October 30, 2007 at 10:55:32 (PDT)

We've watched the news clip and feel such "awe" for the woman that you are. You are an incredible strength to all of us. Thank you for keeping us all connected through your website and updates. This has been like reading a good book that you never want to put down. You inspire us. I hope you feel the love and support we all have for you.

We are always thinking about you. With great love, Shannon&Jeanette, St. Louis, MO
Shannon & Jeanette <jenne7@yahoo.com>
Monday, October 22, 2007 at 08:15:44 (PDT)

My husband has this horrible cancer also. Reading your posts have made me look at myself in a new light.
Your love for your husband is remarkable and inspiring to me. I hope to be as loving and understanding and patient as you.
We are just starting the chemo and already i can see a big difference in John. He is "fuzzy" about everday things and I have been tense instead of understanding.
Your love is amazing and you have helped me immensly.
Thank you and God bless
Charlene <fairydrop@sbcglobal.net>
Wednesday, October 17, 2007 at 17:10:01 (PDT)

I am moved to this day at what a great man Mark was, how he was loved by so many and the impact and role that he has played in so many lives to which he never had the opportunity to realize. Marianne you have an amazing family, never before have I experienced so much love and support and strength within a family. Your family has always been very special to Patti and I and we wish you the best. Thank you for continuing to post, the recent post regarding the marathon was very moving. We wish you and your family the very best. Your in our prayers. Evan,Patti and the boys.
Evan Wiggins <evan_wiggins@comcast.net>
Wednesday, October 17, 2007 at 15:52:52 (PDT)

Put me down for three T-shirts - size large.

Let me know how much I owe you.

Glad to see that this happened and you are all doing well.

-Caroline
Caroline Stoufer <buckskin@ouraynet.com>
Friday, October 12, 2007 at 13:21:19 (PDT)

Marianne,

Predictably, you were gracious and well-spoken in the news story about Mark. I am thankful to you and all of the folks who participated in the recent marathon.

I will be going to Stanford this week for a reunion. You and Mark will be on my mind as I visit our old haunts. Best wishes.

--Demetrios
Demetrios Anaipakos <danaipakos@azalaw.com>
Monday, October 08, 2007 at 14:05:37 (PDT)

WOW!! Talk about a great tribute to Uncle Mark. We were all thinking about the race yesterday. Thanks for the links to those articles those were amazing. Uncle Mark is still inspiring people all over. We love you!!
Downs Family
Sunday, October 07, 2007 at 09:13:53 (PDT)

Dear Marianne,
We are thinking of you and your family. Our hearts are especially with you this weekend for the marathon. What a great article in the Deseret news about Mark and your family. Love you and have a great weekend! Robyn
Robyn <derekandrobyn@yahoo.com>
Thursday, October 04, 2007 at 11:03:39 (PDT)

Thinking of Mark this weekend as the marathon gets underway. I am sure he will be there. Marianne, you and your children are a blessing to all of us. We applaud Barry for running in Mark's memory and grateful for all BTJD employees who donated to the Cholangiocarcinoma Foundation in memory of Mark.
Annonymous
Wednesday, October 03, 2007 at 07:47:01 (PDT)

Thinking about you and the children...just got off the phone with mom. You continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. Give our love to Patrick. I know that he will find his way back and he will be a stronger person for having endured so many trials. Take care!
Lorna Loy <loranloy@cableone.net>
Thursday, September 20, 2007 at 20:04:05 (PDT)

Just thinking of you all and wanted to send my love.
Shellie Kendrick
Saturday, September 15, 2007 at 18:17:49 (PDT)

Dear Marianne -

I think Mark is with you all the time, especially at your children's activities and at the BYU ball game.

I hit "the wall" after I heard about Dave Hoskins dying. I went to the oncology center and couldn't quit crying. I try to always be upbeat and wear bright clothes and crocs.

I considered us the clas of Oct. 2005 - Mark, Val in California, Dave Hoskins, me, a few others on Caring Bridge - we were all diagnosed at about the same time. I have prayed for God to take me and leave others with children as I only have two cats and my stepson Ian. But I guess it just doesn't work that way.

I bet they do need in Mazrk in heaven. I had a dream once about how my father-in-law came to me and told me everything wss alright, not to worry, they needed him in heaven. I don't know if these things are true, but it gave me great peace.

So in my mind, Mark is helping to run heaven, but he's always with you.

I suspect I will see him soon. I have dreams that they're trying to take me, but I keep telling these people in my dreams that I still have to get my taxes done.

Anyway, I hope this doesn't sound silly. I'm glad you're still blogging. I would like to meet you sometime and your sister-in-law who has done so much by setting up this web site.

My love to you and your precious children,
Caroline Stoufer
Caroline Stoufer <bucklskin@ouraynet.com>
Tuesday, September 11, 2007 at 15:24:45 (PDT)

Sending all the love and hugs I can muster
Annonymous
Monday, September 10, 2007 at 06:59:25 (PDT)

What!! Of course there is football in heaven. How could there not be? Mark is seeing the beginning of a great season and era (Coach Mendenhall)for BYU. He probably even keeps his eye on the the teams playing in Hell. Like the UofU!
Eric Thomas <jenneric630@yahoo.com>
Tuesday, September 04, 2007 at 08:38:27 (PDT)

Thank you for continuing to share with us. I am praying for you and your family. You are amazing and I am strenghtened by your faithfulness!
Kristy
Kristy <ksmith285@cox.net>
Wednesday, August 29, 2007 at 19:01:34 (PDT)

All I can add is, you are doing an outstanding job. I was raised by a single mom and know from experience the difficulties that this involves, the heartaches, and the joy. I admire your strength, your humility, and your courage to make the right and difficult choices to raise your children in truth and light. There is no more important human effort. Your strength will come in different ways and your children are loved by many. Keep up the good work, it is all worth it as there are great spiritual promises which may help you as a faithful and endearing mother; covenants kept and remembered by parents will also be remembered by God. Your children are the beneficiaries and inheritors of these great covenants and promises. This is because they are the children of the the covenant. You are faithful to your covenants, you are strong and continue to endure. Your son will be blessed and is in the constant care of his father and his Heavenly Father. Keep up the good work, I think you are doing an amazing job at this "mothering thing." Your kids are healthy, happy, and loving. Please call me if you ever need to talk, I am in the middle of this same wonderful and challenging experience myself, I have two teenaged daughters and two up and coming. AAARGH! How did our parents ever get through it?
Jennifer Thomas <jenneric630@yahoo.com>
Wednesday, August 29, 2007 at 08:40:48 (PDT)

thank you for sharing your personal trials. you are an amazing young woman with a lot of responsibility.

i was a single mom of 3 daughters for many years. they are adults....in some ways. my youngest is now in jail, she will be 39 years old in a few days. i have intrahepatic cc and my markers continue to rise. my oldest daughter has been ill for almost a month with as yet an undiagnosed medical problem. she continues to fight 103 temps. my middle daughter had a stalker and we were able to get a restraining order. on and on it goes. i truly appreciate your open heart. thank you so much for your honestly. mothering is not always easy and never simple. you are taking positive steps to help your son, when in this day so many parents do nothing. i send you love and support. barb
barb
Tuesday, August 28, 2007 at 17:47:16 (PDT)

WOW what a summer!! I admire how hard you work for your family. We continue to think of you and Patrick and pray that it will all work out in the end, it sounds like things are going great. You are such an amazing woman and your kids are so lucky to have you as their mom. We love you all. -The Downs Family
Keven & Melissa Downs
Sunday, August 26, 2007 at 09:58:07 (PDT)

I am also wondering when can we see the scrapbook.
I need your expertise!!
Love Betty
Betty Johnson <bejohnson@rocktenn.com>
Tuesday, August 21, 2007 at 14:02:11 (PDT)

Hey honey,
Has it really been two months since we were together in your home watching the girls dress up and be silly? I've been wanting to send you the photos ever since I got back, but my feet hit the ground running and I haven't stopped yet. I'll get there. I have written you some pretty good, long letters--in my head. I think about you so often and hope you can feel my love and prayers coming your way. You truly are a hero for so many of us. You are so unselfish to share so much of your life with us. Thank you for doing so. Your strength lifts us and gives us new resolve to face each day with your attitude. You are faithful. And you are humble. You are strong. You are prayerful, and you are honest. Thank you for showing us how.
You're beautiful!!
Much love, J
Jeanette
Sunday, August 19, 2007 at 20:57:21 (PDT)

When can we see the scrap book?
Anonymous
Friday, August 17, 2007 at 08:46:19 (PDT)

Thank you!!!!
Anonymous
USAThursday, August 16, 2007 at 08:53:11 (PDT)

Marianne,

It was nice to read an update on the family. I hope everyone is doing well; you are all still in my prayers.

Take care,

Demetrios
Demetrios Anaipakos <danaipakos@azalaw.com>
Monday, August 13, 2007 at 12:30:54 (PDT)

Hi Marianne! Thanks for keeping us updated on how you and your family are doing. Through your experiences we've all learned a lot about ourselves and how we would handle trials that come our way. I've had one come my way and I'm trying to handle it the 'Clements' way, which is that I am so lucky to have such great love and support from my family and faith and love for our Heavenly Father. That through him I may be healed. In May I was diagnosed with Breast Cancer. I am another one of the millions that said how and why did this happen to me?
I am lucky though that it was found very quickly and I am only a stage 1. But the doctor is being very aggressive with the cancer. I had 2 surgeries, have just finished 2 out of 4 chemo treatments and then will need 6 weeks of radiation. (I really wouldn't wish chemo on my worst enemy! There is no way to express how horrible it is)
But I know Heavenly Father won't give us any trial that we can't overcome. I just can't believe I agreed to this one! So I'm going to do my best and hopefully along the way I'll learn what lesson I am suppossed to learn from it.
I know things are hard for you right now but you are a strong person and can get through anything! Keep up the great attitude you have, and it will get you through the bad days. Take Care! Lena
Lena Frampton
Thursday, August 09, 2007 at 23:07:40 (PDT)

Soooooo good to read your post! We love you and your family Marianne! Love, Robyn
Robyn <derekandrobyn@yahoo.com>
Monday, August 06, 2007 at 06:52:24 (PDT)

Please fill us in on your life. Just wondering how you and your little family are doing. Would love to hear from you!
T. Nelson
Sunday, August 05, 2007 at 19:10:38 (PDT)

Thinking about yall!! When are you coming home??? Miss you!
Kristie and all
Kristie <kking1643@comcast.net>
Thursday, July 26, 2007 at 19:50:54 (PDT)

Marianne and Family: My love and prayers continue to be with you. You are blessed with the truth of the Restored Gospel and although the grief will not end...lift it to Our Heavenly Father. You will always be an eternal family.

~ Susie Hodson
Kansas City, MO
Susie Hodson <susannehodson@yahoo.com>
Friday, July 20, 2007 at 04:09:23 (PDT)

Marianne:
It's late and I was once again drawn to the website as I often am.
It's been an epic drama to see this all play out, and it continues to play out.
You continue to be the star of the drama as you hold everything together with such class. I am lucky to have known you both for so many years.
I hope the kids are well.
--Todd

Todd Hansen <hansenfamily@yahoo.com>
Monday, June 25, 2007 at 23:39:45 (PDT)

Marianne:

It meant the world to me that you and Stacie were able to attend my wedding in Houston. You are family to me, and your presence made a very special day even moreso. As I mentioned to Stacie, I had the distinct impression that Mark was watching, hopefully with a smile on his face.

Your toast at the rehearsal dinner is one I will never forget.

You are a wonderful person.

--Demetrios
Demetrios Anaipakos <danaipakos@azalaw.com>
Tuesday, June 19, 2007 at 10:02:02 (PDT)

Dear Marianne -

I haven't been able to read the other blogs for sometime. My sister Suzie tries to keep them read and update me.

We would love to ride the train from Grand Junction to SLC sometime and see you, but it may be a while. It's really busy here with our bookstore and website businesses.

I'm so glad you got to see Joel and Sara. I would love to meet them. I got to meet Valerie McCrea's sister in Denver. I'm just sick about her dying, as well as Mark. I know what you mean about just seeing and hugging these people we are going through this.

I am so glad you are posting. I can be a real bulldog sometimes if you need me to call your monument or insurance companies.

Gotta scoot, meds to take, have to get my leg up.

I know how overwhelming some days can be. I will be lying in bed thinking, beam me up Scotty, I'm ready to go. Then the hummingbirds will light on the birdfeeder, or the sky is really blue, and I'll think, no not today, it's too nice.

More later. Love, Caroline

I'm so
Caroline Stoufer <buckskin@ouraynet.com>
Saturday, June 16, 2007 at 08:36:27 (PDT)

Hey Marrianne,

You're just on my mind a lot today. I thought I'd read through and see how things are going. I'm glad you've continued to post here. I grew up in Houston--it's a fabulous town. I'm glad you had a fun time down there.
Geri Clements
Wednesday, June 13, 2007 at 15:08:39 (PDT)

hey marrianne,
I just wanted to drop a line and tell you that you are definitely my role model, I don't know if i have ever told you that before but you are. I love that you posted for the 3rd time, for eveyone else to be happy, when in turn we are all worrying about you! thanks for being such a great person, example and aunt. love ya and prayin for ya. kenzie
McKenzie Giles
Sunday, June 03, 2007 at 20:28:34 (PDT)

Thank you for sharing with us all. I pray for continued healing for you and your family. Glad you can appreciate the times of great fun and can see the sun through the clouds. I am praying you can stay home and be there to enjoy your children for awhile longer, and specifically your immediate need of an oven! :-)
Peace to you!
Kristy
Kristy <ksmith285@cox.net>
Saturday, June 02, 2007 at 20:59:21 (PDT)

WE LOVE IT!!!! WE LOVE IT!!!
SPECIALLY HOW STRONG YOU ARE AND HOW YOU INSPIRE OTHERS AROUND YOU, BEUTIFUL PICTURES, KIDS ARE GORGEOUS JUST LIKE MOM
WE ARE HERE FOR YOU!!
THANK YOU FOR TAKING YOUR PRECIOUS TIME AND SHARE THIS PICTURES WITH US
LOVE YOU ALL
AND LIKE ALWAYS OUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS TO YOU
XOXOXOXOXO
THE DELGADO'S
NELSY DELGADO <NELSY.DELGADO@DELTA,COM>
Wednesday, May 30, 2007 at 09:52:48 (PDT)

Just thinking of you and love you all so much. You are in our prayers this weekend...I'm sure it will be a difficult time for everyone. I hope you will feel the tender love of the Lord and know He is beside you. You are an amazing example of faith and strength. I'm so grateful for you all.
love you much,
Erin
Erin Budge <erinandloren@gmail.com>
Saturday, May 26, 2007 at 19:30:32 (PDT)

Hi Marianne-
I was thinking about you last week remembering that it was your anniversary. I told my mom the other day that your wedding was the first wedding that I remember and that made a huge impression on me. That's one of the reasons I had my wedding reception at the same place as my aunt "Annie." I hope you have a great trip this weekend and just remember that many people are still thinking and praying for your family. We will always be here for you. We love you all so much. I can't wait to see your scrapbook I am sure it is perfect coming from such a scrapbook queen.

Love, The Downs Family
Keven & Melissa Downs
Tuesday, May 22, 2007 at 14:20:25 (PDT)

Marianne,
Thanks for posting the pictures of your precious children. If you ever get tired of them, send a couple my way. I would welcome the noise and activity.
I cannot believe how much Little Lucas has grown - seems like yesterday that he was born. I look forward to seeing Mark's scrapbook. I have started on Sam's but haven't made much progress. I'm sure yours will give me some good ideas. I like the title - Missing You. That really sums it up.
Betty Johnson <bejohnson@rocktenn.com>
Monday, May 21, 2007 at 08:16:05 (PDT)

I often check your blog to see how you are doing/feeling. I think about you all the time. I catch myself complaining about something and then get mad at myself for being so selfish. I can't imagine what you are going through and your kids also, but I do know how strong you are and how much you inpire everyone around you to be strong too. I wish I could be more like you in that sense. Heavenly Father is proud of you and that you are his daughter. Always know that there are people out here who love you and are willing to do whatever they can to help.

Take care
Camie
Camie <camsmail@ureach.com>
Friday, May 18, 2007 at 10:44:11 (PDT)

Marianne,
I check your site often to see how you and your kids are doing. My cousin Chris lost her husband, Dan Peterson Sept. 8 of last year. He was 30 and they have 4 kids as well. I have watched her say goodbye to her husband and best friend only to turn and be the best mom to those 4 kids. I am amazed at her strength as well as yours and everyone else touched by cancer. Thanks for continuing to update us.
Take care.
carley
Wednesday, May 16, 2007 at 05:05:16 (PDT)

I was so glad to read your inspirational words........you express yourself well and it seems with great ease. All will be well.....we are all praying for you - - how can you fail?
Arlene <kadj@zebra.net>
Tuesday, May 15, 2007 at 11:33:03 (PDT)

Dear Marianne,

As I was reading your update, I was thinking how really exhausting it is to continue living day to day and moment by moment when we are grieving. I saw your frustration as you are forced to deal with every circumstance with the four children without a helpmate. These days are not for the faint of heart.
On one of the comments of Valerie's blog, a friend had a good idea, she said to invite God's peace and strength in every morning when you open the blinds. That sounds like good advice.

Praying for you,
Nancy Sloan (Val's mother)

Nancy Sloan <r-sloan@sbcglobal.net>
Monday, May 14, 2007 at 22:22:57 (PDT)

Marianne,

Happy Mother's Day! Hope your day was wonderful. Just thinking about you and knowing what a wonderful mom you are to those beautiful kids of yours! Stay strong and smile. Have a great week!
Kesha Scott <kscott@btjd.com>
Monday, May 14, 2007 at 16:38:54 (PDT)

Marianne,

Many of my moments yesterday were of you and your children. I cannot profess to know what you are going through but I can comment on what I have seen and heard and God surely loves you, especially at this time. There are no "right" or "wrong" feelings to have. They are Marianne "feelings" and well validated. I send you my love and hugs to help you carry on. If there is ever anything that I can help you with, please don't hesitate to ask.
Mona Claybaugh <Ken_MonaClaybaugh@msn.com>
Monday, May 14, 2007 at 11:02:59 (PDT)

Marianne -

Your post today said it all! Thank you for expressing what I'm sure most of us are feeling who are recently widowed. God bless you and keep you. And may the sun shine for you tomorrow. Love, Joni
Joni Craighead <joni@radiks.net>
Sunday, May 13, 2007 at 23:11:07 (PDT)

Thank you for updates. There are many people that are always thinking and wondering if you are doing okay. I think the updates are very healthy for you.
Friend
Saturday, May 12, 2007 at 20:22:08 (PDT)

Marianne,

I am so glad you take the time to keep us posted on the family and share your thoughts and feelings about this difficult time. We never know how much we touch others lives when we are just honest; no one needs help to live with the good times!

If our living in St. George is of any help for the marathon, we are ready to help. We won't be running but can certainly be part of the cheering squad! Does anyone need a place to stay? We have two queen size beds and are happy to have guests.....

Love you, Aunt Pat

Pat Clements <patclements1@beyondbb.com>
Monday, May 07, 2007 at 09:01:22 (PDT)

Marianne,
I have this morning ritual, (today I got to sleep in a bit) I wake up at 6, grab my laptop, check my email and check on the Clements. I think about you guys everyday. Something is always reminding me of one of you. Yesterday I was making my lunch...Mark doesn't like mayonaise. Maybe I was too tired, but that one made me giggle. I was talking to a lady at work about funnel cakes...made me think of Sea World and the fun we had on that trip. It goes on and on. I miss you. I miss Mark. I miss knowing your kids as well as my own.
If you get a chance send me your personal email address.

Take care of yourself, and I'll get in touch soon.
I love you guys
Kandi
Kandi <kandiiam@yahoo.com>
Saturday, May 05, 2007 at 06:33:19 (PDT)

Marianne,

Thanks for the update. Glad to hear the kids are doing well. Take care of yourself.

I am really looking forward to seeing you in 30 days. Having you and Stacey at the wedding will be a real treat.

All my love,

Demetrios
Demetrios Anaipakos <danaipakos@azalaw.com>
Friday, April 27, 2007 at 13:10:40 (PDT)

Thinking of you and your family. Marathon sounds great, wish I was in that kind of shape. I may have to go watch and cheer everyone on! I do hope that the children are doing well, give them our love. I have some news...I will call you soon. You are constantly in my thoughts and prayers. Happy Mother's Day...I know that I will forget. You are truely remarkable!
Lorna
Thursday, April 26, 2007 at 15:58:12 (PDT)

As we followed the journey Val had, we also follow your journey and pray for you and your children. Thank you for keeping the posts. We will keep praying
kristy smith <ksmith285@cox.net>
Sunday, April 22, 2007 at 13:31:37 (PDT)

I wish that I could run the Marathon this year in Mark's honor. I've been looking forward to it but I'll just be getting done with pregnancy but I'll cheer those on that do. What a great cause. If you need any help at all coordinating, give me a call :)
Kesha Scott <kscott@btjd.com>
Friday, April 20, 2007 at 08:33:45 (PDT)

So glad to see you posting again and we do want to see a picture of those kids so that we can see how much they have grown. This grief thing is definitely tough isn't is? It is almost exactly like the many months of the emotional roller coaster that we faced with the cancer.
I received a daily devotional today that is sent out by the Purpose Driven Life. It was addressing the shootings at Virginia Tech but it also really hit home for me. It said "are you trying to be the god of understanding, believing that if you can just understand what is going on then - and only then -you'll be able to accept it, live with it, or live through it? Is your faith in me based on what you understand, or is it based on your faith in my hand? God is telling us that we may misunderstand his plans for us but those plans are the very thing - the only thing - that will give us, literally, "a hopeful future". Seek God's face, instead of seeking to understand. Trust that God will give you insight and understanding when the time is right. Until then, he's developing your faith in him.

Well back to this grief thing. It is easier said than done some days.
As always, my best to you and your family. My thoughts and prayers continue to be with you along with the McCrea and Sloan family as they face these very difficult days and begin their journey of grief.
We'll all make it through to that other side "one day".
My Best
Betty

Betty Johnson <bejohnson@rocktenn.com>
Wednesday, April 18, 2007 at 08:25:33 (PDT)

Thank you so much for your update as many people pray for you everyday.
Someone that cares
Wednesday, April 18, 2007 at 07:59:26 (PDT)

Marianne you are so love!!!
We constantly think of you.
Thank you very much for continuing the posts, we know it is not easy and we really appreciate that you keep doing it for all of us.
Your kids will be Mark's leaving legacy to you and your Constance companions to give you joy and a lot of happiness, what a sweet blessing.
You are so brave, keep strong and keep us posts
We love you and your kids
Say hi from us
The Delgado's

NELSY DELGADO <NELSY.DELGADO@DELTA,COM>
Wednesday, April 18, 2007 at 06:20:52 (PDT)

Happy Belated Birthday Marianne. I hope you and the children are doing well despite the circumstances. You are never ever far from my daily thoughts. Sending a hug to all.
Mona Claybaugh <mclaybaugh@bjtd.com>
Tuesday, April 17, 2007 at 14:52:04 (PDT)

i would just like u to know how much mark has inspired me and how much i have learned from your examples.
i luv u so much!
*maddie* <ligirl16@hotmail.com>
Wednesday, April 11, 2007 at 18:28:19 (PDT)

Marianne - Patti and I just wanted to let you know that we think about you and your family often. Thank you for continuing the posts, it is good to read about how you and the kids are doing. You are in our thoughts and prayers. "Live Strong" Smile and have a great day today. Love, Evan, Patti and the Boys.
Evan Wiggins <evan_wiggins@comcast.net>
Wednesday, April 11, 2007 at 15:47:51 (PDT)

Always keeping you in our hearts, mind and souls. The conference was very special and we thought on you the whole time!!
Happy late birthday Maryanne!!!
Love you x0x0x0x0
The Delgado's
NELSY DELGADO <NELSY.DELGADO@DELTA,COM>
Wednesday, April 11, 2007 at 11:07:47 (PDT)

Marianne,
You've been on my mind the last few days. I just wanted you to know how much I love you and that you and family continue to be in my prayers.
love you much!
Cousin Erin
Erin <erinandloren@gmail.com>
Tuesday, April 10, 2007 at 10:30:34 (PDT)

Marianne,

Just thinking about you and wanted to say hello and see how things were going this week. Take care and know that you guys are loved! XOXOXO
Kesha Scott <kscott@btjd.com>
Tuesday, April 03, 2007 at 08:25:27 (PDT)

Hi Marianne,

So sorry to hear of Mark's passing. You've been in our thoughts here in Okinawa. I watched the tribute video this afternoon...it was nice to get to know your family through photographs. Know that you are thought of, half a world away. Love, Gordon, Terumi, Ty & Daisy
Gordon Murdock <gordon.murdock@kadena.af.mil>
Monday, April 02, 2007 at 01:17:44 (PDT)

Marianne,
I think of you so often, and am glad to hear that you and your family just keep on 'keeping on'....That is what is the best for all of you now. Your words of wisdom and insight as you reflect back are so very valuable for all of us.
Val has had some difficult weeks, and these workds help her husband, Chris and her family.

My best wishes to you and your beautiful family.

Char Sloan
Char Sloan, Val McCrea's Aunt <csloan@tricorbraun.com>
Saturday, March 24, 2007 at 05:08:46 (PDT)

Happy Birthday Marianne!
Sherrill Beahm <dbeahm@yahoo.net>
Friday, March 23, 2007 at 16:43:15 (PDT)

Happy birthday Marianne! We love you.
Lorna
Friday, March 23, 2007 at 14:38:14 (PDT)

Happy Birthday Marianne!
-Austin & Lela
Austin & Lela
Friday, March 23, 2007 at 09:25:28 (PDT)

I've been living in a cave of my own creation for much of the past three years, and just now heard about Mark from someone we went to school with. My heart aches for you and your family. You are all in my prayers.
Brad Johnson <maynard_narvin@yahoo.com>
Friday, March 23, 2007 at 08:16:40 (PDT)

Just thinking of you on your birthday, and hoping you have a good day. Just know we all love you and pray for you! Take care.
Wendy Whatcott <herfault@msn.com>
Friday, March 23, 2007 at 06:58:54 (PDT)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Marianne, we hope you have a great day!
Bill, Lisa and Kids

Bill and Lisa Adamson
Friday, March 23, 2007 at 05:43:16 (PDT)

You made me think . . . deeply!
Arlene in Alabama <kadj@zebra.net>
Monday, March 19, 2007 at 05:46:26 (PDT)

Marianne -

I love hearing what you have to say! I am so glad you are writing! It's a comfort to me. It will help other survivors. It will be good for your children to read this someday, too.

I really want to go to the amusement park and ride the scary rides one more time. I think going to Disneyland was great therapy for you all. Good advice for someone dealing with a death. Okay, I need a break, I'm going to Disneyland. That's what us with the cancer want you to do!

It will get better. When my former father-in-law died very suddenly of a heart attack, my mother-in-law talked about not being able to sleep. I think it's very common and will pass. I think it's good to confront it head on. I'm trying to deal with my stuff and not leave it to Robert. And actually, I'm having a ball planning the funeral. Wait til you hear some of my plans.

We should be in Utah sometime in April, and I would really love to meet you all. I hope we can hook up.

You have become very precious to me.

Sincerely, Caroline Stoufer

Caroline Stoufer <buckskin@ouryanet.com>
Thursday, March 15, 2007 at 22:26:15 (PDT)

Clements-
I am so glad to hear that you had such a great vacation. I have been thinking about you all so much lately. You all deserved to have a great time in Cali. Thank you for keeping us all updated on you and your family. You continue to be such a strong example to all of us. We love you all.
The Downs Family
Keven & Melissa Downs
Thursday, March 15, 2007 at 14:35:35 (PDT)

Marianne,
I just read your thoughts & suggestions & I'm so thankful for your example. You're amazingly strong. I appreciated your words of wisdom. I'm so glad to hear that you guys had a good time in CA. We think of you often & you're always in our prayers. We've learned so much from your example as a family. We love you & hope that we can help you in any way like you've helped us. Call us anytime 768-2774.

Love,
Martin & Cheryl
Martin & Cheryl Drake <drake84057@hotmail.com>
Wednesday, March 14, 2007 at 16:45:47 (PDT)

Thank you for sharing your honest feelings with perfect strangers as well as the words of wisdom you passed on to us about making plans. It's too often I took life for granted. I'm so glad you and the kids were able to have a good time together. May you have many, many more good days than bad.
Michelle Bailey <mbailey@peoriacounty.org>
Wednesday, March 14, 2007 at 12:25:58 (PDT)

Marianne,

I had the pleasure of meeting with Stacie, Mark's dad, and other terrific people as part of our first formal board meeting of the Cholangiocarcinoma Foundation. It was very exciting and productive. Memories of Mark were an inspiration to me and the others throughout the day.

I hope you and the kids are well.

Love,

Demetrios
Demetrios Anaipakos <danaipakos@azalaw.com>
Sunday, March 11, 2007 at 20:02:44 (PDT)

Hey Clements Family,

I am so impressed with the way you guys are taking life on. I'm sure there are many times that it's very hard, yet I'm sure the best way to deal with it is just as you are, by continuing to do the things you loved doing with Mark. I'm sure Mark is right along for the ride with you smiling all the way.

We really miss living near you guys. You are all still in our thoughts and prayers. Mitch didn't really get to snowboard much this year so maybe we can get he and Chase together to do that, if not this year's season, then we'll try for next season.

Take care, we're here if you need anything. If we ever get into our new house we'll have you over.

Love, Kimberly Menlove
Kimberly Menlove <kkmenlove@aol.com>
Saturday, March 10, 2007 at 07:58:27 (PST)

i am so sorry that you as well have to go thru this. life feels different, really different, and other times....
my husband has been gone since jan 5005 and will still always have love and great memories.
sending love and hugs
rachel
rachel peeples <dhprgp@yahoo.com>
Friday, March 09, 2007 at 21:18:37 (PST)

LOVE YOU MARIANNE.
Mona Claybaugh <mclaybaugh@btjd.com>
Tuesday, March 06, 2007 at 11:33:57 (PST)

Marianne -

Thank you so much for keeping us updated. I think of you so often.

I hope your trip to Disneyland is wonderful even if it brings up sad memories.

And being in Ouray, Colorado, I'm with you on that warmer weather stuff!

-Caroline Stoufer
Caroline Stoufer <buckskin@ouraynet.com>
Tuesday, March 06, 2007 at 04:45:24 (PST)

You are such a strength to every one that knows you.

Your family is truly blessed to have the strength, spirit, hope, and faith that you have exhibited through this entire ordeal.

My prayers are with you every hour of every day.
Rosemary Richardson
Monday, March 05, 2007 at 15:15:45 (PST)

It is truly a blessing to have the gospel in our lives.
And you're a great examples for us, what a remarkable woman you are Marianne
And how blessing are you kids to have you as they're mom.
Enjoy them - they grow so fast- And the time that you expend with them now, will be the best memories ever in their lives!!
I glad the everything start coming together for you and the kids, it takes time and more than what we think. It will be a moment for you to reflect in the pass and the good memories of mark and understand that this is just a temporary separation according to our Heavenly Father's Plan and that's what really matter to us to be together someday for ever.
Let me know if you need anything, I have Fridays and Saturday off from work, I'll be more than happy to help you clean the house, do your laundry, babysitting or cook some of my good Latin food for you and your beautiful kids.
We love you very much and we always keep you in or prayers
The Delgado's

NELSY DELGADO <NELSY.DELGADO@DELTA,COM>
Saturday, March 03, 2007 at 10:22:05 (PST)

Thank you for your courage and strength. You are an inspiration to motherhood and families.
L <lauriepetersen7@yahoo.com>
USAFriday, March 02, 2007 at 18:39:36 (PST)

The struggles that you have been going through as a single mom and finding the courage to get through each day is hero stuff. You are my hero. It is good to hear how you and the kids are doing. We sure hope you have fun at Disneyland.
Our prayers of faith and hope are with you, "We cannot control what happens to us. We can control how we respond to what happens to us. Faith sees beyond fate. Faith is trust finding its way in the dark. Faith is the consummate night-light. Leave yours on." - author unknown.
Lorna Loy
Thursday, March 01, 2007 at 17:53:16 (PST)

Marianne,

Thanks for sharing your updates. Every time I see a BYU score on SportsCenter, I am reminded of Mark and his passion for all things BYU.

I hope you and the kids have a wonderful stay at Disneyland. You and the family remain in my thoughts.

Take care,

Demetrios

Demetrios Anaipakos <danaipakos@azalaw.com>
Thursday, March 01, 2007 at 16:00:27 (PST)

Dear Marianne and Family, What a strength you are to one another. The children will be such a blessing to you forever. Your beautiful example and love will bless them eternally. Mark would be so proud of you and your faith and courageous spirit. Someone once said, "The highest mountain can be climbed one step at a time." We pray that you will have continued blessings from our Father in Heaven to get you through just one day at a time. We hope you have a wonderful time at Disneyland and that your hearts will feel peace. May you find the joy that passeth understanding as you go on being the wonderful family that Mark would want you to be. Please give his mother my love for my heart is with her also. Bless you forever. Our love, Mack and MorRae Wilkey
Mack and MorRae Wilkey <lovebugs@burgoyne.com>
Thursday, March 01, 2007 at 15:50:25 (PST)

Marianne-
We are on our way to Disneyland today. I hope we have a chance to bump into each other. I haven't seen you since highschool and it would be fun to say hello. Have a safe trip.

Jeri
Jeri Sue "Fryer" Sorenson <jeri0317@yahoo.com>
Thursday, March 01, 2007 at 15:46:09 (PST)

Marianne and little kiddies :)
I have been thinking of you guys a lot lately! I am also so excited to get to tend Lucas while you guys are at Disneyland! also on that note, I hope that you will have a great time, making GREAT memories together. I hope that you will eat a churro and ride Soarin' for me, and for Mark! I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!
Kenzie Giles <kenziedoodle11@hotmail.com>
Thursday, March 01, 2007 at 10:33:52 (PST)

Marianne;
Your love and strength as a family in the struggles you have faced, has been such an inspiration to so many people from all parts of the world. They could feel the love and faith you always showed, and I believe that you helped change so many lives during the past year and a half.. You have such a remarkable family! I followed the site daily and continue to check in to see that you and your children are doing ok and holding on to the faith of the Eternal family you will have again some day with Mark. I believe he will always be with you until that day because “ To live in the hearts we leave behind, Is not to die “ .... May god continue to watch over you and your children ... My Thoughts and prayers are with your family today and always.

Robyn <robynbrown66@hotmail.com>
Sunday, February 25, 2007 at 10:28:49 (PST)

Thanks for posting Marianne - we're thinking of you. That's a beautiful idea about your February project. We love you guys.

Austin & Lela
Austin & Lela Long
Tuesday, February 20, 2007 at 20:51:11 (PST)

hope
faith is like a seed,
but hope is like a weed.
It spreads to others
gardens.
Spreading and growing
until...it dominates all
of our thoughts. It can
control our actions,
drive us to do the
impossible,find cures and fight back. it only
leaves if you make. it
the good thing is
hope can grow back
*i want you guys to remember that last line.also that i love you
maddie <ligirl16@hotmail.com>
Tuesday, February 20, 2007 at 15:24:28 (PST)

Marianne,
Thank you so much for the time to continue to share with us. Every time I think about my brother inlaw and sister inlaw that we lost within a month of each other I also think of you and your family (whick happens to be alot). I check the site every other day if not every day. It's kinda funny when you were saying that you would stay up late when he was out of town. Guess what? I do to. Must be a "wife" thing that we do. Anyways--please know that we will continue to keep you guys in our prayers and please continue to keep us updated.
Sherrill
Sherrill Beahm <dbeahm@shentel.net>
Tuesday, February 20, 2007 at 13:58:34 (PST)

Marianne- there are many people still reading/thinking/praying for you all. Thank you for the recent posts.
I am a friend of Valerie McCrea's and were praying for miracles.
best wishes to all of you.
Tamara
Tamara <millionp@pacbell.net>
Thursday, February 15, 2007 at 14:38:53 (PST)

Marianne,

I get to work around 5:30 am every morning and have made a daily habit out of reading your posts. Of course we want to know how you are doing. I have one of your cards that I picked up at the funeral and have been trying to fill it out but have been unable to write what I wanted to write. I want your sons and daughter to know what a difference Mark made in my life when we were very young. Even at the age of 13 Mark had a courage and sense of justice that was uncommon. As soon as I can, I will finish that card and send it.

Marianne, know that our prayers are with you and that we are grieving also. Mark's passing has certainly awoken a sense of our own mortality and a keener sense of how we affect other people's lives.

We love you and are hoping and praying for the Savior to guide you through these difficult days. If there is ever anything that we could do to assist you in any way, please let us know. (I'm not much, but I have a very talented wife)

Eric A. Thomas
Eric Thomas <jenneric630@yahoo.com>
Thursday, February 15, 2007 at 05:27:01 (PST)

Marianne--I really appreciate your post today. My heart goes out to you with the sleepless nights. I was especially saddened, as we all have been, by the tragedy at Trolley Square. That, combined with your experiences of losing Mark, truly your soulmate, reminded me of the importance of showing love whenever we can. Thank you for your shining example, grace and poise in a time when I am sure you don't feel like demonstrating any of that. I know Mark is proud of you. You and your family are in my prayers.

Jeanette Richards Parker <amjeanette@xmission.com>
Wednesday, February 14, 2007 at 19:08:37 (PST)

Marianne - I need to tell you THANK YOU - I have a dear friend who is struggling through this disease and you need to know that yours and Mark's posts have shown so much poise and grace and helped us understand what we are going through a bit better in the past months. It's done even more than that. I live thousands of miles away from you, but I am in awe as to how you have handled this entire process. I'm sure that Mark is with you each and every minute of each day. I have been praying for him, and for all of you. The online memorial is beautiful, and again, your grace is impressive. This awful disease has changed my life forever. I have shed tears for each of the website's patients and prayed for all of them to have more time. Even though it is an awful disease, it's taught me to be kinder, gentler, and to have more patience in so many aspects of life. I will continue to pray for your peace, and the peace of your whole family. I am so very sorry for your loss. You two so obviously had a special once in a lifetime kind of love for each other. I wish you all the best.
J. Hammel <bagovalley@hotmail.com>
Wednesday, February 14, 2007 at 18:09:16 (PST)

Marianne & Family,
I continue to read the website often and am grateful you are still posting your feelings and thoughts. Just wanted to wish you all a Happy Valentines Day! I continue to pray and think of you all often. Love Kesha
Kesha Scott <kscott@btjd.com>
Wednesday, February 14, 2007 at 13:52:57 (PST)

Marianne- I am thinking about you and the kids and hoping today is a good day.
I saw this poem and wanted to share it with you.

Valentine Treasures

Valentine treasures are people who
have often crossed your mind,
family, friends and others, too,
who in your life have shined
the warmth of love or a spark of light
that makes you remember them;
no matter how long since you’ve actually met,
each one is a luminous gem
who gleams and glows in your memory,
bringing special pleasures,
and that’s why this Valentine comes to you:
You’re one of those sparkling treasures!

By Joanna Fuchs

Take care.
Carley (cousin to Chris Peterson, wife of Dan)

Carley
Wednesday, February 14, 2007 at 11:12:15 (PST)

I am so glad that the bad days do not outnumber the good ones . . . and that you notice that too!
Arlene <kadj@zebra.net>
Wednesday, February 14, 2007 at 11:03:11 (PST)

Marianne,
Since losing Sam I have read every grief book that I can find, books on heaven, books on why bad things happen to good people, attended grief support groups and last but not least, study God's word everyday. I also pray everyday that God will give not only me the strength to handle my loss but to all the people in this world that are hurting and especially to the ones that have lost their precious loved ones by this horrible disease. Sometimes I pray after I go to bed, sometimes on my knees by my bed, all through the day, at 2 or 3 in the morning, but sometimes in the middle of the floor sobbing uncontrollably by the void and hurt left by losing Sam. You are so right - the bad days do come. Every morning I feel drawn to the cholangio site to check on all of the families that blog and Sam's sister-in-law, Arlene, is absolutely right in what she said. Why wouldn't we want to know how you and your children are doing. Mark and you, Kelly and Joel Lester, Dan and Chris Peterson, Caroline Stouffer, Edith and Dave Hoskins, Valerie McCrea, the Sloan family, and so many others have become a part of our lives and when all of you hurt, we hurt also. I wanted you to know that you have a support group so much larger than you realize. I will leave you with two verses that have brought me some comfort.
Isaiah 57 - The righteous perish, and no one ponders it in his heart; devout men are taken away, and no one understands that the righteous are taken away to be spared from evil. Those who walk uprightly enter into peace; they find rest as they lie in death.

Betty Johnson <bejohnson@rocktenn.com>
Wednesday, February 14, 2007 at 08:01:24 (PST)

Marianne,
I wanted to thank you for your incredible strength and courage. I read your entry today and was enlightened by your comments. Ever since Alan Howe told me about Mark's passing, I have had you and your family in my thoughts and prayers - your faith, strength and love for your family and Mark are simply incredible. I hope and pray that our Heavenly Father will continue to bless you and your family during this time. I know that you mentioned that you didn't really know if anyone would visit your website and/or watch the tribute to Mark, but I want you to know that I truly enjoyed it - the website and the tribute are a testament to the amazing love that you and Mark shared and continue to share. Thanks for sharing. May God continue to bless you and your family.

Randy Holdaway <randy.holdaway@msn.com>
Tuesday, February 13, 2007 at 14:42:33 (PST)

Marianne, Thank you for your post. Thoughts and prayers from me and my family are with you and your family. It sounds like you and your children are very special and our Heavenly Father will bless and keep you because of your faith and your eternal perspective. Take care, Chris
Chris & Debbie Asay <chris_asay@msn.com>
Tuesday, February 13, 2007 at 14:15:26 (PST)

Marianne,

I was delighted to read your update, and impressed (yet again) that you have the strength to share these details openly. You and the kids remain in my prayers. Please know that you have many friends and supporters who care deeply about all of you.
Demetrios Anaipakos <danaipakos@azalaw.com>
Tuesday, February 13, 2007 at 13:40:23 (PST)

Hi Marianne, Thanks so much for posting. Your family is in our prayers each day. It's Monday and on my way home from BYU today I stopped by the graveyard. I was thinking about Mark and you and the kids and on an impulse just pulled in and stopped by Mark's grave. Everything looks nice and I was just reminded that Mark isn't there. My neighbor lost her husband about 2 years ago. Yesterday in Relief Society, she talked about how her son was saying his prayers and heard his dad say "I don't like the way your acting". I guess he had been sort of a pain that day. He told his mom it was just like his dad was there. It made me think about what people do on the other side, what assignments they have, who they are helping. I'm convinced that they are very involved in their families, both extended and immediate, in bringing help and blessings to them, protecting them. I'm so glad Mark is out of pain and I'm glad that as you are stepping beyond the experiences of the past few months, that you are remembering the "real" Mark. I didn't write a memory but I'll share one here. One of my favorite Mark memories was at the reunion just this last year. He and his skinny legs were sitting by me and my pasty white legs at the golf course picnic table. We were talking and laughing at how bad our legs looked. Despite feeling pretty rotten, he still had his great sense of humor. He had a fun time riding around in the cart with the boys as they golfed. It was a nice day for everyone to be together. I'm so glad he was feeling well enough to attend the reunion. My first memory of Mark was in 1985, right before his mission, playing a rabid game of cards at Aunt Mary's house with everyone. Those were some good times. Much love--have a happy week.
Geri Clements <gericlements@gmail.com>
Monday, February 12, 2007 at 19:04:15 (PST)

When I read your post today I can understand your wondering if we are still interested in the rest of you. All I can do is shout, "YES"! We grew to know and love all of you during this journey. We were all afraid of how it would end, but then it goes on too. I hope you will post from time to time to let us know what the children are doing. How you are. You have all become a part of our lives - - for some reason you let us in - now we will not leave.
Remember that you and all who loved Mark are in my thoughts and prayers daily.
Arlene Johnson - Alabama <kadj@zebra.net>
Monday, February 12, 2007 at 11:14:42 (PST)

Your words were heartwarming and very much appreciated, Marianne. We think of you and your family so often, and you are in our prayers daily. As we continue to fight this same battle with our 'beloved' Val, your words and sharing of your feelings is so very helpful.

Our warmest regards,

Char Sloan, and all of the Sloan and McCrea family.
Char Sloan (Val's Aunt) <csloan@tricorbraun.com>
Monday, February 12, 2007 at 11:03:21 (PST)

Marianne,

Thank you for your beautiful post. I do check often and was very grateful to hear how you and the kids are doing. I think of you often and am glad to hear that you are doing okay. Thanks for your post. You are a great writer. Take care.
Kari
Kari Herron <kherron@btjd.com>
Monday, February 12, 2007 at 07:30:04 (PST)

Marianne & Family,
My deepest sympathies are with all of you
with the loss of Mark. My cousin lost her husband to
this same cancer last Oct. at the age of 30 - he
also left behind a loving wife and 4 children.
Her strength amazes me as I can tell by your latest entry
that you are strong also and you and your children
will be OK. May God bless all of you in the days
to come.
Carley
Monday, February 12, 2007 at 06:16:23 (PST)

Marianne & family,
I am so sorry for your loss. My cousin lost her husband at the age of 30 from this same cancer last October - he left behind his loving wife and 4 children also. I am amazed at her strength and yet I know that's what gave Dan the courage to let go and be pain free in the end. May God bless you always.
Carley
Monday, February 12, 2007 at 04:51:19 (PST)

Marianne-

Thanks so much for the update. You and your family have been such a shining example these past 15 months. I was hoping you would continue to let us know how you are doing as a family. I never thought this blog was just about seeing how Mark was handling the cancer, but how you as a family were handling this trial. I was so sad to hear that Mark had passed away, yet happy to know that he is out of pain. I am sure that I speak for many when I say that I look forward to hearing how life goes on for all of you.

May God bless you at this trying time and always,

Jeri
Jeri Sue (Fryer) Sorenson <jeri0317@yahoo.com>
Sunday, February 11, 2007 at 22:10:56 (PST)

You probably have no concept how many people check your site daily. I have never left you a comment or met your family but I have been following your story since my husband was diagnosed dec. 2006 with this horrible disease. I found your family blog on the cc site. My husband passed away feb 7 2007. Our web address is http://timkortuem.blogspot.com if you are interested.Anyway I just wanted to thank you for the update as our situations are very similar. I read your site to gain strength and knowledge. I feel we are walking down the same road but you are leading the way for me. My husband's memorial service was just yesterday so I don't feel o.k. but I can see I will be from your update. You have helped me through your updates the last 2 months and I believe you will continue too. Thank you , Kathy Kortuem
kathy kortuem <kkso15@aol.com>
Sunday, February 11, 2007 at 18:04:59 (PST)

Thank you so much for your update. We think about how you are doing daily. I am still in a habit of checking your site everyday and I know I am not alone. Of course everyone is still very interested in how the Clements Family is doing. We hope you continue doing well and we love you all. Love, The Downs
Keven & Melissa Downs
Sunday, February 11, 2007 at 15:20:13 (PST)

Thank you for the update. I have never met you but was referred to your website through a friend. Your strength is amazing. I'm sure there are lots of people out there wanting to know how you and the children are doing. You have been in many people's prayers and there is comfort in knowning how you are doing. I'm sure with the Lord's help and with a strong faith, it will be easier some days, but there will still be very hard days ahead. HOld strong to that faith. Thank you for inspiring me personally to draw closer to my Heavenly Father.
T. Nelson
Sunday, February 11, 2007 at 14:14:59 (PST)

I have been very inspired by your strength and love. I hope that we will hear an update soon as to how you and your precious children are doing. May the Lord sustain you in your time of need.
T. Nelson
Sunday, February 11, 2007 at 06:42:03 (PST)

Dear Marianne,

I just received an email from my parents about Mark. I am so very sorry. I took a moment to scroll through some of the many comments left here. My, how you are loved! You and Mark left such great impacts on those of us that attended school with you, I can only imagine the impact you've made on those that have had the privilage of living around you. Your family picture is beautiful! You haven't even aged! How ever you've done it, you're gonna have to bottle it and sell it!

You and your children will be in our prayers. May the Lord bless you!

Much love,
Susan Southam Jackson
Medina, Ohio
Susan Southam Jackson <sjackson2835@adelphia.net>
Friday, February 09, 2007 at 19:38:30 (PST)

Clements Family,

The Williams Family prays for you each night. I hope you all feel comforted. Adjusting to "life" again after my dad's funeral was hard and empty, still is sometimes. But thanks to the sweet, comforting spirit, it is possible to feel at peace.

I love each of you and I think its time for all of us to go do something FUN! Our dads would want that.

WILLPower

-Chelsie Williams
Chelsie Williams <chelsiemarie14@hotmail.com>
Wednesday, February 07, 2007 at 19:31:21 (PST)

Dear Clements Family,
I don't know you or your family. I learned of your website through a friend and I wanted to write. I just want you to know what a huge impact your story has had on my life. The love and joy and pain that you have experienced on your journey as a family has influenced me so deeply, as I know it has for so many. I am inspired by your courage and faith. I feel like I am a better mother, wife, and friend just from learning from you. Your story has touched so many hearts so deeply. Thank you for changing my life by sharing your journey. I pray that your family will be comforted and blessed each day. Darcy in California
Darcy Ure
Sunday, February 04, 2007 at 18:41:36 (PST)

Clements Family: I was so sorry to hear about Mark's passing. Kim Wilkey called me and let us know. Kim and Mark taught us 20 years ago in Kentucky. Mark baptized 2 of my daughters and myself. Mark (and Kim) became part of our family. I considered them my adopted sons. Mark was a beautiful person inside and out. He changed our lives for the good and we will be forever grateful to him. Our prayers and thoughts will be with you and your family forever. Our Heavenly Father's Plan for families in the eternities gives us so much peace and knowledge that all is well and will be well. Take care and know that your family is loved by many world-wide and your Heavenly Father.
Martha Woodard <LDSProud@AOL.com>
Wednesday, January 31, 2007 at 12:17:35 (PST)

Marianne, Patrick, Chase, Tessa, Lucas, family members and friends:

It's Wednesday, January 31, and I felt I had to come online and express my feelings and thank all of you that shared in Mark's battle with cancer. The past 15 months have been filled with wonderful spiritual experiences as well as deep feelings of remorse and anguish. Cancer is such a terrible disease. Almost everyone I've talked to over the past several months has known someone who has been personally involved with cancer.

Mark was a special person. A good father, husband, brother, son, and grandson. He was my best friend. I will miss him terribly. His sisters provided everyone with insight into his life during the funeral. He was a special man. Everything he did seemed to turn out right. I will never forget the night that I really learned about his priorities in life. It was his senior year in high school and (being a good athlete and scholar), he had several scholarships to be considered (athletic and scholastic). I sat down with him to discuss which of the athletic scholarships he should consider. He said, "Dad, let me explain my priorities in life to you." First was his Heavenly Father, followed closely by family. Football was number 6. I shall never forget that experience. But that was Mark. He knew what he wanted, and while he made a few mistakes along the way, he was seldom wrong.

There are several people I regard as heroes. None do I have greater love and respect for than Marianne. She was tireless in her efforts to comfort Mark in anyway she could. She continues to be a pillar of strength.

Family has always been important and Mark and his sisters and their mates, his children and the 10 nephews and nieces were best friends and spent a lot of time together. Those times will be remembered with great joy.

Lana (my wife) and I went back to the gravesite on Monday. I needed to say goodbye again. It brought some comfort. He's with his Heavenly Father.

Thanks to all of you who have been part of his life.

Ray (Mark's Dad)
Ray Clements <rclements@clmgroup.com>
Wednesday, January 31, 2007 at 09:22:40 (PST)

Dear Marianne and Family,

I am one of Amy Pollock's close friends, and I grew to admire and appreciate your family through her.

Although I know I did not feel 1/10 of the loss your family did, I cried when I heard that your amazing husband and father had passed away.

I want you to know, that your silent courage, and amazing faith have been an inspiration to me and I'm sure many many others!

May the Lord continue to bless your family!

Love,
Natalee, Chris, Cameron, and Reagan Wexels
Natalee Wexels <nwexels@yahoo.com>
Tuesday, January 30, 2007 at 14:56:42 (PST)

Dear Marianne,

Your courage, caring, and eternal perspective have reminded me of the haste to capture every day with love.

I think of how you have experienced new birth with baby Lucas, a symbolic birth with Tessa's baptism and new life with Mark's entrance to His Savior's embrace in such a short time.

You are loved by so many and you have shone like an angel in your time of crisis.

Your family continues in my prayers every day. Hugs from us all to your sweet famliy!

Marian and George Taylor <mariantaylor@yahoo.com>
Tuesday, January 30, 2007 at 00:01:47 (PST)

There could have been no better celebration of Mark's life than what we saw and participated in on his funeral day, or should I say his 'graduation day.' He was so blessed to have such a loving and supportive family. While we know that the days and years ahead of you will be extremely difficult at times for you and the children, we also know that you all have the inner strength, plus the support system, to make it through the dark days with as much grace as we saw demonstrated these past few days.

Our family has all felt it a privilege to share in a small way the path you have trodden this past 15 months, and especially to be a part of your wonderful family.

We love you.
Uncle Louis and Aunt Diane
Monday, January 29, 2007 at 14:39:44 (PST)

Marianne and family...

We were out of town when Mark passed away, and we followed your website closely and thought of you often at this time. You and your family are such great examples of courage and love during difficult times. So many times Mackay has come home and talked about Chase, he really admires how he has handled this difficult time, and enjoys his friendship. Mark will be greatly missed. You are in our thoughts and prayers.

Brian and Rebecca Dunn and family
Brian and Rebecca Dunn <dunn6ut@comcast.net>
Monday, January 29, 2007 at 07:10:38 (PST)

Although I was heartbroken to attend the funeral yesterday, by day's end, I was thoroughly convinced that Mark was watching, beaming with pride. The boundless energy, grace, love, and dignity with which Mark's family handled not only the funeral, but the last 15 months, have been awe-inspiring to me and many others. In that sense, Mark reminded me again yesterday, as he did so many times in person, that faith, family, and friends are what truly matter.

I will be praying for all of you. I will also miss my dear friend.

--Demetrios
Demetrios Anaipakos <danaipakos@azalaw.com>
Sunday, January 28, 2007 at 19:51:43 (PST)

Some 20 years ago, my family was taught the gospel by Mark while on his mission. He became apart of our lives as he helped change us for the better. He will be greatly missed. Our prayer are with you.
Andrea Woodard Monroe <jcldsbttrfly@aol.com>
Sunday, January 28, 2007 at 12:35:37 (PST)

Dear Marianne,

Yesterday was beautiful and perfect. I loved how the sisters presentd Mark's life. I know that he was completely pleased and smiling down on all of us. As President Wright was instructing us to read the hymnal book, the first hymn that came to mind was #241 a simple one, "Count Your Blessings". Wanted to share a few words from it...

When upon life’s billows you are tempest-tossed,
When you are discouraged, thinking all is lost,
Count your many blessings; name them one by one,
And it will surprise you what the Lord has done. …
So amid the conflict, whether great or small,
Do not be discouraged; God is over all.
Count your many blessings; angels will attend,
Help and comfort give you to your journey’s end.

I also wanted to take a second and not only thank you Marianne, but all your family for allowing me to be a part of so many tender moments over the last few weeks. I have witnessed many spiritual events and miracles that only could happen through the help of our Heavenly Father. Thank you so very much for these opportunities. Your family has strengthen my testimony in our Savior. I am so amazed by their dedication to the gospel, which gives me hope for continual growth in my own spiritual knowledge. You know that I love you with all my heart and will always be right here.
Kristie <kking1643@comcast.net>
Sunday, January 28, 2007 at 10:06:02 (PST)

Marianne,
Thank you for your courage to post your wonderful and heartwrenching experiences on this site! Although I'm sure the last thing you want to be is a hero, you have certainly showed strength and courage through a very difficult trial and I have learned much from your testimony and example. Mark is a special man who touched many lives and impacted many in a postive way. I can say the same for you. Hang in there.
Nancy LaPray Taylor <nancylataylor@yahoo.com>
Saturday, January 27, 2007 at 20:59:00 (PST)

Dear Marianne and Family,

I came to the viewing last night after I heard earlier in the day that Mark had Passed Away. I had not known that he was ill or ailing until that time.
I coached Mark as a young man from the time he was 9 years old until about his 15th year.He was one of the best young men I have ever known.
He was a good athlete with a great sense of teamwork, and that helped every team he was ever on.
I love him as one of my own, as I do many others that I have worked with over the years.
I pray that the Lord may bless you through this hard time in your lives, and that He may help bear your burdens in the future.

With all my love.
Tom Trinnaman

Tom Trinnaman <ttrinnaman@comcast.net>
Saturday, January 27, 2007 at 08:18:04 (PST)

Marianne and family,

I wanted to tell you that you are in my thoughts and prayers at this time. Your testimony and strength is an example to me and all others who have had the pleasure of knowing you and Mark these many years.
My prayer for you is to press forward with a PERFECT BRIGHTNESS of HOPE, knowing that you will be with your sweetheart again.

With love, Lisa Persson Hill
Harrogate, England
Lisa Persson Hill <hillplus@hotmail.com>
Saturday, January 27, 2007 at 07:49:04 (PST)

Marianne,

With a heavy heart I sit down to write you a note and find myself at a loss for words. I wanted to call all week and couldn't because I didn't know what to say. On the way to the viewing tonight I felt nervous about seeing you, still not knowing what to say. All this because I haven't taken the time to be a better friend. I must say it was wonderful to see you and your family, only not under those circumstances. How heavy your heart must be right now. I can only say that I hope you will be comforted at this difficult time.

Mark was a wonderful person and I am grateful to call him my friend. I know he will be missed. I fondly remember our Stanford days, which was a very special time in my life. I remember our halloween parties, carving pumpkins together, shopping for a Christmas tree, birthday parties with our kids, watching movies late at night, making that video of all those pictures for my parents, being pregnant together, and trips to the beach at Half Moon Bay. I would do it all over again in a minute! Thanks for the wonderful memories.

May you find peace and strength in knowing that you will see Mark again and that your family will be together. Our prayers and thoughts are with you.

With love,

Amber
Amber McLain <mclain@mstarmetro.net>
Saturday, January 27, 2007 at 01:36:25 (PST)

Marianne,
Our hearts break for you and your family at this time. You probably have felt like you were in a fish bowl for the past year, with everybody looking in and watching your family fight this terrible battle, and we all have, but I want you to know that we have been so amazed at your grace and strength and your knowledge of our Heavenly Father's eternal plan for your family. You have been a true inspiration to us all to be better wives and mothers, husbands and fathers, and friends. We know that your family will be blessed and carried through this hard time. Please know that your are loved.
Love, Jim and Julie Petty
Jim and Julie Petty <juliepetty@usa.com>
Friday, January 26, 2007 at 20:44:40 (PST)

Marianne,
My family feels such heartfelt sadness over the loss of Mark, who was such a special man in so very many ways. I wanted to tell you all of this at the funeral tomorrow, however, myself and other members of my family have somehow gotten pink-eye, which means we can't be around anyone until it clears up. It breaks my heart to not be able to attend the service, and pay our respects to you, as well as the rest of the family (but I don't think that anyone would appreciate me giving them this rotten condition). The thing that I always loved most about Mark was his sense of humor. He was so dedicated to the church, and yet he maintained a wonderful sense of humor and the fondest memories I have are of times that Mark just made me laugh so hard. I'm sure you're surrounded with people who want to help and serve you, but I want to add my name, and the names of my family to that list. We're in Bountiful, so it's not too far from you, and if there's anything any of us can do to help, we would honor the opportunity to serve. My cell number is 801-309-8157, and since Mark was so close in age to my own husband, I just can't imagine how hard it would be to live without my eternal companion, and my prayers are with you that you are blessed with comfort and anything else that you stand in need of. Again, our hearts go out to you and may God watch over and protect your dear, sweet family.
All our Love,
Cindy, Don, Brandon, Tyler, Nathan and Alayna Ashworth
Cindy (Ferguson) Ashworth <cinnylee@excite.com>
Friday, January 26, 2007 at 19:17:59 (PST)

Dear Marianne,
I'm so sorry to hear of the loss of your husband. Patrick and Jake were good friends at Lone Peak and you guys were one of the first friends we had since moving to Utah. I know we haven't kept in touch and the boys have gone separate ways, but I want you to know our whole family is thinking of you and sending our prayers to you all.
Suzette Sorce
Suzette Sorce <Sorce4@comcast.net>
Friday, January 26, 2007 at 16:34:53 (PST)

Dear Marianne:
I am so sorry to hear from Troy and Courtney of Mark's illness and death. I didn't have the privilege of knowing Mark, but I met you when you were Courtney's visiting teacher. You called me once when Courtney had a fainting spell. I remember walking into her house and feeling she was in such good hands with you. You were so calm and your demeanor was so self assured and spiritual. I told Courtney that I instantly sensed what a remarkable woman you were and she whole heartedly agreed. I am sure that your children will feel that same wonderful sense of well being that you possess as you journey through this challenge that the Lord has laid out for you. Our prayers are with you.
Teri Winchester
Teri Winchester <teri@winchester-irrigtion.com>
Friday, January 26, 2007 at 12:58:21 (PST)

If you are trying to make a donation to "The Cholangiocarcinoma Foundation" this can be done at any Zions Bank Branch... however, please be sure to specify it is a "Foundation" account rather than a Donation account. This will help them find the correct account.
Kim Wilkey <wilkerk@msn.com>
Friday, January 26, 2007 at 11:05:01 (PST)

Dear Friends,

Just want to let you know we are keeping you in our thoughts during this difficult time. I of course remember Mark as a boy scout from the old neighborhood. He was always a joy to be around as his enthusiasm for life was contagious. Even though it has been many years, your family has always been very special to me. I often think about you and wonder were you are now. Due to the change in time, I didn't know until recently just how accomplished a person Mark has become. You can be very proud knowing he has gifted a legacy that will be felt by many through eternity.

God Bless

Troy Kirk and Family
Jasper, Indiana
Troy Kirk <troykirk@insightbb.com>
Thursday, January 25, 2007 at 17:59:21 (PST)

Dear Clements Family,
I was sad to hear of Mark's passing. I used to work with him at Parsons Behle & Latimer. We didn't know each other well, but he was always very kind to me. I used to pass him on the street downtown quite often and he would never forget to say hello and smile. Mark truly had a wonderful spirit about him. My prayers and thoughts are with you and your family at this hard time. It's times like these when it's wonderful to know of the plan of God and to know that you will all be with Mark again someday.
Sincerely,
Wendy Shaw
Wendy Shaw <wshaw@clydesnow.com>
Thursday, January 25, 2007 at 10:17:31 (PST)

Dear Clements Family,
We would like to extend our deepest sympathies to your family. Our son, Alex, attends school with Chase. He told us about Chase speaking in English class about how his best time of day was in the morning when he would wake up and his dad was still here. I couldn't control my tears. Alex said it was so touching, the whole class was touched by it and Alex was so in awe of Chase's strength. What a testimony to the faith and love that your family has. The post about Tessa's baptism was so touching, what a miracle that Mark was able to be a part of that day that he had fought so hard to be here for. Although I don't know you, you sound like such a wonderful, loving family and it brings me comfort to know that you have such a wonderful support system to help you through the very rough times ahead. I'm certain that Mark will be missed beyond measure. He left a wonderful legacy in the beautiful family that he created with Marianne. Our thoughts and prayers are with you. May you be comforted by the wonderful memories that you have and by the love and prayers of so many around you.
"It's not the years in your life that count, but the life in your years". It seems that Mark's years were filled with life and love, a life very well lived.
Kingsbury Family <dldarakingsbury@msn.com>
Thursday, January 25, 2007 at 09:20:33 (PST)

My heart and prayers go out to Marianne and her beautiful family at this time. Mark was truly a valiant soul and absolutely one of Heavenly Father's elect. I've learned so much about this special man throughout the last year and I am blessed to have had the experience of "knowing" him even though I never met him personally.

I love Mark's sister Stacie dearly and learned of his illness through her. I have been touched by the strength of Stacie and her extended family and know of the power that comes through service to others.

As a small 8 year old boy, I lost my father suddenly and was never more scared in my life. The only thing that sustained me was the love of family and friends. I'll never forget the Sunday School teacher who shared the "Families are Forever" story with me and ensured I knew that I would see my father again because our family was eternal.

I want all of the Clements children to know that your Heavenly Father loves you and is aware of you. You will see your special daddy again one day and he will be SO proud of you. He will be watching over you with much interest.

The gospel is so amazing. The plan of salvation is true. Please know that many, many people care about your family and that prayers are being said on your behalf.

With the upmost care and respect,

Ron Thomas
Ron Thomas <rdthomas2@msn.com>
Wednesday, January 24, 2007 at 19:43:31 (PST)

Family, I just hope you know how much I love you. You are all in my heart and on my mind right now.

Love,
Cousin Kindra
Kindra Mosher <kindra.mosher@gmail.com>
Wednesday, January 24, 2007 at 18:21:57 (PST)

It has taken me a few days to write this, as I have been at such a loss for words. As you know, I have been battling the same disease as Mark for several years. I have never known a family to rally around a loved one as you all did during the past year of Marks illness, it was truly beautiful and inpsiring to me. Not only that, but the time all of you took to help other patients in sharing information you learned about the disease and treatment was truly selfless. I am honored to have been able to meet all of you on several occasions, particularly Mark. His bravery has made me less fearful to face this disease and more comfortable putting it in God's hands, which is a place I never thought I would get to. I love you all very much. Please, all of you, dont hesitate to call or write if there is anything I can do for you, I'd walk across the country for you if you asked me to.
Much love to you,
Tricia (NY)
Tricia <Audiodoc10@aol.com>
Wednesday, January 24, 2007 at 18:01:50 (PST)

Dear Clements family,

I was so sorry to hear about Mark. I have followed your blog over the last year and feel as though I have gotten to know you. I send my love and will continue to pray for strength and comfort for your family and friends.
Evangelina Kreeger
Wednesday, January 24, 2007 at 17:57:04 (PST)

I appreciated Mark's kindness and good attitude when I worked with him at the law office about 10 years ago. I was fortunate to have known him. My condolences to your family.
Jo Wayland <Jowayland4@cs.com>
Wednesday, January 24, 2007 at 13:01:08 (PST)

Dear Marianne & Family,

We extend our deepest sympathy and love at this difficult time.
We pray for you all. May you be blessed with tender mercies from the Lord.
Be grateful for the love of a husband and father and hold the memories close.
What an example you have all been to our family. Stay strong and remember that you are allowed many tears.

With love,
The Eric and Jennifer Thomas Family
Eric and Jennifer Thomas and Family <jenneric630@yahoo.com>
Wednesday, January 24, 2007 at 10:35:53 (PST)

Marianne: I wanted to give you a sincere and heart-felt thank you for sharing this past year with family and friends. I've watched this blog intently since hearing of Mark's diagnosis and have been moved beyond belief countless times at the love, support, strength, and faith that have been shared by all the Clements family and friends. I’ve watched my close friend, Amy, as she’s selflessly served Mark and her family day after day and I know that Kelley and Stacie were doing the same. I witnessed miracles as I listened to Ray’s voice as he spoke about Mark and his other children and grandchildren. I read Mary’s guestbook comments with tears in my eyes as her love was palpable. And I’ve been able to distantly share this sacred time with you and Mark as you’ve proven that love is the only real, worthwhile human endeavor. Thank you. What you may not realize is that people you don’t even know are watching, learning, and finding their own lives altered. My prayers are with you.
Kirt Bateman (The Clements Group) <kirt.bateman@clmgroup.com>
Wednesday, January 24, 2007 at 10:00:04 (PST)

Dear Marianne and family, We are so sad to hear the latest news. I am so sorry, yet grateful to our Heavenly Father for giving us an eternal plan. we pray for your comfort and send our sincerest condolences. Please know we all love you.
Wendy Whatcott <herfault@msn.com>
Tuesday, January 23, 2007 at 16:33:27 (PST)

I am your son Chase's English teacher. I just wanted to write to let you know that your son is a living testimony and legacy to the integrity and values you and your husband have taught to your family. A few days ago, Chase had to give an impromptu speech in class. I believe his topic was something like, "What is the best time of day for you and why?" He talked about being with his dad -- the times his dad was awake -- and fearing that his dad would not last long enough to confirm his sister. It was a touching speech. Not only were several in the room crying, but I had tears streaming down my face when I stood up to conduct the class afterward. I am amazed that Chase shows up to school each day -- that he tries so hard. I told him that once, and he said, "I want to make my dad proud of me." I can tell by reading some of the posts that he is. My heart is warmed by families such as yours and I want you to know I'll be praying for you and doing all I can for your son in the process. My sincere condolences to you.
Trina McGowan <trina.mcgowan@jordan.k12.ut.us>
Tuesday, January 23, 2007 at 15:34:22 (PST)

Dear Clements Family-
Our deepest sympathies at this difficult time. We are so sorry for Mark's passing. We are friends of Ray and Lana's, but have followed this journey through the website on a daily basis. Thank you for having the courage to share this experience with everyone and reminding us what is truly important in life-FAMILY! Your example is extraordinary. I recently lost a friend to cancer and wanted to share a poem from her memorial service. As hard as it is for us to lose our loved ones, it is such a comfort KNOWING that they are free from pain and in the loving arms of Our Father. Please accept our love and prayers at this time and always.

When I come to the end of the road and the sun has set for me,
I want no rites in a gloom filled room,
Why cry for a soul set free.

Miss me a little, but not too long and not with your head bowed low.
Remember the love that we once shared.
Miss me but let me go.

For this is a journey we all must take and each must go alone.
It's all part of the Master's plan, a step on the road to home.

So when you are alone and sick of heart go to the family and friends we know and bury your sorrows in doing good deeds.
Miss me but let me go.

With God, all things are possible,
Nothing is ever too hard to do,
So never give up and never stop,
Just journey on to the mountain top.

Our condolences.

Vanessa and Troy Nelson
Vanessa Nelson <v_bresnan@hotmail.com>
Tuesday, January 23, 2007 at 09:29:30 (PST)

I don't write comments on here, and I rarely read them. It is just too hard for me and I fall apart. I too have watched and learned from Mark and Marianne and their family through this trial. I am so impressed by their strength. Most of my communication with them is by cell phone and we have had our share of tears and laughter.

I just wanted to thank everyone who has been there for this family throughout this last 15 months. There have been so many acts of service and thoughtfullness. I am amazed at all you've done for them. I know that as sisters and brothers in the gospel you have taken care of them as I would have, if I lived closer. That has brought me so much peace. So again, THANK YOU to all, you know who you are. Love, Diane
Diane, Marianne's Sister in Arizona
Tuesday, January 23, 2007 at 02:19:23 (PST)

We just wanted to let you know your family is continually in our thoughts and prayers. May the Lord bless you and keep you in this difficult time...we love you.
Jon, Susan, E,M,T, D & E Madsen <sugamom@comcast.net>
Monday, January 22, 2007 at 22:00:55 (PST)

I'm so sorry about your loss, but thankful that my good friend's suffering is over. Please know that Mark was a very special person to me and he loved his family dearly.
Mike Sanders <msand9190@sbcglobal.net>
Monday, January 22, 2007 at 20:20:20 (PST)

Just wanted to remind you of what you already know. "FAMILIES ARE FOREVER", and what a blessing and a comfort that is!
with love, little Nelsy and her new husband Weston
Nelsy and Weston Woodbury <luv_loggins@yahoo.com>
Monday, January 22, 2007 at 18:19:07 (PST)

We want to send our love and deepest sympathy. Our hearts are heavy to hear of the passing of our friend, Mark. Thank you for being such a great example of faith and love and for sharing you lives with us. We will pray for peace and strength to attend your family.
Love, Cindy & Troy Akagi
Cindy & Troy Akagi
Monday, January 22, 2007 at 17:47:46 (PST)

We are so sorry for all that you have been through and have had to endure. Our hearts are heavy with your loss and we will all miss him. Mark was so strong to hang on through the holidays and until Tessa's baptism. It is such a testiment of love! We love and admire you all so much and will continually be by your side to help in the months to come. We love you! Bruce, Lisa & family
Bruce & Lisa Murdock <lisamurdock@qwest.net>
Monday, January 22, 2007 at 17:01:56 (PST)

To the Clements Family,
We wanted to express our heartfelt sorrow to your family with the passing of Mark. We have followed the progress over the past year and we have thought of you often. Please know of our sympathies.
Love,

Gary and Marilyn Hansen <m.hansen.24@comcast.net>
Monday, January 22, 2007 at 16:37:27 (PST)

To the clements family
I just read about Mark's passing. I am so sorry to hear the news. He was one of those people that everyone looked up to.I haveand always will considered he a good friend.I will keep you and your family in my prayers. Tina (moosman) Conder
Tina Conder <rtconder1@msn.com>
Monday, January 22, 2007 at 15:07:32 (PST)

Dear Clements Family,

From our family to yours, please accept our deepest sympathy. We too are saddened by the end result of such a brutal disease. I just want to say that Mark Clements was an OUTSTANDING individual who I looked up to immensely. May Peace be with you at this most difficult of times.

Love,

Ty, Sheralyn, Savanna & Victoria Mitchell
Ty Mitchell <tyboymitch@yahoo.com>
Monday, January 22, 2007 at 15:02:34 (PST)

To the Clements family,

My deepest sympathy to each of you. Always remember that cancer can not destroy love or memories......because of that fact, Mark will always be with you.

I wish you the best in this life.....and I have prayed for you today. I am a faithful blog reader. Sincerely,

Daniel Vickery
Port Saint Joe, Florida
Daniel Vickery <galatians220@gtcom.net>
Monday, January 22, 2007 at 13:17:42 (PST)

Marianne,

I Have followed this exacting journey with all it's peaks and valleys through my brother, Kim Wilkey. While I didn't know Mark personally, through Kim and your postings it felt as though we really did know him pesonally. We have fasted and prayed along with others. Thanks for allowing us to share in the journey, the ups, the downs, the thrilling bursts of speed, the vistas from peaks that were scaled. You are incredible people whose story will continue to bless others, for it will not stop with Mark's passing.

God bless.
David Wilkey <wilkey@uhsaa.org>
Monday, January 22, 2007 at 12:57:42 (PST)

Dear Clements Family-
I love you all dearly. Uncle Mark was truly the best.

I always think of him when I see a yellow bracelet on someones wrist and think of how he truly did LIVESTRONG. My one hope is to become as great as a family as you guys are.

Having your family as an example for all of us will bless us for eternity.

-Shellie, Chad, Dallen and Kate

Shellie Kendrick <chadwickandshellbell@gmail.com>
Monday, January 22, 2007 at 11:56:58 (PST)

To The Clements Family:

Please accept my heartfelt sympathy and appreciation for having shared this difficult journey in your life.

As Val McCrea's dad, I feel that we are kindred spirits with a common bond of watching the incredible courage of people like Mark Clements.

I wish I could have met him. I would have liked him.

Also, a special thanks to Mark's sister Stacie for her faithful communications.

May the Immortal Invisible God of the Ages bless your family.

Richard Sloan <sloan.richard@gene.com>
Monday, January 22, 2007 at 11:43:09 (PST)

Dear Clements family:
Reading your blog all of these months has truly changed my life and my faith in God. I am so sorry for your loss and I know that Mark will be missed dearly by so many people, but it is comforting to know that he also touched so many lives in such a positive way. My thoughts will be with you and yours for the rest of my life.

love,

Didi, a friend from Parsons Behle & Latimer
Didi Bowles <dbowles@pblutah.com>
Monday, January 22, 2007 at 10:21:00 (PST)

You're inspiring Marianne. Growing up, I always looked up to you and still do. I have fond memories of Mark and always thought highly of him. You are both a perfect match. You are all in many thoughts and prayers! Love you, cous. Ralph
Ralph <ralph.murdock@comcast.net>
Monday, January 22, 2007 at 09:10:39 (PST)

Dear Clements Family,

My heart is breaking yet so full. As so many have posted, your family has changed the world one heart at a time. I continue to pray for your strength and your incredible faith. My family and I have been blessed beyond measure by your heartfelt words and faith in our Heavenly Father's plan. Too many times I take things for granted and because of the love you have shared, I have hugged my children more, loved my husband unconditionally, prayed so very often and reached out to those around me. Please let our strength carry you and your family at least for a little while as you have carried us. Your family is the perfect description of the Light of Christ and please take comfort in knowing you have ignited that light in so many.

Love,

Jane Jones
Jane Jones <janejoneshome@hotmail.com>
Monday, January 22, 2007 at 09:08:07 (PST)

Marianne, Patrick, Chase & Tessa:
Thank you for sharing your dad and husband with all of us over the past year and creating this website for all of us to share. Mark was wonderful and I am grateful for the opportunity I had to get to know him and work with him at the law firm. My heart aches for you at this time and your family will continually be in my thoughts and prayers. I am grateful for your strong example of love, service, strength and faith! May our Heavenly Father be with all of you at this difficult time and continue to hold you all in the arms of his love. What a great blessing to know that through the loving and infinite atonement, you will all see your loving husband and father again someday. My thoughts and prayers are with you all Clements Family!! With love,
Kesha Scott <kscott@btjd.com>
Monday, January 22, 2007 at 09:02:24 (PST)

Clements Family- Our Deepest sympathies are with you at this time. We continue to have you in our thoughts and in our prayers. Thank you for letting me share Tessa's baptism and that very spiritual evening with all of you. You are all such a great example of faith and strength. You have touched so many lives it has amazed my how many lives one man and family can touch and influence. Thank you for posting on this website and sharing this trial with all of us. We love you all so much and we will look forward to many more familiy gatherings in the future with you all. I have always looked up to you Aunt Marianne. We love you all.

Keven, Melissa, Tyson & Aspen Downs <keven.downs@att.net>
Monday, January 22, 2007 at 08:58:32 (PST)

Marianne, Patrick, Chase, Tessa & Lucas

Please accept Dawn’s and my deepest condolences. As participants in the cholangiocarcinoma.org web site we are so very grateful to your family for their efforts in providing this forum. Mark will forever live in the hearts and minds of those of us sharing the experience of this affliction. My preference would have been that Mark remain here with us to help lead the way in our battle, but God has a higher purpose for him. Be faithful, even to the point of death, and I will give you the crown of life. (Revelation 2:10).

God bless you all,

Richard and Dawn Paddock
dpaddock@jellybelly.com

Richard and Dawn Paddock <dpaddock@jellybelly.com>
Monday, January 22, 2007 at 08:49:13 (PST)

Marianne - I don't know if you remember or not but several months ago I said it would be absolutely wonderful if Mark and Sam would get well enough to run again. Well they are able to run marathons every day now. I know your pain; you and your family own a piece of my heart right now. God Bless.
Betty
Betty Johnson <bejohnson@rocktenn.com>
Monday, January 22, 2007 at 08:31:29 (PST)

We are very sadden to hear of the news of your loss. We too, are battling this terrible disease with my brother, David Hoskins. He was also diagnosed around the same time as Mark and he too turned 40 this past year. I tried to keep up with your postings at least weekly, so I fill like part of the family even thou we have never met. Our thoughts and prayers are with your family. My brother, David keeps telling us that God has a plan and a reason for all of this. We may not know the answers here on earth, but as the song goes, we will understand it better by and by. May God hold and keep you all close to him. We love you.
The Hoskins Family
The Hoskins Family <beanes@chathamhall.org>
Monday, January 22, 2007 at 08:29:51 (PST)

My deepest sympathies for your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with your entire family.
Kevin Alexander <kevin_alexander@adp.com>
Monday, January 22, 2007 at 07:40:19 (PST)

Marianne, Patrick, Chase, Tessa & Lucas,

My thoughts and prayers are with you. May you soon find peace and happiness. Mark left a great impression on me, one that I will never forget. I keep this Irish poem close to my heart during times like these. I would like to share it with all of you.

Remembered Joy
Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free!
I follow the plan God laid for me.
I saw His face, I heard His call,
I took His hand and left it all...
I could not stay another day,
To love, to laugh, to work or play;
Tasks left undone must stay that way.
And if my parting has left a void,
Then fill it with remembered joy.
A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss...
Ah yes, these things I, too, shall miss.
My life's been full, I've savoured much:
Good times, good friends, a loved-one's touch.
Perhaps my time seemed all too brief—
Don't shorten yours with undue grief.
Be not burdened with tears of sorrow,
Enjoy the sunshine of the morrow.

May each of you enjoy the sunshine that is headed your way.

Much love,

Kari Herron

Kari Herron <kherron@btjd.com>
Monday, January 22, 2007 at 07:33:22 (PST)

Dear Clements Family,

As a regular on the website (my Dad has cholangio too) I just wanted to convey to you how deeply saddened I was to hear of Mark's passing. From following your blog it was clear that Mark was a much loved most generous and brave soul.

Marianne, Stacie and family - we are thinking of you.

with love, Juliet ('Jules')
Juliet
Monday, January 22, 2007 at 07:32:21 (PST)

Dear Clements Family,

I am a friend of Kelly Lester's. Over the past 14 months, since Kelly's diagnosis, I silently read this blog as your family opened up your lives and shared your journey with so many strangers. Along the way, I have been blessed to speak with several members of your family. While I have never personally met any of you, I feel as if I know your family, and I grieve for your entire family.

I thank every day for google, which led me to a random post from Demetrios, which, in turn, led me to your blog. Yep. Google and Demetrios!

I prayed so long and so hard for so many miracles. While the miracles I had in mind did not occur, I witnessed so many more that my mind was never able to conceive. Number 1: the power of your family. Your family has managed to connect an entire community of people from around world, all of whom were in extreme need of connecting. And from that connection, a de facto family has been formed.

While it may be little comfort during this incredibly difficult time, please know that your de facto family around the world is holding you in our thoughts. There are so many people, both known and unknown, that Mark has touched.

Much love to you all,
Sara Hinkley
Sara Hinkley <sara.hinkley@gmail.com>
Monday, January 22, 2007 at 07:14:13 (PST)

Dear Clements Family,

We, the Sloan and McCrea families, were so very saddened to hear about Mark. Our heartfelt prayers and feelings are with you all during this most difficult time. The loss to all of you is unimaginable....

As you know, we too have been fighting this dreadful disease with our beloved Val.....who ironically was the same age as Mark, and diagnosed within a few days of Mark. We feel a 'bond' with your family, and appreciate all of the openness and sharing of information over this most difficult period of time. Your example of love, courage, faith and belief, has helped so many who have followed Mark's story. These values and Mark's essence will always be with us.

To Mark's Mom, your tribute to your son is beyond description....just exuding the intense love and pride and sorrow that you feel at this time.

Please find comfort and strength in the times to come, and we hope to stay in touch with all of you.

Our love and sympathy to the entire Clements Family.

The Sloan Family and the McCrea Family
Charlene Sloan
Monday, January 22, 2007 at 06:36:12 (PST)

Dear Marianne:
My heart was deeply sadden and full of sorrow upon hearing of Mark's passing. However, the year long heavy pressure in our chests is finally lifted because his great suffering is over, for he is now with the Heavenly Father in eternity. Please accept my deepest condolences.
Rachot <rachot@attglobal.net>
Sunday, January 21, 2007 at 23:22:42 (PST)

I just want to send my love and well wishes for happier days to come quickly.
Lynette <lymay@networld.com>
Sunday, January 21, 2007 at 22:57:55 (PST)

Clements family, immediate and extended. Your family and the trials you have faced this past year have touched many around the world, probably more than you will ever know; that is evident through the many posts here on this site. I have no doubt that through your example you have spread the word of the gospel and our Heavenly Fathers plan that families can be together forever. Your faith and devotion has been an example to all of us. Our thoughts, prayers and love are with you and your entire family at this time. Love Evan, Patti and the boys.
Evan & Patti Wiggins <evan_wiggins@comcast.net>
Sunday, January 21, 2007 at 20:48:21 (PST)

Dear Clements Family,

It was such a sacred experience for our family to fast with you for Mark to reach his goal. As we've plead with the Lord to send Mark strength and pour out his Spirit on your family, we've also felt our own hearts filled and our minds reassured.

I find myself marveling at the vast ripples of influence sent out across the world by one man and his family acting in faith and love.

Thank you. We love you and are so grateful for you. We add our hearts to yours and the many others, in expressing humble, hopeful gratitude for the Savior's atonement that makes death temporary and families eternal.

Love,

Laura and Bryon

Bryon and Laura Biggs <bi2gsfam@gmail.com>
Sunday, January 21, 2007 at 18:21:29 (PST)

I was deeply saddened to hear of Mark's passing. He was much too young. May God's grace and mercy uphold you during this difficult time. My husband has this disease too. Your family has been a tremendous inspiration to us. Thank you for sharing your life with us. This website has helped me time and time again. Thank you for that. I'd like to close with these words of Jesus - Blessed are they that mourn: for they shall be comforted. Matthew 5:4.
Michelle Bailey <dirkmichelle@yahoo.com>
Sunday, January 21, 2007 at 17:09:14 (PST)

Dear Marianne and Family,

Although we have not written in the guestbook prior to this, know that we have looked often to see how you are doing and you have been in our thoughts and prayers this last year. I know that Steve was deeply saddened when he saw Mark at the Notre Dame game and he told him of his illness. However, it gave him the opportunity to think of Mark and reflect on the wonderful friend and man that he was. Know that we will continue to pray for you and your wonderful children. Marianne, you have been such an example to me of love and devotion during Mark's illness. I know our Father in Heaven will continue to watch over and comfort you. What a blessing it is to have the knowledge that we can be with those that we love again. Sincerely, Steve and Beckie Steele
Steve and Beckie Steele <waterloo32@charter.net>
Sunday, January 21, 2007 at 15:31:37 (PST)

To the Clements Family,
What a beautiful example you aare to all of us. Adversity is hard to bear and we pray our Father in Heaven will give you great faith, courage, strength and hope. We are happy you are sealed for time and all eternity. You wll have a beautiful eternal home and family. May you have strength to get through each day. You will be such a blessing to each other. Someone once said, The only way to take the sting out of death is to take the love out of life." The great love you have for each other will leave you many beautiful memories to recall at will and will bring you joy. Our thoughts and prayers are with you all. The things of this world are but for a smal moment, but the things of eternity will go on forever and ever. May this eternal perspecative bless your lives at this time.
Our love,
Mack and MorRae Wilkey
Mack and MorRae Wilkey
Sunday, January 21, 2007 at 15:20:23 (PST)

Dear Family,

My heart is filled with so much love and admiration at this time. I send my deepest love to each of you and to Mark for the life he lived. Thank you for opening a window into this last year of your lives. I have witnessed tangible examples of what it means to sacrifice, love, and embrace trials with full faith in the Lord.

"Let us live the gospel. Let it shine in our lives. Let it shine in our faces. Let it come through our actions. Live the gospel. Look to God and live."
– President Gordon B. Hinckley

I love you.

Cousin Erin

Erin Budge <erinandloren@gmail.com>
Sunday, January 21, 2007 at 14:50:24 (PST)

I just want to pay tribute to the most wonderful son a mother could have. I have told him these things many times, but I want everyone to know that he was a marvelous man who truly magnified the stewardship that was his.

I have never seen a better father who was so closely involved in his children's lives. I have never witnessed a better husband than what I saw revealed in his dealings with Marianne. These two truly had a marvelous love.

I can only remember one time that I got mad at him as a child and that was when he wasn't properly appreciative at Christmas. I am sure he had his faults, but I never discovered what they were. His sisters called him the "golden child" because everything came so easily for him. The only thing I had to complain about was that he was very private and didn't ever share the big moments in his life with me. I had to discover them by reading the newspaper or hearing from other people. He just didn't like the focus to be on him, but preferred putting it on his family and other people. I am sure it was uncomfortable for him to have so much attention paid to him these last months...but we had to, because we loved him so.

We had many "miracle moments" this last year and we really witnessed one Friday night as we prayed for his release and then saw it come peacefully 15 min. later.

This is indeed a marvelous family. Their strength has been unbelievable, led by Marianne. I pay her the highest tribute and also to Mark's three sisters who served him so well these 15 months.

I also need to again thank his dear neighbors and ward family, his extended family, Marianne's mom and dad who are staying with the family, and the countless others who cared and served so well.

Our hearts are heavy and we will miss him in so many unbelievable ways. He was the patriarch of our family for 25 years and served as our advisor, mentor, financial aid counselor, banker, party & event planner, humorist and best of all, our friend.

Patrick, Chase, Tess and Lucas....grandma loves you more than words can say. My beds & couches are yours, the cookie jar and cheese drawer are full and I pledge my undying love to you. Life will go on for all of us in much the same way as before because we know that Dad would have wanted us to do that.

Thanks to the new friends we have made through this website. May your struggles be light if you too are affected by this disease. You can't know how each posting in the guestbook lifts my heart.
But this broken heart is filled with Heavenly Father's love.

Mark's Mom Mary <malay1939@yahoo.com>
Sunday, January 21, 2007 at 13:06:25 (PST)

Marianne, Patrick, Chase, Tessa & Lucas,

As we have gone through these last few days with so much heartache, I just wanted you to know how much I love each of you. You have all been amazing this last year.

Thank you for letting us share in the many miracles that have taken place.

We sat around as a family today and talked about the many miracles we have witnessed this year. We want to remember those special gifts from the Lord. We also talked about the things we loved about Uncle Mark. He has made an impression on all of us that will not be forgotten.

I just wanted you to know that your strength has helped us to get through this very hard time. We love you and we will make it through this together.

Kelley <kelley.giles@gmail.com>
Sunday, January 21, 2007 at 12:40:59 (PST)

Clements Family:

I too have been following your family's blog, and was saddened to read of his passing. Please know that he will always be with you until you do meet again...at Jesus' feet. Take care and may God Bless and sustain you all during this time and in the weeks and months to come.
Susie Hodson - Kansas City, Missouri
Sunday, January 21, 2007 at 11:50:11 (PST)

Clements Family,
Like everyone else... we want you to know we love you dearly. Our family too has been deeply touched by your example of love, dedicaton, faith, courage and strenght. We continue to pray for the Savior's Peace and Comfort to be with you at this time.

Sure Love Ya!

The Kim Wilkey Family
Kim & Christine Wilkey <wilkerk@msn.com>
Sunday, January 21, 2007 at 10:23:19 (PST)

We all love your sweet family. You have touched our lives so very deeply. Please know you are in our thoughts and prayers. Our very deepest love we send to you at this time.
Stan, Sharon, Tanner, Marissa, &Jayden Roberts
Sunday, January 21, 2007 at 08:18:37 (PST)

Our prayers and thoughts are with you and your family. Know that he is at peace.

David & Sherrill Beahm
David & Sherrill Beahm Edinburg, VA <dbeahm@shentel.net>
Sunday, January 21, 2007 at 07:12:45 (PST)

Our thoughts and prayers are with you at this difficult time. It was a pleasure working with your family and teaching your children. Your influence has blessed the lives of many.

Love,
Lone Peak Elementary Faculty and Staff

Lone Peak Elementary <teri.timpson@jordan.k12.ut.us>
Sunday, January 21, 2007 at 07:05:26 (PST)

Dear Clements Family,
You may not remember us but we were your neighbors until the fall of 2005. We are so sad to hear that Mark has passed BUT we are so happy that you all have such strong faith to carry you through until you are together again.

God Bless You All,
Leah, Kelly and Chase Shaw

Leah Shaw <leahshaw@bbscmail.com>
Sunday, January 21, 2007 at 04:21:04 (PST)

Dear Clements Family,
Although you don't know me, I have followed Mark's story from your blog and I am really sorry to hear of his untimely death.
I have formed such a wonderful impression of your family through your blog. Their strength faith and love will be a support in the difficuly months and years to come.

There is a land of the living
and a land of the dead, and the bridge is love.
Thornton Wilder.

Patricia
London England. (From colangiocarcinoma website)

Patricia <drav62@yahoo.com>
Sunday, January 21, 2007 at 03:47:43 (PST)

Dear Clements Family-

I am so sorry to hear of Mark's passing. I will look forward to meeting him in heaven. You are a beautiful family and have given me much comfort in this last year. My prayers and best wishes.

-Caroline Stoufer,
Ouray, Colorado
Caroline Stoufer <buckskin@ouraynet.com>
Sunday, January 21, 2007 at 03:20:19 (PST)

Clement's,
We haven't been able to stop thinking about your sweet family these past few days. We just want you to know that you have inspired us to try a little harder to be better people. Thank you so much for allowing all of us to be inspired by your families courage and strength. Who knows how many lives your family has touched through this site. You have certainly touched ours. Our prayers are with you.
Love,
The Griffin Family
Ed and Amy Griffin Family <ed.griff@yahoo.com>
Sunday, January 21, 2007 at 00:14:51 (PST)

Dear Clements Family, We are thinking of you at this time. We know the Spirit will bless and keep you. Your postings on the internet have been so uplifting and we feel strengthened by your comments. We love you!
Kim and Carolyn Taylor
Kim and Carolyn Taylor <kytaylor@earthlink.net>
Saturday, January 20, 2007 at 19:38:40 (PST)

Dear Marianne and family,

We have thought about you and prayed for you and we will continue to do so. We will miss Mark. He was an outstanding example in so many ways. Our hearts and spirits have been touched as we have been outside observers of all you have been through. We feel you have taught us to be a better mother, wife, husband and father. May you feel peace and comfort at this time. We love and care about you. Sincerely, Glenn and Becky and family
Glenn and Becky Bartholomew
Saturday, January 20, 2007 at 18:08:28 (PST)

We extend our sincere love and sympathies. We're grateful for the miracle that Mark was here for Tessa's baptism. Thanks for sharing your example and strength. May the Lord bless, comfort, sustain, and strengthen you now and always.
Diana & Duane Thornton
Saturday, January 20, 2007 at 17:45:51 (PST)

Marianne,

With you...he shared his soul.
In the eyes of his children...he saw his soul.
To God...he gave his soul.

I wish you true peace. God Bless, Jill Hossley (Kristie King's sister)
Marianne <jill@hossleyembry.com>
Saturday, January 20, 2007 at 16:59:31 (PST)

Some months ago Marianne's friend brought her a plaque that sits in their front room. It has become a theme for our family. It reads, "Faith is not what you demonstrate to get what you want. It is what you demonstrate no matter what you get."

Ofcourse, this was not what we had hoped and prayed for these many months, but I wanted you to know that the Lord has showered our family with His tender mercies in these last few weeks.

It has been a privilege to be witness to the love and service we have seen extended in our brother's behalf.

Stacie
Stacie <stacie.lindsey@gmail.com>
Saturday, January 20, 2007 at 16:31:44 (PST)

Dear Marianne & family,
We want you to know that our thoughts and prayers are with you. We love you.
Lindsey & Ryan Moffat <moffat5@msn.com>
Saturday, January 20, 2007 at 15:52:58 (PST)

Marianne, Patrick, Chase, Tessa & Lucas,

No matter how much we know, this moment does not come easy. My heart is broken as everyone's. Marianne, I don't know you well but you have taught me many things (strength, love, compassion, endurance). Your family will always be in my prayers. I am so grateful that I met Mark (and your family)and had the opportunity to work with him.

". . .We believe all things, we hope all things, we have endured many things, and hope to be able to endure all things . . ."

Love to you all,
Mona
Mona Claybaugh <mclaybaugh@btjd.com>
Saturday, January 20, 2007 at 15:01:13 (PST)

Our hearts are aching along with you. We pray you will continue to be carried by HIS sustaining love and comfort. Today Mark is free from his ailing body. What bittersweet joy that must bring to you and the family.
We are here still offering prayers on your behalf. Love you!!
The Shannons <shannonkm@comcast.net>
Saturday, January 20, 2007 at 10:03:18 (PST)

Dearest Marianne,

I love you honey. You have been a light in so many ways. Your marriage and family have been exemplary to everyone.
We are so heartbroken that your time together here has been cut short, but I'm convinced that you've earned your place "together forever".

You will be in my heart and prayers.

With much love, J

The Mahaffey's <jenne7@yahoo.com>
Saturday, January 20, 2007 at 08:55:03 (PST)

Marianne,

Our thoughts and prayers are with you during this difficult time. Though Shari and I moved a distance away, you and Mark have always been in our thoughts and prayers.

Mark was a example to me in every way. Someone once told me that we must strive to live a life of significance. Mark truly lived a significant life. He was a loving husband and devoted father. He served the Lord in all facets of his life. He touched everyone he associated with.

Please know that Shari and I love you and will continue to pray for you and your family. I will miss Mark, but I know I will see him again. I look forward to that reunion.

With all our love,

Rick and Shari Linn
Rick & Shari Linn <thelinnfam@msn.com>
Friday, January 19, 2007 at 23:30:40 (PST)

Tonight, I am unable to sleep, overwhelmed with grief at the loss of a wonderful friend, man, and father. But I take solace in knowing that Mark is no longer suffering; that he is at peace in heaven; and that heaven is a better place today. Rest easy, pal. I miss you more than I can say.

Your friend always,

Demetrios
Demetrios Anaipakos <danaipakos@azalaw.com>
Friday, January 19, 2007 at 23:10:46 (PST)

Marriane,
I am sitting here late after receiving the news and thinking of Mark. Every memory that comes to me is good times. BYU games, church callings, lunches, dinners and it goes on. What a great guy! He will be missed but not forgotten. We will see you again Mark, and look forward to the day.

I love you brother.
Troy Dana
Friday, January 19, 2007 at 22:19:55 (PST)

Clements Family,
Congradulations on the babptism Tess! I cant believe how time has flown by and you are already 8 yrs old. Patrick, I wish I could have been there to see you. You are a great young man and I hope you never forget it, and always make your parents proud. Mark and Mariane, I just want to pass on our love, thoughts and prayers to you. You are an ispiration to all who know you. May God bless you in these difficult times and may the Spirit be with you constantly to lighten the burden. We love you so much and have a constant prayer in our hearts for you.

Love,

Troy and Courtney Dana
Troy Dana
Friday, January 19, 2007 at 12:11:18 (PST)

Hello Clements Family-
I am so glad I was able to be at Tessa's baptism last night, what a special evening. There is such a sweet spirit in your home, I truly enjoyed spending time with you all. Marianne you are such a great example, I look up to you so much. I hope you have a good day, love ya tons...
Becca Murdock <rebeccalynn2412@yahoo.com>
Friday, January 19, 2007 at 11:39:15 (PST)

Thank you for allowing me to attend Tessa's beautiful baptism last night. Patrick, I am so proud of you stepping up and doing that for your sister. I love you all so very much. Mark has been a friend, a conscience, a mentor, a hero and a brother to me. I wish and pray that all of you somehow may find peace at this time. The strength you each exhibit is staggering. It provides hope and faith to me. I wish I could be stronger for you. I just hurt so much from all of this right now. I will make it up to you in the future. I promise. I miss you all and hope we may see each other often in better days.
Mark Richards <mrichards@btjd.com>
Friday, January 19, 2007 at 09:50:17 (PST)

Dear Mark, Marianne & Family:

You are in our thoughts and prayers constantly.

Our lives and the lives of our children are better and more meaningful because you have been willing to share your lives so candidly with all of us.

This world is a better, brighter, more loving, caring place because of Mark & Marianne Clements family.

We love you.

Kristen, Matt, Alyssa, Davis, Addie & Isaac
Matt & Kristen Rutter Family <matt_rutter@comcast.net>
Friday, January 19, 2007 at 09:29:05 (PST)

Mark - It's just not the same at work without you. You will always be a very important part of our firm. We miss you. You inspire us. You remind us what really matters. God bless you and your beautiful family.
Gary Dodge <gdodge@hjdlaw.com>
Thursday, January 18, 2007 at 21:24:16 (PST)

Miss Tessa:

Congratulations on your Baptism. What a special day for you and your family. You're such a beautiful little girl and today is such a exciting day for you. Wish we could have been there to share in your Baptism!

Love,

Stephanie, Scott, Jaust & Jazz
Stephanie Long <slong@westwendovercity.com>
Thursday, January 18, 2007 at 19:48:02 (PST)

We love you. We admire your courage and unselfishness in sharing so much of your lives with all of us. We hurt for you. Please know that you have stood as a beacon of strength for us over the past year. President Kimball said, "In the face of apparent tragedy, we must put our trust in God, knowing that despite our limited view his purposes will not fail." Your family has shown us so much strength and comfort as you have put your faith in God and lived each day to glorify Him.
You're beautiful.
We love you, The Mahaffey's
The Mahaffey's <jenne7@yahoo.com>
Thursday, January 18, 2007 at 08:17:45 (PST)

Mark, Marianne, and family:

I think about all of you daily. Mostly, I am saddened that I am powerless to help. I pray for all of you daily so that God, who can help, will. I love you guys.

--Demetrios
Demetrios Anaipakos <danaipakos@azalaw.com>
Wednesday, January 17, 2007 at 19:31:39 (PST)

You are in our thoughts and prayers almost constantly these days. We know the Lord is watching over your household. You have all been an incredible example of strength and faith. Bless you.
Suzanne & Robert Reese <sr.reese@comcast.net>
Wednesday, January 17, 2007 at 13:38:55 (PST)

Just wanted to send my love to each of you! I'm thinking of you.
Kesha Scott <kscott@btjd.com>
Wednesday, January 17, 2007 at 13:19:05 (PST)

Just wanted to drop a quick note and say I love you all and I'm thinking about you.
Derek Murdock <drake2412@yahoo.com>
Wednesday, January 17, 2007 at 12:44:33 (PST)

hey you guys! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!! i hope that we can all pull through this together! LUV YOU!!
McKenzie Giles
Tuesday, January 16, 2007 at 10:33:42 (PST)

Dear Mark, Marianne, Patrick, Chase, Tessa, and Lucas-

Our hearts and prayers are with you all. We love you dearly. May the Lord grant you comfort, strength, and peace.

love,
Erin, Loren, and Nia
Erin, Loren, and Nia Budge <erinandloren@gmail.com>
Monday, January 15, 2007 at 19:33:35 (PST)

Love to you all!
Lyssa and Rees
Sunday, January 14, 2007 at 20:55:06 (PST)

Mark despite the fact that we have not seen each other for many years I consider you a close friend. I have such great memories of high school football and basketball games. You're a fierce competitor and a great teamate. As I recall you always did the right thing. Because of that you are a great example to me. Keep up the fight....God bless! Your Friend...Matt
Matt Norman
Friday, January 12, 2007 at 13:33:22 (PST)

Sending "love filled" hugs
Mona Claybaugh <mclaybaugh@btjd.com>
Friday, January 12, 2007 at 05:18:53 (PST)

Because you are willing to share many of your thoughts and experiences, It has helped me to reflect and become increasingly grateful for the many things I have been blessed with in my life especially my family....thank you! You both are an inspiration and example to us all. You have taught us to be kinder and more loving to each other. You are truly amazing and wonderful people. Our love and prayers to you both and to your family.
Troy & Shellie Slade <troy@themodbod.com>
Thursday, January 11, 2007 at 21:53:22 (PST)

Dear Sweet Clements Family,
Our hearts are heavy for you at this time but I have to let you know that we are praying for the Lord to lighten your burden as you endure the trial faced before you. You have demonstrated such courage and strength this past year and we admire you all so much. May you feel peace and comfort as you go through your day to day challenges and may our Savior's comforting influence ever be with you and lift you up. You are a remarkable family; thank you for the lessons you teach all of us through your example.
With love and caring thoughts, Rex and Mailyn
Rex & Marilyn Wright <whomes0922@aol.com>
Thursday, January 11, 2007 at 18:25:16 (PST)

Mark,

You're one of the best friends I've ever had, and I love you dearly. I've got you and your family in my prayers.

Love,

Demetrios
Demetrios Anaipakos <danaipakos@azalaw.com>
Thursday, January 11, 2007 at 12:57:09 (PST)

Dear Family,

I received an email today from my Mom, sharing with me about this difficult time that has arrived. I know today is a day of peace, prayer, fast and strength. I just want you to know that I´m here in Argentina participiting with all of you. I miss you and love you all so much! With love always- Kindra
Kindra Mosher <kindra.mosher@gmail.com>
Thursday, January 11, 2007 at 10:30:51 (PST)

Mark & Marianne, you're both just constantly on my mind today. We love you and we're praying for you. Luke 24:6 also just keeps playing in my mind today--"He is not here, but is risen..." May that thought bring you some peace and comfort. -Much love from us
Geri Clements <gericlements@gmail.com>
Wednesday, January 10, 2007 at 19:51:31 (PST)

Dear Mark, Marrianne, and family, (and Mark's mother,) We love you all and wish we could take some of the pain, and anguish away for all of you. Being a mother who has also suffered in a different way I feel so intently for all of you. I always find comfort in the scripture in John, "As I have loved you, love one another, this new commandment, love one another. By this shall men know ye are my diciples, if ye have love one to another." The Lord must surely have many diciples as we have watched love for all of you pour out from all over. I also love the scripture, "Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you, not as the world giveth give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid." I know Heavenly Father and our Savior love you and are feelng all that you are going through. They are mindful of you and will give you the faith, courage, and strength you need to get through one day at a time. Kim, and Christine Wilkey, our son and daughter, have such a deep love for Mark and Marriane. You are such a good example to all of us and give us strength to face our trials and endure them well. God bless you all. Once more, may you feel "encircled about in the arms of His love."
Our love,
Mack and MorRae Wilkey
Mack and MorRae Wilkey <lovebugs@burgoyne.com>
Wednesday, January 10, 2007 at 14:39:15 (PST)

I've been wanting to write on here since your last update but wasn't sure what I could say that would help. I finally decided that the most important thing is to let you know that you are in our thoughts and prayers and our hearts. We really love you guys and hurt for you. We are so grateful for the experiences you have shared with us as they have put things in perspective as well as reminded us that prayers are not always answered in the way we expect but that they are always answered if we just listen. Thank you for that. Every one of you are super individuals and I hope you can enjoy each other right now.

Lots of love from my family to all of you as well. Mitch said to tell Chase Hi.
Kimberly Menlove <kkmenlove@aol.com>
Wednesday, January 10, 2007 at 08:55:28 (PST)

I know that many of you want to do something - I say this because the amount of email and phone calls I have received in the last few weeks have spoken volumes (thanks so much). We have had some sprititual experiences as a family over the last few weeks that we will forever cherish. Thank you so much for your continual prayers.

I want to pass on an email that I got from one of Mark & Marianne's ever watchful neighbors today.

Just wanted to let everyone know that I have placed a basket outside of the Clements front door. This is for anyone who would like to drop off a note, a thought, a quote, a scripture etc.... Please pass this along to as many people as you would like. Don't forget that the kids might enjoy something too!!! Thanks for all of your thoughts and prayers on behalf of them.

Lots of love to all

Stacie <stacie.lindsey@gmail.com>
Tuesday, January 09, 2007 at 12:30:18 (PST)

Marianne, My heart feels so deeply for you and your sweet family as you continue to be mtns. of strength through this difficult time. Please know that I love you and never quit thinking of you and praying for you. Give Mark hugs for us. I love you sweetie! Suzanne Wray
Suzanne
Monday, January 08, 2007 at 09:08:17 (PST)

Mark, Marianne & family

Our family has been keeping you in our prayers as you go through this trial. We think of you daily. We are here for you & offer our support & love. We have a new baby girl in our lives & we feel such a sweet spirit from her & glad that she is here. She was born in the Lehi Ambulance.

We love you all & hope that you know we are here for you. Let us know if we can do anything to help.

Love,
Martin & Cheryl
Martin & Cheryl (Murdock) Drake <drake84057@hotmail.com>
Sunday, January 07, 2007 at 11:49:40 (PST)

My heart just breaks for all of you ! Dealing with this kind of pain, fear and sadness for so long is so difficult. I know I have felt so helpless living far away and not being able to lend a hand when needed. I too, know of Heavenly Father's love for all of us. Why we have to endure such trials isn't the important question but rather, what lessons are there to be learned. We teach each other on this earth and you have all given so much through your example of love, commitment and ability to rise up yet one more time in spite of physical and emotional exhaustion! Our entire family has been with you in spirit and remember you in our prayers. We send our love and positive thoughts for peace and comfort at this time. Aunt Pat and Allen
Pat and Allen Clements <patclements1@charter.net>
Sunday, January 07, 2007 at 09:52:22 (PST)

We are just thinking of your family tonight, and wanted you to know you are in our thoughts and in our prayers. Thank you for allowing us to be a part of your experience and to learn through your trial those things that are most important to us. We love you guys.
Shawn and Stacy Catmull <catmulls@yahoo.com>
Saturday, January 06, 2007 at 20:26:09 (PST)

Who am I and what I say.......does it matter?
Mark is a man among men!He may not know, but I have always thought he was, and is, a fine example of integrity. In a world that lacks examples as such, it is good.
I wanted to let M&M know I appreciate them. You are both quality people.
You will both aspire to greatness, here and beyond.
Thank you for letting me SEE
Bryan Hansgen <henchn@msn.com>
Friday, January 05, 2007 at 20:21:24 (PST)

I have been wanting to write in this space since before Thanksgiving, but haven't had the courage to do so. This is the only way that I can find to thank all of you who have shown so much love to Mark and Marianne. You can't even know how much you have lifted me by your comments and I believe you and your prayers have helped us to be able to have Mark for this year. I thrill to hear from Mark's high school friends, from his friends from Stanford, his friends from his law firms, his neighbors and ward members and all of those who love him so much. I have made a book of all of these pages over this last year and it will always serve as a comfort to me.

This fight has been hard for Mark and his family, but they have met the challenge in such an inspiring way. I want to take this opportunity to thank Marianne and sing her praises in front of all of you, for her undying love and support of my dear son. She is so kind to him and never wants to leave his side, even when she is bone tired herself. Mark is so thankful to her and loves her so much. The wonderful children are so helpful and loving. My daughters have been so incredible to stand up and serve the brother whom they love so much.
He has always been more than a brother to them, a father figure, a mentor, a banker, an advisor and a best friend.

These words seem so trite and inadequate in trying to express my love and appreciation to all of you and especially to my Heavenly Father for His love for Mark and his family.

May the Lord bless all of you around the country who have become our friends, as many of you too struggle with this unthinkable disease.

Thank you again for all that you have done to support this loving family.
Love,
Mary, Mark's Mom
Mary, Mark's Mom <malay1939@yahoo.com>
Friday, January 05, 2007 at 14:22:20 (PST)

Clements kids-
You have been blessed with "goodly parents" and I know that you are surrounded by the love of family and friends. I would like you to know some things that I remember about your Dad clear back in the "olden days" of PG. Your Dad was and is still a competitor! He was pretty much the team captain of every kickball or soccer game I ever played in grade school. Brian Short was often a captain also ( I am not so sure whatever happened to him). I was a little competitive myself so Michelle Newman and I were some of the first girls picked for teams. Any way, I remember some pretty great playground fun and I always remember your Dad being COOL! He was so smart and nice and fair, did I mention handsome? In Jr. High our paths did not cross as often however I do remember a mean game of travel Scrabble at my house with his "totally hot" cousin Scott Mosher...
I remember your Dad wanting to win at everything and pretty much working hard enough to do it.Your Dad is a born leader, I am sure every boy at one time or another said to themselves, "Why can't I be Mark Clements?" He played hard, studied hard and got the girl... Once again, your Dad is in competition mode and I pray that he will win and be at peace with what he has accomplished and won through his many years.
Oh, and your Mom, Marianne... she awesome as well!
Love to you all,
Sid
Sid Hansgen <henchn@msn.com>
Thursday, January 04, 2007 at 15:17:33 (PST)

Darling Cousins,
I thought of you as I read about miracles in the scriptures this morning. I think you are perfect examples of the "meek and lowly of heart" written about in Moroni 7. Your words of love and encouragement to all of us are impressive and humbling to read. Our Christmas was more precious this year because of you. We look on you and see deep spiritual roots and we admire your beautiful steadiness as you face the unknown each day. We love you and pray for you always.
You're in our hearts, Jeanette
J Mahaffey <jenne7@yahoo.com>
Tuesday, January 02, 2007 at 22:15:55 (PST)

Your always in our prayers. Your Grandmother was my aunt and very much loved by our family.
Leta Clements andArnold Nef <l_nef@yahoo.com>
Monday, January 01, 2007 at 19:45:10 (PST)

As you know Mark and my mother were diagnosed around the same time. I pray everyday for strengh for both of you. It seems that all of of us affected by this are from a special group and understand.
Elda
Sunday, December 31, 2006 at 23:30:36 (PST)

Dear Mark and Marian

You're really going so far and we know you will continuo on and what a wonderful miracle that is!! your children will have their daddy on every Christmas morning
regardless anything.
We're definitely not alone on our trials and tribulations, we know Our Heavenly Father is always on our side.
We continue have you in our dailly prayers and in our thoughts and hearts !!
Our best to you in this coming year 2007.
oxoxoxoxoxo
The Delgado's
NELSY DELGADO <NELSY.DELGADO@DELTA,COM>
Sunday, December 31, 2006 at 12:07:03 (PST)

I know the posts are difficult, but I really appreciate the effort. You are thought of and prayed for countless times. May today be a 'good' day.
Love, Ann
Ann Richardson <keepintune@hotmail.com>
Saturday, December 30, 2006 at 12:46:36 (PST)

Dear Mark and Marianne,
We continue to pray for your family daily. You are in our thoughts. We appreciate the love you have for each other and for your family. Your perspective on the importance of family and the way you count your blessings blesses us too. We hope this season will bring lasting happy memories for your family despite the difficult season. Happy 40th birthday month to Mark! Much love from us all,
Marian and George Taylor
Marian and George Taylor <mariantaylor@yahoo.com>
Friday, December 29, 2006 at 14:54:51 (PST)

Hi Mark, Wishing you a happy holiday season from down here in Texas. Take care buddy,
Richard Wilson <rwilsons@yahoo.com>
Friday, December 29, 2006 at 14:06:24 (PST)

Marianne - "Tears are the material out of which heaven weaves its brightest rainbow". The more tears the more love.
It is quite evident that there is a lot of love in your family. It might help if you just get by yourself and cry. Sam and I built our house on the water and I think I raised the level of the river at least an inch last weekend. I did feel just a little better this week. Please know that I think of you, Mark and your family everyday and the heartache that you are going through. May you continue to feel God's love and his presence in your life.
Betty Johnson
Betty Johnson <bejohnson@rocktenn.com>
Friday, December 29, 2006 at 09:26:43 (PST)

Mark and Marianne:
I just wanted you to know that I'm thinking about you. I hope you are having a good holiday season.
Mike Sanders <msand9190@sbcglobal.net>
Wednesday, December 27, 2006 at 19:41:32 (PST)

We continue to pray for you and your family, always have you in our thoughts and in our hearts keep the good work.
Love you all
The Delgado's
NELSY DELGADO <NELSY.DELGADO@DELTA,COM>
Wednesday, December 27, 2006 at 07:25:25 (PST)

Mark and Marianne:

My mom Nina Cooke just told me about your situation. My heart goes out to you and your family. In fact, I am not sure why things like this happen to good people. But I digress. Good luck in your fight against this disease. My prayers are with many others to support you and buoy you up.
Jeanette Richards Parker <amjeanette@xmission.com>
Wednesday, December 27, 2006 at 06:40:04 (PST)

We continue to pray for you and your family.
love, Dave and Laurie(Ostler) Petersen and family
Laurie Petersen <lauriepetersen7@yahoo.com>
USATuesday, December 26, 2006 at 16:04:31 (PST)

Dear Clement Family:

We live in Sandy and I exchanged emails with you briefly in the summer when my mother went through the same illness. Her trial was short; however, I have continued to pray for your family every day. Today especially I felt impressed to include your sweet family in thought and prayer and ask our Heavenly Father to please continue to watch over you. I must have been asking with the question in my heart of "why?" Why would such a deserving family with so much to offer the world have to suffer so much? As answers sometimes do, mine came quickly and with clarity. "It is as it was with the handcart pioneers." Not one of them regretted or condemned their hardships. Each was grateful for the unique opportunity they had to know God. They drank from the living waters of our Savior and knew love on a level that most of us will not achieve in this life. My heart is full when I think of the knowledge we share of forever families and how confident I am that our dear Lord has granted you the opportunity to swaddle your family in this indescribable love. Thank you for reminding me that in the Lord all things are filled with purpose and love.
Jane Jones <janejoneshome@hotmail.com>
Tuesday, December 26, 2006 at 14:00:34 (PST)

Good Morning Clements Family...

I follow your site almost daily since finding out about all of this. I'm often at a loss on what to write to you. Mark knows from working with me that I have a "different" personality, to say the least!! Having my daughter has put a lot of things into perspective about life and love and all of the things that surround it. I sincerly hope a miracle comes your way. Out of all of the people that I know- You guys truly deserve it. I am constantly saying prayers for your family. You have been a true inspiration.
Laura Campbell <laura.campbell@chghealthcare.com>
Tuesday, December 26, 2006 at 10:46:06 (PST)

Hi Mark, Marianne, and family,
I just wanted to say hello and let you know that I have been following your website and this morning when I was sitting around with my kids I realized that it had been a while since I had been on your site. I am sorry to hear about the latest struggles. I am amazed at your attitudes and your strength that you both have. We have another dear friend that is going through some health problems and it amazes me how attitude makes such a difference. You both are amazing and I am so thankful that you post your happenings for us to keep up with your family. It has been years since we have seen each other but through this I feel like there has been very little time that has passed. It is neat to read things from other classmates and the connection that it brings. We have kept you and your family in our prayers daily and will continue to do so. We hope you have had a wonderful Christmas and may you continue to be blessed with angels and with comfort. Good luck and stay strong!
Kris Roper Ah Quin
Kristine Roper Ah Quin <ramper7@msn.com>
Monday, December 25, 2006 at 10:36:04 (PST)

Hi Mark and Marianne,

Just wanted to wish you a MERRY CHRISTMAS!! We Love you! Our family's hopes and prayers are for you all to be able to enjoy this special time of year.

Thank you again for your love, selfless service, friendship and example.

Sure Love Ya,

Kim
Kim & Christine Wilkey <wilkerk@msn.com>
Monday, December 25, 2006 at 02:00:18 (PST)

Hi Mark and Marianne and family,
You don't know us but we know you through our daughter Becca, her husband Derek, the Bruce and Lisa Murdock family, Chad Murdock, & Evan & Patti Wiggins. Because of their love for you we have also developed a love for you and have included you in our prayers. I have cried when I had read parts of your blog and want to wish your family the best of holiday greetings. May you have a peaceful and joyous holiday. I was fun to read comments from friends who are BYU fans and so I add myself to that list. It has been fun to see you @ basketball games trough my binoculars and see the interaction w/ Bruce and Lisa, Becca & Derek. We are happy to be two of your supporters and wish you the best at this time of year. May the Lord bless you, Dean & Linda

Dean & Linda Roberts <railhanger2003@yahoo.com>
Sunday, December 24, 2006 at 10:19:20 (PST)

I hope the spirit of Christmas is alive in your hearts and home and helps to keep you especially warm during these difficult times.

Have a Very Merry Christmas Clements Family and Friends.
* <lymay@networld.com>
USASaturday, December 23, 2006 at 22:26:40 (PST)

Mark and Marianne,

You have been on my mind alot but Mark even more so last night. I'm watching this football game that was going on down in Las Vegas. Normally I would be chearing for the team that is not in blue, but I found myself excited that the blue team was putting a good old fashion beating to the Ducks. I even found myself humming the fight song. I'm not converted.

My family wishes you a peaceful and wonderful Christmas. We pray for you daily.

Jim Neff
Jim Neff <james.neff@zionsbank.com>
Friday, December 22, 2006 at 11:27:51 (PST)

This week, whenever you have come to mind or been mentioned in prayer, a song comes with you. I wish I could sing it to you, or find a beautiful recording of it for you. The words and music both express the peace and abundant love that we are begging Heavenly Father to send you and your family at this time of need and especially at Christmas.

Here are the words (I wonder if you know the tune, Maryanne?)

The Lord bless you and keep you,
The Lord make his face to shine upon you,
To shine upon you and be gracious,
And be gracious unto you.
The Lord lift up the light of his countenance upon you,
The Lord lift up the light of his countenance upon you,
And give you peace,
And give you peace,
And give you peace,
And give you peace.
Amen.
Amen.
Amen.
Amen.
Amen, amen, AMEN.

May you feel peace as a family and in each of your tender hearts.

We're praying so hard for you.

Love,
Laura, Bryon and Family
Cousin Laura Biggs <bi2gsfam@gmail.com>
Thursday, December 21, 2006 at 21:57:13 (PST)

It was wonderful to see your family today - I hope you have a wonderful christmas holiday and enjoy each other!! Merry Christmas Clements Family!!! Much love!
Kesha Scott <kscott@btjd.com>
Thursday, December 21, 2006 at 14:48:29 (PST)

Mark, Marianne & Family

I have been reading the posts, but it has been awhile since I told you how much I love you and pray for you. I wish I could have spent time with you Mark while you were here, but I was helping to take care of the family instead. But I want you to know that I still remember the e-mail that said the Lord is just as able to perform a miracle the last day of your life as he is the first day you discovered the cancer, so I will pray, as always, His will be done...in His time and have faith that it will be done. I love you all!
Chad
Chad Murdock <cmurdock@earthlink.net>
Thursday, December 21, 2006 at 13:51:36 (PST)

It was a honor and privilege to see the two of you today and to hug. Our hearts are full and we know that you feel of everyones love here at BTJD. Mark we are grateful that you were able to greet us and hope that we did not tire you too much. Merry Christmas and enjoy the gifts of our hearts.
Mona <mclaybaugh@btjd.com>
Thursday, December 21, 2006 at 12:25:05 (PST)

Hi Marianne,

We might not have met in person but I know you by heart. I feel what you feel. We started fighting this fight a few weeks apart. My husband was diagnosed on Oct.1 of last year, a few weeks before Mark was diagnosed. Dave is a few months older than your husband and the birthdays of our older kids are a few months apart from each other.

I visit your blog almost everyday and also I was in one of the Tele-conferrences before the cc website.

Hang in there and I hope you and your family will have a good holiday!

Please take care of yourself. They need us!

With all my love,
Edith Hoskins
Edith Hoskins <hosk1226@comcast.net>
annapolis , MD USAThursday, December 21, 2006 at 10:54:44 (PST)

We will be cheering extra loud for you and your family at the game tomorrow. Our thoughts are with you. GO COUGARS!!!
Cougar fans in Vegas
Wednesday, December 20, 2006 at 20:24:44 (PST)

You are in our daily thoughts and prayers. You have been a great example and strength to us and have helped us keep "Life" in perspective. How easy it is to lose focus on the "Have To's"
Evan & Patti Wiggins <evan_wiggins@comcast.net>
Wednesday, December 20, 2006 at 08:41:08 (PST)

Since I saw Mary (Mark's mother) a year ago last Oct. and learned about Mark's cancer, I have been reading your webpage. Mark has been in my daily prayers (as well as the rest of your family) and I have put his name in the temple regularly. I appreciate so much you sharing developments of Mark's medical treatments and your feelings and experiences these many difficult months. You have been inspiring with your strength and trust in the Lord. I knew Mark as a neighbor in his growing up years and I love the Clements' family. I feel like I know Marianne now, too. Mark continues to be in my thoughts and prayers. Love Diana (and Duane) Thornton
Diana Thornton <callsfurniture@sisna.com>
Tuesday, December 19, 2006 at 15:16:04 (PST)

Dear Clements Family,
We get the updates from Grandma on a pretty regular basis. Krystal will get on and check the website a couple times a week. We are praying for your family and hope you guys can have a Merry Christmas together. Love you guys! Stay strong.
Love, Heather
Heather Lay <bebsbee@hotmail.com>
Tuesday, December 19, 2006 at 12:30:06 (PST)

Marianne,

If only you could know how much I wish I could be there to help out somehow. I would love to take care of little Lucas for you...or help out with homework. I'd make your favorite dinner for you, clean up,work on any projects you'd like done...or simply hug you and hug you! I'm sorry we don't live close and that I haven't been good at staying in touch. You are part of my thoughts every single day, though. Please know that I am joining you in praying with every ounce of strength that you will be able to thoroughly enjoy the holidays. I love you so much. Please tell Mark how much we love him and appreciate his example...and give him hugs for us, too. Love you! Suzanne Wray
Suzanne
Monday, December 18, 2006 at 20:09:42 (PST)

Marianne,

I haven't been able to stop thinking about your sweet family since we left your house on Sunday. It was so inspirational to sit and listen to your positive words. I can clearly see that you have an amazing strength and that strength is rubbing off on your kids. Keep hanging in there!

The Williams' family prays every night that Mark will not experience pain and you guys can have some FUN, since we both know cancer sucks!

WILLpower
Chelsie Williams <chelsiemarie14@hotmail.com>
Monday, December 18, 2006 at 19:18:29 (PST)

Dear Clements -

I am praying for miracles for us all - both big ones (some miraculous cure) and small ones (just to feel good for a few days).

My hopes, prayers, and wishes that Mark will feel good over the holidays.

You are a wonderful family and have given me much inspiration during this battle.

Sincerely,
Caroline Stoufer
Fellow CC Patient
Caroline Stoufer <buckskin@ouraynet.com>
Monday, December 18, 2006 at 09:22:37 (PST)

Count the Shannon's in for continued prayers on your behalf. We will pray for you to have the greatest, and pain free, Christmas ever!! Happy Holidays Clements Family!
Love, The Shannons
Mick, Karen, Riley, Sheridan, Kyle & Ryan <shannonkm@comcast.net>
Sunday, December 17, 2006 at 19:57:32 (PST)

President Hinkley said, "Lord, increase our faith. Increase our faith to bridge the chasms of uncertainty and doubt. . . . Grant us faith to look beyond the problems of the moment to the miracles of the future. . . . Give us faith to do what is right and let the consequence follow.” Our prayers are abundant for you and your family for the pain to subside and for continued quality time for each other.
Mona <claybaugh@aros.net>
Sunday, December 17, 2006 at 09:16:28 (PST)

President Hinkley said,
Annonymous
USASunday, December 17, 2006 at 09:13:07 (PST)

Mark and Marianne,

You've been on my mind today. I just wanted to write to say how much I love you and appreciate the love you've always given me in return. Thank you for giving so much and being such bright examples of faith. President Hinckley said, "True love is not so much a matter of romance as it is a matter of anxious concern for the well-being of one's companion." It's been a beautiful experience to witness this kind of love between you. It has caused me to pause and thank Heavenly Father that I have this kind of love in my own marriage as well. Please know that my arms are wrapped around you! You are always in our prayers.
love you much, Erin

Erin Budge <erinandloren@gmail.com>
Saturday, December 16, 2006 at 17:25:08 (PST)

Sending love,hugs and wishes for your holidays to be filled with the Lord, family and friends.
Mona Claybaugh <mclaybaugh@btjd.com>
Saturday, December 16, 2006 at 11:02:36 (PST)

I want you to all to know how much I love you. May the good Lord in Heaven be with you & yours. Love Always, Lynda
lynda <lyndataylor1077@msn.com>
Saturday, December 16, 2006 at 09:15:11 (PST)

Hey Mark,
Marianne called today and told us that you received our Christmas card. She also told Gaylene about what you and your family have been fighting and struggling with the last 14 months.

It's now evening and Gaylene and I just finished reading all the posts on your web page. While it might seem sobering, there are bright spots and Gaylene and I found ourselves chuckling a little bit at your wry sense of humor.

We think you and your family are awesome. We still remember the time we spent with you guys in Washington D.C. and the visit we had with you while you were at Stanford.

Anyway, hang in there. You're fighting the good fight, even though at times you're just muddling through.

Hopefully we'll get to see you soon. Until then, we'll be thinking of you and include you and your family in our prayers.
Frank Barney <frank0866@comcast.net>
Friday, December 15, 2006 at 21:46:35 (PST)

Hang in there Mark, you are a fighter. I am inspired by attitude. By the way happy birthday. I would like to add I'm only 39. Just kidding!
Quin
Quin Warnick <qyamman@hotmail.com>
Friday, December 15, 2006 at 10:03:28 (PST)

Dear Mark,
I cannot begin to express the profound grief I feel for you and your family. You have such a beautiful family and it makes my heart ache to see you have to go through something so hideous. What a fighter you are! I'm truly amazed at your ability to endure so many ups and downs. What a wonderful wife you have as well. Please tell Marianne that I think she's an amazingly strong woman. I can't imagine how hard it is for her to watch you go through such pain. When I worked for the firm years ago I could sense how very much in love Marianne was with you. I know your feelings were mutual. Though you've heard this a million times I want you to know that I am and will continually pray, pray, pray for a miracle. I desperately wish I could do more. Thank you for always being such a peaceful, sweet, happy, genuine man/friend at the firm. I hope you know that I appreciated you always treating me with kindness and respect. Thank you for your spirit and please continue to press on!!!

Rebecca Curtis
Rebecca Curtis <Nealdcurtis@hotmail.com>
Wednesday, December 13, 2006 at 19:16:00 (PST)

Mark & Marianne,
I stopped by the old stomping grounds of Hatch, James & Dodge today and sadly heard about the trials your family has been going through. I have spent a long time reading through all the posts, and I am just amazed by the two of you. Your family is beautiful! They are all so grown up. When I worked with you, Mark, Tessa was just a baby. I will keep you all in my prayers.

-Juliann Peacock
Juliann Peacock <juliannpeacock@yahoo.com>
Wednesday, December 13, 2006 at 16:49:16 (PST)

Hey Clements clan, we hope Uncle Mark is feeling better. We hope you have a wonderful holiday. Merry Christmas, we love you guys.

-The Downs Family
Keven & Melissa Downs
Wednesday, December 13, 2006 at 14:26:50 (PST)

Hi Mark, Marianne & kids, Grandma wanted me to tell you Happy Birthday and let you know that she won't be sending cards out anymore. (Mom did get the great grandkids cards out for Dec. & Christmas cards), but she wanted me to tell you Happy Birthday. She's hanging on and wants you to know that she is still praying for you and the family everyday! We love you all. Kristen
Kristen Hathaway
Wednesday, December 13, 2006 at 09:05:13 (PST)

Happy B-day Mark! Can you believe we're 40? It seems like only yesterday that we were 12 years old and you beaned me with a fastball to the noggin. Feel better! All our prayers.

Eric Thomas
Eric Thomas <jenneric630@yahoo.com>
Wednesday, December 13, 2006 at 05:34:22 (PST)

All our love to you. We think of you often and pray for Mark's recovery. Merry Christmas. Love, the Owens
Steve & DawnAnn Owens <sowens@erlawoffice.com>
Tuesday, December 12, 2006 at 20:01:51 (PST)

I hope this finds Mark feeling a bit better. Your love and support of him is the most precious gift you can give.Kia kaha ( be strong )
Jayne Vennell <grantv@xtra.co.nz>
Monday, December 11, 2006 at 13:53:40 (PST)

Happy Belated Birthday Mark. Sorry to hear it was such a bad one. We want you and your family to know how much we love you guys. We think about you often and you are in our prayers. We just wish we lived closer. Stay strong and the Lord will bless you and your family for your faithfulness.

Love,
Ty and Sheralyn
Sheralyn & Ty Mitchell <sheralynmitch@yahoo.com>
Sunday, December 10, 2006 at 16:39:13 (PST)

It was so much fun having Lucas around. He is such a cut boy. He had lots of attention. Marianne: For some reason today I was thinking about my baptism. I don't really know why but I was. I remember it very well considering that it was 12 years ago. I remember that I asked you to sing at it. I loved/love hearing you sing. You sang my favorite song. I still remember the experience and the way it made me feel. You sang "I Love to Look for Rainbows." That has always been one of my favorite songs. As I was thinking about it I smiled, with all that you and your family are going through I hope you will always remember to look for the rainbows. Our Heavenly Father loves you and is watching over you. I love you and your family. Please know that we are always hear for you. My prayers are with you. Love you, your niece
Miranda Murdock <murdockmiranda@yahoo.com>
Sunday, December 10, 2006 at 12:43:32 (PST)

Happy Birthday Mark! So sorry to hear about the complications you've had to endure on your b-day. You and your family are continuously in our prayers. Love to you all, The Loys
Lorna
Friday, December 08, 2006 at 16:22:25 (PST)

Happy Birthday Mark! So sorry to hear all the complications you've had to endure on your b-day. You and your family are continuously in our prayers. All our love, The Loys
Lorna
Friday, December 08, 2006 at 16:19:04 (PST)

Mark and Marianne,

I simply want to extended my thoughts and prayers to you and your family. You are thought of often here at PB&L and many regularly check on your posts. We have great respect for Mark and your courage and determination are examples to all of us. God bless you and your children.
Mike Larsen
Mike Larsen <mlarsen@parsonsbehle.com>
Friday, December 08, 2006 at 12:48:30 (PST)

Hi Clements Family. I am soooo very sorry to hear about how Mark spent his birthday. Sorry that I haven't kept up with what's been happening, but I was compelled to check your site today because you were in my thoughts and I'd hoped to find you a lot better off :( We'll keep you in our prayers and I hope your family is coping with all of this as best they can. Please don't hesitate to let us know if there is anything we could possbily do, big or small, we'd love to help.
Laura Chaves <laura@nickchaves.com>
Friday, December 08, 2006 at 12:46:33 (PST)

It sure was fun to see Lucas yesterday! I love the faces he pulls; he is such a sweetheart. :) Hope everything is going okay today, my thoughts are with you all. Love ya tons.
Becca Murdock <rebeccalynn2412@yahoo.com>
Friday, December 08, 2006 at 11:39:05 (PST)

Mark & Marianne,
So good to spend a little time with you on Marks Birthday. Your strength is truely uplifting to us. You guys are an inspiration to us all! So happy 40th Mark!!! You may not remember but we spent part of it with you. (Remind him what a hootin' hollerin' time we had Marianne) All with-out barely making a peep. (Mark got some well needed shut-eye). Also great to sit with Mark in Priesthood last Sunday. Hope your right back there next week. You're all in our prayers. Keep being who you are! Have a wonderful Christmas reflecting on Him who gave us all!!!
All our love,
Drew & Kim Winebrenner
We love you
Drew & Kim Winebrenner <winebrenners@msn.com>
Thursday, December 07, 2006 at 18:51:09 (PST)

Sorry to hear the 40's haven't been very good to you so far. I promise the 40's are very awesome!!! They can only get better, right?
Please know you are constantly in our thoughts and prayers. It feels great to be part of a group of friends and family who are all praying for a common goal. Count us in for continued support here in the background.
Thank you for the continued updates and tender feelings expressed in your journal entries. Your family truly is an inspiration to so many of us. The Lord continues to hold you and your family in the hollow of his hand. He, who knows pain and suffering, will continue to build you up and give you the strength necessary to keep walking forward.
We send our love and best wishes throughout the holiday season.
Karen Shannon <shannonkm@comcast.net>
Thursday, December 07, 2006 at 14:41:44 (PST)

We just need to be adding ourself to Rosemary's comments. Once again our love and thoughts to all of you
keep hunging in there!!
We pray for you continually and want you to know that our heavenly father is watching you closely!
Happy Birthday Mark !!
The Delgado's

NELSY DELGADO <NELSY.DELGADO@DELTA,COM>
Thursday, December 07, 2006 at 14:13:32 (PST)

Know that love, hugs, and prayers are coming your way. I wish there was something magical to say. Certainly ALL the prayers have worked this far, we can just keep counting on them.

God bless your entire family, Rosemary
Rosemary Richardson
Thursday, December 07, 2006 at 10:21:47 (PST)

Happy Birthday Mark! We just want you to know that we think of your family often, and what an inspiration you are to our family. I truly watch you at church and wonder if I could be so strong and faithful were I faced with a similar trial. Marianne, when I saw you the other night at enrichment, my thoughts were on you the entire night. As we sat there listening to the words of the song that said, "hold on, the light will come," I knew that you would receive the guidance you were praying for in regards to Mark's next treatments. We pray for you continually and want you to know of our love and support.
Todd and Tricia Kener <tkener05@msn.com>
Thursday, December 07, 2006 at 09:53:02 (PST)

Mark:

Forty?!!! How did that happen?

Despite the darn hospital, I hope you had a nice birthday with your family.

Your younger pal,

Demetrios
Demetrios Anaipakos <danaipakos@azalaw.com>
Thursday, December 07, 2006 at 09:45:57 (PST)

I just wanted to let you know, that you are all in my thoughts daily! I am constantly checking your website in hopes that things are going well! I am so sorry to hear about the infection! And especially for it to fall on your birthday! I hope that you will be able to celebrate when you feel better (I never thought 40 sounded so young- where do the years go?!)
I want to wish you a very happy holiday season. Good Luck & Best Wishes! Love, Lena
Lena Frampton (Schoononver) <lenafive@hotmail.com>
Thursday, December 07, 2006 at 09:35:35 (PST)

Happy Birthday Mark!

I am so sorry you have to spend it in the hopsital. Not fair!

Sending prayers and best wishes!

-Caroline Stoufer
Caroline Stoufer <buckskin@ouraynet.com>
Thursday, December 07, 2006 at 06:58:22 (PST)

Happy birthday Mark,
Hey, this time it is not like any other birthday. Congratulations. You and your family are continuing to inspire and impress with your courage and strenth. You are showing what are you made of. Always know that we pray and think of you every single day, like many other people who are lucky to know you. I hope that we will have a chance to see you soon.
Love
Nediha, Aladin & Benjamin
Nediha Hadzikadunic <nediha@hotmail.com>
Wednesday, December 06, 2006 at 14:01:29 (PST)

Dear Mark and Marianne,
It was so wonderful to spend time with you last Wednesday. We love you so much and continue to pray for you. We pray that you'll have the strength you need and wisdom from Heavenly Father as you face daily decisions. We miss seeing you regularly. Please know that you are loved and admired by us out here in Virginia.
love,
Erin, Loren, and Nia Budge
Erin, Loren, and Nia <erinandloren@gmail.com>
Monday, December 04, 2006 at 18:48:40 (PST)

Mark and Maryann,

I was at a little league game last summer and ran into Tracy Flinders who told me about your challenges and your website. I felt impressed today to look you up and want to tell you of my appreciation for your courage and determination in the face of such a difficult circumstance. I have often wondered how I would react to a trial such as yours in my own life--I often find myself searching for a way out of difficult circumstances in my life and feeling that peace can only come once the trials pass. I can feel your peace as I have read the updates of the day to day struggles I know you are facing. How wonderful to know that peace can be for today and not just for a later time when trials pass. I am sharing your story with my family and we wish to send you our love and best wishes.

Ken and Robin Cordner and family
Ken Cordner <ken@masterpiecebuilders.biz>
Monday, December 04, 2006 at 12:57:30 (PST)

Hi Everyone,

I was doing my weekly little visit to the website to see how Mark is doing this morning and I got curious just how many times "Prayer" was used on the guest page--so I counted. If I printed this page out, it would take 155 sheets of paper. The word "Prayer" is used 367 times. As we have been and will continue to do--we are all praying for you, Mark and for your family.
Geri Clements <gericlements@gmail.com>
Saturday, December 02, 2006 at 07:53:56 (PST)

Hi everyone, I just want you all to know that you all are never forgotten. We are constantly checking for updates and praying many time a day. I love you all so much. Just remember you're not alone!!

P.S. Patrick and Chase, how many times have you made our four ball trick shot(pool)? Luv you guys, stay strong, your parents need you!!
Derek Murdock <drake2412@yahoo.com>
Friday, December 01, 2006 at 15:44:16 (PST)

I've been reading to catch up on you and your family. I see Jordan Giles almost daily and he keeps me informed. What a great kid! Great work to Kelly and Garett. You are always in my thoughts. Maryanne, you are a lovely and wonderful mother/wife. What an example to everyone!
So I read about your UEA weekend in Disneyland. I too was in that crowd with my daughter, Sadie, age five. Doesn't UEA now mean Utah's exodus to Aneheim? It was so much fun and would have been amazing to have seen the Clements six.
As this holiday season is upon us, I will continue to be gratful for my many, many blessings and pray for those I love.
Sincerely,
S
Syd Hansgen Hackford <hacks779@alpine.k12.ut.us>
Thursday, November 30, 2006 at 17:23:43 (PST)

Dear Uncle Mark and Aunt Marianne, I love both of you so much. Your November 28th post was beautiful. It moved me to tears. Your faith is powerful. I know that it has touched me personally. I truely believe that your faith has the power to heal and to beat this cancer. I continually pray for you and your family.

I'm glad to hear that you had a wonderful thanksgiving. I love you!!!!

Love always,

Stephanie
Stephanie Long <slong@westwendovercity.com>
Thursday, November 30, 2006 at 15:45:33 (PST)

Mark,

You and your family are in my daily thoughts and prayers. Keep fighting, pal. You're not out of options, and you have countless supporters.

Love,

Demetrios
Demetrios Anaipakos <danaipakos@azalaw.com>
Wednesday, November 29, 2006 at 13:34:23 (PST)

After reading your most recent post, I find myself wanting to thank you for your courage and example... yet again.

The difficult, heart-wrenching realities you face each day, each hour, each moment are not easy to comprehend. And yet, your continued courage and faith are contagious and inspiring to me. Your willingness to continue pressing forward with hope rather than despair, with courage rather than fear, with love rather than pity, and with gratitude rather than selfishness speaks volumes about who you are and who you're becoming.

Saying "thank you" for your example doesn't seem adequate. Please know our gratitude and love for you is sincere and heartfelt.

One of my favorite verses comes to mind:
"In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world." John 16:33
Tracy Flinders <atflinders@yahoo.com>
Tuesday, November 28, 2006 at 11:24:55 (PST)

On this day of "thanks" my thoughts are with your family. I am thankful for the love you show each other,for the tenacity with which you have fought this battle and the endurance you have shown. May we all love more, endure more and give more. I give my love to you and thank you for every moment that you have given us and will continue to give us.
Mona Claybaugh <mclaybaugh@btjd.com>
Thursday, November 23, 2006 at 11:06:04 (PST)

Our wonderful friends
You inspire us constanly. Our prayers and thouhgths are with you always.
What a great courage and examples you are to all of us. Specially you Mark,it is over a year and you demostrated how strong you are to wing this first round together to that wonderful wife!! our respect to her!!
keep fighting
We love you very much
keep in touch!!
The Delgados
NELSY DELGADO <NELSY.DELGADO@DELTA,COM>
Thursday, November 23, 2006 at 09:24:50 (PST)

Happy Thanksgiving and sending prayers for that miracle! Thank you for sharing your experiences as they are very helpful to us all.

-Caroline
Caroline Stoufer <buckskin@ouraynet.com>
Thursday, November 23, 2006 at 08:58:04 (PST)

Happy Thanksgiving Day to all of you. Your in my thoughts & prayers every day. We need to remember that your the miracle Mark for your strength & courage that you've shown through all of your ordeals. Your family is a miracle for they have accomplished that togetherness is forever & they keep fighting strong for you. We love all of you and I am truly thankful for your family & what we all need to remember is that when the going gets tough the tough get going. Love, Always Your Sisterin law Lynda xoxoxoxoxo
Lynda <lyndataylor1077@msn.com>
Thursday, November 23, 2006 at 06:28:45 (PST)

That is such an amazing accomplishment to have made it a whole year, plus. You are a great family and you inspire us constantly. We were so glad to see you at Disneyland, but really missed being able to see Mark. It was definitely crowded and crazy.

Mark, we are so sorry to hear that you've been suffering so much pain. We hope the new routine will begin working soon in relieving you so that you can focus more on your family as we can tell you want to. You and your family are in our prayers and we hope you have a great Thanksgiving and feel up to eating.

Take care you guys and hopefully we'll have the chance to see you again soon.
The Menlove Family <kkmenlove@aol.com>
Monday, November 20, 2006 at 16:44:59 (PST)

Congratulations on pulling through this very difficult year! Your courage, as a family, in facing huge trial with such optimism, is inspiring to our family. You are in our prayers.

As our oldest son drives, socializes and prepares for the SAT, and our baby begins to crawl, I know you are both managing the same span of life, so critically well, as you support each other.

I hope our families will come together again before long.

We hope this next year will be full of so much joy!

Hugs and love from the Taylor family
George and Marian Taylor <mariantaylor@yahoo.com>
Friday, November 10, 2006 at 16:27:06 (PST)

Mark and family-

Just wanted to send a note to say you continue to be in our thoughts and prayers. I haven't seen you for a while...speaking for the high priest group leadership and qourum, we all think of your courage and determination; it has been and continues to be very inspiring. This is a difficult road you have traveled and not to be coy but it is true how we deal with our adversity is more important from an eternal persepctive than the diversity itself. You have been and continue to be a class guy and a real trooper.
Thanks for your example, courage, and incredible will. May you all have peace and know you are cared for by many.
peter coombs <coombs.pete@principal.com>
Friday, November 10, 2006 at 14:01:52 (PST)

We need to thank you for allowing us to be part of your lives. We are much better people for knowing you.
Mona Claybaugh <mclaybaugh@btjd.com>
Wednesday, November 08, 2006 at 14:28:29 (PST)

"You can have the utmost assurance that your power will be multiplied many times by the Lord. All He asks is that you give your best effort and your whole heart."
Elder Henry B. Eyring

I read this "Mormon Thought of the Day" when I signed on to google and immediatly thought of you guys. I love you all!
Shellie Kendrick <chadwickandshellbell@gmail.com>
Monday, November 06, 2006 at 10:20:13 (PST)

Aunt Marianne, You are an amazing woman. I clearly remember your baby shower for Lucas when you and Melissa were both pregnant. That does not seem like a year ago. I am so happy I have all of the memories I do with you. I love you and your family and am so grateful for your example. Our Heavenly Father loves us and is always watching over us. You are so strong. I love you and hope to see you soon. Love your niece,
Mandy
Miranda Murdock <murdockmiranda@yahoo.com>
Sunday, November 05, 2006 at 11:43:16 (PST)

Happy Birthday Lucas (on friday). I was thinking about Lucas on Friday and I can't believe a year has gone by already, time flies. I hope all is well and we wish you the best with this new treatment. We hope you continue to enjoy this holiday season. Hopefully we will see you soon. We love you all. -The Downs
Keven & Melissa Downs
Sunday, November 05, 2006 at 08:41:21 (PST)

Mark, Marianne & kids,
Just wanted to say hello and remind you that you are constantly in our thoughts and prayers. Even Grandma's neices catch me in the store often and ask about you and the family and tell me how thier praying for you. Take Care, We love you! Rad, Kristen, Rhett, Ashtyn, Landon & Hailey (The Idaho cousin connection)
Kristen (Clements) Hathaway <radh@cableone.net>
Friday, November 03, 2006 at 11:02:23 (PST)

Happy Birthday Lucas. The big 1 year old. I hope everyone is feeling good today so you can all enjoy Lucas' big day

Take care,

Camie Miller
camie <camsmail@ureach.com>
Friday, November 03, 2006 at 08:59:13 (PST)

Mark,

I am a good friend of Valerie McCrea's. My husband's name is Mark and I am Marianne. I know that you and Valerie have become friends and I am so happy that she has found a friend in you. I can only try to understand what you are both going through and I want you to know that there are a lot of people praying for you both.
I pray that the path that you have chosen results in a full recovery for you.

Take care,

Marianne Rose
Marianne
Thursday, November 02, 2006 at 18:23:22 (PST)

Hello family, I love reading about how you are doing. The new approach sounds like a great plan. As always the prayers will be coming hoping for some progress. I love you guys more than you will know. Marianne, you have always been an example to me. I don't know if you realize how much I look up to you. Stay strong and know that you have all of our support. Love you,
Your niece,
Mandy
Miranda Murdock <murdockmiranda@yahoo.com>
Thursday, November 02, 2006 at 18:20:27 (PST)

Mark,

You and your family are in my prayers. Keep fighting, pal. You have lots of family and friends supporting you.

Take care,

Demetrios
Demetrios Anaipakos <danaipakos@azalaw.com>
Thursday, November 02, 2006 at 07:56:55 (PST)

Good going - step out of the box - a new approach may be just the thing - I am so glad to hear about the laptop - now you can keep us posted even more often - there are lots of us who keep up with your journey - you are thought about and prayed for my those you do not even know. Arlene
Arlene Johnson <kadj@zebra.net>
Thursday, November 02, 2006 at 07:34:55 (PST)

Dear Clements Family -

I don't blame you for trying the new approach. Good luck! Keep us update, and I will be reading with great interest.

Praying for us all,
Caroline
Caroline Stoufer <buckskin@ouraynet.com>
Wednesday, November 01, 2006 at 22:00:40 (PST)

Mark - maybe the vitamins and natural approach is exactly what you need to turn this situation around. Nancy Sloan sent me a card after Sam died and she felt like it was just too much of a coincidence that so many of the people on this site were long-distance runners. Could it be that you, Sam, Valerie and others just put too much stress on your body? I don't have a clue but I know that Sam was one person that never did anything wrong as far as his health was concerned. The whole thing still seems unbelievable. I think what you are doing is definitely worth trying; there is just not a chemo out there that has a strong track record
against this disease. I certainly know about the long visits at the clinic but enjoy the time with your family. I wish you all my best.
God Bless
Betty Johnson
Betty Johnson <bejohnson@rocktenn.com>
Wednesday, November 01, 2006 at 14:21:01 (PST)

Dear Mark and Family,

I am so glad you have decided to go this route. My sister inlaw has been doing almost the same treatment, but it was done down in Mexico. The doctor is based out of Florida with a clinic in Mexico. It is hard for the person going thru it but in the long run it may end up helping you. The Medical doctors only gave her about 3 weeks) As of yesterday, she had a really good day. You still have the good and bad days but just hang in there. I will continue to pray for your family each day. Please try to remain postitive and remember there are alot of prayers out there for you.

God Bless,

Sherrill

Sherrill Beahm <dbeahm@shentel.net>
Sunday, October 29, 2006 at 09:58:40 (PST)

Mark, Marianne, and family,
Thank you. Sharing your story has made us stop and hug our children more. We appreciate each other and try to enjoy every day. We will continue our hope and prayers for your family, that you may be blessed in every way.
Love, Dave and Laurie (Ostler) Petersen and family

laurie petersen <lauriepetersen7@yahoo.com>
Sunday, October 29, 2006 at 08:59:00 (PST)

Hi Mark, Marianne & Family,
It was so good to see Marianne & Tessa at the Baby Shower on Saturday. Thank you so much for the wonderful gift. I can't wait to dress her in the adorable dress. We all had so much fun visiting. Dad got some great pictures. I'll send them to you.
We keep you in our prayers & pray for the treatments to keep working & the tumors to go away. We love you very much. Have a wonderful day.
Martin & Cheryl Drake <drake84057@hotmail.com>
Wednesday, October 25, 2006 at 09:36:20 (PDT)

Dear Clements 6,

It's been a while since I posted and I just wanted you to know that my family and I are still praying for you. I check your site almost everyday looking for updates and hoping to see good new and that you are feeling good. Your family is such an inspriation to so many people. I know that Heavenly Father is watching over you.

Keep tough and take care
Camie
Camie <camsmail@ureach.com>
Tuesday, October 24, 2006 at 15:08:16 (PDT)

Dear Mark, Merrianne and family. We are so proud of all of you. What a beautiful example you are to all of us. You are in our thoughts and prayers often. We are so grateful for people like you who make the world a better place. We know Heavenly Father loves you and is mindful of you. May you always feel enveloped in the arms of his love. Bless you always.
Our love, Mack and MorRae Wilkey
Mack and MorRae Wilkey <lovebugs@burgoyne.com>
Friday, October 20, 2006 at 08:21:20 (PDT)

I am so glad to hear that your family is doing well. You guys are such an amazing example and I am so grateful for how positive you are. It is so good to be updated. I am glad Uncle Mark is feeling fairly good. I hope that continues. I love you all and if you are going to Shelly's babies' blessing then I will see you there. I love you and pray for you. Love your niece,
Miranda Murdock <murdockmiranda@yahoo.com>
Monday, October 16, 2006 at 18:31:56 (PDT)

Hi Clements family. I keep you in my prayers everyday. I have not posted in a long time as my Dad is dealing with the same type of cancer. We did CyberKnife as Chemo was not working for him. We get the results on November 15th. Keep the faith this cancer will be beaten!!!
Karen <karen.bamman@securian.com>
Monday, October 16, 2006 at 14:19:31 (PDT)

I LOVE THIS PAGE.
ABA <ABA@ABA.COM>
Saturday, October 14, 2006 at 02:45:23 (PDT)

Mark and Marianne,
That is really wonderful news that there has not been any spread to other organs. The liver itself never did give Sam any problems; it was the mets to the lungs. I know that you have many happy years ahead of you. God Bless.
Betty Johnson
Betty Johnson <bejohnson@rocktenn.com>
Wednesday, October 11, 2006 at 07:35:34 (PDT)

Mark,

You and the family remain in my prayers daily. Like you, I can't make much of the medical jargon. However, it seems that you have made good progress in certain key areas. Keep fighting, pal. As long as it is two steps forward, one step back, we are still moving forward.

By the way, have you seen what has happened to Stanford's football team? Ugh . . .

Take care of yourself,

Demetrios
Demetrios Anaipakos <danaipakos@azalaw.com>
Wednesday, October 11, 2006 at 07:06:58 (PDT)

We love hearing the updates on the Clements family, we check your site daily. It's good to hear Uncle Mark is feeling pretty good lately, good luck with finalizing the scan results. We love you all so much and you are such amazing examples to all of us who know you. We hope you have a Happy Halloween. Love, The Downs Family
Keven & Melissa Downs
Tuesday, October 10, 2006 at 15:53:47 (PDT)

Patrick: We are just thinking about you and how much we really enjoyed getting to know you at trek this summer. You are often on our minds. Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Remember to avoid the big pies! Keep the faith and remember we love you!!!
Ma and Pa Evenson <lisa@tandcmtg.com>
Thursday, October 05, 2006 at 21:13:31 (PDT)

Good luck to you guys today! We're all praying for you and look forward to hearing about the scan results. We are always impressed with the way your family is dealing with this trial. You guys are awesome and we're blessed to know you. Keep smilin!
Janice, Eric, Annie, Kate & Halle <janicemariesmith>
Wednesday, October 04, 2006 at 13:33:35 (PDT)

It is scan day...GOOD LUCK!! Hope you see some miraculous results.
In the meantime...isn't this weather so great! I love looking at the mountains (from my new view) and seeing all the color changes. However I am learning that here in Butterfield canyon we have some of the prettiest scenery in the valley right now. If you go for a drive come over this way. Then of course if you do that give us a holler.
Looking forward to the Cougars game this weekend. How about last week?! Mick is bragging that he has a better record than both Whittingham and Mendenhall, his record is 4/1 (GO Silverwolves).
Karen Shannon <shannonkm@comcast.net>
Wednesday, October 04, 2006 at 09:30:33 (PDT)

Hey Clements Family-
We haven't signed your guestbook in awhile and just wanted to let you know that you are still in our prayers and we think about you often. We honestly love your family so much. Hope you are having a good week.
Love, Derek and Becca
Derek and Becca <rebeccalynn2412@yahoo.com>
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Just want you to remind you that we love you and pray for you and keep your name in several temples. How great it was to see all the family at the reunion last month. Plan on the next one!
Love,
Diane and Lou <dhcljc@yahoo.com>
Monday, September 25, 2006 at 08:18:23 (PDT)

We are just getting ready to leave for a 10 day vacation to Arizona with friends so I thought I would check in with all of you. It was so good to hear of the progress being made with the new chemo and the good days you are having, Mark. You always sound so positive, which is hard to do when you feel so lousy. I don't remember you having acne as a teen but you have to get it now at your age!! No fair!! All of you are in our prayers regularly. We haven't been to Ut. county since the last time we saw you. Erin, Loren and Nia are coming to visit us for Thanksgiving which we are very excited about. Much love to all, Aunt Pat and Allen
Pat Clements <patclements1@charter.net>
Friday, September 22, 2006 at 09:34:58 (PDT)

It excites me that you are having so many good days. It was good to see you Mark last week, and to go to lunch with you Marianne. You are constantly in my thoughts. Not a day goes by without a prayer in your behalf. We believe in Miracles.
With love.
Mary Ann Williams
Mary Ann Williams <mwilliams64@comcast.net>
Wednesday, September 20, 2006 at 21:01:00 (PDT)

I am so happy to hear that you are having so many good days. I hope all continues to go well. As always your whole family are always in my prayers. I love you all and I am so grateful for the many memories we share together. Lots of love, Your neice,
Miranda
Miranda Murdock <murdockmiranda@yahoo.com>
Tuesday, September 19, 2006 at 19:53:40 (PDT)

Mark, I am Caroline Stouffer's oldest sister. I've been keeping up with you and the others who blog on this site. I am soooooo happy for you. It must be extremely exciting to once again feel so good. Our thoughts and prayers are with you, Marianne and your children. Suzie
Suzie Gray West <suziew@comcast.net>
Monday, September 18, 2006 at 19:23:16 (PDT)

Wow. I check in from time to time to see how you're doing, Mark, and I was moved to tears by your last post when you described this past year as a blessing. You are an inspiration, as is your family. I keep you all in my heart.
Gail Goldman (from SLS)
Gail Goldman <gailandgregg@adelphia.net>
Saturday, September 16, 2006 at 11:43:07 (PDT)

The Williams Family is still praying for you guys everynight. Keep enduring. We love you!
Chelsie Williams <chelsiemarie14@hotmail.com>
Friday, September 15, 2006 at 19:58:45 (PDT)

Dear Clements -

Mark, I can so relate to your last two posts.

I have trouble sleeping sometimes. I have some Ambien, but I take it rarely as it really knocks me out. One of the nurses told me that I could take Benadryl to help sleep which I've done on occasion.

My diagnosis came about the same time as yours. I feel lucky that I'm still here a year later. My doctor also tells me that I will not be cured, we are trying to keep me alive as long as possible. But I ignore that sometimes as there are miracle stories all the time. I take what he says with a grain of salt.

I'm at a book show in Denver and I wonder if I'll be here next year, but mostly I take my life in three month blocks. Last year at this book show, I was just beginning to feel some minor symptoms and thought I might have gall stones. I first saw the doctor on Sept. 28th.

I'm sending prayers that the Xeloda is working and so glad to hear you're feeling better!

-Caroline
Caroline Stoufer <buckskin@ouraynet.com>
Thursday, September 14, 2006 at 13:16:14 (PDT)

I'm having a gratitude moment. . celebrating your good days! You continue to be an amazing, inspiring family. Who knew there was so much to learn. . .right? Most of all, you KNOW you are LOVED! You have FAITH! You have HOPE! That alone makes it a pretty wonderful life. I'm praying for you and your extended family (as always).
Love and Smiles. . .
Ann Richardson <keepintune@hotmail.com>
Thursday, September 14, 2006 at 11:46:32 (PDT)

Mark,

Just wanted to let you know we are still thinking about you and checking the website consistently. We pray for you daily. Let us know if you need anything. Hang in there. A lot of people care and are interested in you and your family.
John Barlow <jbarlow@btjd.com>
Thursday, September 14, 2006 at 08:54:41 (PDT)

How pleased we are to shed "tears of joy" for you and your family on your latest posting. We love you all. Keep the determination going and our prayers will continue as well.
Mona Claybaugh <mclaybaugh@btjd.com>
Wednesday, September 13, 2006 at 10:31:45 (PDT)

Dear family,

It has been a while since I last posted a message. I check this website quite often, though. Sometimes I just do not know what to write. While visiting my nephew in the hospital, I read on the door next to his room - "Don't come in if you can't be positive." I suppose that is the best way to describe the attitude I have when I can't think of anything to write. The only thought that repeats in my mind is "cancer sucks!" I sit at the computer and cry. My thoughts are sad when I think of your situation. I can't comprehend having to live with cancer and not worry about it every day. So like the sign on the door, I won't post a message if I can't be positive - or just not so sad anyway.

I cannot believe that it has nearly been one year since your diagnosis. Cancer among Native Americans is becoming a growing concern - but still there are great culture barriers and beliefs that impact how Native Americans might perceive the issue of cancer. Since you have been diagnosed I am more aware of some of the barriers. There are few culturally acceptable resource materials available for Native Americans interested in reducing and preventing cancer. I have also learned that there are numerous misconceptions related to cancer. Many Natives respect and prefer traditional medicine over new medicines despite the many new advances. Cancer affects us all, especially when it affects someone close to our hearts. I am more hopeful. I am inspired by your strength. I am touched by your actions as a husband, father, friend and neighbor. Elton and I continue to include you and your family in our prayers. We'll pray for a great check up and some outstanding results. I am very happy to hear about the good days. I am happy to hear that you were able to take a trip and make some wonderful memories with your family. We will continue to pray for that miracle!

Lots of love to you and your family,
Lorna
Lorna Loy
Saturday, September 09, 2006 at 14:11:45 (PDT)

Just sitting here over in Herriman thinking about your family.
What great memories you all are creating. I think it is fabulous that you are able to go and do things like the cruise. I'm sure you are looking forward to a "great" season of BYU football. I know we are at our home. The crisp air in fall and the anticipation of a great game always help revive a tired soul don't they. I hope to see you at the games.
Take care...I think of you so often. Often enough to check your web site almost daily. You are always in our prayers.
Love, Karen Shannon
Karen Shannon <shannonkm@comcast.net>
Wednesday, August 30, 2006 at 09:10:28 (PDT)

Dear Clements-

I was just reading an article about cruises last night thinking that I would really like to go on one. Glad you had a nice vacation.

I, too, am taking Xeloda. Just started back on it after having to quit due to hand-foot syndrome. I am on half dose right now. We feel that it is really making a difference in fighting my cc. My bloodwork has improved and my last scan was better than the previous two.

I'm also doing Gemzar and may add Avastin soon. We are also looking into the AZD2171 trial which is supposed to be the next generation of Avastin.

Thinking of you all,
Caroline Stoufer

Caroline Stoufer <buckskin@ouraynet.com>
Tuesday, August 29, 2006 at 21:02:54 (PDT)

Hey Clements Family,

We are so glad that you were able to go on a cruise. It sounds like it was successful. Swimming with dolphins is definitely something that everyone should try if they can.

We just wanted to let you know that we are still thinking about you, and of course praying for you, from here in Lehi. Your experiences are very helpful in keeping things in perspective. It's been a bumpy ride but you guys seem to have great shocks (I'm not a car person so I don't know if that's spelled right). Keep it up and things will work out as they should.

We have been attending our new ward in Highland and our new back door neighbors will be Rob Richards and family. It's a small world. We're excited to get to know them better.

You guys take care and remember we're here if there is anything we can help with.

The Menlove's
The Menlove Family
Tuesday, August 29, 2006 at 17:57:51 (PDT)

Mark,

As I told Marianne, my recent engagement is proof-positive that miracles happen. Of course, you will be a guest of honor on Sunday, May 27, 2007. I plan to see you there.

Take care of yourself,

Demetrios
Demetrios Anaipakos <danaipakos@azalaw.com>
Monday, August 28, 2006 at 09:33:14 (PDT)

I am so glad to hear about your trip!!! I am glad you had so much fun. Those memmories will last an eternity. Some new news with me is that last Friday I got a call from the dean of education at UVSC and she told me that I was chosen by the faculty to be an intern this year. So what that means is that I am a teacher this year instead of going to my senior year of college. I am teaching at Saratoga Shores Elementary school in fourth grade. I am loving it so far. I have only taught three days but they have gone great. Yes I am very busy but having fun. Hope you are all doing well. You are always in my thoughts and prayers. Love you always. Love your niece,
Miranda
Miranda Murdock <murdockmiranda@yahoo.com>
Saturday, August 26, 2006 at 16:17:56 (PDT)

Dear Mark, You continue to be in my thoughts and prayers, and I wanted you to know that. I have kept up on reading your website and you and your family are a true inspiration to me and mine. I appreciate so much your sharing this way. You can only imagine the many, many people you have strengthened. It has been a long time since I sent you a message, but I thought after your last post and expression of appreciation to hear from everyone, that I must write. Then today I saw your mom, one of the dearest people I know, at the temple and had a good, brief visit with her. I did not want to put off any longer writing to you. Know you are highly thought of and loved. Love from Diana (and Duane) Thornton
Diana Thornton
Thursday, August 24, 2006 at 18:46:11 (PDT)

I have been thinking about your family all week.Our thoughts and prayers are with you. whenever you are ready for some sunshine and dip in the pool just let us know.

Bless you.....Krista
Krista Biggs <onesunnygirl@cox.net>
Wednesday, August 23, 2006 at 23:37:44 (PDT)

I read this and thought of your family:

Dance like nobody's watching;
Love like you've never been hurt.
Sing like nobody's listening
Live like it's heaven on earth.

~Mark Twain~

Mona Claybaugh <claybaugh@aros.net>
Sunday, August 20, 2006 at 18:04:17 (PDT)

Keep it up. We are all pulling for you. I see Billy from time to time and I check your website every morning for all of your updates.
Eric Thomas <jenneric630@yahoo.com>
Friday, August 18, 2006 at 09:17:02 (PDT)

HEY GUYS!! even though you can't read this right now, i thought that i would still post! i hope that you guys are having the time of your lives being together and having so much fun on your cruise!! We are having so much fun with Lucas around! He is the new toy that everyone wants to hold and to play with around here. i took him to young womens and we had the age estimates for Lucas from 1-2 years old!! He is the cutest little ray of sunshine in my life right now! i hope you are having a great time! dont worry about anything here, all is well. I LOVE YOU!! hope to talk to you soon!!
McKenzie Giles <kenziedoodle11@hotmail.com>
Wednesday, August 16, 2006 at 17:30:57 (PDT)

Congratulations on the good news! We are always praying for good news for you! Keep up the faith and prayers! We love you all!
Kesha Scott <kscott@btjd.com>
Tuesday, August 08, 2006 at 10:35:35 (PDT)

I am SO GLAD to hear your good news! I have been praying for you! Thank you God!

-Caroline Stoufer
Caroline Stoufer <buckskin@ouraynet.com>
Thursday, August 03, 2006 at 08:03:11 (PDT)

This last week has been a bitter-sweet week for all of us here at the Williams home. We are so happy to hear of the great test results Mark received on Friday. We have included your family in every prayer we say.

It is with heartfelt sorrow that we ended our battle with this ugly disease today, as it took Steve's body, but not his soul. We are grateful for the friendship that we have developed with you through these trials. Please know that we are praying for Mark and all of you. My kids and I would love to get together sometime with your family. If you ever need me, Marianne, I am here, please call.
With love,
Mary Ann Williams
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Mary Ann Williams <mwilliams64@comcast.net>
Wednesday, August 02, 2006 at 18:45:09 (PDT)

WONDERFUL NEWS! I hope Marianne has been able to get away for that spa treatment and that the kids were able to spend time at Boondocks.
I am so happy for your family. Once one knows Mark, it is easy to see how he has such a following. Bless you all.
Mona Claybaugh <mclaybaugh@btjd.com>
Wednesday, August 02, 2006 at 14:58:42 (PDT)

Great news, Mark! Keep fighting, pal. You and your family are, and have been, an inspiration throughout this ordeal. All of you remain in my prayers.

Demetrios Anaipakos <danaipakos@azalaw.com>
Tuesday, August 01, 2006 at 15:39:54 (PDT)

WOOHOOO, fabulous news! we are all so happy and will continue to pray and pray and pray for your family. we pray that you will know what the next steps should be for your future treatments, and we support you 1000000000%.
we love you, love the price family
robyn <derekandrobyn@yahoo.com>
Tuesday, August 01, 2006 at 11:24:43 (PDT)

Mark and family,

I was so happy to read the good report. You guys deserved some good news. Lets hope it continues. The Williams Family keeps you guys in our daily prayers. Keep up the incredible fight!
Chelsie Williams <chelsiemarie14@hotmail.com>
Monday, July 31, 2006 at 13:09:30 (PDT)

OH how full my heart is reading that report. I am sure the GOOD FIGHT will continue until you have ALL behind you. What an example you are to all of us and especially to me because of what my own son went through.
God bless you all and know that I continue to pray, think, and hug you all from a distance.
Rosemary Richardson
Monday, July 31, 2006 at 11:47:41 (PDT)

Mark:
Wow! Your latest report sounds like really good news. Thanks for keeping us up to date. Hang in there buddy!
Mike Sanders <msand9190@sbcglobal.net>
Saturday, July 29, 2006 at 10:07:21 (PDT)

Hey It's good to hear that you had a successful fishing trip last week! I sure had fun spending some time shopping and at lunch with you Marianne, we love you guys and pray for you daily. We wish for the best with your scan tomorrow. Give each other hugs for us! Love, the Downs
Keven & Melissa Downs
Tuesday, July 25, 2006 at 12:53:21 (PDT)

Mark,

You and the family are in my prayers for a good result this Wednesday. Hang in there, pal. You have a large and loyal support group.

Take care,

Demetrios
Demetrios Anaipakos <danaipakos@azalaw.com>
Monday, July 24, 2006 at 13:52:27 (PDT)

HEY YOU GUYS!!! i am so happy to be able to babysit lucas for you guys!! i am so happy to be able to see you guys at least once a week when Tessa comes for dance!! I LOVE YOU ALL!! Happy Draper Days!!
McKenzie Giles <kenziedoodle11@hotmail.com>
Saturday, July 22, 2006 at 17:12:08 (PDT)

Dear Mark-

I saw an integrative-medicine physician back in January, and I have tried to incorporate her suggestions in my treatment. I have not been able to take some of the supplements that she recommended as my oncologist said that they could interfere with the chemo. Also, I was cautioned by my oncologist that large doses of Vitamin C can actually make tumors grow faster, so I stopped that.

It's often hard to know which path to follow, but traditional medicine makes the most sense to me at this point, but I keep other options on the back burner.

We're praying that your side effects will lessen and ultimately, a miracle for us all.

-Caroline Stoufer
Caroline Stoufer <buckskin@ouraynet.com>
Friday, July 21, 2006 at 09:45:02 (PDT)

Mark-
I want you to know I think of you often. I have been dealing with the same pins and needles problem you have and it got much worse after the Oxil. was over. It drives me crazy. My doctor told me it re-bounds and gets worse before it gets better. I find that hot water in a bath makes it better.
Val
Valerie McCrea <vmccrea@gmail.com>
Wednesday, July 19, 2006 at 18:41:19 (PDT)

Hey!!
Have not written in a while, but know you continue in our prayers. One of our dear friends is also do chemo, so I can relate to you all as we experience her daily life. So far on her new drug she is doing better. Bet you are glad to have the crew home next door. Wish we had been in SD with them, from pics to was a Blast!!! Hope to see you soon. Hugs,
Ann
ann hossley <annhoss@aol.com>
Monday, July 17, 2006 at 06:19:48 (PDT)

Mark,

I continue to check on your progress and pray for your continued strenth and your recovery. I wanted to write to say that I feel for you in your daily discomforts. It's a small part of what you're going through given the ultimate goal of recovery, but I know you have to live through the nausea, weakness, etc. one minute at a time. I pray the time of relief you experience is long. Take care of yourself, and the best to your family.

Your law school classmate,

Michelle Alvarez Taub
Michelle Alvarez Taub <michelletaub@aol.com>
Wednesday, July 12, 2006 at 13:52:01 (PDT)

Where are the 4th of July pics????
K <kking1643@comcast.net>
USAWednesday, July 05, 2006 at 22:53:08 (PDT)

Hey!!!!! Happy belated 4th. We're having a great time out here. One thing to the next. Busy busy!! Miss you guys! Glad to hear that you're doing good. Tess, hope my flowers are still blooming!!! Tell everyone hello. Send all our love, XXOOXXO
Kristie , Eric and all <kking1643@comcast.net>
Wednesday, July 05, 2006 at 22:51:55 (PDT)

Mark and Marianne,
From your last post it is good to hear you are feeling better.
I wanted to thank you for letting Patrick come to Bear Lake last week with us. We had a great time and I hope it was fun for him. I really miss seeing him as often, but was glad to spend those few days with him. I hope you guys had a great 4th and look forward to speaking with you soon.
Mark, I hope you feel well enough to drop by Saturday night, its always great to have you guys over.
We love you and you are in our prayers.

Troy and Courtney Dana
Troy Dana <tsdana1@yahoo.com>
Wednesday, July 05, 2006 at 16:44:05 (PDT)

Mark and Family,

I think about you often. My prayers are with you.
Sean Monson <smonson@btjd.com>
Wednesday, July 05, 2006 at 14:00:57 (PDT)

Dear Mark-

I have days where I forget that I have cholangiocarcinoma. I think it's really wonderful when that happens. Sometimes I think denial is a healthy thing in battling this disease.

I hope your chemo works wonders. I usually have two days out of the week when I go into a black hole of being really tired, maybe having a big headache, maybe queasy. The day of chemo and the day after I do just fine, but then I usually crater for two days and then perk up again.

Happy Fourth of July! The fireworks are about to start here and they are really neat, as the sound bounces off our narrow mountain valley. I wonder if this will be my last Fourth of July. My husband and I will be watching the fireworks together as we always do.

Our thoughts and prayers are with you.

-Caroline Stoufer

PS I think I'm going to sit in my car with the blow dryer, as suggested by Lorna Loy, and see if I can slow traffic down!

Caroline Stoufer <buckskin@ouraynet.com>
Tuesday, July 04, 2006 at 20:47:35 (PDT)

I handed this out to our teachers during "testing week" this past spring. It comes from Education Illustrated LLC (www.educationillustrated.com). It's a humorous look at some ways to keep lightheartedness in a stressful workplace. We now do some of these things as our own inside joke. Just thought it would make you chuckle today (laughter is medicine too).

Fifteen Ways to Maintain a Healthy Level of Insanity
1. At lunchtime, sit in your parked car with sunglasses on and point a hair dryer at passing cars. See if they slow down.
2. Page yourself over the intercom. Do not disguise you voice.
3. Every time someone asks you to do something, ask if they want fries with that.
4. Put your garbage can on your desk and label it "In".
5. Put Decaf in the coffee maker for 3 weeks. Once everyone has gotten over the caffeine addictions, switch to Espresso.
6. Begin all of your emails to other staff members with "In Accordance With the Prophecy."
7 dont use any punctuation
8. As often as possible, skip rather than walk.
9. Specify that your drive through order is
"To Go."
10. Sing along at the opera.
11. Go to a poetry recital and ask why the poems don't rhyme.
12. Put mosquito netting around your desk and play tropical sounds all day.
13. Five days in advance, tell your friends you can't attend their party because you are not in the mood.
14. When the money comes out of the ATM, scream, "I Won, I Won!"
15. Tell your children over dinner, "Due to the economy, we are going to have to let one of you go."
Lorna Loy
Tuesday, July 04, 2006 at 11:47:06 (PDT)

I have witnessed the love and strength of your family and the inspiration of God. Your sorrows are our sorrows. We want for you the heavenly guidance the Lord provides. You say that it is hard to rely on others and ask for help. Just remember that you are allowing others to receive blessings for reaching out. I only wish I were nearby to help with some of the day to day things. We do hope to plan a visit this summer. We would love to see you and your family. We have a lot of catching up to do.

Happy Fourth of July. We usually go to Phoenix or Provo for the fourth. This year the boys basketball team sponsored the Fourth of July Pow-Wow here in Kayenta. So our family was very involved in this event. It is over and we are worn out. We are going to the rodeo tonight and will watch the fireworks here (we actually have fireworks in Kayenta). Enjoy your day! We continue to pray with much purpose and gratitude for you and your family. Prayer surely is the passport to spiritual power. Love to you and your family. Have a fun and safe holiday!
Lorna Loy
Tuesday, July 04, 2006 at 11:22:46 (PDT)

Clements Family, I just wanted to again tell you all how much I love you. Your family has always been an example to me. I am glad that Mark had a good day, that is an answer to many prayers. I too hope that you guys have an awesome 4th of July. I love you and am always thinking and praying for you.
Love your niece, Mandy
Miranda Murdock <murdockmiranda@yahoo.com>
Sunday, July 02, 2006 at 18:57:24 (PDT)

We let those tears of "joy" fall with yours. We are grateful beyond belief for your fight and successes. May God bless you with continued strength and humor. Marianne you are wonderful and strong. I hope you have been able to take some time for the spa.

P.S. Since you know another Mona I thought I would start adding my last name to my entries.
Mona Claybaugh <claybaugh@aros.net>
Saturday, July 01, 2006 at 14:20:26 (PDT)

I am Steve and Mary Ann's oldest daughter, Chelsie. I get on here as much as I get on my dad's site. I want you to know, every prayer that goes up for my dad, I pray for you too Mark, and for your family. I don't know you guys, but I feel like I do, from the updates I hear from my parents, and the entries you write. I hope that I get the awesome blessing of meeting your family and meeting someone who fights like hell, just like my dad.
Chelsie Williams <chelsiemarie14@hotmail.com>
Wednesday, June 28, 2006 at 23:40:27 (PDT)

Still praying for you. Saw this online and thought you would appreciate it...

Maybe Tonight, Maybe Tomorrow, a song by Austin modern rock group, Wideawake, is now available on iTunes, with 100 percent of the proceeds going to the Lance Armstrong Foundation. Inspired by a friend's cancer diagnosis, Wideawake lead singer Scott Leger wrote the track to honor cancer survivors across the world. The track debuted May 19 at the LIVESTRONG Gala. Leger says the song "is dedicated to his friend and the millions of people affected by cancer. Those who we've lost and those who survive, fight, volunteer, support, research, raise awareness, give and inspire."

The lyrics are written below. They are awesome:

I heard the news today
It came out of nowhere
Wish I could run away
But where would I go?

Is this my destiny,
Something so unfair?
What will become of me?
God only knows.

And they say the road to heaven,
It might lead us back through hell…

Maybe tonight, maybe tomorrow
We'll win this fight
And bury this sorrow
We’re so alive, still holding on;
Not ready to die,
So we live strong.

My pride is left for dead
As my world gets shaken.
Thoughts inside my head, so hard to control.
I’m staring down the unknown;
One thing for certain:
That it may break my body,
But never break my soul.

They say the road to heaven,
It might lead us back through hell.
So we’re holding on for more than stories to tell.

Maybe tonight, maybe tomorrow
We'll win this fight
And bury this sorrow.
We’re so alive, still holding on;
Not ready to die,
So we live strong.

We will live strong...
Jeri "Fryer" Sorenson (PGHS class of '84) <jeri0317@yahoo.com>
Tuesday, June 27, 2006 at 23:57:30 (PDT)

Hello & Goodmorning to you all. Glad that you are getting hungrier. Mark, I was just thinking of something to do with your rash. Get a paintbrush, calomine lotion & instead of itching them you can paint them. Glad to hear that you had a great horse ride, & to be a part of Fathers Day with all of you. Families are so great & loving. Love All of You, & Your friends that write such good words. Maybe you should do a book entitled Words of Encouragement for the Cancer's Soul. Stay Strong & I do know that Heavenly Father is with all of you always Love, Your Sister Lynda xoxoxoxoxoxo
Lynda <lyndataylor1077@msn.com>
Monday, June 26, 2006 at 09:31:17 (PDT)

I just returned from Maryland and have not even unpacked, but had to check something on my email, so I decided to look in you guys. YEAH! YEAH! I'm jumping up and down too. So, so happy for good days. I DO believe in miracles! You are all an inspiration to me. What a family!!! Love to Mom Mary as well.
Ann Richardson <keepintune@hotmail.com>
Saturday, June 24, 2006 at 17:13:10 (PDT)

Mark & Marianne,

Just wanted to let you know how often you are in our prayers and thoughts. We keep up on you with the Williams and several others (we're watching ;)!

You've been such a blessing in our friends, the Williams, lives even though they have known you for such a short while. I know they really look to you for support, encouragement, but mostly understanding in what they're going through. Thank you for being such good people and for taking time to care about others in this very difficult time for all.

Ranae VanAmen <rvanamen@msn.com>
Friday, June 23, 2006 at 18:27:23 (PDT)

A friend and fellow cancer fighter was told this...

The cancer you have is a "first," for it has never been in a body exactly like yours. This is true for you, Mark.

Fight with everything that you have. You have already reached milestones you once feared.

Have comfort knowing that prayers are continually going out in your behalf.

Anonymous
Tuesday, June 20, 2006 at 15:14:36 (PDT)

To Mark's mom, Mary, my heartfelt love and blessings. There is nothing quite like the love and tenderness a mother feels for her sons and daughters. It is so hard to see them hurt and suffer so much. How pleased we are when we see them conquet and make it through those trial. I know it is only through the help of our Heavenly Father and His encircircling them about in the arms of his love that they and we are blessed with the strenth we need. God bless you dear mother. To Marianne, and children. You are the light of Mark's lilfe and what keeps him going through all of these ordeals. Many eternal blessings surely await all of you for you constant love and devotion to your dear husband and father. Mark, what a stalwart you must be. You get knocked down time and time again and always rise up each time and with renewed determination to endure this well and keep fighting and conquering each trial one at a time. Bless your hearts. We love and appreciate all of you and your beautiful example to each one of us. What love you have for our Father in Heaven and His son, our Savior, Jesus Christ. May you be blessed with the strength you need each day and may good things come to all of you. Our love,
Mack and MorRae Wilkey <lovebugs@burgoyne.com>
Tuesday, June 20, 2006 at 12:50:08 (PDT)

It was so good seeing you all yesterday. I love you all so much and so grateful to be a part of this family. I think about you guys all the time and so proud of how you live.
Shellie Kendrick <chadwickandshellbell@gmail.com>
Monday, June 19, 2006 at 22:20:16 (PDT)

Happy Father's Day, Mark! You have always been an incredible father to those great kids of yours. And, you and Marianne have such a strong marriage! It doesn't get any better than that in life for your children. Your Mom and I often talk about how happy it makes us to know our children are such good parents. Wish we could make all this pain go away. Miracles happen all the time!!!

Love you lots, Aunt Pat and Allen
Pat and Allen Clements <patclements1@charter.net>
Monday, June 19, 2006 at 10:26:58 (PDT)

Dear Mark & Marianne---

You are in my thoughts and prayers as you continue to battle the cancer. Just try to keep your spirits high and hang in there.

Sincerely,

Sherrill Beahm
Edinburg, VA
Sherrill Beahm <dbeahm@shentle.net>
Friday, June 16, 2006 at 17:31:33 (PDT)

Dear Mark & Marianne-

You are in my thoughts and prayers daily.

Chemo is a tough thing and cancer makes life so unpredicitable, but I am hanging in there. Hope this finds you feeling better.

Sincerely,
Caroline Stoufer
Fellow Cholangio Patient - Ouray, CO
Caroline Stoufer <buckskin@ouraynet.com>
Friday, June 16, 2006 at 07:07:47 (PDT)

Mark & Marriane- Your in our thoughts and prayers daily. Live Strong!!!Love Evan, Patti and the Boys.
Evan & Patti Wiggins <evan_wiggins@comcast.net>
Thursday, June 15, 2006 at 21:56:51 (PDT)

Mark and Marianne,
Wow, what a roller coaster ride!! You are all still in our prayers, and if there is anything we can do to help you out, don't even hesitate or feel too proud to call us. We hope you can get some food down you and for it to stay there, I really wish I could give you some of my weight.(fat) I was really happy to see you at Stacy's ward house a few weeks ago, she said that you were so tired, but you were a trooper. Not a lot happening with us, only a few more grey hairs and stress now that we have another driver in the family. Ally is 16 and driving "us nuts"...
Thinking of you guys all the time, God Bless and may you continue to keep strong.

Love Christine Wilkey
Kim & Christine Wilkey <lelawilkey@hotmail.com>
Thursday, June 15, 2006 at 20:31:10 (PDT)

Your family has been deeply in my thoughts this week. You are in my prayers, and our children ask about you. We send our love and wish to send ounces of courage, rest, and comfort. I am so impressed by your family!

Love and hugs,
The Taylor family
Marian and George Taylor <mariantaylor@yahoo.com>
Thursday, June 15, 2006 at 00:34:39 (PDT)

Dear Clements Family:
I am working in Maryland and today I was looking for a Father’s Day card for my brother and I ran across a card that had the words that are in my heart. I bought the card, but thought it would be appropriate to share the beautiful words here. I’ll give credit to the author at the end.

It’s so unfair that his illness has forced its way into your life. I can hardly fathom the seesaw of emotions you must be going through, cannot imagine the worry you’re dealing with. But what I can imagine is your amazing spirit, rallying within you to give you the courage to be brave and the tenacity to face each question or challenge, one at a time, for as long as it takes. What I can envision is the light that is within you, more powerful than ever, that will lead you through this – that will continue to shine with grace and strength and determination. And I can also promise that your fight is shared – that you’re being sent more loving, healing thoughts than you could possibly imagine. (Carolyn Hoppe)

Someone else’s words, but typed here with all my heart. I think of you so often.

Ann Richardson <keepintune@hotmail.com>
Wednesday, June 14, 2006 at 15:26:15 (PDT)

Mark,

You are in our thoughts and prayers daily. We care very much about you and your family. Hang in there.
John Barlow <jbarlow@btjd.com>
Tuesday, June 13, 2006 at 06:10:32 (PDT)

Mark and Marianne,

I was very impressed with Patricks preparation and spirit during his talk on Sunday. I have been watching Patrick over the last 12 months and I think he is a true leader and has amazing patience and leadership qualities. Patrick and I share the same birthday, June 14th. I will be sad to see him leave our Teachers quorum this week. He as set a very high standard and excellent example of service as our President. Patrick has a good sense of humor and has lead our huge quorum of 24 teachers in a "kind" manner. The boys respect him and he has been respectful of them. Thank you for raising such a great young man. Sorry to hear things are not going your way. It is in those times that we can expect something great to happen. Our family is praying for that to happen.

Rick Evenson
Rick Evenson <rick@tandcmtg.com>
Monday, June 12, 2006 at 15:51:26 (PDT)

Clements Family,

I certainly appreciate that you guys keep this site up to date. Mark, I think and pray for you often my friend. I feel sad that you have to experience the pain & discomfort that you are going through. Know that our family has the Clements family in our hearts and minds often. We are headed to Utah at then end of this month and would love to stop by and say hello if you are up to visitors. Until then I hope the rash continues.

Ty & Sheralyn Mitchell
Ty Mitchell <tyboymitch@yahoo.com>
Monday, June 12, 2006 at 11:02:17 (PDT)

Clements family,
You continue to be in our thoughts and prayers. We admire your strength and determination. We hope that Mark starts feeling better quickly and we look forward to hearing good news after this next round of chemotherapy.

Aimee and Jim Larson <jclarsonjr@msn.com>
Monday, June 12, 2006 at 07:09:23 (PDT)

Clements Family
I check your website everyday and was very sad to see the lastest results. However, I always tell my father, who was diagnosed Aug 05 that it doesn't matter what results may come today- you are living with it and we will try something else. Stay positive and continue to fight.
Charlene Eloi <celoi@coair.com>
Friday, June 09, 2006 at 11:57:38 (PDT)

Well for starters I feel ashamed of myself 4 not remembering your web site. Also, I 've had a rough day till reading your update, now I'm feeling ashamed that I was thinking of myself instead of remembering their are worse things. I'm truly sorry to hear of your new findings. Keep fighting & know that I love you all & your great many friends that write such inspiring words of encouragement. You have angels on this earth that are giving you all such support & good advice. I wish I could ease your burdens. Love Always, Lynda xoxoxoxoxoxo
Lynda Taylor <lyndataylor1077@msn.com>
Thursday, June 08, 2006 at 18:01:46 (PDT)

M&M....
This has been a tough week for all of us. I think you know that most of us would trade places with you to give you some relief. Marianne, I am so grateful and impressed with your constant love and care for my beloved son. Our whole family stands in awe of what you are doing. We all want to do more. Please use us any where we can be helpful.

Then to all those who read and respond to this site, I want to express my appreciation. I am really lifted by your comments and touched by your care and concern. I am also so thrilled with what Stacie and Rick are doing on the colangio website, and the fact that what Mark & Marianne are going through is helping others. Thanks to Trish and Val and those others who share in this dreaded disease for continuing in their struggle and sharing information with us.

Again, I know this is M&M's website, but I know of no other efficient way to thank all of you who share in this struggle with all of us. And especially to M&M...thank you for having the faith to see this through and for your desire to include us all in the struggle. You can't imagine how many people I talk to who keep up with this site and how many others ask about you constantly. It was wonderful to be able to report about the good month you had, and I am confident that it will happen again as the new regimen kicks in.

With all the love in my heart...
Mom
Mark's Mom Mary
Thursday, June 08, 2006 at 15:14:17 (PDT)

Three steps foward, one step back, eh? I've had disappointments and setbacks, but somthing always came along that either made me better or made the situation better. We will continue to pray and have faith that somehow, someway you will find comfort (even if it is in the form of a rash). We've been praying for the doctors too. We are grateful to see that you have loving support system. Your family's faith and strength has triumphed over all kinds of disappointments and trials. What an example and testament to us all. May God continue to bless your family and give you the strength you need to get through each day. Love to you all.
Lorna Loy
Wednesday, June 07, 2006 at 16:51:14 (PDT)

Dear Mark, Marianne and Family,
What a beautiful example you are to all of us. May you continue to be blessed with faith, courage, strength and hope. May you feel surrounded by the love of so many of us who are thinking of you and praying for you. May our Heavenly Father encircle you about in the arms of His love as you all go through this ordeal. This makes the atoning sacrifice of the Savior even more appreciated than ever when we imagine that he suffered so much for all of us. Mark, you must be one of his choice sons and Marianne, you must be one of his most valiant daughters. How blessed you are to have each other to love, and cherish for eternity. It helps so much to have a wonderful companion by your side to go through the trials of life. You truly are enduring your trials well. Many blessings must await you in the future. God bless you and watch over you always.
Our love, Mack and MorRae Wilkey
Mack and MorRae Wilkey <lovebugs@burgoyne.com>
Wednesday, June 07, 2006 at 15:14:43 (PDT)

Dear Clements Family,

We share your disappointment with the latest scan results, but more importantly, we remain firmly with you in your faith of continued progress. We know - during days like these - that it is very difficult to look past the suffering and pain. To see beyond the hard moments. We know there are quiet times of sadness and tears. There are feelings of helplessness and questions about an unknown future. It can be almost overwhelming. But it won't be...

You are strong! You have great faith! You have accomplished so much already and are doing so well! You are not alone in your battle. There are so many praying for you. Hoping for you. Fasting for you. Loving you. You are qualified for continued, heavenly help. Please know that - even if you don't feel it all the time - we can see your strength, your faith, and your humility. Like you, we are looking for better days... They will come.

Like you, we know Heavenly Father is mindful of your circumstances, your strengths, and your limits. He will continue to intervene in your behalf...

Thank you for your willingness to continue pressing forward. Thank you for your willingness to share. And thank you for your inspiring example to all of us! Hang in there...

All our love,
Alyssa and Tracy
Alyssa & Tracy Flinders <atflinders@yahoo.com>
Wednesday, June 07, 2006 at 11:43:54 (PDT)

Dear Clements' Family:
First and foremost, having recently discovered your family, our heartfelt prayers are with you. We live in Sandy, Utah and are so grateful to have found you and your family. It has only been a few days since the diagnosis of my Mother-in-law with this type cancer and we did not even know where to begin. Thank you so much for the time you've taken to document all that you've been through. It has really given us direction. LaRue is 70 and has been very active and so all of this has really come as a huge shock to our family. We are meeting with some doctors today and I have printed off much of your information to take with me to help me ask the right questions. We are a strong, LDS family and have a firm knowledge that our family is eternal. We were wondering if we might get the names of the physicians you've worked with locally with the most success. I realize that there is a significant age difference in Mark and LaRue and I realize that their course of treatment may differ significantly.
I apologize for being so personal when we are basically strangers, but having read your postings and learning somewhat of your background, I feel that I already know you. Our hearts and prayers are with you. Thank you again for sharing your personal struggle with this disease.
Sincerely,
Jane Jones
Jane Jones <janejoneshome@hotmail.com>
Wednesday, June 07, 2006 at 08:35:35 (PDT)

Dear Mark & Marianne -

I was pretty devastated after the results of my last scan. It took me a while to get over it, but with time I am growing hopeful again.

My oncologist talked to me about adding another chemo drug at some point, although right now I'm just on Gemzar.

I was contacted today by two men about a new clinical trial. I will put some information on my blog about it. It's a compound used in conjunction with chemo. It's intended to reduce the side effects of chemo, but one cholangio patient in Phase I of the trial has had very good results in stopping her tumor growth. They also tested it for colon cancer and are hoping to got to Phase III soon with the trial for colon cancer.

The rash I got from the Sorafenib trial came on very strong but wasn't that bad. Fortunately, it didn't itch. So I'm hoping you get the rash, but that it doesn't bother you that much.

Our thoughts & prayers are with you.

-Caroline Stoufer
Caroline Stoufer <buckskin@ouraynet.com>
Tuesday, June 06, 2006 at 22:17:42 (PDT)

The power of prayer is real. Your faith will continue to be tested. Stay true to what you know and what you believe. You are touching the lives of many and will continue to feel the love and support of those lucky enough to be in your circle. Be strong!!!!
Anonymous
Tuesday, June 06, 2006 at 21:52:25 (PDT)

Clements-
It was so much fun spending time with you over Memorial weekend. Tyson found some new best friends with Chase and Tessa. And it was so much fun seeing Aspen and Lucas playing on the floor together. Your family is such a great example of strength and faith. Uncle Mark we are still planning on taking you up the the fishing trip so we will keep in touch and see how you are feeling. We love you all and you are constantly in our thoughts and prayers.
-Keven, Melissa, Tyson, & Aspen
Keven & Melissa Downs
Tuesday, June 06, 2006 at 13:20:46 (PDT)

Mark, Marianne & Family,
It was so good to see you over the the Memorial weekend. We enjoy you so much. We love you all & keep you in our prayers. We are so sorry for the recent result of the scan. We'll be praying for a rash to happen. Keep your spirits up & know that you have so much support behind you from family & friends. Love you.
Martin & Cheryl
Martin & Cheryl Drake
Tuesday, June 06, 2006 at 09:02:19 (PDT)

Mark and Marianne - so sorry to hear the results of your latest CT. You are not alone with your comments in the last paragraph. It is unbelievable what a different person I am when Sam has a good day. Unfortunately there haven't been many lately. Sam took 6 rounds of the Erbitux and then added the irinotecan. The nausea was the worst side effect of the irinotecan; be sure and ask for the Zofran tablets that dissolve in your mouth. They are very expensive - over $1,000 for 30 pills but our insurance covered the cost. Sam did not tolerate the irinotecan well at all but I think it was probably related to the progression of the disease. The rash got pretty bad but it didn't bother him. I have read some very encouraging literature on these two chemos and I pray that Mark will be one of the successes. We have an appointment on Thursday of this week to see if we are going to continue with any further treatments. We have to get his strength back first. Mark and Sam need to be able to run another marathon!!!
Wouldn't that be absolutely great. Our thoughts and prayers are with you.
Betty Johnson
Tuesday, June 06, 2006 at 08:39:43 (PDT)

We love you with all our hearts and pray for a rash like no other.
Mona <mclaybaugh@btjd.com>
Tuesday, June 06, 2006 at 07:37:46 (PDT)

We are sorry we missed you on memorial weekend. Melissa told us how much fun you all had together. We are sorry about the most recent results. Always know that our thoughts and constant prayers are with you. We love you more than you know.
love the Murdock's
Bruce and Lisa Murdock <lisamurdock@qwest.net>
Monday, June 05, 2006 at 22:41:14 (PDT)

Mark,Marianne and family

We are sorry for your results today. Our fast was for you yesterday and our prayers continue for you.

Dave, Laurie and family
Dave and Laurie(Ostler)Petersen <lauriepetersen7@yahoo.com>
Monday, June 05, 2006 at 16:25:08 (PDT)

Although I was disappointed to hear the results of the recent scan, the fight continues, the prayers multiply, and hope endures. I will continue to pray for success as the new chemotherapy begins. Hang in there, Mark. We all love you and your family.

Your pal,

Demetrios
Demetrios Anaipakos <danaipakos@azalaw.com>
Monday, June 05, 2006 at 14:58:04 (PDT)

Hi, you wonderful family! You continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. I keep in touch with Mary and I am so impressed by the love and strength in your family and your extended family. One of these days when I come to see your Mom, I will get to see you all too. I almost came to Chase's game last week.(I still haven't seen your precious Lucas.)

I continue to appreciate and enjoy your posts. You are valiant and inspiring. I STILL BELIEVE IN MIRACLES. I'm sending love, smiles and hugs your way.
Ann Richardson <keepintune@hotmail.com>
Saturday, June 03, 2006 at 22:35:55 (PDT)

Mark and Marianne - We have thought of you often and keep you in our prayers. Kirsten and Gary
Kirsten Dodge <kmdslc@comcast.net>
Friday, June 02, 2006 at 22:23:56 (PDT)

All our love, prayers, and best wishes to you and your terrific family.
Steve & DawnAnn Owens <sowens@erlawoffice.com>
Wednesday, May 31, 2006 at 13:17:10 (PDT)

We loved getting to see you the other day! Lucas is such a beautiful, healthy baby! Even though our family numbers were few that day, at least we had sort of a mini- two-family reunion with everybody that was around. I worried that having so many people there might have been too taxing for you, Mark ,but your Mom assured us you enjoyed all the family banter.

We too continue to pray for all of you and know that you are in Heavenly Father's loving and watchful care always. The hard part for me is knowing how much pain you are experiencing, Mark, and not being able to do anything to alleviate it....

We did buy a new car later that same day and I am enjoying not having to drive the "piece of J" anymore! Wish we could have seen the older kids when we were there. We love you lots and hope you will call us if you are ever down this way .... Aunt Pat
Pat Clements <patclements1@charter.net>
Wednesday, May 31, 2006 at 11:36:09 (PDT)

We are all praying for your Pet scan to show positive results. I wanted to tell you both that Devin's sister has moved up here from San Clemente. She is 45 and was diagnost with stage 4 colon cancer 2 and 1/2 years ago. She did pretty well on all of the chemo and several surgeries that removed most of her liver and parts of other organs.
A few months ago her doctors informed her that they had done all that they could for her and we all felt horrible. She has been here for 2 weeks, their family is building a new home in Lehi. She began a regiment at a place in Sandy called Omega 3. She has had some pretty incredible experiences since trying this very holistic, and a little wierd sounding treatment. I know that Kim Nelson gave you a CD that explained a little about this institute. If you would like to here first hand how things are handled there and what it is that they do for their patients give me a call. It is all very interesting and could be something you may want to begin because Julie has commented that she wished she had started this treatment earlier in her diagnosis. We are all praying for her as well as for you Mark, and your family.
Keep up the good spirits. We love you. Taunya 523-1004
Taunya Cox <tcox@fvtech.com>
Saturday, May 27, 2006 at 20:03:32 (PDT)

You are at the top of my prayers for a good report on your scan on May 31st.

-Caroline Stoufer
Ouray, Colorado
Caroline Stoufer <buckskin@ouraynet.com>
Friday, May 26, 2006 at 19:27:59 (PDT)

Please know that you continue to be in our thoughts and prayers. You are an inspiration!

When I think of the many many lives that have been touched as a result of your willingness to share this experience like you are, it makes me want to do and be better myself.

We will be praying for a good result on the 31st.

Love, The Rutters (Kristen, Matt & kids)
Kristen & Matt Rutter <matt_rutter@comcast.net>
Tuesday, May 23, 2006 at 15:35:29 (PDT)

Mark and Marianne, I have no doubts about your measure of good will, love and compassion in reversed situations. I only worked with Mark for a short while but from that short time I know you are a wonderful, funny and loving person. It was a pleasure meeting Marianne and your children. I learned a lot from the time spent in your home about the love and strength of family. Marianne you are such a strong woman, full of positive energy, which no doubt helps on the bad days. I also know that the love and concern you receive is a reflection of the good and loving lives you both live. You are all wonderful people and deserve all that you receive. Good luck, we love you.
Lynette <lymay@networld.com>
Tuesday, May 23, 2006 at 15:16:11 (PDT)

Marianne you look great in a ponytail. I am grateful that the afghan is being used and that those circles of love can envelop your family with feelings of great hope and love. You astound me and cause me to hope that I can be half the person you are. You are all very loved and looked up to. It was a pleasure meeting you again and your children. Tessa was so hospitable. While we were not able to meet with Mark we know he would have loved to have teased us in his usual fashion. Tell him there will be plenty of time for that. Our love to you all.
Mona <mclaybaugh@btjd.com>
Monday, May 22, 2006 at 11:48:37 (PDT)

It was great to see Marianne and the kids the other day! Our prayers are continually with you and your family!! Your family is amazing and we are all behind you. Have a great day!!
Kesha Scott <kscott@btjd.com>
Monday, May 22, 2006 at 07:34:19 (PDT)

Mark,
I am glag you are feeling better. I think of you a lot and it makes me happy to hear you are doing well. I am the first to understand when you do not feel good it makes the mental battle so hard. Have a great weekend with your family and tell Marriane Happy Mothers Day for me.
Jesus,
I pray for Mark. I lift his body up to you Lord. You are our Great Physician and have the ultimate say in his healing Lord. I pray you touch him and heal him completely. I pray you strenghen his bone marrow and keep him from becoming sick from any virus. I pray as he ventures on to new chemo drugs that they work and all the tumors shrink, die or disappear. Give him strength, mercy and grace Lord to handle each new day. I pray for blessings on Mark's family Lord. Show your favor to them Jesus. I pray for Mark's children. Protect their tendor hearts Lord. Surround their hearts with protection and give them joy Lord. In your name Jesus, I ask for these things with ALL glory going to you!

God Bless you Mark.
Valerie
Valerie McCrea <vmccrea@gmail.com>
Saturday, May 13, 2006 at 08:50:41 (PDT)

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!! We agree with Mark that Marianne is amazing and needs to have some special love and attention. Have a wonderful Mother's Day! You are the best and such a great example to us all! Mark, we hope you will feel good this weekend! You are always in our thoughts and prayers. Love always, Bruce, Lisa and family
Bruce & Lisa Murdock <lisamurdock@qwest.net>
Friday, May 12, 2006 at 21:14:40 (PDT)

GOD BLESS YOU ALL.....The prayers continue to come your way, with love and support.
Rosemary Richardson
Friday, May 12, 2006 at 17:13:15 (PDT)

It has been a long time since we have signed in on this site, and we just wanted you to know that that doesn't reflect any waning interest. You are still in our minds and hearts constantly. We check the site regularly and are always anxious to hear from you. We always print a copy for Grandma Clements.

I had the opportunity to visit with Mary a couple of weeks ago and get caught up on all the family. She is so proud of all of you (with good reason).

We are just one little part of your cheerleaders.

Aunt Diane
Friday, May 12, 2006 at 11:26:12 (PDT)

Our Dear friends.
Uuuuhhhh...I don't want to put any pressure on you guys, but it really feels good to visit your site and
read updates about how things are coming along.
The last time, that we saw you Mark, we couldn't help but wonder what plans our Heavenly Father has, and how special you are to Him. Theres no doubt in our minds how strong you are and what an example you and Marianne are to us.
Our souls feel so tender and full of love for you and your family may Our Lord continue to bless you with that strength that sometimes we ourselves don't have.
We're always thinking of you
and you are always in our prayers, every morning, and every night. Keep the faith you have, all of us are on your side.
We love you all :)!!
The Delgado's

nelsy delgado <nelsydelgado@yahoo.com>
Wednesday, May 10, 2006 at 19:32:49 (PDT)

I've been thinking about you a lot this week and was so glad to see a new post. I'm glad you're having some good days again and hope that everyone else gets feeling better, too. Know that we're thinking of you and that you're all in our prayers.

Love, The Tanners
Kimberly & Bill Tanner <kimtanner@gmail.com>
Wednesday, May 10, 2006 at 11:43:27 (PDT)

Thank you for the updates. We love hearing how you all are doing. It's nice to hear that you are having some good days. Keep smiling and know that you are always in our thoughts and prayers. We love you all so much.

Love, The Downs Family
Keven & Melissa Downs
Tuesday, May 09, 2006 at 15:14:45 (PDT)

Keep up the faith, Marcus. You and the family are still in our prayers. I would like you to meet my son, Bowen someday who remembers you from time to time in his prayers.

Take care
Eric Thomas <jenneric630@yahoo.com>
Monday, May 08, 2006 at 15:19:22 (PDT)

Mark,

You, your family, and your doctors remain in my thoughts and prayers. Keep fighting. I am confident that good things lie ahead.

Take care, pal.

--Demetrios
Demetrios Anaipakos <danaipakos@azalaw.com>
Sunday, May 07, 2006 at 11:27:47 (PDT)

Dear Clements Family:

Your entire family has been on my mind these past weeks. As I read of the trials you are experiencing my heart is heavy and I want so badly for things to be good for you and for Mark to be pain and nausea free. I also realize that we don't get everything we want when we want it. We are on the Lord's timetable. I have learned much about endurance, faith, patience, humility, and love from you both and I marvel at the strength and example you demonstrate to all of us who love and think about you. You are a remarkable family and many prayers are offered daily in your behalf. May we add our love and support for you both as you continue on in this most difficult journey. We love and pray for you daily!

Rex & Marilyn
Rex & Marilyn Wright <whomes0922@aol.com>
Monday, May 01, 2006 at 12:35:44 (PDT)

I know this is where Mark and Marianne are supposed to do the talking, but I can't help but take this opportunity to tell all of you, his friends, and relatives, how much your thoughts and prayers mean to all of us. If ever I have a "down" day as I think of what Mark is facing, I just go to this sight and my spirits soar. Thank you to all of you and to M& M who are so willing to share with all of us.

I just returned home after spending 9 days with Patrick and 4 or 5 with Mark and Patrick. I think I'll have to brag. Patrick is such a grown-up young man and it has always been so delightful for me to be with him. I share his love of classical music and books and movies and enjoy talking to him about everything. He is no ordinary high school sophomore. I am amazed by the things he thinks about and the plans he has for his life. Mark was an "old soul" when he was a child and young man, and I see these same characteristics in Patrick. M&M, you have done such a great job rearing your family in the Gospel. I am and always have been so grateful for that.

It was wonderful to be able to curl up on Mark's bed with him and talk and watch some programs with him. I "love" being able to take him to chemo, because there I have a captive audience and a rare chance to be with him in a 1 on 1 situation. In our family, we argue, over who gets to take him to chemo. It is a much sought after blessing.
Thanks to Marianne whose home runs so smoothly and is such a lovely place to be. Mark was so happy to get home and be in his own bed and surroundings.

I want everyone to know how proud I am to be the grand mother of this fine family. (one of them) I couldn't have hoped to have better grandchildren and I so approve of and appreciate the loving way in which M&M rear their dear family.

Chase is the consummate athlete, much as Mark was at his age and Tess is the beautiful young lady of the family who takes such good care of Lucas. And then, what can be said about the most beautiful baby ever.

Well, enough from this doting grandmother and ever appreciative and proud mother. Thanks, kids, for all you are doing, and for how you do it so well.

Love ya,
Mom
Mark's Mom Mary
Friday, April 28, 2006 at 14:26:05 (PDT)

Dear Clements-

I am praying that the nausea and sore mouth go away soon. After my surgery, I was given an anti-nausea medication. Have the doctors offered anything to Mark along these lines?

Cheesecake is good and fattening. I know, back in the mid 1980's I ate it for lunch everyday at a local deli and had to go to Weight Watchers to get it off. KFC mashed potatoes and gravy. Long a comfort food for me, especially after dental work. Chocolate malts.

I think of you guys so much and am sending every bit of good energy I have for you!

-Caroline Stoufer
Ouray, Colorado
Caroline Stoufer <buckskin@ouraynet.com>
Thursday, April 27, 2006 at 06:47:28 (PDT)

Dearest M&M,
Don't ever apologize for writing a long entry. We love any and all information you post. Thank you for being so willing to share the ups and downs of this trial. We are all inspired and humbled by your strength and example. We pray for you every day. You are always in our hearts. I so wish we could be closer to help with the small stuff. You are great examples of "pressing forward with faith".
We love you much, J
Shannon and Jeanette <jenne7@yahoo.com>
Thursday, April 27, 2006 at 06:10:00 (PDT)

Dear Mark and Mariane,
Derek and I have some extra pounds of fat that we are trying to send your way. We could fatten you up in no time if we really could share it! We're thinking of all of you, know that you are in our every prayer, Kiley prays for Kelleys brother Mark and his family every morning, night,and in between, and I don't mean to be biased, but I think the Lord hears her prayers much more than he hears mine! We love you, and we'll keep trying to figure out how to send our extra love (pounds) your way! Love, Robyn
Robyn and Derek <derekandrobyn@yahoo.com>
Monday, April 24, 2006 at 21:07:41 (PDT)

Mark, Marianne & Family- My heart is filled with so many different emotions, as I read through your website, and give thought to this illness that complicates your lives so effortlessly. Your strength and perserverance is amazing and truly inspiring to me. Words can't express how much you touch my life, just by reading your updates. I think about you often, and am sending lots of love your way. I'll be in Utah come August for a lengthy,overdue visit...I look forward to seeing you! Besos y Abrazos- Cousin Kindra
Kindra Mosher <kindra.mosher@gmail.com>
Monday, April 24, 2006 at 13:31:05 (PDT)

Oh you dear sweet people. How valiant you all are. You are certainly setting the bar high for those of us that might be faced with things in the future.
My prayers continue to be with you as well as my love. You are in my prayers every day. May you be blessed during this next round and may the Lord give you peace.
Rosemary Richardson
Sunday, April 23, 2006 at 18:20:17 (PDT)

Dear wonderful friend Mark and Marianne
It really amaze me how strong you are, it only came with the strong believe to ourself and on our Heavenly Father.
You and Marianne are and enduring example to all of us!!
Our daily prayers are with you.
Love you all very much.
Nelsy and family
NELSY DELGADO <NELSY.DELGADO@DELTA,COM>
Sunday, April 23, 2006 at 12:57:51 (PDT)

Sorry that Arizona wasn't more fun for Mark!! Marianne, I have talked to you a few times about Devin's sister who is battling stage 4 colon cancer. She was on a lot of the same chemo drugs that Mark is on. She also suffered from sores in her mouth, throat and even some that appeared on her body. The side effect that she was most worried about was the one where you cannot touch anything that isn't room temperature or you get a terrible shock. She hated not being about to have an ice cold drink. She also had severe nerve damage to her fingers and toes. She lost feeling in them and because she was on these chemo drugs for so long her symptoms only got worse. Her doctor told her that since the nerve damage was so severe her chances of ever feeling with her hands and feet properly were pretty slim. She was upset to here the news but was hopeful. Well, that was last year and she is on different drugs now. She has regained almost all of the feeling in her fingers (her right thumb still has some numbness) and she has perfect feeling in her feet. I guess that my point is the chemo drugs can have some horrible side effects but they don't have to be permanent.

She is moving up here from San Clemente. She is going to start at the Omega Center here in Sandy. They had some good news for her and she is looking for an alternative to the toxic drugs she has been taking until now. I know that Kim Nelson gave you some literature on The Omega Center, I will let you know what Julie's experience is. Her and her husband went in two weeks ago and were impressed to begin their program. Julie has seen, as we all have, some amazing miracles reguarding her cancer and defying the odds. Her doctors in California have been amazed themselves. It is hard to explain the Priesthood to her doctors so she just smiles and shows them her good attitude. Hope to see you again soon. Love you all, Taunya Cox
Taunya Cox <tcox@fvtech.com>
Friday, April 21, 2006 at 18:28:54 (PDT)

What's that saying...? "Dont judge each day by the harvest your reap, but by the seeds you plant." I'm sorry to hear about the bad days. Good or bad - your days are spent loving and caring for your family. Your family has planted many seeds in the sense that you have taught me (and probably everyone who visits this website) about life - courage, faith, humility, strength, testimony, blessings, marriage, family, love,(I could go on and on). It takes a special family - with patience and wisdom to share the daily struggles that you go through. It has been so easy for me to get caught up in the world of the natural man. You and Marianne are an "enduring example." Elton and I love you all. Our daily prayers are with you. We pray for more good news. I hope you were able to enjoy the warmth and sunshine in Arizona. Wish you were up to spending time with us on the "rez." We could see if you can hold down some rattlesnake meat - or some peyote juice. Just kiddin'. Be strong! Love to you and your family.
Lorna Loy
Friday, April 21, 2006 at 18:12:37 (PDT)

Hello Mark and Marianne, I hope you had or are still having a wonderful, restful vacation, and that Mark is getting nice and fat. I am so happy you have had some good news lately. I hope that the next round of chemo will result in even better news. My husband has a high school friend that is also battling cancer. She unfortunately doesn't have the church or the great family you have. I have always known that you both are strong and good. I will pray that the Lord will continue to bless you.
Julie Brown Matthews
Monday, April 17, 2006 at 23:20:42 (PDT)

I am in Prescott, Arizona this week visiting my two sisters. Despite being the youngest daughter, since high school I have been the biggest. But not anymore. I am giving my pants to my sisters, now. We remarked last night that I am the littlest again.

I hope you have a wonderful time on this trip.

-Caroline Stoufer
Caroline Stoufer <buckskin@ouraynet.com>
Friday, April 14, 2006 at 22:11:37 (PDT)

Sooo Glad to hear the good news! We will be praying for a homerun in the next 9 weeks. Happy Easter to all. Hugs, Ann
ann hossley < annhoss@aol.com>
Thursday, April 13, 2006 at 11:37:43 (PDT)

Thats so awesome guys. We love you and can't wait to see you soon!
Shellie Kendrick
Thursday, April 13, 2006 at 09:44:22 (PDT)

I am so, so happy to hear this news!

My next scan is in May and we're hoping that we can just get the tumors to stand still.

-Caroline Stoufer
CC Patient
Ouray, Colorado
Caroline Stoufer <buckskin@ouraynet.com>
Tuesday, April 11, 2006 at 15:57:15 (PDT)

Keep it up Mark. We're praying for you and Dad puts your name in the temple almost everyday he works there. Happy B-Day Marianne. One year closer to 40! (Jennifer is already there)
Eric Thomas <jenneric630@yahoo.com>
Tuesday, April 11, 2006 at 11:48:38 (PDT)

We are so, so happy for the good news. We thought of you this weekend when we attended a conference in another stake. One of the speakers spoke on "The Blessings of Trials". His words and his personal experiences were so inspiring and amazing. One thing he said really stood out to us..."The very trials that you once thought you could never handle, are the very blessings that God send you to bring you back to him. For it is through these heavy burdens that our faith is made strong, our hearts are made humble, and we grow closer to He who gave us life".
Mark and Marianne, you have witnessed that this trial has been a blessing. We have all felt your humble hearts. We have all seen your strong faith. And we all know and feel that you live very close to our Father in Heaven.
Thankyou so much for your examples and for sharing this part of your life with us. You are all so amazing.
We love you dearly, Shannon, Jeanette, & Family
Shannon &Jeanette Mahaffey <jenne7@yahoo.com>
Tuesday, April 11, 2006 at 05:37:36 (PDT)

That is wonderful news! After listening to another wonderful conference and attending the temple and then reading your email, we really feel blessed to all be a part of such a wonderful church and a wonderful family. It is so powerful to know that we are watched over and that prayers are answered and that miracles happen everyday. Mark we are so proud of your strength to never give up and to always think possitive. Your family is awesome. We love you all so much! Bruce, Lisa and kids
Bruce and Lisa Murdock <lisamurdock@qwest.net>
Monday, April 10, 2006 at 19:46:24 (PDT)

I am so happy to hear the good news. I am sad that BYU basketball is over. I loved seeing you guys once or sometimes twice a week. Thank you so much for the great example you have always been to me. Marianne... I still want to go on a horse ride with you sometime soon. I know you are the busy one so when the weather decides to be good and you have a spare moment let me know and I will be ready cowgirl. I love you all and pray for you always. Love your niece
Miranda Murdock
Miranda Murdock <murdockmiranda@yahoo.com>
Monday, April 10, 2006 at 16:30:24 (PDT)

I want to thank you for your leadership, friendship, and companionship working on the High Council. As I listened to you speak yesterday, I was reminded of Elder Neal Maxwell's comment re: those with cancer -- "We are the lucky ones." I can't relate to that comment, but I do see in you a man with the Spirit of God focused on his highest priorities, totally genuine, and authentic. If that makes you "lucky" then I think I sort of understand what Elder Maxwell was saying. However, I think you were authentic before the cancer. Thanks for the website updates. I've appreciated your willingness to share and be open about this journey. I will continue to prayer for you and exercise all the faith I have. I love you.
Jeff Call <jeff.call@att.net>
Monday, April 10, 2006 at 08:46:07 (PDT)

Mark, Marianne & family,
I was so happy to read about the recent results, and every step forward is a miracle. We all have our lives that continue to move on every day, and yet every day my prayers lead me to my family, and that gets me to you, and then ultimately to asking for His protection and guidance in all we do. But it's just different now, when facing these challenges with you. My prayers are just different...it reminds me of when we blessed the food as I grew up, it was just a ritual I guess. But when I went on a mission where we sometimes didn't even know what we were eating, let alone if it was safe...we REALLY blessed the food. It changed the way I bless the food now. This challenge that you are facing has changed the way I pray. I am so grateful to read in every post the love & prayers extended from so many that I don't even know. It shows the power of family & friends along with the Gospel. I am so grateful for you and I love you.
Chad
Chad Murdock <cmurdock@earthlink.net>
Saturday, April 08, 2006 at 12:31:28 (PDT)

We are thrilled to hear the good news!! Congratulations!! We miss living so close to you and we think of you and your sweet family daily as our thoughts and prayers are with you. All our love,
Rick, Shari, and Gracie Linn <thelinnfam@msn.com>
Saturday, April 08, 2006 at 06:04:55 (PDT)

Unlike Danny Ainge and Michael Jordan, we have now verified that Mark can hit the curve ball ... I'll take a ground rule double anyday!! Just keep your eye open for the high heat... :)

We continue to cheer for you and your dear family...

Be sure to take the time to enjoy your success - it has certainly lifted our spirits!

Love,
Alyssa & Tracy
Tracy Flinders <atflinders@yahoo.com>
Friday, April 07, 2006 at 21:18:17 (PDT)

Mark and Marianne,
You are in our hearts and prayers. Your faith and possitive attitudes are an inspiration to our family.
Love,
Dave and Laurie
Dave and Laurie (Ostler) Petersen <lauriepetersen7@yahoo.com>
Friday, April 07, 2006 at 13:40:55 (PDT)

We are so happy to hear the good news!! Hopefully, you will be able to steal 2nd. Have a wonderful Easter and happy Spring! Only 4 more months until football. Take care, and know we think about you and pray for you every day.

Melissa, Bob, Nick, Jack and Lauren Smart
Melissa Smart
Friday, April 07, 2006 at 09:59:22 (PDT)

Fantastic news!! Keep your spirits up. You've got many, many supporters out there. I'll be praying for your continued success and health. Take care, pal.
Demetrios Anaipakos <danaipakos@azalaw.com>
Friday, April 07, 2006 at 09:36:44 (PDT)

Oh the power of prayer!!
Mona <mclaybaugh@btjd.com>
USAFriday, April 07, 2006 at 09:17:21 (PDT)

We're so excited to hear the good news. Having a runner on base is fantastic. We sold our house and will be out by June 30th. Please put us to work before we go. Anything you need. I'm comforted by this web site and knowing that we can still be connected and know what is going on. You are in our daily thoughts and prayers. We love you guys, you are awesome!
The Menlove's
Friday, April 07, 2006 at 07:33:21 (PDT)

We just knew that it was going to be good news!!! Congratulations!! We are so very excited for yall! Look out sunshiny Arizona, here comes the Clements family. Have an awesome time together on your trip. It's well earned. Thanks for being a huge part of our lives and letting us share in yours. We love yall
Eric, Kristie, McClain, Avery & Davis <kking1643@comcast.net>
Friday, April 07, 2006 at 00:12:37 (PDT)

Hi you guys! I haven't written for awhile but I just wanted to tell you that I still check in everyday to see how you guys are doing. I'm sure that it's hard to have your lives out in the open like this but know that we all care about what is happening with you and hoping for the best each and every day. Just for anyone who might want to help in the cause of finding a cure for cancer I thought I would give some info on The Sound of Hope Concert coming up on April 13th. It is being put on by a cancer survivor, Marci Mock and is for the Huntsman Cancer Foundation. We got involved in part because of your experience, any research they can do will help someone we know that is battling cancer. Our daughter Brandie will be singing at this event. If anyone wants tickets you can go to www.huntsmancancerfoundation.org then go to 'events' then to 'social' then to 'The Sound of Hope' We hope that this benefit will help in some small way.
Take Care and Good Luck! You are in my thoughts constantly. Love, Lena
Lena Frampton (Schoononver) <lenafive@hotmail.com>
Thursday, April 06, 2006 at 11:48:24 (PDT)

Dear Mark & Marianne-

My family and I continue to monitor your progress through this great website. Your strength and determination has been such a positive influence in our lives. You are always in our thoughts and prayers. May the Lord continue to bless you and your dear sweet family. Marianne, please say hello to your great parents for me. Love, The Jones'
Scot Jones <scot@j2homes.net>
Wednesday, April 05, 2006 at 18:00:04 (PDT)

Sending all my prayers, positive thoughts, and crossing all fingers and toes that your pet scan results are good.

-Caroline Stoufer
Fellow cc patient
Ouray, CO
Caroline Stoufer <buckskin@ouraynet.com>
Wednesday, April 05, 2006 at 17:36:04 (PDT)

We will be praying that your scan shows no growth and all is well. Hope to see you and celbrate one of these days soon. We'd love to bring you dinner...just not Subway! :)
Kim & Christine Wilkey <lelawilkey@hotmail.com>
Tuesday, April 04, 2006 at 21:21:20 (PDT)

Dear Amazing Clements Family---We continue to love and support you through our prayers. You are all so strong! Keep being you and you will no doubt keep being blessed... Love the Hansgen's of Murray
Sid Hansgen <henchn@msn.com>
Tuesday, April 04, 2006 at 21:00:50 (PDT)

Dear Mark and Marianne,
What dear and special people you must be. It is so beautiful to see the eternal love that you both show for each other. We know you are each a great strength to the other. We know our Father in Heaven loves you very much and that He will always be with you to lift and strengthen you,and to encircicle you about in the arms of his love. We pray that things will go better all the time for you. We continue to pray for you and put your name in at the Manti Temple often. We love serving there and realize more all the time the great plan of our Father for
each of us and feel such peace there. Mack is a sealer at the Manti Temple now and that is a sacred experience. It makes us realize more the beauty of the eternal nature of God's plan. We hope the sun will soon shine and the beauty of springtime will help you continue to have the wonderful attitude, hope and faith that you exemplify. God bless you and your precious family. Mack and MorRae Wilkey
Mack and MorRae Wilkey <lovebugs@burgoyne.com>
Tuesday, April 04, 2006 at 12:59:24 (PDT)

Just wanted to let you know how much I enjoyed being there today. It is nice to be needed! Lucas was a doll and is doing a lot of talking and gooing....Tess was sick and down with her asthma, and Mark is trying to get better after this last chemo. Marianne, I just want to publically thank you for all you are doing for Mark and the kids. You have so much to worry about and so many fires to put out, but you are doing it all with love. Our family are all so grateful to you for loving Mark so much and for taking such good care of him. It tickles me the way he wants you with him all the time and how he loves to hear every little detail about the kids and everything you are doing. These are precious times and we will always have them to look back on with love and appreciation for you and all you are going through.
Please call on me more often. It is hard on me being down here and not able to help with some of the day to day things. Don't ever feel guilty for letting us help.
We love you all!
Love you all,
Mom
Mom, Mary, G-Ma
Tuesday, March 28, 2006 at 16:14:37 (PST)

Hello you guys... sorry it's been so long since we've communicated much more than a "hello" at church. Lance is coming home each evening now and is doing great. Thanks for the prayers and support. We finally have some hope again and actually are able to look to the future with some anticipation.

I wanted to mention that as part of our "cleaning business" we can do some amazing things with the interior of your car (to clean up Mark's mishap). I'll call you and make some arrangements. We continue to pray for your family and love you all very much.
Cal <CalFotheringham@firsthealth.com>
Tuesday, March 28, 2006 at 07:28:29 (PST)

Hope you have a wonderful birthday Marianne. We hope all is going well for you and your family. You all are in our prayers.
Love ya!
Wendy
Wendy (Richards) Whatcott <herfault@msn.com>
Thursday, March 23, 2006 at 08:25:55 (PST)

We love hearing how you are all doing, thanks for the updates. We're glad you're feeling better Uncle Mark. You are all lucky to have each other, you're a great family. Marianne you are a great example of a wonderful wife and mother. Keep smiling, you are always in our thoughts and prayers. We Love You all- Keven, Melissa, Tyson, & Aspen Downs.
Keven & Melissa Downs
Tuesday, March 21, 2006 at 14:50:28 (PST)

thinking of the clements 6. thanks for the update. mark, we're so glad you are feeling better. marianne, you're amazing and should get the mom and wife of the year award...holy throw up and clean up week! love, the price clan
Robyn <derekandrobyn@yahoo.com>
Monday, March 20, 2006 at 21:22:53 (PST)

HEY YOU GUYS!!
i miss you all! i haven't seen you for about a week and it feels REALLY WEIRD!! well i love you and are praying for you!!
McKenzie Giles <kenziedoodle11@hotmail.com>
Sunday, March 19, 2006 at 16:22:23 (PST)

Mark & Marianne,
We were all waiting to hear the results of the recent CT. We think it is good news and we are so thankful. It will just get better. We are continually praying for you and fasting for you and putting your name in at the temple. Your family is strong and you have a lot of support. Miracles happen every day! Love, Murdock's
Bruce and Lisa <lisamurdock@qwest.net>
Sunday, March 19, 2006 at 12:45:27 (PST)

Mark,

I certainly agree that you are lucky to be married to Marianne (I've been telling you that since 1995).

Feel better, pal. I think the CT news is good and I'll be interested to hear what your results are like after the current round is finished.

Hang in there. We're all praying for you.
Demetrios Anaipakos <danaipakos@azalaw.com>
Wednesday, March 15, 2006 at 11:22:41 (PST)

I'm sorry to hear about your illness. You're are in our prayers. We are glad to hear that there are no new tumors. You are in our thoughts every step of the way. We love you guys.
Martin & Cheryl Drake <drake84057@hotmail.com>
Wednesday, March 15, 2006 at 09:17:37 (PST)

My thoughts and prayers are with you. I am David Hoskins' sister and we all need to stick together and pray for one another and just be there for each other. May God Bless you
Love
Barbie
Barbie <beanes@chathamhall.org>
Tuesday, March 14, 2006 at 11:30:07 (PST)

Just wanted you all to know we're thinking about you tonight and are praying for good results from your scan today. Hang in there!!!
Janice and Eric Smith <janicemariesmith@hotmail.com>
Monday, March 13, 2006 at 22:07:57 (PST)

Hugs to your family. We will be praying for you this weekend. We are so happy to see you had a wonderful family trip recently.

We had our baby, Sarah Elizabeth ("Sadie") and she's now almost 2 months old. I feel connected to you as I care for our new little baby. We wish you health, strength, hours of sleep, and a spring full of family joy.

Brian just turned 16, so I know Patrick must be in that neighborhood. They have all grown so much since you were here. Love to all of you!
Marian and George Taylor <mariantaylor@yahoo.com>
Saturday, March 11, 2006 at 12:02:47 (PST)

I think about you and your family all the time. It is great to be able to check your progress on this website. I went home to Lone Pine, CA this past weekend. Elton and I were able to attend a temple session in St. George, UT. Of course I brought up your family in my conversations with my Heavenly Father. And we also put your name on the prayer roll. Elton spends a lot more time in the temple these days...We are praying for good results in your next scan. Happy to hear you are able to enjoy the "off weeks" during chemo. I'd sure love to sit with you and share a ice cold shake. I hope that we will be able to visit everyone soon. We love all of you and we are praying for nothing but good news.
Lorna
Friday, March 10, 2006 at 16:16:35 (PST)

Even though Mary keeps me posted, it is so good to get to check this site and monitor this health adventure you are all experiencing. It snowed in St. George last night! Definitely not like what you are getting up there this winter. Our whole family continues to rejoice and mourn with you as the healing continues to unfold. So complex to try and understand and yet so many modern miracles available to beat this disease. Know that you are loved dearly and stay strong together. Love you, Aunt Pat and Allen
Pat Clements <patclements1@charter.net>
Friday, March 10, 2006 at 09:38:56 (PST)

Mark, Marianne and family, we love and admire you. Thanks for your time posting, we're glad we can stay abreast of how your treatments are progressing. And Lucas sounds like a fun little newborn! :)
Austin & Lela <austin_long@yahoo.com>
Friday, March 10, 2006 at 06:53:02 (PST)

I don't know your family and I happened to come across your blog when I did a search on bile duct cancer forum. My brother in-law was diagnosed with this type of cancer in Jan 2006. He is presently in Singapore. When I was reading your blog, I came across BYU and then it strucked me that you're an LDS. We're LDS too. My brother in-law and us have great faith in the Lord and we're hoping for miracle. My brother in-law just went through a close to 10 hours ERCP surgery to remove the tumour in his bile duct. They also found cancer cells in his liver and have removed half of it. The Singapore Stake members fasted for him and his sister has put his name in the Idaho Falls Temple prayer roll every day. He knows this is a long battle and he has to fight it. As long as we do our best, the Lord will do his part. We're very grateful to have the gospel of Jesus Christ in our lives. Thanks for your posting. It is very encouraging. I will pray for good news for you on March 14.
Sabrina <sabchan_sg@yahoo.com>
Thursday, March 09, 2006 at 23:15:22 (PST)

Dear Mark and Family,

My father and I have gotten to know your parents through the American Association of Fundraising Counsel. We think very highly of Ray and Lana and wish you (Mark) every success with your treatment. I am sure you aware that theree are many in the fundraising field who have you all in thier thoughts and prayers. We all anxiously await more good news!
Joe Staley <joe@staleyrobeson.com>
Wednesday, March 08, 2006 at 14:30:32 (PST)

We are so glad that you are finished with the second round of chemo. Good luck with the results! We continue to pray for you and your family Mark!
Kesha & Nick Scott <kscott@btjd.com>
Wednesday, March 08, 2006 at 13:26:38 (PST)

Mark,

I'm glad you are done with the second round of chemo. I'm praying for results that meet or exceed the first round. Give my love to the family and remember you've got countless people pulling for you, pal.

Demetrios Anaipakos <danaipakos@azalaw.com>
Monday, March 06, 2006 at 17:31:34 (PST)

Mark/Marianne & Family - What a great example you are to all of us and what an incredible family and support system you have. You are in our thoughts and prayers daily. "We cannot change yesterday, we can only make the most of today and look with hope toward tomorrow." Keep up the fight, LIVE STRONG!!
Evan & Patti Wiggins <evanwiggins@qwest.net>
Wednesday, March 01, 2006 at 18:04:09 (PST)

Hey neat people,
It was a very sweet and humbling experience to be in your home last week. I could just love on Lucas all day...and Tess too. The peace in your home is tangible. Thank you for sharing your light with all of us. We love you and pray for you continually.
With much love, Jeanette and Alia
Jeanette & Alia <jenne7@yahoo.com>
Tuesday, February 28, 2006 at 13:33:03 (PST)

Just to let you know that we still looking on your progress, keep strong!! You already prove that you can make!!
Our love and prayers continue to all of you
Your friends
The Delgados
NELSY DELGADO <NELSY.DELGADO@DELTA,COM>
Monday, February 27, 2006 at 10:32:11 (PST)

My thoughts and prayers are always with you and your family. Be strong; be aggressive. Life is never so great as when you are in the company of those you love.
Mona <mclaybaugh@btjd.com>
Thursday, February 23, 2006 at 09:34:58 (PST)

Clements family,
I just want you to know how much I love you and are so proud of your accomplishments and what a great blessing you are to all of us. Love, Lynda
Lynda <lyndataylor1077@msn.com>
Tuesday, February 21, 2006 at 10:49:01 (PST)

We were happy to see you in Levi's and at the BYU game. We hope you are having several Levi days! We developed our Disneyland pictures and it reminded us of how much fun we had and how neat it was to be able to be there with all of you. Thanks for being at the blessing too, you guys are amazing. We love you! You are always in our thoughts and prayers. Love, Bruce, Lisa & kids
Bruce & Lisa Murdock <lisamurdock@qwest.net>
Monday, February 20, 2006 at 20:33:12 (PST)

I'm so glad you all had such a wonderful time at Disneyland. Those are wonderful memories. I'm grateful that so many could make the trip so special. Mark and Marianne and family, I continue to pray for your well being. You are an incredible family and you are valiant warriors in this battle. I'm sorry for the bad days and rejoice with you for the good days. Consider yourselves HUGGED and LOVED. Carry on!!! Love, and Smiles, Ann Richardson
Ann Richardson <keepintune@hotmail.com>
Sunday, February 19, 2006 at 08:08:04 (PST)

My Father was just diagnosed with Cholangiocarcinoma and I have found your website quite comforting. I pray for you and family!
Karen Bamman <karen.bamman@securian.com>
Friday, February 17, 2006 at 13:19:50 (PST)

Mark,

I continue to follow your site almost daily. You are continually in our thoughts and we are pleased to hear of your progress. We will look forward to future postings.

Regards,

John Barlow
John Barlow <jbarlow@btjd.com>
Wednesday, February 15, 2006 at 12:17:39 (PST)

Hi Guys,
I'm so happy you guys had such a great time at Disneyland and that the cancer is shrinking. Thats awesome. We love you guys and can't wait to see you all!
-The Kendrick's
Shellie Kendrick
Monday, February 13, 2006 at 08:40:54 (PST)

O boy.... I feel jealous!!
Just kidding i feel very happy for all of you.
We pray that the Lord will continue bless you with the healing that you need Mark.
"FAMILIES ARE FOREVER"
Our prayers and love to you and your love ones
your friend always
The Delgados

NELSY DELGADO <NELSY.DELGADO@DELTA,COM>
Saturday, February 11, 2006 at 13:00:58 (PST)

Mark and Marianne, I had such a great time in Cali with you and everyone we all love. It is so great to be surrounded by so much family. There were many great memories created that will never be forgotten. I also wanted to say how fun it was to see Marianne and the kids on Sunday. I almost started crying when I saw them walk in. The emotions were a mixture of love and the realization of how neat your family is. That really meant a lot to all of us (including me) to have you there and I know it was not easy getting there. Mark thank you for allowing them to come down to the blessing. I know you were not feeling the best and that means a lot that you would support them in coming. Thank you. I Love you all. I wish there was another way I could show my support and love becuase I do not feel that words do justice. Love you,
Your cousin and niece Miranda
Miranda Murdock <murdockmiranda@yahoo.com>
Friday, February 10, 2006 at 17:46:32 (PST)

Hey Mark and Family,

I had not been on the web site for a couple of days and what a wonderful blessing when I started reading. CONGRAT'S!!!!!! We will continue to keep you and the family in our prayers here in Virginia.
Sherrill Beahm <dbeahm@shentel.net>
Thursday, February 09, 2006 at 09:17:20 (PST)

Marianne, Mark & Family,
Spending time with you, your family, and sharing with families on both side here in CA was wonderful. There really is nothing like family, and eternity is how we should share family. Thank you for your example, inspiration, and love.
Your Brother,
Chad
Chad Murdock <cmurdock@earthlink.net>
Wednesday, February 08, 2006 at 21:58:09 (PST)

Hey Mark and Family,

Hallelujah!

Richard Wilson <rwilsons@yahoo.com>
Wednesday, February 08, 2006 at 13:23:19 (PST)

Mark & Marianne,
I was so very thankful to hear that you and your family received good news. Thanks so much for sharing with all of us. Your strength and spirit through all of this has been a blessing to all. I pray that the Lord will continue to bless you with the healing that you all desire and that you will have peace and comfort in your hearts and home.
Laralee Winterton <laralee@americanwestlending.com>
Tuesday, February 07, 2006 at 10:11:13 (PST)

hi chase

Colton <smartzz@comcast.net>
Saturday, February 04, 2006 at 12:35:38 (PST)

Marianne, sorry - I must have hit the wrong button and sent the post before I was done - I hate computers! I am very technologically impaired!
Anyway, I think of you guys all the time, especially as I'm going through another round of tests with the cardiologist - my cardiologist's wing is right across from the oncology wing, so every time I go in the door, I glance over at oncology and wonder how you both are doing.
Too bad I didn't see the invite for the open house, I would have come and brought Sue! She seems tough, but she's always had a soft spot for you Marianne, since you were one of the few people who were kind and gracious to us during high school.
Thanks for sharing your ups and downs with all of us and helping many of us assess our lives and what is really worth our time. Keep up the cute photos on the website too - glad to see Lucas gets his good looks from his mom!Ha ha
As always, thinking of you.
Andrea Mingl Jensen
Andrea Mingl Jensen <jensenprsrv@juno.com>
Friday, February 03, 2006 at 16:52:51 (PST)

Hey Marianne, I guess I've been avoiding the website because I didn't want to read any more bad news. But I am so glad I checked it today! I am stunned by the good news!
I was a little embarassed to read the last post I sent. Sue had seen Sid at the bank and called me to tell me what was going on. She caught me on my way out the door for a weekend trip to St. George with my family. and I were headed to St. George for the weekend.
I was so shocked, (Join the club, right!?)I can't even remember what I wrote, but I do remember sticking a piece of gum in my mouth and chewing it - with the wrapper still on!

Andrea Mingl Jensen <jensenprsrv@juno.com>
Friday, February 03, 2006 at 16:26:04 (PST)

Hey Clements! You have such a beautiful family. It was so fun to spend time with you last weekend. Have a great day! Love ya tons...Derek and Becca
Derek and Becca <rebeccalynn2412@yahoo.com>
Friday, February 03, 2006 at 09:53:05 (PST)

Hello Clements Family!!
i just thought that i would drop a line to tell you all how much i think of you and love you all! it was nice to see you this weekend! you are all in my prayers!!
*~kenzie~*
McKenzie Giles <kenziedoodle11@hotmail.com>
Thursday, February 02, 2006 at 18:56:44 (PST)

Mark- Don't you just love good news? I am happy to hear that the evil, little buggers are shrinking... I know that this journey is nowhere near finished but how thankful we all are for this victory. You and your family are a source of strength to us all as we daily check your progress. Please know that you have created and developed an incredible family. Much love, Sid Hansgen
Sid Hansgen <henchn@msn.com>
Wednesday, February 01, 2006 at 12:59:52 (PST)

Dear Clements family,
Our prayers continue for your family. We have been strengthened by your comments. We appreciate your positive attitude. Not once have we read, "Why Us?" The feeling we receive is more of, "What can we learn from this experience?" We as a family are also taking that approach as we go about having experiences that help us to become better people. We will continue to pray for you.
Love-Shaunie
Shaunie Critchfield
Wednesday, February 01, 2006 at 12:07:45 (PST)

Mark and family--I am so glad to see that you are fighting the good fight and making positive strides forward. You continue to be in our thoughts and prayers.

Mike Larsen <mlarsen@parsonsbehle.com>
Wednesday, February 01, 2006 at 10:50:11 (PST)

Such great news! Congratulations on this achievement. I am constantly thinking of you all...
Kindra Mosher <kindra.mosher@gmail.com>
Tuesday, January 31, 2006 at 13:15:07 (PST)

Let the miracles keep coming. What a spectacular family. With such a closeness with family, the spirit, and friends, how can we lose.
The prayers continue,

Rosemary Richardson
Tuesday, January 31, 2006 at 09:53:10 (PST)

Great news! We're all praying for you and watching the website daily.
Eric Thomas <jenneric630@yahoo.com>
Monday, January 30, 2006 at 10:44:08 (PST)

Hooray!!Thanks for keeping us posted. It lets us feel close to you. Sharing your insights and listening to your testimony is truly inspiring. Thanks!!
Love Ya,
Cindy & Troy
Cindy & Troy Akagi <c_akagi@hotmail.com>
Saturday, January 28, 2006 at 21:12:33 (PST)

hello everybody!!
Amazin just for the great love that our Heavenly Father have for you and your love ones Mark, that miracle happen We feel so happy knowing that you already wing the first round - go for it - We all know that you will come up out this like a champion.
We think about you and your family often and our prayers to you always.
it is a comfort to know that our Heavenly Father is in charge.
We love you guys very very much!!
Thank you very much for keep us updated
The Delgado's
xoxoxo
NELSY DELGADO <NELSY.DELGADO@DELTA,COM>
Saturday, January 28, 2006 at 12:25:41 (PST)

Hey Clements, awesome to hear the great news!! if anyone can beat this, you can!Keep up the good work and let us know if there is any thing we can do. We love you guys and keep you in our hearts and minds.
Frank,Kandi,Zak and Emily fuller <tiggeroni1@yahoo.com>
Saturday, January 28, 2006 at 09:13:23 (PST)

It is wonderful to hear the good news! I'm sure it is quite a rollercoaster ride. The outpouring of love from your friends and family is a great reminder of all the lives you have touched. I don't know how you can keep up on it all. We think about you often and pray for you and your family, knowing that our Father in Heaven is in charge.
Adrienne Shrader <adsshr8er@hotmail.com>
Saturday, January 28, 2006 at 08:12:28 (PST)

Thanks for the update fro the Thursday meeting. We are so happy to hear that things have gotten better.
Have fun in Disneyland- we look forward and will continue to pray for you to be strengthened and healed!
Eric Smith & Family
Saturday, January 28, 2006 at 03:07:42 (PST)

We just got back from P.G. and had a great visit with Mary! We just picked up our new computer Wed. night and got our internet hooked up this a.m. You are the first communication we have had from our new house! So glad to hear the good news from your test results, Mark. And now, you are all having a great time at Disneyland! Yeah! I loved the picture of Lucas; what a cutie! We continue to keep you in our prayers. Love, Aunt P.
Pat Clements <patclements1@charter.net>
Friday, January 27, 2006 at 15:21:01 (PST)

Wow... We are so happy for your great news! Congrats!!! It's also excited that our poster made the web sight - Sweet! We are constantly (& will continue) praying for you and look forward to hearing more good news. Lance is also making good progress and we're now at the point where we have hope again. He's still fragile but we can see a change and we can't help but be happy. At the same time we feel the need to be cautious about the future. Anyway... we share in the joy of your good news.

All our love,

The Fotheringhams
Fotheringhams <CalFotheringham@firsthealth.com>
Friday, January 27, 2006 at 13:05:41 (PST)

Now that we have won the battle, it's time to continue and win the war. Congratulations so far. I will continue to pray for more and more successes.
Demetrios Anaipakos <danaipakos@azalaw.com>
Friday, January 27, 2006 at 12:49:11 (PST)

Wow! That's amazing news! We'll keep rooting for you.

Love,
Laura, Bryon, Matt, Liesle, Michael, Ben and Devon
Biggs family <bi2gsfam@gmail.com>
Friday, January 27, 2006 at 05:35:02 (PST)

I'm so happy for you guys! I am excited to get to see you soon! LUV YOU ALL!!
McKenzie Giles <kenziedoodle11@hotmail.com>
Thursday, January 26, 2006 at 21:23:28 (PST)

I was so glad to read your good news. I hope it gets even better. I am still thinking of and praying for you.
Julie Brown Matthews
Wednesday, January 25, 2006 at 23:29:36 (PST)

That is great news! We are so happy for you guys. We will continue to pray and hope for more good news. Thinking of you always...
Lorna and family
Wednesday, January 25, 2006 at 10:36:35 (PST)

AWESOME!!!! Let's celebrate! We love yall!
Kritie, Eric, McClain, Avery and the Davis
Wednesday, January 25, 2006 at 07:32:26 (PST)

We are so happy for you!! What a testimony that our Heavenly Fathers hears and answers our prayers. We love you and pray daily for Tessa's Daddy Mark & your family. Thanks for sharing the news with all of us.
Rick, Shari, and Gracie Linn
Wednesday, January 25, 2006 at 05:36:27 (PST)

Great NEWS!!!

You deserve some news like that! We will be praying for more good news on Thursday.
Eric Smith & Family
Tuesday, January 24, 2006 at 20:35:55 (PST)

Clements Family,

So good to hear positive results from the chemo treatment. It feels good to smile when hearing such news. You guys have been on our minds a lot. We love you guys, and appreciate you sharing the news with us.

Ty & Sheralyn Mitchell Family
Ty Mitchell <tyboymitch@yahoo.com>
Tuesday, January 24, 2006 at 19:59:35 (PST)

I can't express how happy I am that your sweet family is receiving such great news. Our family loves you and prays each night for your family. Heavenly Father hears prayers from the big and the small. This will be a testimony boost for many! Way to go Clements Family!!!

Love,
The Neffs
Lynette Neff & Family <glneff@smartfella.com>
Tuesday, January 24, 2006 at 17:33:32 (PST)

That is the best news ever. You are so in our prayers. Chase, we love having you in our Sunday School class. We know your prayers and everyone else's are being answered and that your family is so deserving of the miracle. Chase you bring an added spirit and we are grateful. Your family deserves all of Heavens Blessing and it is so fun to witness them coming down.

The Roberts
Tuesday, January 24, 2006 at 15:53:33 (PST)

Yahoo! We're so happy for you.
Shellie
Tuesday, January 24, 2006 at 15:16:55 (PST)

That is great news. I bet you are so relieved with this news. Thanks for letting us know.

Love you,
Martin & Cheryl

Martin & Cheryl Drake <drake84057@hotmail.com>
Tuesday, January 24, 2006 at 13:53:48 (PST)

Woohoo!!! We are so thrilled to hear the good news! We'll keep your family in our prayers -- we love you all!
Bob & Dayna Simons
Tuesday, January 24, 2006 at 13:35:12 (PST)

We have been thinking about you guys all week. Annie & Kate have a standard prayer now which goes something like, "Bless Mommy's tummy, bless Mark Clements and bless the food."
We couple our faith with yours and all your family and friends and pray for great results tomorrow.
We love you,

Eric, Janice, Annie & Kate
Eric Smith & Family
Sunday, January 22, 2006 at 21:43:36 (PST)

Dear Mark and Marianne,

Please don't apologize when you don't post. As much as we are all keeping up with your journey through this page, it is still your journey. Yours and your family's. And we are just observers.
Sometimes you will need to close the curtains to this vast audience and huddle close to only each other. We all understand that.
You are doing a very brave thing, letting us peek in while you deal with this very difficult challenge. But when you just can't, please know that we are all loving you and trusting the Lord.

Love,
Laura

Laura Biggs <bi2gsfam@gmail.com>
Sunday, January 22, 2006 at 18:02:21 (PST)

Hi Clements family! Thanks for all the updates on how your treatment is going. I'm sorry that the side effects have been so bad this time! I will definetly be praying that the results on Monday are positive!!
I just want you to know how cute that picture of Lucas is! I can hardly stand it! You have the best looking family!
I'm sorry I couldn't make the open house you had, I would loved to have seen you guys!
Had lunch yesterday with some high school friends and we are all wishing you the best! Take Care! Love, Lena
Lena Frampton (Schoononver)
Friday, January 20, 2006 at 17:01:07 (PST)

Have you ever heard of flaxseed oil. It has really helped my friend fight cancer. You can get it at any wholefood store. she eats it with cottage cheese. It has to be refrigerated at all times. It helps repair oxgen in your cells and kills cancer. Ask your doctor about taking it. We got this from a friend who used it. and she is cancer free. I hope everything goes well.
ange
Friday, January 20, 2006 at 10:08:15 (PST)

You dont know me. I just happened on your site while looking for information since my wifes grandmother just recieved similar news.

Being a 38 year old man with a family like yours, your story really hit home. Thanks for sharing your story here, it has inspired two things in me. First is to appreciate my family more. Second is to not take my health for granted. Most men think they are invincable when it comes to health. Your story was a wake up call to me. If someone as healthy as you can get sick someone anyone can. I owe it to my family to live healthier and I am going to put a real effort into doing just that.
Thanks again for sharing your story it has already done some good.
Anon <interknot@yahoo.com>
Friday, January 20, 2006 at 08:39:42 (PST)

Mark & Marianne & Family:

Thank you for always filling us all in with what things you are going through. I'm so glad that you have this site. Martin & I love you so much & pray for you to be strengthened to have the good days outnumber the bad days with cancer & chemo. You're such a strength to us & help us to keep strong & do better. We hope to come & see you soon. We heard that we missed a great open house. We love you & always put your name in the temple when we go. There is great strength in numbers. Have a great day.

Love Martin & Cheryl
Martin & Cheryl Drake <drake84057@hotmail.com>
Tuesday, January 17, 2006 at 09:33:26 (PST)

Mark & Marianne:

It was great to speak with both of your earlier today. Mark looks good (for Mark, that is) and sounds even better. Marianne, as usual, is confident and upbeat. I will, of course, continue to pray for good news, hopefully as soon as next week. I also hope that the family has a great time in Disneyland. I miss you guys and think of you often. All my love,

Demetrios
Demetrios Anaipakos <danaipakos@azalaw.com>
Monday, January 16, 2006 at 15:17:13 (PST)

It sounds like the family is having quite and "organic" experience. When I was in the Island organic vegetables were outrages. Just two bell peppers were $18.00. Needless to say I did not eat organic.

When you write and share your experience you can just feel the "spirit of love, unity, and hand of the Lord"in everything you share.

I feel so blessed to be touched by such a remarkable family, and get excited every time I see a new addition to the website.

Know my arms are around you, and that you are prayed for every single day.

God Bless You
Rosemary Richardson
Sunday, January 15, 2006 at 10:48:26 (PST)

HEY GUYS!! i just got on and saw the pictures of LUCAS!! HE IS SOOOOO DANG CUTE!!! i really can't get over it!! love you all! excited to see you soon!
McKenzie Giles <kenziedoodle11@hotmail.com>
Saturday, January 14, 2006 at 15:19:03 (PST)

Mark and Marianne-

I haven't seen you guys since high school, but I hear about you through Chris and Denice Kitchen. I for one am trying to figure out why so many PGHS students married each other. (3 in my family alone) It's pretty handy for things like class reunions. I am also surprised by the number of PGHS alumni I know who have battled cancer. I'm not sure if you remember Marnie Measom ('84) or Krista Ralston ( also class of '84) but they are both battling cancer right now. Marnie is fighting Breast Cancer and Krista was recently diagnosed with Brain Cancer (stage 4 glioblastoma). She has an awesome website updating people on a daily basis. Like your site, it is so uplifting to those that read. She has such a great sense of humor as she details the good, the bad and the ugly stages of brain cancer. If interested, you can read it at onkristasmind.blogspot.com.
What a blessing to have such an outpouring of love and support. Modern technology is also a blessing. Your website is an awesome link to friends and family. You are touching the lives of so many. May the Lord continue to bless your family.

You are in my thougts and prayers.

Jeri Sue (Fryer) Sorenson

PS I've heard good things about mangosteen juice. It sounded like Mark was drinking some juices, not sure if it was that one, but I heard it has cancer fighting abilities.
Jeri Sue (Fryer) Sorenson PGHS class of 84 <jeri0317@yahoo.com>
Friday, January 13, 2006 at 19:59:52 (PST)

Marianne it was so good to talk to you the other day. We just love you guys. We have always admired both you and Mark for the great people you are and how you have raised your children. You're our idols. I am in awe of you and Mark's positive attitude and outlook towards this trial. Mark, hang in there and don't give up. We are here for you whatever you need. As always you are in our thoughts and prayers. We are inspired and uplifted by your website. Thanks for keeping the masses informed. Sounds like your going to Disneyland. Have fun and let's go to Cabo this summer.
Sheralyn, Ty, Savanna & Victoria
Ty and Sheralyn Mitchell <sheralynmitch@yahoo.com>
Thursday, January 12, 2006 at 19:32:06 (PST)

Hi there, you know me better as Trisha Murdock. I have wanted to send my love and words of encouragement for some time now, but I could not fathom what words I could give to you whom have learned epics in just a few short months. I check your website for insight and to remind me that we are all an eternal family. I cannot find the words to describe the fullness I feel when I read of your love for eachother and the fight you're giving to this severe trial. I am inspired to fight harder to see that my faith is stronger and that my family is my first priority. I want to thank you for your sincere words. My family and I are praying for you daily and I never miss a chance to put your name in at the temple. We wish you the very best and know that all will be well. Love you Trish, Mark, and Sydney
trisha houser <bubbatrish@hotmail.com>
Thursday, January 12, 2006 at 16:04:48 (PST)

We continue to keep your family in our prayers and in our thoughts! We appreciate the updates on your wonderful website and enjoy seeing your beautiful family.

Blessings and hugs for you all!
Marian and George Taylor <mariantaylor@yahoo.com>
Thursday, January 12, 2006 at 14:59:00 (PST)

Hi Clements Family,
Bob and I are going to the temple tonight and I was thinking about the last time we went, which was with you! Thanks for letting us go with you -- we loved being with you, and in the temple, of all places!
We love you both so much -- we love our friendship and being able to be with you.
I'm so glad there are good things to look forward to every day. It becomes so important to recognize the blessings all around us. You are perfect examples of that!
Call us next time you have a blank spot on your calendar!

Love, Dayna & Bob
Dayna
Thursday, January 12, 2006 at 09:56:08 (PST)

Mark, Marianne & Family
How special to have such a precious little one like Lucas to join your wonderful family. I know that I join the growing numbers that check the site every day and we are all so happy that Mark is having better days. What is the best is that you have grown closer together. We pray for you, wish for you, hope for you every day... with love.
Chad

Chad Murdock <cmurdock@earthlink.net>
Wednesday, January 11, 2006 at 10:07:51 (PST)

Lucas is such a cute little boy. Well have to let him and Aspen play when they get bigger. We pray for Mark and hope that he keeps having more good days. Good Luck with the upcoming treatments and have fun in Disneyland. We love you all!
- The Downs
Keven & Melissa Downs
Wednesday, January 11, 2006 at 08:51:59 (PST)

Happy, Healthy New Year!!!! Lucas is such a beautiful boy! I'm sure he adds to your smiles every day. I'm still so appreciative of your website. You will all be in my prayers and thoughts as you continue your valiant fight. Have a wonderful time in Disneyland. Love and smiles, Ann
Ann Richardson <keepintune@hotmail.com>
Wednesday, January 11, 2006 at 08:24:41 (PST)

Sweet Clements Family,
Here I am again, getting Mark's updates. I've already run the gauntlet of smiles, tears and awe. I can't help but be touched by your website. To read of your strength and hope. To feel of your love for each other and your determination to pull together and beat this thing. Thank you for letting me share in your experiences and learn from you. You are always in our prayers.
Jennifer Groberg <jgroberg@stock-music.com>
Tuesday, January 10, 2006 at 21:30:53 (PST)

What a handsome picture of Lucas! Wow, he is growing so fast. We can't wait to see him again. We are praying so hard for some great news of the next ct. We are so happy for you to be able to go on a trip together, that will be great.
Love, Us
Bruce & Lisa Murdock <lisamurdock@qwest.net>
Monday, January 09, 2006 at 10:51:13 (PST)

Happy New Year!

So great to see Lucas on the web! He is just adorable. Keeping Mark's chemo days on our prayer list. Hope to get your way around Kristie's birthday.
Hugs to all
Gammie Hossley

Wish I was going to Disney with you. Have a Great Time!
ann hossley <annhoss@aol.com>
Monday, January 09, 2006 at 09:31:45 (PST)

Just wanted to say hello and let you know we are thinking about you all. Lucas is growing up, he is so handsome! Take care. We love you.
Derek & Becca Murdock <rebeccalynn2412@yahoo.com>
Monday, January 09, 2006 at 09:20:34 (PST)

Hey Mark,

Just checking in. Sorry I missed your open house, but I was in Texas with the folks for the holidays. I’m having lunch in a few days with the guys, you should join us. Take care friend. (Wedding ring gift - nicely done!)

Richard Wilson <rwilsons@yahoo.com>
Sunday, January 08, 2006 at 23:08:36 (PST)

Mark, Marianne & Family,

It was great to see you all yesterday at Kristie's Baptism & Dinner. Mark, you are a great example to me in the little things that you continue to do & say during this trial.
Annie & Kate (and their parents) will be sending up a few wxtra prayers on your chemo days. You are in our daily thoughts and prayers.
We look forward to being your neighbors this summer!! Have a great time in Disneyland and know that friends are thinking and praying for you daily.

Eric Smith & Family
Eric Smith
Sunday, January 08, 2006 at 11:57:25 (PST)

lucas- you are the cutest baby in the world!
cutest baby in the world Judge
Friday, January 06, 2006 at 16:08:32 (PST)

Dear Mark, Marianne, and family, We are so happy to hear that you are feeling a little better part of the time. You have such terrific attitudes and that is one of the biggest parts of the battle to get well. We continue to remember you in our prayers and keep your name on the prayer roll at the Manti Temple. May the love, thoughts and prayers of so many of us in your behalf, give you added strength, faith and courage. So many people love you and care about you. We know our Father in Heaven loves you and is mindful of you. God bless you always.
Our love,
Mack and MorRae Wilkey
Mack and MorRae Wilkey
Wednesday, January 04, 2006 at 20:51:19 (PST)

Dear Mark, Marianne, and Family, We are happy to hear you have some improvement and are not in quite so much pain right now. We continue to pray for you and keep your name on the prayer roll at the Manti temple. You have great attitudes and that is one of the biggest parts of the battle to get well. Keep up the goaod work. You are special and we know our Father in Heaven is mindful of you and loves you very much. May the love, thoughts, and prayers of many of us in your behalf bring you added strength, courage and faith. God bless you all.
Our love,
Mack and MorRae Wilkey
Mack and MorRae Wilkey <lovebugs@burgoyne.com>
Wednesday, January 04, 2006 at 20:41:23 (PST)

It was nice to see you both last week at the Open House. Marianne, you look gorgeous as always! Your baby really is the most beautiful little thing...I couldn't get over how cute he is. It was nice to see you to Uncle Mark...you look great. Love you guys!!!!

Steph
Stephanie Long <stephanie.long@utahbar.org>
Wednesday, January 04, 2006 at 15:48:37 (PST)

Have you ever heard of a product called Cellular Zeolite? Look up this website. the www.cancer-prevention.net, some of the things have been very helpful for my friend who has cancer!!!
ange
Wednesday, January 04, 2006 at 13:17:11 (PST)

Dear Marianne, Mark and beautiful Kids,

I was devistated to hear of your trials and shed many tears as I read every word of your wonderful web page. I'm sure its somewhat comforting to record the daily events of this journey you find yourself on. Thankyou for your phone call including me and Kami, our prayers are continually with you and Mark and your children for the miricle you all deserve. Don't ever give up praying for that miricle, there out there if its Heavenly Fathers will. Tom, was diagnosed with melanoma cancer in 2000, which we were told had matastisized to his liver, heart and lungs. I could identify with your trip to the Dr. when you were told, all the tests to determine the extent, and our future, and the trip to the Huntsman Center and being told by the head Dr. on the Melanoma team, to quit work, get life in order, we had only about 6 weeks. There was NO hope or chance. To make a long story short, as we continued tests to plan how to treat Toms final days----no cancer was found. All Drs. are baffeled and they keep a close eye on him, and won't give him a clean bill of health for 10 years, with Melanoma, but he's still here and healthy. A mistake ?---NO-----a miracle!!!! We are praying for the same thing for you. I love you Marianne, and remember with fondness and a tender heart the close we shared, the many conversations we shared,as we traveled the country showing horses, and the choices you've made that have blessed you so greatly.

All my Love, Kathie

P.S. You didn't have to explain who you were, I would have recognised your voice with out so much as your name!!!!
Kathie James <kathiejames@hotmail.com>
Wednesday, January 04, 2006 at 09:57:01 (PST)

It was great to see you two at the open house. And your children are absolutly wonderful. That daughter of yours, what a little heart breaker she's going to be, she's a doll. The offer still stands about your son when he's 16 asking our 16 year old out!!! We approve!! Mark, considering all you have been through and a few pounds you've lost, you still looked great! Hey, you still have your hair! Kim can't even say that. Your mother was so gracious and such a dear with us and your sisters are darling, we miss Stacie being in our ward. What an awesome support system you two have.
We still want to either take you and Marianne out, or we can bring dinner to you and eat it there, you let us know when your up to it. We love you guys and every night our Abby and Hannah make sure Mark is mentioned in their prayers.
Bye for now,
Christine Wilkey

Kim & Christine Wilkey <wilkerk@msn.com.>
Tuesday, January 03, 2006 at 15:58:45 (PST)

mark and marianne, thanks for having your open house thursday night. it was such a great idea and it was so comforting for me to see you and your family. it was really a strength to give you hugs and see you and your cute kids, and extended family. thank tessa for letting me play puppies on ds game boy with her. happy new year and remember we are always praying for you and are very appreciative for sharing your journey with us. we are here to help in any way, and we think the world of you. love, robyn & family
robyn <derekandrobyn@yahoo.com>
Monday, January 02, 2006 at 16:10:25 (PST)

dear marianne,
thank you so much for the phone message that you left t my moms house. obviously your time is precious and i am very greatful to be up to speed with your beatiful family. you have always been an amazing person whom i think about often and paths just seem to never catch up, i can not tell you how sorry i am to hear about marks health. although, your family strength, love, support, and faith is unwavering and very contagious to say the least. i am not familiar with marks family but they also sound incredible. plase know that we think of you all the time and now we are joining the fight with you with all of our thoughts and prayers, one that we know all too much about. (i will let my mom explain) your new baby is just as fantstic and sweet as the rest of your darling family, what hadsome young men,and such a pretty young lady you have been blessed with. marianne, you are forever in our thoughts and prayers and we all wish you the best of luck. we will keep ourselves posted with your wonderful website.

all my love, kami
kami buchanan
Monday, January 02, 2006 at 15:11:47 (PST)

Dear Mark and Marianne,
I just heard a few weeks ago about Mark's fight with cancer. Denise told me about this website. Denise and I were hoping to be able to vist you, but do not know if that is possible. It has been 20 years since we graduated from high school, but for some reason, even with limited contact, friends we made then and as children still remain dear to us. Please know that I feel this way about both of you. My family and I are adding our prayers to those already being offered by your many friends and wonderful families.

With Love,
Julie Brown Matthews
Julie Brown Matthews <JulieBMatthews@juno.com>
Monday, January 02, 2006 at 00:20:37 (PST)

What a great time we had with you the other night!! I'm so glad we came and got to see everyone. It's been so long since we've got to sit down and chat with Mary. Thanks so much for having the open house so we could have an excuse to come down and exchange hugs. Our kids are looking forward to getting together next summer already. We send you lots of love from your Idaho cousins and keep you in our prayers daily. Love, Kristen
Kristen (Clements) Hathaway <radh@cableone.net>
Saturday, December 31, 2005 at 09:47:11 (PST)

Wow I just read the guest book postings and they are great. I am glad to see you have so much support. It was wonderful to see everyone, and talk about those family get togethers. I have great memories of the California trip.
I am still working on tracking down Uncle Reed for that picture.
We love you and pray for you. I am very happy that you are being so agressive about checking out all the medical options. I pray for Mark to have relief and many good days.

Love Denise
Denise Blocher <what_a_1der@hotmail.com>
Friday, December 30, 2005 at 19:16:35 (PST)

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year. Thank you for posting a recent photo...although it was a bit hard to see the details of that darling little boy, you all look so happy. It was comforting to see your beauty and cheer.
We are all anxious to know what you gave Marianne for Christmas.(????) Thank you for sharing so much of this experience with us. It is amazing how we are learning so much about life just by your words and your experience and attitude. We are finding such strength and example in the way you are facing this personal battle. Not a day goes by that we don't mention you in our conversations. You are all truly a burning and a shining light for us.
We love you so much and pray for your welfare always.
Love, love, love, The Mahaffey's (St. Louis)
Shannon & Jeanette Mahaffey <jenne7@yahoo.com>
Friday, December 30, 2005 at 19:14:49 (PST)

Mark, Marianne, & beautiful children: It was so incredible to see you last night. Thank you for being so gracious and allowing me and my boys to come and feel of your goodness, hug our dear friends, and moreover be a 'witness' of our Heavenly Father's tremendous love for your family. I was moved most by the abounding and wonderful spirit in your home.
Our most tender prayers are with you daily. You are loved!!
Penni Sumsion
Friday, December 30, 2005 at 08:33:38 (PST)

Mark, Marianne, & beautiful children: It was so incredible to see you last night. Thank you for being so gracious and allowing me and my boys to come and feel of your goodness, hug our dear friends, and moreover to be a 'witness' of our Heavenly Father's tremendous love for your family. I was moved most by the wonderful spirit in your home.
Our most tender prayers are with you daily. You are loved!!
Penni Sumsion
Friday, December 30, 2005 at 08:31:08 (PST)

Mark and Marianne,
Happy New Year! I wish I could have come and visited you tonight, but I didn't want to bring my germs. I have been sick for a week. It was great to hear you had such a wonderful Christmas. Still praying for you.
Denise

Denise (Dickerson) Baker
Thursday, December 29, 2005 at 20:52:49 (PST)

Mark and Marianne,
I just wanted to wish you guys the best. We wanted to come to the open house, but thought it would be best to skip it, we have kids just starting antibiotics for strep throat, but know you are in our prayers and we hope for the best for you and your family and if there is anything we can do we will be happy to help in anyway we can.
Scott
Scott & Molly Ferguson and kids <scottisbromo@yahoo.com>
Thursday, December 29, 2005 at 10:30:19 (PST)

We are so glad you had a Merry Christmas! We would love to come to the open house, but Tyson had the flu this week so I think we better keep our distance. Just know that we are always thinking about you all and you are always in our prayers. We love you all. Have a Happy New Year!

-Keven, Melissa, Tyson, & Aspen
Keven & Melissa Downs
Thursday, December 29, 2005 at 08:42:49 (PST)

Marianne and Mark,
My best friend is named Marianne and her (soon to be husband's name is Mark) They are getting married Jan 28th in St. John. I did think it was them emailing me. I will go back and read what has been sent. Thank you for clarifying. I hope you guys had a godd Christmas as well. Your picture for Christmas is so nice. I know 2006 WILL be a good year for all of us. I think some of these new drugs that are out and our drive for life along with our faith in God will put us on the map! If I lived close, I would come to your open house! Thank you for all your help and support as we move towards a cure for this disease. God Bless,
Valerie McCrea
valerie McCrea <vmccrea@gmail.com>
Wednesday, December 28, 2005 at 15:13:37 (PST)

Just wanted to write a little note to let you know that we are thinking of you & keeping you in our prayers. We are so lucky to have family like you. You are so strong & such a wonderful example. We love you & are glad you had a Merry Christmas. We would love to come to the open house, but we have been around a few people that have bugs & so we will wait to see you another time. We love you.
Martin & Cheryl Drake <drake84057@hotmail.com>
Wednesday, December 28, 2005 at 13:39:35 (PST)

Mark and Marianne,
I just wanted to wish you and your family the best. You both are an inspiration to us all. Marianne, it was good to run in to you at the mall. You are an amazing women and Lucas was as cute as he can be. Mark, keep up the great work. You and your family are always in our prayers and thought's. Much love.
Kris Grant
Tuesday, December 27, 2005 at 15:10:11 (PST)

I am so humbled as I read your inspiring emails. You may not know, but you have taught so many of us how to love and live. You have also taught us how to fight and to move forward with strength and purpose, no matter the challenge. We pray for you as you begin this new medicine. What a huge blessing. Our Lord does not forget us. Merry Christmas to you and your family. Thank you for sharing your experience with all of us. We are better for it.
PS We must know what Marianne got for Christmas! :)
Jessica Walters <bjwalters16@cox.net>
Monday, December 26, 2005 at 21:22:13 (PST)

Hi Mark! I noticed mom and dad recommended Neal A. Maxwell's biography. I've read that and it's on my list of top 5 or so books. We'd like to attend the open house. Is there any advice/info we need for germ control? I know little about chemo but have always understood that your immune system is in the pits while undergoing it. It might help all of us who read this and are thinking about attending to know where we should draw the line on wintersorethroatcoughingsneezingsnifflingstuff for dropping by. We love you all and think and pray for you continually. -Geri PS. So what DID Marianne get for Christmas? You left us all hanging on that one. :)
Geri Clements
Monday, December 26, 2005 at 20:10:14 (PST)

Just want you to know that your xmas picture is beautiful. Mark you look super. Can't wait to hear the great news. Its like a miracle has taken place. You look so great I actually can't believe what a miraculous difference since seeing you at Luca's blessing.(Not that you looked bad there but, you look so much better now) Like the Mark I remember. Your family also looks like there is this greatness that is so spiritual(happiness ) I love you & your family, and wish to thank your family(your siblings, your dad & mom and their spouses for being there for your family. Take care and may the good Lord be with you continually as you make this growing stronger. Love your sister-inlaw, Lynda Taylor
Lynda <lyndataylor1077@msn.com>
Monday, December 26, 2005 at 12:05:55 (PST)

Mark. What strength you demonstrate. What you share with your friends and family on this blog is life-altering. You've influenced people you've probably never even thought you would. We don't know you well, but we think about you and your family almost daily as the Pollocks and Ray and Lana are very important parts of our lives. Thank you for giving us constant reminders of what really matters in life: love! Merry Christmas to you all. May 2006 be the year for incredible miracles!
Kirt Bateman (Clements Group) & Jerry Rapier <kirt.bateman@clmgroup.com>
Sunday, December 25, 2005 at 17:32:07 (PST)

Marianne, I saw you and Lucas across the chapel today and wanted to give you Christmas hug, but my throat's a bit sore and my little guy has had a fever the past few days, so I decided against it. You don't need bad germs for Christmas. It sounds like you are making this a wonderful holiday season. My prayers and thoughts will be with you in the new year!
Suzanne Reese <sevenreeses@comcast.net>
Sunday, December 25, 2005 at 13:21:40 (PST)

Merry Christmas!
David, Sherrill, Cassie & Christen Beahm <dbeahm@shentel.net>
Sunday, December 25, 2005 at 02:44:00 (PST)

I just want to thank all of Mark and Marianne's supporters for your prayers and thoughts these last two months. We have seen some minor miracles already and I know it is because of the faith of all of us together. Mark has done so well during this last chemo session and has felt good for our last two Christmas parties. I didn't think that would be possible. We have so many good things to think about in the future and positive steps that can be taken.

Heavenly Father has been so good to us and I know that that is a result of your prayers in his behalf. He has just begun this journey and will need our continued support in the months to come.

Thank you, thank you, thank you. Words just aren't enough. May you all have a blessed Christmas season as we contemplate the reason we celebrate each year.

Lots of love,
Mary
Mark's Mom Mary
Saturday, December 24, 2005 at 13:07:55 (PST)

Merry Christmas Clements family. You are in our thoughts and prayers daily.
Mike & Julie, Steve & Denise Richards
Saturday, December 24, 2005 at 10:33:45 (PST)

Yahoo! We were delighted to read of the approval of the new drug. Our family is all rootin' for you and your whole family who are working so diligently for you. You are all an inspiration to us.

Lou and I are re-reading the book "A Disciple's Life - the Biography of Neal A. Maxwell by Bruce Hafen and we feel that the story of his stuggle with lukemia would be very meaningful and uplifting to you. If you haven't read it recently we would urge you to do so.

Wishing you Christmas joy.

Diane and Louis Clements <dhcljc@yahoo.com>
Thursday, December 22, 2005 at 20:01:01 (PST)

Just letting you know that we are following your progress on your website. Our prayers are with you.
Eric Thomas <jenneric630@yahoo.com>
Thursday, December 22, 2005 at 12:47:14 (PST)

HEY GUYS!! I feel like i haven't written to you here forever! I miss your living spirits and your kindness and happiness!! I hope you are all well!! ( i miss little lucas!!)

*~kenzie~*
McKenzie Giles <kenziedoodle11@hotmail.com>
Wednesday, December 21, 2005 at 18:47:55 (PST)

Marianne:
great news regarding Avastin for Mark! My daughter, Valerie McCrea, a cholangio patient from California received her 1st Avastin infusion yesterday. So far, her insurance company has not responded to Dr. Drazin's request for coverage. We had to pay out of pocket before they would infuse Val. We are talking five figures per infusion! Any light you might shed on how to get insurance approval would be greatly appreciated!!
Val's dad
Richard Sloan <sloan.richard@gene.com>
Wednesday, December 21, 2005 at 12:13:47 (PST)

Mark,

I was directed to your website tonight from a fellow classmate and instantly felt the past years disappear as I remembered what a great person you were in High School. The impression set in my mind of both you and Marianne is very positive and still resides even after 20 years. After reading many of your posts I can see that you not only continue to be a warm, friendly, and positive person but a great man, father, and husband as well. I am very impressed with you and your great family,

I spent a moment tonight with my wife and shared my thoughts about what a great person you are and we talked about how great your family has become. We wanted you to know that our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

We will keep you in our prayers and will look forward to your quick recovery with faith. Merry Christmas, we wish you the best.

Richard and Julie Meyer

Richard Meyer <meyerinid@yahoo.com>
Tuesday, December 20, 2005 at 21:13:16 (PST)

I just wanted you and your family know how much me and my family think about you. I have used your family as an example to my children, to be close, love one another and be thankful for each day. I hope you and your family have a very very happy christmas. I hope it is full of wonderful memories and peace. We pray for you often and wish there was more that we could do.

May Heavenly Father bless you

Love Camie and her family (Scott, Emylie, Miranda,Trenton,Taryn and Joey)

Camie Miller <camsmail@ureach.com>
Tuesday, December 20, 2005 at 10:15:56 (PST)

I haven’t visited the website in a few weeks. Thanksgiving came and went, and then I went to Philadelphia for a conference. I was anxious to read updates about your status. Happy Birthday, by the way!

I am just so touched by your words and experiences (as is everyone). There is a traditional Navajo prayer that I have heard many times. Until today, I have not felt its true meaning. Your heart felt spirit teaches me so much. I thought of mailing you a letter, but that will never happen (I am horrible about writing). I get way too side-tracked. I am a little shy about sharing this in the guestbook, but – what the heck. The prayer goes like this:

Beauty before me, I walk with
Beauty behind me, I walk with
Beauty above me, I walk with
Beauty below me, I walk with
Beauty all around me, as I walk

This is the literal translation from Navajo to English. I now understand the paramount role of the spirit. Our spirit is not only in the patient but it is also the healer, the family, community, environment, and medicine. My grandfather tried teaching me this principal (let me share with you a little background…). My grandfather Whitewater was bed ridden – sick from diabetes. As a young girl (before I came to live with your family) I visited him every week. I helped my mother change his bedding, bathe, cook for him and give him his medicine both traditional and non-traditional medicines (herbs, sweet grass, corn pollen and his pills from his Angelo doctor). He told me, “It is difficult for doctors to think that medicine is merely swallowing a pill, to understand that this little pill does not live outside of us. But this medicine is a part of the Spirit that exists in and connects all of us. Spirit is life, and its healing energy is available for us if we learn to know, live, breathe, walk, and speak it.”

I am able to remember his words because he perhaps suffered from dementia as well, but he would tell me this [Navajo] principal about our spirits nearly every time I visited him. There are so many lessons to learn from what he has said; I would like to share with you one interpretation that I believe he was trying to convey to me. Native Americans traditionally believe that a person weak in body is strong in mind and spirit. My grandfather had a special gift of storytelling and putting people at ease. I believe he had this gift because his body was weak, but his spirit was strong. The Navajo call the spirit, nilch’i – it is an element of healing. To walk in beauty is to walk in harmony with all that is around you (family, environment, community, etc.). Not only is the patient’s spirit important but the spirit of the healer, the patient’s family, community, environment and medicine itself all are taken into account as spiritual forces. My grandfather called it nilch’i – meaning, we are all synergistically part of a whole. We are connected to Mother Earth (nature), Father Sky and all of life through the Creator (our Father in Heaven). This is why to Walk in Beauty is to have a sense of wholeness and connection (harmony) with all of our relations. What my grandfather is saying is that…healing energy is there for us if we learn to know, live, breathe, walk and speak it. I believe you are doing that now. You are strong, you live strong – you are Walking in Beauty.

I am happy to hear that you are ignoring the statistics. You may lose your hair but that is only part of your physical body. By reducing your emphasis on the physical, which promotes our view of separation from what is truly important (because we all love you – hair or no hair) – but there is a greater sense of connection with the whole, the ultimate source of strength – that is your spirit and the spirit of our Heavenly Father, his son, and the Holy Ghost. Your spirit is your ultimate source of strength. Native American healers emphasize quality of life, getting more in touch with and honoring inherent gifts, adjusting one’s mindset, and learning new tools. By doing so, the individual’s humanity is optimized. Sound familiar? So keep praying, continue to have a strong and positive attitude (eat more veggies), – endure your trials well (as the scriptures tell us). You (and the whole Clements clan) are an example and inspiration to me. I love you and your family. I am so grateful and very lucky to have lived and learned more about the gospel in your home for the few short years that I was on placement. I wish I lived closer. But know that you and your family continue to be in my heart and in my prayers. You and Marriane have truly taught me what it means to Walk in Beauty!

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year! I will not be able to come to the open house (party). I am really bummed about it. Elton is coaching the high school varsity boys basketball team, you know what that means…I won’t get to go anywhere during winter break. Love to you all.

P/S – a note to Grandma Mary: we received your Christmas letter. Thanks. We love you. Hope to see you soon.

Lorna Loy <lloy@kayenta.k12.az.us>
Monday, December 19, 2005 at 16:43:13 (PST)

Hello Mark,

I called the law office today for some legal assistance and heard the news. I thought I would drop you a quick not to send my love and support. You assisted me a few years ago with a case involving Sope Creek. Remember? You were amazing. A true blessing to me and my family as we were facing a huge challenge in our lives. Thanks for being such an awesome attorney! Anyway, my families faith will exercised on your behalf as we pray for blessings to continue to be poored out upon you and your family.

Love,

Shane McMillan
Shane McMillan <shane@fortisusa.net>
Monday, December 19, 2005 at 12:54:09 (PST)

Your party sounds like a blast. Were the fondue things the shapes that we used to stick in batter and then deep fry, then sprinkle with powdered sugar. I think they were called something like swedish rossetts or something like that. I remember after having them at your house we had to get some of the shapes and those were our family home evening treats for a long time. They were great. We love you and are praying for you daily, Love, The Hathaways
Rad, Kristen, Rhett, Ashtyn, Landon & Hailey <radh@cableone.net>
Monday, December 19, 2005 at 07:29:57 (PST)

Hi Mark and Marianne,
We have been checking your website every week or so and are amazed at the details you share, We really appreciate them as it helps us feel part of what is going on. Congratulations and welcome to little Lucas. I think we all say we live each day the best we can, but after reading about your days you have to ask yourself if we really do! We know the Lord strengthen us and we can do things we didn't know we could and reading about what you are going through just proves it is true. Our thoughts and prayer are with you and your family. We are hoping for lots and lots of jeans and jogging shoes days!!!! Merry Christmas! Love the Slades
Troy, Shellie and Family,
Sunday, December 18, 2005 at 22:59:31 (PST)

Sorry about not being able to be to the fondue party- I had to take some ski schoolers to the mountain- I am very impressed with your words for detail on your progress- I am so glad there is another one in the family besides me that goes into detail. Yes, there are good days and bad days I do remember those with Shellie. Just keep remembering the song that says put your shoulder to the wheel push along, we all have work let no one shirk put your shoulder to the wheel. We have many songs that are so strengthening for all if we but really listen to the words we sing. We love you and are so verry proud of your progress and the great help you and your family are recieving. I talked to Patrick the other day, Marianne was busy and you could actually hear it in his voice the happiness & love that he could tell me that you were doing better. It was great to talk with him. Your kids are great. Marianne is an inspiration to me to strive to be more like her in every way. Patient, Kindness, Strength, Loving= not that I haven't been doing those things, but, when we get in a rushed state of mind those things kind of take a back seat, till your put in a situation of having someone in your family with a life threatning situation. Just know that you and yours are loved so very much. Love always, Lynda Taylor xoxoxoxoxoxo- & A BIG MERRY XMAS (HO HO HOHO HO HO)
Lynda <lyndataylor1077@msn.com>
Sunday, December 18, 2005 at 08:52:19 (PST)

Dear Mark & Marianne,
It's interesting how the trials that you have been going through have influenced my Elder's Quorum lessons, my daily attitude, and even some decisions in work. I often ponder over why such good people as you have to endure such trials . But then I think how we must have all been so excited to come down to this earth, to prove to Heavenly Father that we could choose between good & evil, and I'm sure we welcomed the opportunity in spite of the fact we would also have to endure suffering as well as prosperity, sickness along with health and all that came with this "earth" life. And I'm sure that Heavenly Father knew all too well, just as we know on a much smaller scale as earthly parents, that the innocent enthusiasm of our children will change to measured wisdom a little once they have to face their challenges head on. He loved us enough to let us come here so we could return to Him one day having proved we love Him too. And just like parents do here on earth, as He watched his children leave "home", he knew some of His children would have trials beyond anything they could imagine! So here you are as a family going through this tremendous battle, but you are not alone! As I tearfully read these postings, it appears as you have amassed quite an army in your camp and they are all praying for you. Heavenly Father's love for us is so perfect and I'm sure as the scriptures say that not one hair has fallen from your head unnoticed, not one tear from Marianne's eyes or the kids. I'm so grateful for the Gospel, and wonder how in the world anyone gets through these kinds of struggles without it. It makes me grateful every day for parents, grandparents, and ancestors who heard the Gospel, changed their lives and brought it ultimately to me. I'm also so grateful for a man like you Mark, marrying my precious sister and raising such a wonderful family. This is what life is all about, family, love, sacrifice, prayer, unity, helping each other through this journey...and this battle has brought all of those things to ALL of us. What better gift could we give each other during this Christmas Season. Just know that not one day, hardly one hour, goes by that I don't have something happen to remind me and keep the prayer in my heart. I am truly grateful for the wonderful thoughts, and expressions of love that I have read here... We have all been blessed. We are all praying for the Miracle! And if it be His will, we will all rejoice in one!
Love You All & Merry Christmas,
Chad
Chad Murdock <cmurdock@earthlink.net>
Saturday, December 17, 2005 at 22:40:42 (PST)

As we sit here in our warm weather in Arizona feeling very far away from our Utah friends we just wanted you to know that our thoughts are with your beautiful family and hoping that you recieve your very own miracle at this time of year! Our thoughts and prayers are with you! Dave, Krista Biggs and boys
Krista (Nielsen) Biggs <onesunnygirl@cox.net>
Saturday, December 17, 2005 at 16:58:31 (PST)

Hello Clements Family,

Just wanted to wish you and your family a very Merry Christmas. Our thoughts and prayers are with you guys during this needy time in your life. Laura Biggs had given me this web site which I think is just a wonderful way to keep everyone posted.

Sherrill Beahm
Sherrill Beahm <dbeahm@shentel.net>
Friday, December 16, 2005 at 16:31:54 (PST)

We just want to wish you a Merry Christmas and tell you that we are always thinking & praying for you all. We love you all, keep smiling.
Keven & Melissa Downs
Friday, December 16, 2005 at 11:02:02 (PST)

I received the Christmas letter from Grandma Mary today. I'm sorry to hear about your trials but also excited for the birth of your fourth child. I remember "babysitting" Patrick. I also remember you always being so nice and I was always excited to see you. I will keep you in my prayers and I look forward to any news on the site.
Love, Krystal
Krystal (Lay) Abudu <bugaroo17@hotmail.com>
Thursday, December 15, 2005 at 21:32:39 (PST)

Mark, Marianne, and family,
I just wanted to let you know that we are all thinking of you. It has been such a long time since I have seen you! Marianne, I remember the time I ripped my pants on the trampoline and was sooo embarassed, you took me aside and really hepled me feel better. Your family was always so good to mine and I am grateful that you all allowed us to share in those years with you. I pray that you will each have peace and comfort as you go through this painful time. We love you!
Amber and family
Amber (Lay) Knabenschuh <adawn80@comcast.net>
Thursday, December 15, 2005 at 18:25:04 (PST)

Your family website is amazing and inspiring; thank you. Whether our interactions have been with Marianne, Mark, Patrick, Chase or Tessa, ALL interactions have always been positive. Thank you for being wonderful neighbors; it has been a quiet yet sure goodness that your family has shared with ours. We miss living so close to you. Congratulations on the birth of Baby Lucas!

Patrick, Chase and Tessa, I know you are having to grow up oh so quickly right now. The three of you are experiencing, learning, and will one day share with Lucas many things most children/young adults your age don’t have the opportunity to know. I know our Heavenly Father loves and knows you, Patrick, Chase and Tessa. He knows and loves your fabulous mom and dad. He hears and will answer your prayers. He will send comfort when you are in need of comfort. Thank you for being such good examples to our children.

Mark and Marianne, we think of your beautiful family often; all of you are in our prayers. Please let us know how we can help.
All our love,
Jason, Melanie, Winter, Parker & Tiffy
Melanie Brailow (Jason, Winter, Parker & Tiffy too) <mbrailow@comcast.net>
Thursday, December 15, 2005 at 00:24:59 (PST)

Perhaps it's the recovering journalist in me, but it seems I'm the last to know things these days. I chatted with Troy today and he filled me in. Immediately I went to this web site and read every word. I am not surprised with the courage and strength I found in the words you have written as you've shared your thoughts on this ordeal. You have both always been so strong and such great examples to others.
About six months after my mother died we learned my dad had Myeloma. It's bone cancer that also has no known cure. I spent 3 weeks in Seattle with him earlier this year in hopes he could receive a bone marrow transplant, but his body simply couldn't take the mass doses of chemo required before the transplant. He's home now and has good days and bad. The difference is that he has a cancer that IS normally seen in people his age. We are thankful for the treatments he is receiving and the good days he enjoys.
Over the last decade I've shared in some really terrible times with a lot of people I've interviewed. I've always tried to put myself in their shoes, but always learned it's impossible to know what someone else is dealing with. The question of why good people have to suffer is even more difficult to understand. I know our Heavenly Father has promised He'll never give us anything beyond our ability to bear. Maybe this is one time we all wish you weren't such great people.
You have been in our prayers today and will continue to be each day.
All the best,
Todd, Koreen & girls

Todd Hansen & Family <hansenfamily@yahoo.com>
Wednesday, December 14, 2005 at 22:05:43 (PST)

We look forward for that Open House Will be awesome!!
We pray for more good days to you too!
You are always in our thoughts an in our prayers
love you all so much!!
we wish a merry christmans and a happy new year.
delgado's
NELSY DELGADO <NELSY.DELGADO@DELTA,COM>
Wednesday, December 14, 2005 at 12:09:03 (PST)

Our thoughts and prayers are with you everyday. Lucas's baby blessing was beautiful, and the miracle can definitely happen. We are praying for you all.
Love,
The Roberts
Stan and Sharon Roberts
Wednesday, December 14, 2005 at 09:22:24 (PST)

M&M & family,

Here's your home teaching report... Our lives are similar. We are both praying for a miracle. We have only seen Lance once in the past 2 weeks since he's been in "life line." All we were able to say to him is "I love you" and that is all he was permitted to say to us. He has to earn the right to "talk." We've been in contact with the professional staff that work with him and they are telling us that he is progressing as well as can be expected. This is the low period for him. It will last for a week or so more and then we should be in a possition to build him up. The program there has a strong religious base and we hope that he finds the only way to overcome his substance abuse. Prior to putting him in this program, we were at a point where we were expecting him not to be with us. The constant thought of him leaving this life was very painful. Even more painful was the fear of losing him for ever. We pray every night for Lance and for you & your family. I've seen miracles before and I hope to see many more. I love the Lord and could not imagine going through this without him. We love you and your family. We look forward to seeing you - anytime we can.

All our love,
Cal, Sharon & family (Your brothers & sister)
Cal Fotheringham <CalFotheringham@firsthealth.com>
Wednesday, December 14, 2005 at 06:38:37 (PST)

Dear Mark & Marianne,

I just wanted to to let you know that since this site has been up, my daughter, Adalynn, saw the home page of your beautiful family and inquired to what is was for. I decided that this would be a good time to talk about some "life issues" that we'll all have to deal with at some point in our lives. Since then, she has asked everyday to look at the site and have me read to her the updates that you post. She has learned so much about what families do for eachother when times are hard and that giving up is never an option...I can't tell you how we've all (including her mother)have grown much closer to one another by following your "good and bad" days during these difficult times...When I read that you may have an open-house during the holidays, my daughter really wanted to go and meet you all. I'm aware about the "no little ones" and I support you and she understands as well. We will be in Utah for the holidays from Dec. 22nd through the New Year...I hope that I can make it up there (if you have it)just to say hi and give my support and prayers to you both in person. I'm forever grateful for you both by being so willing to openly share these expieriences with all that truly admire and love you...I'm sure I'm not the only one that has been moved and inspired by your words.

All the best to you and I hope the "good" days last and last. Thanks for sharing w/those that could use all the help they can get (Addy and I) and possibly have what you all have for eachther.

You are both, truly, remarkable people... (even though I knew this before it all happened...) :)

All the best!

Brent & Adalynn
Brent & Adalynn <brent@m4mrecords.com>
Wednesday, December 14, 2005 at 00:27:37 (PST)

Mark, Marianne & kids, We just wanted to say HI since we weren't able to see you Saturday. We are glad to hear that you were feeling better and able to spend some time shopping with Marianne and a movie with the kids. That is awesome! We pray for more good days like that. You are always in our thoughts and in our prayers and please know that we would do anything for you! Love, Us

Bruce, Lisa & Kids <lisamurdock@qwest.net>
Tuesday, December 13, 2005 at 19:03:19 (PST)

Dear Clements family,
Although we do not know you well we wanted you to know that you have been and will continue to be in our prayers. Ryan has had the opportunity to work with Chase as one of his scout leaders and has enjoyed getting to know him. Congratulations on the birth of Lucas. We will continue to pray and fast for you and your family.
Love,
The Moffat Family
Lindsey & Ryan Moffat <moffat5@msn.com>
Tuesday, December 13, 2005 at 17:38:16 (PST)

Dear Mark, Marianne & Family,
It is amazing how our perspective on life, eternity, and the family grow through trials like these. I am sure that not an hour has gone by that somehow my mind goes to you and I just carry this prayer in my heart all day long. I know that the Lord is with you, his angels are around you, and you will know peace as you fight on! I loved spending time with Patrick, Chase and Tessa on Thanksgiving! I love you all!
Chad
Chad Murdock <cmurdock@earthlink.net>
Monday, December 12, 2005 at 06:54:06 (PST)

Clements family, Hello everyone. I love you all. I read a quote today that describes your family perfectly and I want to share it with you. "It's not the trial you are in-but the state of mind you are in while you're in the trial." You have always been so positive and a good example to all of us. I love you.
Miranda Murdock <murdockmiranda@yahoo.com>
Sunday, December 11, 2005 at 17:02:15 (PST)

Marianne: I don't know your husband well but Lisa shared your website with me and you have been in my thoughts. Congratulations on little Lucas. Try to take care of yourself as you take care of your husband. I think the best medicine for him is your fabulous voice - sing to him! I know it would totally comfort me. You have a great family and you will be blessed. Keep the faith. Michelle Flint
Michelle Flint <MichelleFlint6@msn.com>
Friday, December 09, 2005 at 09:23:04 (PST)

Dear Mark,
I wrote this poem awhile ago and thought I'd share it with you today.
I LOVE YOU GUYS!

Sacrament Meeting at the Hospital

No men in suits- just green scrubs

No piano music-just the beep of machines

No noisy crying kids- just sick silent ones

but when the sacrament was passed

I saw angels around us

Taking us in their arms

Protecting us from the pain

So we could feel the Saviors Love

Shellie Long - age 13 after a sacrament meeting at Primary Childrens

Shellie Kendrick
Friday, December 09, 2005 at 08:49:26 (PST)

Just wanted to tell you belated happy birthday and wish you well.
Frank,Kandi, Zak and Emily fuller <tiggeroni1@yahoo.com>
Thursday, December 08, 2005 at 11:37:56 (PST)

Mark:
I am Val McCrea's dad. Val was diagnosed with Cholangio Carcinoma on October 21st. I think Val has talked to your wife by phone. Val just finished her 3rd chemo infusion yesterday. She is taking Gemzar and Oxyplatin. Her Oncologist, Dr. Drazin from Cedars Sinai is planning to add Avastin on 12/20. Thanks to information from your sister, we are hooked up with the T Gen Lab in Phoenix. When I talked to Dr. Trent, the Director at T Gen, he said he was aware of your case. Have you had any results from them yet? I am sharing this info with you with the thought that it may be helpful. We are also exploring other courses of treatment at M.D. Anderson and Stanford. Call me anytime for anything 24/7 on my cell 619 7789945.
Godspeed, Dick Sloan

Richard Sloan <sloan.richard@gene.com>
Wednesday, December 07, 2005 at 16:05:24 (PST)

WE SO HAPPY FOR YOU MARK AND ALL THE PROGRESS YOU HAVE
IT IS EXCITE TO KNOW ALL THE GOOD NEWS.
KEEP THE GOOD WORK
WE ALL BY YOUR SIDE
X0X0 TO ALL OF YOU
WE KEEP PRAYING EVERY DAY FOR YOU, TOMORROW WE'RE GOING TO THE TEMPLE WE WILL PLACE YOUR NAME EN EVERY ROLL WE FOUND.
THE DELGADO'S

NELSY DELGADO <NELSY.DELGADO@DELTA,COM>
Wednesday, December 07, 2005 at 12:23:05 (PST)

Mark,

Don't know what to say except we are praying for you and Myrtle and your beautiful family. I guess I'll quit complaining about the pain in my damned joints now. Tell you what, since I'm already half way bald (I'm growing a "skullet") I'll shave my head to match any bad reaction you have to chemo.
Eric Thomas <jenneric630@yahoo.com>
Wednesday, December 07, 2005 at 12:00:06 (PST)

KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK. YOUR DOING AWSOME. W
Lynda <lyndataylor1077@msn.com>
Wednesday, December 07, 2005 at 10:13:22 (PST)

Dear Mark and Mariann, Thank you sooooo mucn for taking the time to include all of us in your treatment. We care very much what happens to you and are grateful for the updates and DETAILS. You are doing what we all prayed for and that is for you to be aggresively "into" your own treatment. The Lord helps them who helps themselves. There are others who have said that better and more spiritual but I tend to be very praticial. What a true champion you are! Love and prayers coming to you from Payson Arizona....
Max and Beverly Balthrop <rimrock@npgcable.com>
Wednesday, December 07, 2005 at 08:34:46 (PST)

Mark & Family, I feel lucky to know both you and the Lindseys. Mark, your stay at BTJD was too short. Thanks for keeping up the website. I have hesitated to write in because it almost feels as if I am intruding, but I wanted to let you know that your updates have taught me a lot. Thanks for showing not only how to endure sickness, but how to endure it well. Keep up the good fight.
Shane Keppner <skeppner@btjd.com>
Wednesday, December 07, 2005 at 08:23:56 (PST)

Happy birthday, pal! Remember when we were younger and better looking during law school? (At least I was better looking . . .) Anyhow, enjoy your family and friends today. I'll give you a buzz later.
Demetrios Anaipakos <danaipakos@azalaw.com>
Wednesday, December 07, 2005 at 07:53:20 (PST)

Happy Birthday , Son. I'm in Seattle today and will be in California tomorrow. My thoughts are constantly for you, Marianne and the kids. Lana has been great. I'll be home Friday night. See you this weekend. Love You, DAD
DAD
Wednesday, December 07, 2005 at 05:45:14 (PST)

Dear Mark, Marianne and darling family! Happy Birthday Mark!

I want to thank you for being SO CANDID! It is amazing (and a privilege) to share this journey with you in such an intimate way. I am so grateful that I can read this website and shed my own tears at the computer and then turn to our Father in Heaven and pray for you all.

When my son Brett was dying (from ALS) the greatest loss to me (and I’m sure to him) was his ability to communicate. He couldn’t speak to us and the last lengthy comments he shared with us were typed by one big toe on a computer keyboard laying on the floor. Eventually he couldn’t even do that. At the end we used a board with the alphabet on it, pointing to letters and he would let us know with his eyes when we touched the right letter and in that way we spelled out words. It was very laborious and often frustrating. I only mention this, because COMMUNICATION IS TO BE TREASURED.

Those who love and care about you are blessed to know in detail about your treatments and what you are thinking and how you are feeling. We will celebrate your good days, or good moments even, and we will ache for you when you are in pain. Caring is really a wonderful thing. It’s wonderful for you, but it’s also wonderful for those who CARE!

Thanks again for sharing with us. I still believe in MIRACLES.

Ann Richardson <keepintune@hotmail.com>
Tuesday, December 06, 2005 at 18:16:25 (PST)

Hi Mark,

We are good friends of Stacie's and have been praying for you and your family ever since we heard the news through her. We think the world of Stacie and have seen her deep love for you in action as she works many hours to try and help you find some relief in your search for treatment. We have been inspired by your strength and positive outlook. It's hard to say the right things in these types of situations, but I can tell you that you have a "brother" out there who is pulling for you. We love the Lindsay family and anything that requires our faith on behalf of them will happen no matter what. Please know that your remarkable life is touching a wide span of people and that there are many whom you have never met who are praying for you. I'm a huge USC Trojan fan and their battle cry at games is "Fight on". I'm pulling for them for a third straight national championship and also for you to "Fight On" for a full recovery!

With love and concern,

Ron and Cindy Thomas
Ron & Cindy Thomas <rdthomas2@msn.com>
Tuesday, December 06, 2005 at 15:52:24 (PST)

Mark,

Our family has been praying for you each day. My two year old seems especially concerned about you and asks nearly every day when he can meet "Daddy's friend, Mark Clements." My kids remember you in every personal prayer and ask about your progress almost daily. We check your website often and you are in our thoughts. We are impressed by your positive attitude and bravery. Hang in there. There are a lot of people that care about you and your family.

Regards,

John Barlow
John Barlow <jbarlow@btjd.com>
Tuesday, December 06, 2005 at 15:42:27 (PST)

Happy Birthday Mark! Like hundreds of others we have been following the posts on this site each day and appreciate the faith and prayers that they represent. It is obvious that very many have been touched deeply and have drawn nearer to Heavenly Father as they have turned to Him more earnestly because of their love for you and their concern for what you and your family are dealing with. Our family is among them.

There have been and continue to be small miracles in our family as a result of more focused spiritual efforts because we have been thinking of you. Small miracles such as a child forgetting about himself and thinking more about others (maybe that's more of a medium-sized miracle), a feeling of peace in answer to a prayer, a reassurance that the suffering of our Savior was enough to rescue all of us collectively, and each of us, individually, and a sure knowledge that we are known to Him.

I bet you didn’t know (well, maybe you did) that you are providing such a valuable service to the many people who know and love you!

Please know of our love, and of our continued faith and prayers in your behalf.

Love, the Rutters (Matt, Kristen & Family)

Matt & Kristen Rutter <mrutter@security-state.com>
Tuesday, December 06, 2005 at 15:23:11 (PST)

Hey, Happy Birthday Mark!! I wanted you to know that your Idaho Clements cousins are thinking about you and praying for you and your family daily. It was so fun to be with your family this summer and to see that you and Rad were both marathon training. We ran a 5K on Thanksgiving. I was running for you. It’s crazy to me to think that we really chose the trials that we are going through in this life but it has really shown me that I’m a lot stronger than I would have ever thought I could be. I know when I was going through Hayden’s death, there was a special calm for me knowing that Heavenly Father knew I could handle this and as a result of that growing time for me, I am much more sensitive to others that are going through similar situations and can now help them and hopefully lighten their burdens a little. It’s also amazing how Hayden has strengthened our kids. They have strong testimonies of the plan of salvation and a great conviction of living up to it so that they can be with their brother again. The greatest thing is they are so happy and willing to share it with others. It’s nice that with all the trips and fun things we do, our kids always want to know when the Clements cousin reunion is each summer. It is a great family tradition. I was helping Grandma clean out some boxes a while ago and collected some great childhood pictures of you and your family. They brought back fun memories of spending time each summer with you guys in Pleasant Grove. I’ll put them in the mail tomorrow. You and Marianne are such an inspiration. We love you and your whole family. Thanks so much for this site and keeping us up to date. We love you and hope you have a great day!!
Kristen (Clements) Hathaway & Rad
& Rhett, Ashtyn, Landon & Hailey

Kristen Hathaway <radh@cableone.net>
Tuesday, December 06, 2005 at 10:59:21 (PST)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARK!!!I hope you have a good day because you deserve the best! Mark and Marianne, thanks to the both of you for always being such a good example. You might not have realized how much your little neice looks up to you but I always have and always will. Thank you for being who you are. I thank my Heavenly Father everyday for you two. It was so fun to see you and your wonderful children. I love your kids, they make me smile just to be around them. Thank you for raising such great kids. I love you all. LIVESTRONG
Miranda Murdock <murdockmiranda@yahoo.com>
Tuesday, December 06, 2005 at 09:43:30 (PST)

Happy Birthday to you. Happy Birthday to you.
Happy Birthday Dear Maaarrrrk, Happy Birthday to you. We're singing here. Hope you have a beautiful day filled with love and laughter.
We are all praying for you and your family. You are all such great examples to us.
We love you! The Mahaffey's
The Mahaffey Family <jenne7@yahoo.com>
Tuesday, December 06, 2005 at 06:02:44 (PST)

Mark,
I thought if I got up at 6:00 am, I would be the 1st one to wish you happy birthday. I should have known that was foolish thinking, with as many people out there that love and care for you. I want you to know that even though your not feeling well right now, I still expect a phone call from you on Mary's birthday! I know that she is looking forward to getting flowers from you on mine! :) I love you buddy!! Brad
Brad Kitchen <bradkitch71@hotmail.com>
Tuesday, December 06, 2005 at 05:35:35 (PST)

Hey Mark,

Happy Birthday my friend. (Is that really 39 or 39 like my sister?) Have a wonderful birthday.

Richard Wilson <rwilsons@yahoo.com>
Tuesday, December 06, 2005 at 00:00:06 (PST)

Hi Mark! As your mom said I saw her in the hospital today. It was so nice seeing her! She is such a neat lady!
As a mother, one of my first thoughts after I heard about your situation was how she was handling it all. After talking to her I got thinking about mothers and sons. I have thought a lot about this lately as my son, Braden gets older. It is so hard for me to think about Braden having cancer! As mothers we would do anything to make sure our kids are healthy, and happy! There's a saying that I heard and believe is so true 'We are as happy as our saddest child' No matter how old our kids get, even if they are married with children of their own we ache when they are hurt. And we remember how cute they were growing up. Mark you are so lucky to have a loving mother who would do anything for you. I have also been so impressed with your sisters! What would we ever do without families! Take Care and have a very Happy Birthday!!!! Love, Lena
Lena Frampton (Schoononver) <lenafive@hotmail.com>
Monday, December 05, 2005 at 23:04:34 (PST)

I saw Lena Dawn today while I was working at the hospital and she as well as so many others told me that she checks the site often and how uplifting it is. Again, another thank you to all of you for your interest and love and concern for Mark, Marianne and the kids.

Mark will kill me for saying this here...but I just want to wish him a happy 39th birthday Tues., Dec. 6th and I will be praying all day that he will feel good for the day and will be able to feel like eating something.

We are praying for a miracle and your prayers and fasting on his behalf are so needed and appreciated.

Love you all.
Mark's Mom Mary
Monday, December 05, 2005 at 20:36:25 (PST)

Dear Mark and Marianne,
We remembered you in our fasting and prayers today. We also keep your name on the prayer roll at the Manti temple where we serve two days a week. We are so sorry that you are having to endure so much. You must have some pretty great blessings in store for the many trials you are having. How blessed you are to have each other to love and to receive strength from. You are special and we know our Father in Heaven loves you very much. May our Father in Heaven bless and strengthen you each day. God bless you always.
Our love,
Mack and MorRae Wilkey (Kim"s parents)
Mack and MorRae Wilkey <lovebugs@burgoyne.com>
Sunday, December 04, 2005 at 18:43:54 (PST)

Dear Mark and Family!
We still haven't moved to St. George so I am borrowing my neighbor's computer again. I wanted you to know that I asked for prayers in your behalf, Mark, when I bore my testimony today in fast meeting. Many of the people in this ward knew you as a young boy and I felt they would like to be part of your support system. Brother Taylor sends his love as do the Lee Browns, Nelsons, Atkinsons and others. We are so grateful for this website to be able to keep informed and to feel the love and support from everyone going out to you. We too keep you in our prayers and thoughts daily and know that blessings come and miracles happen every day. Wish we could see baby Lucas before we leave but it was great to see a picture of him. What a great looking family! Love you so much, Aunt Pat
Pat and Allen Clements
Sunday, December 04, 2005 at 16:17:40 (PST)

Dear Mark and Family!
We still haven't moved to St. George so I am borrowing my neighbor's' computer again. I wanted you to know that I asked for prayers in your behalf, Mark, when I bore my testimony today in fast meeting. Many of the people in this ward knew you as a young boy and I felt they would like to be part of your support system. Brother Taylor sends his love as do the Lee Browns, Nelsons, Atkinsons and others. We are so grateful for this website to be able to keep informed and to feel the love and support from everyone going out to you. We too keep you in our prayers and thoughts daily and know that blessings come and miracles happen every day. Wish we could see baby Lucas before we leave but it was great to see a picture of him. What a great looking family! Love you so much, Aunt Pat
Pat and Allen Clements
Sunday, December 04, 2005 at 16:17:17 (PST)

When I heard the news about Mark from my friend Syd Hansgen , it took my mind back a few years... I haven't seen Mark for awhile but do run into Mary and Kelley from time to time , I was very sad to hear this news and as I started to think back .... I am only a year older than Mark and was the neighbor through the cow field ( back before it was a bunch of houses) I used to spend many nights on the trampoline with the Clements kids , and Mary employed me to clean house from time to time ... I can remember Mark at this time and he was rough and tough , a typical boy I suppose -- When I heard of his terrible battle now, I just thought that if anyone was born the strength and power to fight this thing , it would be Mark. I have read through some of the other comments and I just think it is so wonderful that so many people out there are sending thoughts and prayers . I have always thought highly of your family ,and I am sure with the power of love you all hold along with your faith , that you will all be helped through this rough time of your life... My thoughts and prayers are also with you all... I heard this quote from a girl with cancer and I think everyone fighting this terrible disease should remember " ~~I have cancer , it doesn't have me~~" --
Stay Strong -- Have Faith -- Believe --

Robyn Brown

Robyn Brown <robynbrown66@hotmail.com>
Saturday, December 03, 2005 at 16:50:16 (PST)

Here's some of my chemo advice ;)

Don't drink rootbeer its really nasty. Same thing with silverware to eat off of right after treatment... get some plasticware.

Don't eat speghetti or ramen noodles. (Coming back up is not so fun)

Don't wear any gang color bandanas i.e. red/blue (you'll get followed by store security at the mall)

Don't take your IV out without a nurses permission they get really mad.

If you do take your IV out make sure you click the plastic thingy shut so that you don't bleed out of your IV line without knowing. (maybe thats why the nurses got so mad)

If they tell you to bring some of your favorite kool aid/punch mix to flavor a drinkable dye/medication. DON'T bring your favorite flavor... bring your least favorite (like lime?) you'll never be able to drink it again. (I brought Hawaiin Fruit Punch mix and even seeing a can of it makes me gets nautious to this day)

I've got some more advice on everything from "How to paint on eyebrows" to "how to win a wheelchair race"

Love ya!
Shellie
Shellie Kendrick
Friday, December 02, 2005 at 12:25:58 (PST)

It was so fun to spend Thanksgiving with your kids, we had a lot of fun with them. Chase is quite the ping pong player! We missed you but will see you soon. Take care, love ya tons!
Derek and Becca Murdock <rebeccalynn2412@yahoo.com>
Friday, December 02, 2005 at 08:19:22 (PST)

We have been following reports on your blog and also getting updates from time to time from the staff of the Clements Group. We will continue to pray for you and let our prayer group (about 800 people altogether)know about your situation. God bless.
Jim & Betty Selby <selbyjb@comcast.net>
Thursday, December 01, 2005 at 22:58:59 (PST)

When my brother (Mike Garrett--from Bennett etc. law firm) asked me if I knew you from High School and told me about your cancer, I cried. I think my reaction surprised him because he didn't think I knew you very well. But my mind went right back to a Chemistry class in High School -- I haven't thought about High School for a long time. But I remembered sitting by you and some how we made it through the class. You were great then and a good friend and Mike sure thinks a lot of you now. It looks like you have an absolutely wounderful family.

Hang in there through the treatments. Know that the prayers of the Garrett and Shelley families are added to the many prayers said for your family

Rosalie (Garrett) Shelley
Rosalie Shelley <rosalieshelley@juno.com>
Thursday, December 01, 2005 at 15:36:22 (PST)

Hang in there, pal. The fight is just beginning. Great to see you in LA. I'm hoping to see you in Utah soon.

Love & prayers,

Demetrios
Demetrios Anaipakos <danaipakos@azalaw.com>
Thursday, December 01, 2005 at 14:37:26 (PST)

We are so glad we got to see you last weekend in LA. Just know we pray for your "miracle" each and every day. Take care of each other.

Scott, Sandy, Cameron, Elly and Joshua <moshers5@sbcglobal.net>
Thursday, December 01, 2005 at 09:57:32 (PST)

Thank you for keeping us updated about how you & your family are doing. Mark you are so positive & are such a wonderful example. We keep you in our prayers daily. Also, we pray for you & Marianne & the kids to be strengthened through this time of your lives. Thank you for the lives that you lead. You & your family are such an inspiration. We love you & hope to see you soon.
Martin & Cheryl M. Drake <drake84057@hotmail.com>
Thursday, December 01, 2005 at 08:03:24 (PST)

Have been thinking about you and your family lately Mark. It is hard to put into words something that only really can and should be communicated spirit to spirit, so I won't try. You have been in my prayers since I heard from Mary about your cancer. I wish for you the best now and in the future.
Your friend, Randy
Randy Lay <randylay@comcast.net>
Wednesday, November 30, 2005 at 18:43:51 (PST)

Hi Mark,

Just thinking about you and missing you. I hope you made it back home by now. Hurry and get better so you can continue to tell me what the judge “really” says.

Hello to the family,

Richard Wilson <rwilsons@yahoo.com>
Wednesday, November 30, 2005 at 11:22:35 (PST)

We missed you so so much this Thanksgiving weekend. It wasn't quite the same without Marianne's laughter and funny reinactments or Mark's pearls of wisdom talks and positive attitude about everything. However we both had a blast talking to Patrick, playing ping pong with both of the boys, and tickling Tessa. We still cannot wait to see Lucas for ourselves, especially since we keep hearing how adorable he is. We can't wait to see you (hoping that it will be soon)and our prayers and thoughts continue to be with you always. Love you eternally.
Pete and Jess Van Allen
Tuesday, November 29, 2005 at 19:33:31 (PST)

Dear Marianne and Mark,

First of all let me express my sincere empathy to both of you…we know only too well what you are going through right now.

My beloved niece, Valerie McCrea, 37 years old and mother of three little boys, 1, 4, and 6, was also diagnosed with cholangiocarcinoma on October 21st, almost the same date as Mark’s diagnosis. It has metastasized to her pancreatic lymph nodes, and seeded in the abdominal linings. She too was counting on resection to remove the bulk of the tumors, but is now considered inoperable. We consulted with both UCLA, Dr. Ron Bussetil and Cedar-Sinai, Dr. Andy Klein and Dr. Nick Nissen, all of whom are excellent liver surgeons. We chose the Cedar-Sinai route with the plan to have 4 rounds of chemo and then surgery. A little over a week ago, Val had a laparoscopic surgery, and it was determined to be inoperable at that time. We are now totally focused on controlling this cancer through chemotherapy or any other of many techniques being used today for cancer. As you and your family have done, we have ‘launched’ a monumental fact-finding iniative to make sure we ‘overturn every stone’ in our search for the best treatment option. She has currently undergone two chemo sessions at Cedar-Sinai, and is scheduled for a third next week. Our plan is to continue the current chemo, which is Gemox (a combination of Oxyplatin and Gemzar), for a total of two months, and then determine the response to it through another scan. If it is halting the growth, or shrinking the cancer we will continue on this chemo, if not we will change to a different regime. That is why we are actively researching right now all of the clinical trials, experimental therapies, or other chemo regimes that may be successful with cholangiocarcinoma. We would be happy to share any of the information we gather with you both. This is a formidable enemy and needs a strong team to fight it.

Again, our thoughts and prayers are with you both.

We have a blogsite for Val also, on which we continue to post some of the information we discover. www.mccrea.blogspot.com

My name is Charlene Sloan, I am Val’s aunt….I live in Denver, Colorado. Val, her husband Chris, three boys Ryan, Gavin and Tyler live in the San Diego area. Her parents, Richard (my brother) and Nancy also live in the San Diego area. Julie, Val’s sister lives in the San Francisco area with her family. Again, if we can be of any help please do not hesitate to contact us.

Best regards,

Charlene Sloan

Charlene Sloan <csloan@tricorbraun.com>
Tuesday, November 29, 2005 at 18:30:04 (PST)

Clements Family,

It has been more than inspirational to read your account of your situation. I am sure that you have experienced every emotion imaginable, many of which I cannot exactly relate to. However,one emotion you should know of is the one that swells in me; one of gratitude that there are people like you who confront a situation of this difficulty with such tenderness and fortitude. May God and his choicest blessings be with you.
Dan Roden <dan_roden@hotmail.com>
Monday, November 28, 2005 at 21:45:47 (PST)

My family and I have kept all of you in our thoughts and prayers and will continue to do so. Thanks for being "real" and positive at the same time. You are an inspiration to the rest of us.
Eric Pearson <epearson@arguepearson.com>
Monday, November 28, 2005 at 11:03:47 (PST)

Mark and Marianne,
We missed you at Thanksgiving but our thoughts and prayers were with you continually. Patrick, Chase and Tessa are very special kids and we were all blessed to be able to be with them. What a great family! We can't wait to see Lucas again and the both of you, hurry home safely.
We love you so much! Murdocks
Bruce, Lisa & kids <lisamurdock@qwest.net>
Monday, November 28, 2005 at 09:12:22 (PST)

Mark and Marianne,

Just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking about you and praying for you every day. What an amazing family you are - you both make me want to be a better wife, mother, daughter and friend.

When I think about what you must be going through, I keep hearing the words of my favorite scripture that helped me through a difficult time in my life. I'm sure you know it well, but I never get tired of hearing it:

D&C121:7-9 "My son, peace be unto thy soul; thine adversity and thine afflictions shall be but a small moment; And then, if thou endure it well, God shall exalt thee on high; thou shalt triumph over all thy foes. They friends do stand by thee, and they shall hail thee again with warm hearts and friendly hands."

Much love,
Janice
Janice Smith <janicemariesmith@hotmail.com>
Sunday, November 27, 2005 at 22:07:49 (PST)

Glad to hear that you've improved Mark & are feeling better. I hear Marianne's conviction in meeting the next challenge head on. It reminds me of the song with the chorus of We all have work let no one shirk put your shoulder to the wheel. That's what we all must do. I love you & miss you both. Love, Lynda
lynda <lyndataylor1077@msn.com>
Sunday, November 27, 2005 at 11:44:59 (PST)

Mark and Marianne,

We were just made aware of the events of the last couple of months. We spent some time on your web site and appreciate all the detail. We also were moved to emotion at the outpouring of love and affection for you and your family. These messages are a tribute to you both and how you have lived your lives.

We wish you the best and stand ready to help in any way you would like us to.

God bless you both

The Zeidners
Joe Zeidner (PG class of 83) and family <joe@zeidner.com>
Saturday, November 26, 2005 at 23:04:24 (PST)

you have been in our hearts and prayers. We'll continue praying for you all. We look forwrd to seeing Lucas and you both.
Love,
Brad & Karcie
Brad &Karcie Morris <morriskarcie@comcast.net>
Saturday, November 26, 2005 at 20:13:05 (PST)

Hi Sweeties,

I am surely missing being there with you for the rest of the week. It was good to hear Mark's voice today and hear some enthusiasm in it. I definitely know what to pray for.
When I got home from CA, I felt somewhat down until I read the guestbook and all of the positive messages that are there. They picked me right up and made me realize that even though one door is closed, there are many more that we still have to open. Tracy, how good to hear from you. If anyone knows how to do this, you do. I feel excited to try some new things and to keep on being close to Heavenly Father, for that is where our strength lies and where we will know what the next steps should be.

I miss that wonderful baby! I can't believe how good he has been the whole time. Many times I totally forgot that he was with us.

All of your family and friends can't wait for you to get back to God's country....although I must say that the weather in LA is more preferable than what I came back to here.

Never forget how much I love you all, and what confidence I have in your decisions and the way you live your lives.

Love you,
Mom
Mary, Mark's Mom
Saturday, November 26, 2005 at 18:37:56 (PST)

Hey Clements Clan! I hope all is well in California! I miss little Lucas! I missed you guys and was thinking of you this week of Thanksgiving!I am thankful for you all! I LUV YOU!!

*~kenzie~*
McKenzie Giles <kenziedoodle11@hotmail.com>
Friday, November 25, 2005 at 19:47:20 (PST)

Clements Family

Yesterday after stuffing myself with turkey and all of the other Thanksgiving regulars, I sat down on the couch and started flipping through the November Ensign. I read a couple of different talks from the October General Conference and then turned to Elder Henry B. Eyring's talk entitled "Spiritual Preparedness: Start Early and Be Steady". As the title suggests, Elder Eyring talks about preparing ourselves spiritually for the storms of life that will inevitably come our way. The following paragraph particularly hit home to me as I thought about my family's spiritual preparedness and the challenges that your family is currently facing:

"So, the great test of life is to see whether we will hearken to and obey God's commands in the midst of the storms of life. It is not enough to endure storms, but to choose the right while they rage. And the tragedy of life is to fail in the test and so fail to qualify to return in glory to our heavenly home."

Chari and I have always looked to the Clements family as an example of how we would like to raise our little family. Over the past several weeks, we have been even more impressed as we have observed your family approach this new challenge with faith. Thank you for being an example of spiritual preparedness as the storms of life rage all around your sweet family.

Our thoughts and prayers are with you daily.

The Goff Family
Shawn and Chari Goff <shawn.goff@ey.com>
Friday, November 25, 2005 at 09:54:25 (PST)

Mark and Marianne:

It's been many years and I obviously wish we were reconnecting under different circumstances. Kim Wilkey sent me the link to this site so I could catch up on all that has been been happening the last month. Contratulations on the exciting addition of your son Lucas!

This guest book feels like a virtual version of the last scene of "It's a Wonderful Life." You have obviously had a profound impact on the lives of everyone you've known and continue to do so by your inspiring faith and courage in facing this latest adversity.

I've had many people close to me, including both parents, who have done battle with cancer in the last year and I've learned two things. First, no matter what you've been told about the odds, there is more than enough evidence to be optimistic. Modern medical advances coupled with righteous prayers specifically for you by name can work miracles. Second, the Lord's words of comfort to Joseph Smith apply to us all: "thy days are known and thy years shall not be numbered less." (D&C 122:9)

We'll be praying for you every day and watching your progress through this site.

Dave and Heather Kinard
Fellow Missionary in the Great Kentucky Louisville Mission
Now in living in Indianapolis, Indiana.

P.S. You are officially forbidden from visiting my state again (as you did on October 21-22) without letting me know so together we can visit for old time sake the New Albany missionary apartment (ranked #1 by Missionary Quarterly as the nastiest missionary apartment in the US and Canada in the 1980's.)
Dave and Heather Kinard <dkinard@lilly.com>
Friday, November 25, 2005 at 07:20:30 (PST)

Dear Mark and Marianne,

I am so glad your baby arrived safely and things went so well for Marianne. How wonderful to have that new life with you.

I can't express how I feel about all the Clements children whom I love so much and have known for so long.

Mark, I wish the very best for you and hope your positive attitude will continue as it has. You are all to be commended as a family to pull together and work through this the best way you can. My fondest hopes are for you.Please continue to leave no stone unturned!

Love,

Nina
Nina Cooke <kninac@aol.com>
Thursday, November 24, 2005 at 20:42:12 (PST)

We thought on this Thanksgiving Day, it would be appropriate to "Thank" all of you who are so kind to Mark and Marianne and all their families. Your prayers and thoughts lend so much strength and support to them.

We too, are so impressed with the so completely and eloquently expressed, true and important thoughts and principals, by the Flinders. What wise and loving friends they are.

Louise and I have been blessed with the opportunity to be here at Mark and Mariannes home to try and be of some help. The courage, faith and strength the whole family have shown is truly impressive. When baby Lucas was born, the focus was on him and the joy he brought to his family. Mark insisted that we all focus on the happiness of Lucas being healthy and a new member of the family rather than too much focus on Mark's health challenge. Patrick, Chase and Tessa have been so good and cooperative for us, in their parents absence.

On this Thanksgiving Day, we feel so thankful for the many blessings we as a family receive and we know He will continue to bless us (especially Mark) in our need.

Mark has been blessed with a very supportive and loving family. His sisters and their spouses have been amazing. His mother and father have also been so helpful and attentive to any need. He and Marianne are also so fortunate to have a multitude of extended family, friends, Ward members and neighbors, who love and care for them. And above all, they are so blessed to have each other.

May I express in behalf of Marianne's side of the family, our love and appreciation for Mark. He is a wonderful example to all of us, as a husband, father, son, son-in-law, brother, uncle and friend. He has many attributes I admire and would do well to emulate.

Thank you and please keep the prayers and words of encouragement coming. They are such a help to Mark and Marianne, as well as all the family(ies).

We love you all, even though, we haven't met most of you.

With Thanksgiving,
Dale and Louise
Murdock
Dale and Louise Murdock (Marianne's Parents) <dalemurdock@msn.com>
Thursday, November 24, 2005 at 13:30:58 (PST)

Good day our beautiful friends!
I like to thank you for keep us updated.
it's good to know that many people are join us on prayers every day for you and your family.
We know everything is going to be well on Mark's new treatment
we love you very much!!
Talk to you again latter.

The delgados
NELSY DELGADO <NELSY.DELGADO@DELTA,COM>
Thursday, November 24, 2005 at 07:06:27 (PST)

Mark, Marianne, and the rest of my cousin clan!
I love you and am so proud to call you family. I feel the love of our Savior when Loren and I pray for you each day. I know he is mindful of your every need. I appreciate the words written earlier by the Flinders family. They are very wise and tender words which express the thoughts and testimonies of so many of your family and friends. (Thank you Flinders!)
May you feel the strength of the Lord and the hope in his atonement to help you triumph through this time in your lives.
You are loved and cherished by us! Happy Thanksgiving to you all...I have so many fond memories of holidays past together. Thank you for them and cheers to many more!
Much love, Cousin Erin
Erin, Loren, and Nia Budge <erinandloren@gmail.com>
Wednesday, November 23, 2005 at 19:34:51 (PST)

Dear Marianne and Mark,

Mark, we are thinking about you. Glenn and I went to the temple last night. After the session, I put both of your names on the temple prayer roll. I want you to know that you have been in our thoughts and prayers. Glenn and I have always admired and looked up to you guys. It was very sad to hear about the outcome of Mark's surgery, but we will all remain faithful for whatever Heavenly Father has in store for Mark at this time. Congratulations on Lucas's birth! He is a beautiful boy.

With love,
Glenn and Becky Bartholomew
Becky Bartholomew <statetax@comcast.net>
Wednesday, November 23, 2005 at 18:19:37 (PST)

Marianne and Mark,

Like so many others, we have read every word on this site from the beginning. It has become part of our daily routine, along with exercising our faith and offering prayers in your behalf. So, please know how much we appreciate you taking the time to keep all of us informed. We know it requires precious effort and energy on your part.

We, too, hoped for a different outcome with the surgery, but we can see no reason to allow our faith in God's power to waver at this point. Quite the opposite. In fact, the way I see it, you are now one step closer to qualifying for Heavenly Father's divine intervention. From my personal experiences with cancer, it is clear to me that God first requires us to do all we can within our own power before He intervenes. He expects us to pursue every option, consider all the possibilities, and make full use of all the knowledge He has already given us. From what I can see, this is precisely what you've done. The surgery was one of those options. Chemotherapy is another. Being patient and hopeful when the results aren't what we want is another. Gritting our teeth and enduring the pain is hard to do. Waiting on the Lord and trusting in His timing is difficult, but also necessary.

The path you've walked to this point is not wasted. Not one step! The Lord recognizes all you've done. He sees your faith. He sees your trust. He sees your suffering, and He knows you're worried. He loves you and your sweet children. He is also mindful of the faith and prayers of all those who care so dearly for you. It is all before Him, and it appears to me, you've done everything right so far! Your examples and courage and faith blesses each one of us! Know that. And know that we are thankful.

Please remember, the Lord is just as capable of healing you today as he was yesterday, before the surgery. His power is no less adequate now than it was before, regardless of how much the cancer has spread. Regardless of how impossible things may seem. Regardless of any odds or statistics. I'm pretty sure Moses wasn't worried about "the odds" when he led the children of Israel toward the Red Sea... What do you suppose the odds were of the Red Sea parting, while Moses stood on the beach as the armies of Pharoah pursued them? Probably not too good :) But, the statistics didn't matter at that point. He had the Lord on his side - and so do you!

After all, miracles are not really miracles unless they go beyond what we believe is possible... beyond what we can do by ourselves... beyond what man can accomplish alone.

Our job (all of us) is to continue to pursue every avenue, to make every effort, and to do our very best. Then, we must wait patiently and hopefully upon the Lord and trust in His wisdom and timing. If He chooses to intervene in our behalf, we'll have done our part to qualify for that miracle. If He chooses not to, He will most certainly bless us with increased understanding, with merciful comfort, with adequate strength, and with absolute knowledge that His will has been done. Only good will be the result.

He loves you and we love you! Thank you again for your courage and example! And please continue to count the Flinders family among the vast army who stands firmly in your camp!

Hang in there! You're doing all the right things!

Alyssa, Tracy & Family

Alyssa & Tracy Flinders <atflinders@yahoo.com>
Wednesday, November 23, 2005 at 14:44:15 (PST)

We hope Mark can rest and recover from the surgery as you prepare for chemo. You inspire all of us as you share your posts. We admire your strength and faith. We hope our expressions of love and support along with the others here can help buoy your spirits.

Love the Jensens
Lyssa and Rees Jensen <rjensen@bulletproofveil.com>
Wednesday, November 23, 2005 at 14:07:52 (PST)

Dear Marianne and Mark,
boy, some people will do anything to get out of the office and out of having to do his "honey do" list at home for his wife! Sorry, I use humor when I'm at a lost for words (which is rarely!) I remember thinking at the high school reunion that you had to be the most beautiful pregnant woman I had ever seen. Well, Mark wasn't looking too shabby for a guy his age, but he can't hold a candle to you! Your family photo and write up in the booklet really made me laugh! And aren't you the luckiest mom in the world to have Patrick, Chase, Tessa - and baby Lucas is really the icing on the cake. I know everyone is giving you advice, I thought of President Faust's conference talk (from spring?) about why bad things happen to good people, and his answer was 'I don't know'. I think your biggest assest, besides your family (and the number of us posting on here - who knew you had so many friends?!)is your determination. How many people can actually run a marathon? Okay, I can run a forgotten homework assignment or lunch to the kids at school, but I'm thinking that's not the same thing... I've read articles about attitude making a profound difference in the battle against cancer, if anybody has it, I think it's you guys. And my family will be adding it's prayers to the ever increasing stream going up to heaven from all of those who love you.
Andrea Mingl Jensen (and Susan Mingl Smokoff)
Andrea Mingl Jensen (and 2 cents from Susan Mingl Smokoff) <jensenprsrv@juno.com>
Wednesday, November 23, 2005 at 12:14:49 (PST)

Hello Clements Family, its been a while... I hope that all will turn out okay for Mark. You guys are wonderful. Know that I have kept you in my prayers and think of all of you often. I will be coming back to the website to check up on the progress. Hope to see you all soon. I love you all! Love, Bianca Delgado-Andrews
Bianca Andrews <dmb_jm_fan@yahoo.com>
Wednesday, November 23, 2005 at 09:33:08 (PST)

Mark, Marianne, After getting a report from Dad yesterday- I found out I was at a loss for words(wow, can you believe that?), I want you to know that where there are setbacks there's also positives moving forward. Be positive,stay focused, & remember God doesn't give us anything that we can't handle. Love, you Lynda T.
lynda <lyndataylor1077@msn.com>
Wednesday, November 23, 2005 at 08:59:46 (PST)

Dear Mark, Marianne and family. I want you to know that I look at this website everyday, and I have looked quite a few times today to see how the surgery went. I am so so sorry that it didn't go as well as we all hoped! It just breaks my heart to think of what you are all going through! I just hope that you recover quickly and that you will recieve another option on your treatment!
Know that you are thought of often! Good Luck with everything! Love,Lena
Lena Frampton (Schoonover) <lenafive@hotmail.com>
Tuesday, November 22, 2005 at 22:53:51 (PST)

Mark and Marianne,
What a day! I am praying so hard for you guys. I await anxiously on the results of today's surgery. You have endured this so well...your faith has been stronger than your fears. May God continue to bless you and your family during these difficult times. Lots of ove to everyone!
Lorna Loy
Tuesday, November 22, 2005 at 10:21:31 (PST)

Mark and Marianne,
I just heard about the trails you are having. I just wanted to let you know that our thoughts and prayers are with you. We pray that the Lord will uphold you and your beautiful family and that the doctors that are attending to you will be filled with the knowledge of the things the Lord would have them do in your behalf. Congratulations on the birth of your beautiful new son. May the Lord bless you with all of the peace and comfort that only he can offer.
Laralee (Gillman) Winterton <laralee@americanwestlending.com>
Tuesday, November 22, 2005 at 10:06:28 (PST)

Mark and Marianne,
Our prayers are daily for you and your family. Be comforted that with your family research and support, you are in the right hands. Be strong and be the leader of beating this. Show them how it's done. We send our love from its depth.
Mona <mclaybaugh@btjd.com>
Tuesday, November 22, 2005 at 06:34:37 (PST)

Mark, I've been sitting here thinking and can't remember you having had surgery before. Boy when you do something you realy go all out!! We fast and pray for you, Marianne and your children and are confident the Lords blessings will be poured out upon your family. We love you,
Bill, Lisa and Kids
Bill and Lisa Adamson <badamsondmd@juno.com>
Monday, November 21, 2005 at 21:19:43 (PST)

Mark and Marianne,
Aladin and I wanted to wish you the best on Wednesday. Mark, we will be with you in our thoughts and prayers.
Nediha Hadzikadunic <nediha@hotmail.com>
Monday, November 21, 2005 at 19:50:30 (PST)

Mark, Marianne & Family

We wanted to take a minute and wish you the very best. The Lord's blessings are with you and will continue to be as you travel this journey ahead of you. You have a beautiful family. You can feel the love and admiration from your family and friends radiate from this web page. We add ours as well.

Brent & Cindy Larson
Brent Larson <brenthlarson@hotmail.com>
Monday, November 21, 2005 at 11:38:36 (PST)

Mark, Marianne and Family,

I wanted to write you a quick little note and tell you guys that I love you and wish you the best. You and your family have been such a big part of shaping the person who i am today and i love you all.

Malisa
Malisa Schlenker-Brooks <brooks623@juno.com>
Monday, November 21, 2005 at 09:24:34 (PST)

Mark, Marianne and Family,

Thank you for YOUR love, devotion, example and inspiration. I too feel the Lord is and will continue to bless you and your family.

Know that you are constantly in our thoughts and prayers. The web site updates have been great and have allowed our family (from oldest to youngest) to pray for your specific and general needs.

Love ya bud!

Kim Wilkey (and Family) <wilkerk@msn.com>
Sunday, November 20, 2005 at 23:24:50 (PST)

A guestbook? What is this-a wedding? Okay, okay, I just don't know how to get started. I'm sure you've got some idea now of how many lives you all have touched, but I'll add our two cents worth. I can't help but think that God is still a God of miracles. You have been the subject of many prayers and fasts, and will continue to be so. Our love to you all.
The Spanglers
Jeff and Stephenie Spangler <jsspangler@msn.com>
Sunday, November 20, 2005 at 21:51:55 (PST)

Dear Mark & Marianne,

You are an amazing family and we were saddened to hear of your recent trials. Your strong spirit, love for one another, and your incredible faith will pull you through this most difficult time in your lives. We love and pray our Heavenly Father's blessings will ever be with you; to buoy you up as you prepare for your surgery. Keep the faith and know there are hundreds of people praying for you!

With love, Rex and Marilyn Wright

Rex & Marilyn Wright <whomes0922@aol.com>
Sunday, November 20, 2005 at 21:36:58 (PST)

Dearest Family,

I want you to know how much I love you and how happy I was to be able to share the blessing time with you. I feel calm now and know that Heavenly Father will bless you Mark and Marianne, and that the children will be ok and will be able to be calm. You are such a wonderful family, and I am so proud to be your mother, mother-in-law and g-ma. You are living the kinds of lives that Heavenly Father wants you to live and you will be blessed because of it. These pages just attest to the abundant love that is out there for all of you. I love you all sooooo much and we all will be home to party once again.
Love you,
Mom
Mary, Mom, G-ma Lay
Sunday, November 20, 2005 at 19:48:28 (PST)

We wanted you to know we are thinking and praying for you and your family. thank you for your strength and faith. We love you. Love, The Price clan
robyn <derekandrobyn@yahoo.com>
Sunday, November 20, 2005 at 19:30:11 (PST)

Our family wanted to let you know that we continue to pray for you and your sweet family. We send our love and hope for your upcoming surgery on Tuesday.
Lynette Neff & Family
Lynette Neff & Family <glneff@smartfella.com>
Sunday, November 20, 2005 at 17:04:13 (PST)

Our thoughts and prayers are with you all.
Sharla Arnold and Family <sharlaarnold2004@yahoo.com>
Sunday, November 20, 2005 at 10:53:26 (PST)

My mother has informed me of your family situation and we will be joining them in Fasting for you, and include you in our daily prayers as well. Please take care and know that you are loved and thought of. Heavenly Father is with you all.
sincerely,
Francys, Rob, James, Eliza, Juliette and Sophia Tobler.
Francys Tobler and Family ( Delgado ) <franjam_creations@yahoo.com>
Saturday, November 19, 2005 at 20:30:23 (PST)

Just want you to know that we, also, are praying for both of you, and the children, and that we are thinking of you every day and have faith that your strength will see you through this week in good shape.

We love you!
Aunt Diane and Uncle Louis <dhcljc@yahoo.com>
Saturday, November 19, 2005 at 18:40:59 (PST)

Dear Mark, Marianne and kids:
Please count me among the hundreds that are thinking of you and praying for you. You are all amazing! I hope this week turns out to put everything on an upward swing and Mark will soon be feeling better. You and your extended family are such an inspiration. I wish I was close enough to come by and give you all a hug.

Would you do something for me? I’m sure little Lucas has about had his face kissed off. . . would you plant one for me on the back of his neck (that’s my favorite baby kiss). I have kissed most of the little Clements cousins there at least once.

I’m so grateful this this website. I believe in MIRACLES! Hugs, smiles and prayers coming to you from St. George.
Love, Ann Richardson

Ann Richardson <keepintune@hotmail.com>
Saturday, November 19, 2005 at 16:55:04 (PST)

We just wanted you to know that you are always in our prayers and we wigh you the best with the surgery this week. We love you all, tell the kids hi from us too! Love, The Downs Family
Keven & Melissa Downs
Saturday, November 19, 2005 at 14:48:59 (PST)

Your baby is adorable, congratulations. My prayers are with you as you go have your surgery. Mark, give my love to your mom, too. Love from Diana Thornton
Diana Thornton
USASaturday, November 19, 2005 at 10:01:58 (PST)

Marianne, Mark and Family
Hey - What a cool website - Nice family picture.
Congratulations on the beautiful, healty baby Lucas, we can wait to see him soon.
Mark what a great example you and your family are for us. Remember that our Heavenly Father is always by our side, you are a very strong and young person. Hung in There!
We'll be happy to join your family in "a fast" this Sunday.
Our thoughts and prayers are with you and all your loved ones.
Marianne, Mark thank you so much for your friendship and for being there always for us.
We love you and appreciate you vey much, if there anything that we can help please let us know.
We'll keep looking on your website for updates.

Love you!!

Nelsy, Ringo, Frandina, Erick and the rest of the family.
nelsy delgado <nelsy.delgado@delta.com>
Friday, November 18, 2005 at 21:45:36 (PST)

Mark - That is very sage advice from your doctor regarding a "good attitude." My best friend has had stage four cancer since 2002. It has shown up in her breast, liver, lungs and brain. She has been through radiation and chemo-therapy weekly. She is now having chemo just every three weeks and is doing very well. Her upbeat attitude has been remarkable. Please know that our prayers are with you and your sweet family. We have shared your story with many and assure you that prayers are coming to you from many caring people of many different faiths.
Linda Pollock-Wells (Stone's grandma) <lpollock@utah.gov>
Thursday, November 17, 2005 at 13:16:40 (PST)

Good luck with your surgery on Tuesday! Our prayers are with you!
Nick & Kesha Scott <kscott@btjd.com>
Thursday, November 17, 2005 at 10:38:25 (PST)

Mark: You do not know me . . it is a long story. I am paralegal to Robert Burton, attorney for Burton Lumber in the Burton Lumber v. Vision, A Design case. I had been trying to reach you to set deposition date for your client, Chad Walker, when Kelly told me you were out of the office with an illness. Over a few phone calls trying to set a date with an associate, Kelly informed me you had been diagnosed with liver cancer. I want you to know of Mr. Burton and my concern (Mr. Burton lost his oldest son to bone cancer at the age of 17 and is very sympathetic to your illness). My brother-in-law, Wayne Ricks, a local architect, has been battling liver cancer for about 10 years now (which originally started in his Pancreas). He visited the Mayo clinic two years ago and they removed a large portion of his liver. He has done really well since then. However, the tumors have begun growing again, and he recently went through a new procedure where they inserted a chemical substance directly through the blood vein blocking off the blood supply to the tumors. It has been two weeks now and they are seeing GREAT success. Just wanted to pass this information along to you. Good luck to you, and your family. Our prayers are with you. Lorraine Starkie
Lorraine Starkie <lorraine@burtonlumber.com>
Thursday, November 17, 2005 at 08:01:43 (PST)

We have watched with love and great interest the events of the last little while. You and your little family are in the prayers of our entire family. As I work in the temple I am able to make sure that your name is on the prayer roll all the time. If there is anything additional we can do just let us know.
Aunt Colleen
Thursday, November 17, 2005 at 07:23:31 (PST)

My prayers are with you every minute of the day. May this be the thing that will make the rest of your recovery easier. Consider yourselves hugged, admired and quite remarkable.
This web page is so wonderful. God bless you all.
Rosemary Richardson
Thursday, November 17, 2005 at 07:00:58 (PST)

Mark & marianne & Clements Family(this includes your mom, dad & sisters) Congrats. You will definitely be in my prayers., and in my heart. Love you all. Lynda
Lynda <lyndataylor1077@msn.com>
Wednesday, November 16, 2005 at 20:33:52 (PST)

Mark, I just read about the surgery. Sounds like great news to me. We'll be praying for a miraculous outcome! Hang in there buddy!
Mike Sanders <msand9190@sbcglobal.net>
Wednesday, November 16, 2005 at 19:49:40 (PST)

It was great talking to you Sis, Mark you were asleep, but I look forward to seeing you down in LA on Sunday, and I am grateful for the doctors that have felt they could make a difference. My prayers will be with you, now & through all you will go through. Give my love to Patrick, Chase & Tessa! I'll be able to give love directly to Lucas when I see him. Love, Chad
Chad Murdock <cmurdock@earthlink.net>
Wednesday, November 16, 2005 at 18:19:48 (PST)

Congratulations! Lucas is beautiful. He looks like he knows what his "job" is...what a blessing! We remain very hopeful. We continue to pray for you and your family.
Lots of love coming your way - Lorna
Lorna
Wednesday, November 16, 2005 at 15:55:09 (PST)

I pray for you daily and talk to Chase at school every day. I
hope for the best. I hope that every thing goes well and Lucas is a great son. I've decided to go for the cougars on your behalf. I'm a very strong Utah fan. GO COUGARS
Jake Webster
Wednesday, November 16, 2005 at 14:55:15 (PST)

Dear Mark, Marianne, and family,
We feel the deepest love for you and your family and gratitude that we can call you friends. We want to support and sustain you in any way possible as you face this challenging time. Our thoughts and prayers are with you throughout the day. We hope the answers will be clear as you sort through the information. May the sun break through the clouds and shine for you!
Lyssa and Rees Jensen family <lyssajane@utahbroadband.com>
Tuesday, November 15, 2005 at 20:55:35 (PST)

Mark, Marrianne and family,

Congratulations on the little Lucas!! He is a very handsome little man!! You have been in our thoughts alot and we worry and miss you,but are very proud of the way you are attacking things with grace and dignity. I would love to hear from you when you are ready and we would love to meet the newest Clements. Untill then, we really appreciate your site to keep up on your progress. Know that our hearts are with you and we love you and your family and we are here if you need anything.
Love, The Fullers

Frank,Kandi, Zak and Emily fuller <tiggeroni1@yahoo.com>
Tuesday, November 15, 2005 at 10:39:49 (PST)

Clements Family:

You are in our prayers daily. You are all inspiring to our family. Keep the faith.

Love the Evensons
Rick & Lisa Evenson & Family <lisa@tandcmtg.com>
Tuesday, November 15, 2005 at 08:42:49 (PST)

Dear Marianne and Mark,
I just talked to Billy Adamson tonight and he told me what has been going on in your lives the last few weeks. Talk about two extremes! I miss you Marianne, I really wish I could give you both a hug. Please know you are in our prayers and in our thoughts. I am so thankful for Heavenly Father's plan. Congratulations on the beautiful baby, good luck in the next few months. Take care!Please let me know if there is anything I can do!
Love ya,
Wendy

Wendy (Richards) Whatcott <herfault@msn.com>
Monday, November 14, 2005 at 18:13:16 (PST)

Dear Mark and Marianne,
Just want you to know that we are still pulling for you and praying for you and your precious family. We know you are some of our Father in Heaven's choice spirits and that He loves you very much. We know that you will have many huge blessings in store when you are going through so much. How grateful you must be for each other and the strength and support you are to each other. We know the Savior loves you and will bless you each day. May the love, respect and admiration we all have for each of you bring you strength. You have so many people who are pulling for you. God bless you always.
Our love, The Wilkeys
Mack and MorRae Wilkey <lovebugs@burgoyne.com>
Monday, November 14, 2005 at 15:57:14 (PST)

Mark,

I just spoke with Nediha, she informed me of whats been going on. It seems like everything happens when I go out of state! You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. You are a wonderfully courageous person (and and exceptional person to work for!)Congratulations on the little one.
Laura Campbell <laura_campbell_ut@hotmail.com>
Monday, November 14, 2005 at 13:17:41 (PST)

My love and prayer continue to come your way. I am so impressed with the strength of your entire family. I think some of us are blessed with remarkable families just for situations like this. Keep up the good work.

Prayerfully Rosemary
Rosemary Richardson
Monday, November 14, 2005 at 09:59:58 (PST)

Mark,
I just heard about what you are going through. My initial feelings were of shock and sadness. Then I became angry that something so sad is happening to one of the nicest and funniest people I have ever met - which is saying a lot considering your profession. :) Then I looked at your website and felt so happy for you because of the love and support you have in your life. Your family is beautiful. My thoughts and prayers go out to each of you and pray that your decisions come easy and the recovery is even easier. Good luck and don't give up your sense of humor, I am sure it will help you through the rough days.
Lynette Lindhardt <lymay@networld.com>
Monday, November 14, 2005 at 08:49:45 (PST)

HEY GANG,
It was good to see you at home tonight and to be able to joke and see that spirits were lifted a little. I am so proud of all of you and the wonderful family that you are. I think that Patrick, Chase and Tessa are some of the best behaved children that I know and I love being with them. They are my friends as well as my grandchildren. Lucas is absolutely beautiful and he seems to have such an easy-going demeanor about him. Thanks goodness!

Thanks to Dale and Louise for the good care they are giving to all of you. I'm anxious to hear about the smoothies that Dale will make. I'll be up Monday around 2:00 to drop things off. I love you all soooo much.
Love,
G-Ma
Mary, Mom, G-ma Lay
Sunday, November 13, 2005 at 23:04:22 (PST)

Marianne, I am stunned, saddened, and sorrowful at what you are going through--and at the same time awed and inspired with you, your family, your attitude, and the obvious hand the Lord has in your lives. It was just a few weeks ago we were wondering why the Bishop felt inspired to release you from Young Women's while leaving in another pregnant woman. Not to mention the timing of little Lucas joining your family right now, such a poignant reminder of how close heaven is. My thoughts and prayers - as well as those of all your beehive fans - are with you and your family. When you are ready for or in need of babysitting services, (or anything else) I've got a crew of girls eager to help!
Suzanne Reese <sevenreeses@comcast.net>
Sunday, November 13, 2005 at 20:38:35 (PST)

HEY CLEMENTS!! I'm so happy for you guys with baby lucas here! I know he will bring you the joy you need when you are sad! Uncle Mark and Aunt Marrianne, I luv you guys and thanx for being so great to me!! Kids, YOU ARE THE GREATEST!! Be strong i luv you all!
McKenzie Giles <kenziedoodle11@hotmail.com>
Sunday, November 13, 2005 at 19:07:23 (PST)

Your family is beautiful, and the new addition looks delightful. It is so good to see the tremendous support from so many who love you. You are and will continue to be in our prayers as well as the prayer rolls of many Temples. God bless!
Steve & Pam Berg (Pam is Rick, of rick and amy pollocks, sister) <Dhofpj@aol.com>
Saturday, November 12, 2005 at 17:56:45 (PST)

AHHHHHHHHHH! Your baby is sooo cute! I want one! I am so happy for you all. Much love to everyone. We can't wait to see you, and are hoping it will be soon!
Jess Van Allen <jaj5902@aol.com>
Friday, November 11, 2005 at 19:45:12 (PST)

Hey Clements familly,
Wanted to just say hi and let you all know we are thinking of you all today. I bet that cute little Lucas is getting so spoiled. Mark we want you to know how much we love you and have you in all of our prayers at all time. The thought just came to me how the Lord works in mysterious ways that sometimes we don't really understand. Marianne be sure and let us know if there is anything we can do at anytime. We send our love and support and hope you will call if there is anything you need. Love Us
Bruce Lisa and Kids <lisamurdock@quest.net>
Friday, November 11, 2005 at 19:34:57 (PST)

Dear Clements Family,
You have been in our every thought and prayer. This is an incredible journey for you. It is wonderful to see the great love and support you are receiving. It is evident that the Lord is giving you added strength through this difficult time. We are reminded of a scripture our patriarch shared with us when Cami was ill. This certainly applies to you and your family now...
1 Peter 4:12-13
"Beloved, think it not strange concerning the fiery trial which is to try you, as though some strange thing happened unto you; But rejoice, inasmuch as ye are partakers of Christ's sufferings; that, when his glory shall be revealed, ye may be glad also with exceeding joy."
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We love you. We pray for you daily. Kiss Lucas--and each other for us.
Much love, Shannon and Jeanette (St. Louis, MO)
Shannon and Jeanette Mahaffey <smahaffe7>
Friday, November 11, 2005 at 17:25:11 (PST)

Marianne, Mark and family,
So fun to see handsome Lucas this morning as I opened the webpage. He is a doll. Sorry Mark for the diaper experience, get Marianne to show you the trick. It worked for Kristie. Always cover!!! Glad to hear you made the trip okay. Keeping your decisions in our prayers.
Hugs to all of you and your parents. I know they are a tremendous support and help.
Ann
Ann <annhoss@aol.com>
Friday, November 11, 2005 at 08:41:38 (PST)

Mark, Marianne and family,
Thank you so much for letting be a part of Lucas's Birthday. It was such a joyous special time and I am so grateful that I could make it. I miss you all so much and think of you all the time. Tessa it is your responsability to kiss the top of Lucas's head for me. Patrick you need to hold and cuddle him. Chase, yes you can take his mittens off so that he can hold your pinkie. I love you guys all so much and know how much my family loves you too. We are all praying for you and the doctors you're visiting. I did talk to Dr. Cannon about the Dr.s down here but I'll call tomorrow and tell you myself. Tons of love, comin' your way! S.W.A.K. Diane
Diane
Thursday, November 10, 2005 at 21:54:36 (PST)

Thank-you for the update on Mark's visit to LA. I am very proud of you Mark & your strenth of courage. Lucas has grown so much since last seeing him on Saturday. It's so awsome to see all of Heavenly Fathers earthly families pulling together to help one another. "Love One Another"great song. I'd sing it for you but, you know us Murdocks I'd start bawling so, maybe you can just picture it in your minds. Love you lots, take care, Lynda xoxoxoxoxoxo......
Lynda <lyndataylor1077@msn.com>
Thursday, November 10, 2005 at 19:03:01 (PST)

Because Mark and Marianne are so busy with the baby and visiting doctors, I thought I would update you all as to what is going on in the family.

Stacie, Mark and Ray (Mark's Dad) just got back from LA where they met with several doctors, getting opposite opinions from each one. Tomorrow Mark, Kelley, probably Marianne, and I will be meeting with another Dr. at Huntsman and then with Mark's oncologist, Dr. Whisenat. Next week they have several appts. in Az. We are in search of an onocological surgeon who will take his case and remove the left lobe of the liver, which can then regenerate. He will probably need a strict regimen of chemo and perhaps radiation.

Amy is looking at clinical trials and when they are in Phoenix, they will meet with some Drs. there who are working on trials in Mark's area.

Kelley and I are working on alternative or companion medical and or natural or holistic approaches to the problem. We feel like we have to explore every option until we prayerfully find the things he should do.

If everyone could direct their prayers along those lines, of helping Mark and Marianne decide which protocols they will follow. It is interesting to see that those who have healed themselves have had to do the research themselves. Every case is different and the individual doctors don't have time to research each patient in all of these areas. We are very pleased with Dr. Whisenat, because of his interest and work in Mark's behalf. We have gotten many things to follow up from you, Mark's friends. Our best leads have come this way.

Every little bit, every prayer, every thought, every note, helps all of us in this crisis that has come into our lives. We all feel that Mark has spent his life helping all of us, and now it is our turn to help him. We will do anything to help him turn this around.

We all appreciate you and your continued support.

With much hope,
Mary, Mark's Mom
Mark's Mom Mary
Thursday, November 10, 2005 at 14:29:44 (PST)

Congratulations on baby Lucas. That is so exciting. This website is amazing. We are so sorry about Mark's cancer and the frustration in treating it. We wish we could play the hero and give you an answer to it all, but we can only offer our love and support (and prayers). We love your family dearly and would do anything in the world for you. Remember that your family and friends are the Lord's hands right now so let them do everything they can. I'm sure you guys already know that. Once again, Congrats on the baby. He is a doll and will fit right in with the rest of your exceptionally good looking family.
The Menlove Family <kkmenlove@aol.com>
Thursday, November 10, 2005 at 10:50:43 (PST)

Hey I heard about Mark's cancer and I feel really bad. I hope the abdomen pain will go down and that you guys can find a surgery that will work effectively. Congratulations on Lucas. I think Chase will be a great big brother (take my word for it I know).
Mitch Menlove
Thursday, November 10, 2005 at 10:31:12 (PST)

I've been thinking of you and your family and thought I'd "peek in" again to see how things are going. My deep respect for you bringing another wonderful human being into the world.

This event reminded me of President Packer's April 2004 GC talk entitled, "Do Not Fear." In his remarks, he included this counsel, "Do not be afraid to bring children into the world. We are under covenant to provide physical bodies so that spirits may enter mortality (see Genesis 1:28; Moses 2:28). Children are the future of the restored Church." I am grateful for families like yours.

Our hearts, compassion, prayers, and best wishes are with you all.

Shannon Mahaffey <semahaffey@charter.net>
Thursday, November 10, 2005 at 09:09:20 (PST)

Congratulations on your beautiful new baby, we are so glad to hear that everything went well. He's beautiful. We think of you often, and you are in our prayers.
Shawn and Stacy Catmull <catmulls@yahoo.com>
Tuesday, November 08, 2005 at 20:32:11 (PST)

Mark and Marianne:
I just heard the news of your beautiful new baby and Mark's trial on Sunday. It was announced in church. I am in complete shock, as is everyone. I feel bad because Rees and Lyssa are in Hawaii celebrating Rees' 40th birthday and we have no way of getting in touch with him. Lyssa made him promise not to take his laptop and he hasn't answered his phone yet. As soon as I can I will get the word to them. I hope that all is going well. It seems like just yesterday Tessa was in my Sunbeam class smiling with all of the answers, and then some. Mark I am so sorry for the painful diagnosis, but know that you are in our family prayers and we all have faith that the Lord will bless you and your sweet family. Marianne, I miss seeing your huge smile and talking with you. Congratulations on another wonderful spirit that gets to be a part of the Clements clan. I wish there was something I could say or do. My father has CLL which is a lymphomic leukemia and so I know of the frustration when the doctors don't have much to offer. He has been at Huntsman and has done 2 experimental procedures that have added some time to his short life. He said that if Mark had any questions, because my dad has done a lot of research and written a few papers including some of your diagnosis, to give him a call. He knows right where you are and would love to give any advice or answer any questions. He is a good man and you may find some comfort in talking with him. He knows a lot about Houston and Anderson. Wow, this life is full of surprises and opportunities for our spirits to grow, isn't it. I was talking to my mom a few weeks ago, and having a huge pitty party for myself because of all my parents have been through in the past two years and I told my mom it wasn't fair. About a week ago she and I had another talk and she said that she had been thinking about my statement. Her wise counsel was that if life was fair there would be no trials and thus no growth, then what is the purpose of this life? That has helped me put things into perspective, not that it doesn't hurt any less, but I feel like we are all given these "opportunities for growth" and what we do with them, how we handle them will be a reflection on our own lives and how we choose to spend our time on this earth.
Devin and I are praying for you, I am talking to Kim Nelson daily and will hope to see you soon.
We love you, Taunya Cox
Taunya Cox <tcox@fvtech.com>
Tuesday, November 08, 2005 at 19:22:57 (PST)

Dear Mark and family,
I know you through your mother, a good friend of mine. Congratulations on your new baby. Very sorry for your present suffering.
I have a neighbor who has some good advice due to her little son surviving various cancers. She used Can-Cell or Can-trol, Noni &/or Aloe Vera. Recommend www.keephopealive.org., http://www.cancertutor.com, http://www1.cancersitefinder.com and https://www.healthjourneys.com/product_detail.asp?id=115 for guided imagery specifically for cancer. Look into your eyes in the mirror and say, "I love you" every day. Chi Gung/Qi Gong/Chi Kung is superior tai chi-type exercise, very life-renewing, especially in conjunction with acupuncture treatment. http://www.monroeinstitute.com/research/hemisync/hemi-sync.html for good stress-control. For good subliminals: http://www.megabrain.com. Prayers of loved ones and blessings, seem to help the most. I hope you live a long time in a happy way.
Desi Escobedo
Desi Escobedo <desiescobedo@hotmail.com>
Tuesday, November 08, 2005 at 19:19:22 (PST)

Dear Mark and Family:
Congratulations on the arrival of Lucas. He's a blessing in such hard times. My family and I are praying for you.

Michelle Taub and Family
Michelle Alvarez Taub <michelletaub@aol.com>
Monday, November 07, 2005 at 16:07:04 (PST)

Mark and Family-
I have been visiting your wondeful sight on a regular basis and checking up on your progress from mutual friends and contacts. I can't tell you how much your thoughts have touched me and my family,you are in our thoughts and prayers on a nightly basis. I believe I read you were headed to Stanford my good friend and fellow ex-cougar S Young is fairly well networked there. I spoke about you to him the other night on the phone and will mention to him tonight that you may be headed that way and to see if he has any personal contacts that may be beneficial for you and your family.
It's great to see we
still have some loyal Cougar fans out there!!
All the best, our thoughts and prayers.
Jim Herrmann and Family
Jim Herrmann <jherrmann@iconfitness.com>
Monday, November 07, 2005 at 15:48:17 (PST)

To the Clements family-- Congratulations on the new additon to your home. How blessed we are to be parents...
I am not surprised at all by the overwhelming response this web-site is getting,so many people love and appreciate the great people that you all are. Good Luck with this battle, I am thinking of you constantly and wishing you well! Love, Sid Hansgen (Sid with a i)

Sid Hansgen <henchn@msn.com>
Monday, November 07, 2005 at 15:14:26 (PST)

Mark - I got the e-mail from Demetrios just a few minutes ago and am incredibly moved and anxious to help you, my fellow BYU fan and friend. The last time we talked was at that great game BYU v. Wyoming in Vegas, watching Chad Lewis lope down the field on that long catch towards the end of the game. We share a faith that has answers to difficult tribulations like what you and your family are going through now. You are and will be in my, my families, and my many friends here in Nevada's prayers. I just spoke with my dad who has some contacts both with the Huntsman Institute and the National Institutes of Health. I will get back to you as soon as I hear back from him to see if his intervention results in any new information or potential courses of action. I can be reached at (775) 788-8690. Leif
Leif Reid <lreid@lionelsawyer.com>
Monday, November 07, 2005 at 10:28:35 (PST)

Dear Marianne and Mark,
I just heard simultaneously about your wonderful news (a beautiful healthy baby) and your frightening news. Demetrios says you may be looking into treatment with a doctor in California. If so, please do not hesitate to contact Adam and me for absolutely anything, big or small, we can do to help out. In the meantime, we will be praying for you and thinking of you.
Mara (Kapelovitz) Goldman <mara_goldman@fd.org>
Monday, November 07, 2005 at 09:53:48 (PST)

Our family is keeping you in our prayers. I've got to think that the tremendous support network you obviously have will be a true blessing in what can only be a very difficult time.

Jim
Jim Robertson SLS '95 <jrobertson@sidley.com>
Monday, November 07, 2005 at 09:46:12 (PST)

Thank you for being such a great friend to my little bro. We are fasting and praying for you !! May the Lord bless you and your family Kevin
Kevin Wilkey <kwilkey50@hotmail.com>
Monday, November 07, 2005 at 09:20:45 (PST)

Mark - I just heard from RoseAnn's email about what you and your family are contending with and wanted to let you know that I am keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers. I thought you might like to know that you are receiving support from even far-flung corners, from mere acquaintenances. I'm rooting for you. - gail
Gail Goldman (nee Woodbury), SLS '95 <gailandgregg@adelphia.net>
Monday, November 07, 2005 at 07:10:19 (PST)

It was great to see you yesterday. Your new baby is absolutely beautiful, as are the rest of your "not so new" babies. In RS yesterday we talked about what it means to be a diciple of Christ. I was amazed as I read about His life and the things He did as He taught us how to be. You and yours must know Him well. I feel how He lived in what I see you doing.
Love, Cathy Croxton
Cathy Croxton <c.croxton@comcast.net>
Monday, November 07, 2005 at 06:54:40 (PST)

We are on your team!!!!!We are the parents of Kim Wilkey. We were so grateful to you when you were a missionary companion to him and for always being there for him when he needed you throughout the years. You are a great friend and we know he loves and appreciates you. I had cancer about 26 years ago. I thought if anything like that ever hit me that I wouldn't be able to handle it. I found out different. The Lord blessed me each day with the strength I needed to get through that day. I felt such strength from the prayers and fasting of many other people and I am sure you have felt that also. We continue to remember you, your sweet wife and family in our prayers and fasting. It is people like you that make the world a better place to be. God bless you and be with you always.
Our love,
Mack and MorRae Wilkey
Mack and MorRae Wilkey
Sunday, November 06, 2005 at 16:00:42 (PST)

Hey Guys!!
I LUV YOU ALL!! baby lucas is DARLING!! i fasted for you guys today! luv your guts!!
*~kenzie~*
McKenzie Giles <kenziedoodle11@hotmail.com>
Sunday, November 06, 2005 at 15:39:49 (PST)

We love you and are so happy to hear about the arrival of sweet Lucas! We wish we could be there to see you all and give you big hugs. We were at the Washington, D.C. temple yesterday and I felt such great comfort knowing your family is being prayed for across the world by people of great faith. We know the Lord is mindful of you and we pray that He will bless you with health, comfort, and peace. Enjoy your little one and give him a snuggle for us! What a blessing to have him join your family! You are in our prayers each day.
love you much,
Erin (Mark's cousin), Loren, and Nia
Erin, Loren, and Nia Budge <erinandloren@gmail.com>
Sunday, November 06, 2005 at 10:16:28 (PST)

WOW. Just a few hours ago I was feeling sorry for myself. I just heard the great news about your new baby and also the not so great news. As I am typing this I am looking across the street as Marianne visits with a friend on the portch, I am thinking about what a great family and neighbor you are. Mark, you are a very strong person and if anybody can take this on and lick it, it will be you. My thyought, prayers and love are with you.
Ron Holmes
Ron Holmes <Rhol1654@msn.com>
Saturday, November 05, 2005 at 16:10:07 (PST)

I have always felt that you two were VERY INCREDIBLE people. I have known you Mark since we were kids and you Marianne since high school and you have both ALWAYS been consistantly incredible!!! (and I truly mean that!) Everything you have ever done has been first class and you have both been the best at everything you do, so as we go through this experience with you (thanks for the website) I know you will handle it in the same "first class" way. I have always "looked up to you both" (and not just because I am short). This will be yet another opportunity for us all to "look up to you both". I have once again, already drawn strength from your family just from reading this website. Congratulations on the wonderful birth of your son Lucas! You are such an awesome family! We love you and join our prayers with everyone else in your behalf.

P.S. If you need a laugh just let me know and I'll see what I can do for you!!!
Troy & Shellie Slade <troy@themodbod.com>
Saturday, November 05, 2005 at 15:50:58 (PST)

Hi Wonderful Clements!

I for one will be fasting right along with you. I called the Your name is also on the prayer roll at the Dominican Republic Temple.

I see that Jim signed in. Get in touch with him, he faught this awful disease with a vengence and can give you some good.

My continued prayers are with you and those of my family.

Love and Admiration, Rosemary
Rosemary Richardson <rosier33@hotmail.com>
Saturday, November 05, 2005 at 08:20:23 (PST)

Mark and Marianne,

Congratulations on the birth of Lucas. That is such exciting news. I'm sure he is like a ray of sunshine in your home.

When the date of the marathon was approaching I was remembering my experience last year and thinking of people I knew who were running this year. I thought of you, Mark, and have thought of you a number of times since. Now I know why you have been in my thoughts. Keep running! You have a different race to run now, and you will be winners. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
Denise (Dickerson) Baker <Denise@kjbaker.net>
Friday, November 04, 2005 at 21:39:06 (PST)

Mark,

Since your energies are mostly being directed elsewhere these days, we held a family meeting and decided to root for BYU on your behalf (this is a very big step for us).

You are in our hearts and prayers and we think of you often.

With love,
Ken and Lisa Webster and family
Ken and Lisa Webster <websterken@comcast.net>
Friday, November 04, 2005 at 19:17:44 (PST)

Hi, All of you Faithful Website Followers:

Just a note to say thank you again for your support of Mark and Marianne. We wanted to invite all of you who would be interested to join with us this coming Sunday in a "fast" for Mark. He has many very important decisions to make this next week...do I go for more opinions on surgery?...Do I start chemo now or after surgery if I have it? What kinds of nutritional supplements and diets should I do? What about acupuncture, colonic cleansings. etc. We haven't even had a chance to talk to Mark about all of this yet. We would love your participation and continued prayers for Mark & Marianne and the family as we try to make all of these huge decisions. We have put his name on the prayer rolls of all the temples in the US and will continue to do so every two weeks.
Thank you again for all the love you are sending Mark's way.
Mark's Mom Mary
Friday, November 04, 2005 at 17:07:44 (PST)

Hello Clements family. I am Rosemary Richardsons son a good friend of Marks mother. I seem to remenber you Mark from PG, you were a year or two younger but I remember you. My name then was James Collett, I took back my birth name when I got married and prepared to have children.
I have some understanding of how you feel right now because I too have fought a deadly cancer that was supposedly terminal, Metistatic Melanoma. However, I cannot even immagine how it would be to have a beautful family like you do and have to go through this battle. I am pleased to hear you have some good doctors reviewing the case and I will keep you in my prayers while you overcome this life challenge.
My mother asked if I had any pearls of wisdom that may be of some value to you from the experience that I had. I remember everyone in the world trying to share every kind of miracle cure there was and although the intent was pure it became a little overwhelming. I would be more that happy to take some time with you and share some of the things that I know made a huge difference in my recovery if that is something you would like to do.
Feel free to shoot me and email or give me a call if you would like to communicate on some level. email above and direct line 818-230-9723 mobile 818-515-6762
God Bless you, your family and those that will be caring for you on all levels.
Sincerely, James Keene
James Keene <james.keene@3nonline.com>
Friday, November 04, 2005 at 14:22:27 (PST)

Congratulations on the latest addition to the Clements' clan! Lucas sounds like a beautiful baby--which means he must look a lot like Marianne!! (If you can't kid your pals, who can you kid?)

Now that the baby is here and healthy, let's get to work on Mark.

Love,

Demetrios
Demetrios Anaipakos <danaipakos@azalaw.com>
Friday, November 04, 2005 at 07:47:59 (PST)

ALL YALL excuse my spelling, right? Eric asked me this morning if "balling" was a kids game that they play down in Texas!!
Kristie King <kking1643@comcast.net>
Friday, November 04, 2005 at 06:07:24 (PST)

As I sit here tonight reading all the emails that have been posted in the last two days, balling like a child, pleading with our Father above, thinking of the great day that we had yesterday, thanks to all of our awesome friends, Stacie, Amy, Kelley and your wonderful family, and then truly realizing how many miracles happen daily no matter the size, big or small. For I held a little miracle less than 7 weeks ago and then again tonight staring down at baby Lucas. It brought me great joy, as I'm sure it did you too, watching Tessa, the new BIG sister, taking such great care of him. Already she has the motherly instinct! Tess, I am so very proud of you! Thanks for sharing Lucas with McClain and Avery. Congrats to ALL YALL! He is perfect. "A baby brings a little bit of heaven down to earth." All my love now and always,

Kristie King <kking1643@comcast.net>
Thursday, November 03, 2005 at 22:18:53 (PST)

We just want to express our love & support to you Mark & to you Marianne. You have such a wonderful family. Mark, you are very strong & I know that you will be able to beat all of the challenges that you face. Mark & Marianne, we are so excited for you & your family & the new arrival of Lucas. Congrats. If you ever need anything, please call us at 768*2774. We are living in Lehi. We love you all & our prayers are with you Mark & Marianne. You've always been so special to us.

Martin & Cheryl Drake <drake84057@hotmail.com>
Thursday, November 03, 2005 at 21:45:12 (PST)

I have felt so lost without my computer so I came over to my neighbor's house tonight. Horray for baby Lucas! I just talked to Mary and she filled me in on the details of the happy birth with everyone present. It was so good to see Marianne yesterday at the shower; she looked terrific!

I have been just heartsick for you both over this miserable physical challenge you have been given to deal with. And,I know healing can happen in our lives. Heavenly Father knows who you are and loves your family so much. Trust Him, love each other and all will be well. You can do this you guys!

We will be moving in three weeks so I am glad to be able to check in with all of you via this website. You inspire me and have blessed my life tremendously. We are praying for you every day! Aunt Pat
Pat Clements
Thursday, November 03, 2005 at 21:38:52 (PST)

We just wanted to congratulate you on the new arrival of baby Lucas. We love you all & pray for you to be able to find peace & comfort through this trial. We love & appreciate you Mark & Marianne. Your whole family is special to us.
Martin & Cheryl Drake <drake84057@hotmail.com>
Thursday, November 03, 2005 at 21:32:01 (PST)

What wonderful news, congratulations. Lucus, you have been born into a family of love, faith and unsurpassed strength. We look forward to seeing your life unfold and know that great things are in store for you. You are a perfect example of the Lord's "tender mercies". All our love to you and your family.
Bill and Lisa Adamson <badamsondmd@juno.com>
Thursday, November 03, 2005 at 21:27:44 (PST)

Welcome, Lucas. You come at a very important time to bring Heavenly Father's greetings of love and hope to your family, so soon from His presence. And Mark, Marianne, and family, please know my thoughts and prayers are with you.
Cam Mosher <cam@cammosher.com>
Thursday, November 03, 2005 at 20:44:17 (PST)

Mark, Marianne and family

Congratulations on your new addition. We are sure this new present from heaven will bring all of you untold joy. We think of your family often and pray for our Fathers blessing on you. Reading the comments about your family is inspiring and tear jerking to know the kind of family you represent to all of us. Keep the faith and know that our faith is with yours as well. We love you.

Brad, Jenn and Cade Mauss
Brad and Jenn Mauss <bradandjenn@interfold.com>
Thursday, November 03, 2005 at 20:19:28 (PST)

Congratulations on the new additon to your family. Were so Happy for you and glad to hear that all went well. Your in our thoughts and prayers daily. "LIVE STRONG"
Evan & Patti Wiggins <evan.c.wiggins@intel.com>
Thursday, November 03, 2005 at 19:58:01 (PST)

Dear Mark, Marianne and Family,
We can't imagine the emotions you must be experiencing at this time, but we wanted to send a note to let you know that people from far away and across the years are pulling for you.
We know the Savior can bind families together for eternity as well as heal the sick in the present. We're invoking both blessings right now.
Welcome to your new baby and courage for the fight to come.
Love,
Bryon and Laura
Bryon and Laura Biggs <bi2gs@shentel.net>
Thursday, November 03, 2005 at 19:42:54 (PST)

Congrats! So glad to hear that Lucas has arrived and that Mary Ann is doing great.
Ann & Danny Hossley <annhoss@aol.com>
Thursday, November 03, 2005 at 19:23:44 (PST)

Congrats!!! So gald to hear Lucas has arrived and that Mary Ann is doing well. Wish I was ther to hold he and Davis. What buds they will be. Hugs,
Ann and Danny Hossley <annhoss@aol.com>
Thursday, November 03, 2005 at 19:22:04 (PST)

Hey,Clements family, Love the family photo, beautiful! Mucho congrats on the new bundle of joy!! Baby Lucas! Also, congratulations Mark in running the St. George marathon, I had a friend run it three years ago, and she loved every minute of it. Also, congratulations Mark on still being a BYU fan!! Didn't know how the year would turn out, but they aren't half bad. We almost converted to the dark side of being Ute fans!! Are thoughts and prayers are with your family. Glad you have a Web page like this to keep us all up-dated. If we hear of anyone or anything that is informable we will contact A.S.A.P.
Love the Wilkey's
Kim & Christine Wilkey <wilkerk@msn.com.>
Thursday, November 03, 2005 at 18:59:13 (PST)

Congratulations! We are so happy for you. We can't wait to see baby Lucas. He is such a great blessing. Love, Us
Bruce, Lisa & kids <lisamurdock@qwest.net>
Thursday, November 03, 2005 at 17:20:06 (PST)

Way to have a baby guys! Congratulations!
Laura & Nick Chaves <laura@nickchaves.com>
Thursday, November 03, 2005 at 16:25:05 (PST)

Congratulations on your new baby boy. It was so much fun to see my pregnant Aunt buddy yesterday. I have always felt such a bond with my Aunt Annie, we'll have to get our babies together sometime. I am so excited for your family, baby lucas is very lucky to have such a wonderful family. You are all such wonderful example to all of those around you of what an eternal family is all about. Have fun with the baby and keep smiling. We love you all so much!
Keven & Melissa Downs
Thursday, November 03, 2005 at 16:14:39 (PST)

Hi Mark and Marianne,
Janet recently let us know about your family website. We, like so many others, appreciate being able to read the updates. We are currently serving on a mission in San Diego. We know that Heavenly Father listens to and responds to all of our prayers. Keep your trust in Him. We will join in the fast for you next Sunday. Congratulations on the arrival of Baby Lucas!
John & Carol Linebaugh
Thursday, November 03, 2005 at 14:28:05 (PST)

I just got home from witnessing a miracle! Baby Lucas is a beautiful, healthy Clements boy. Marianne was fantastic! She directed the video and digital recordings of the whole thing and looked fabulous while doing so. M&M will tell you all of the details.

My purpose in writing this is to thank all of Mark and Marianne's friends from far & near for their prayers and letters of encouragement. Everyone in our family gains strength from them.

Now I will ask for some additional help, as all of us feel so helpless in this cause. Kelley, Mark's oldest sister and I will be handling the holistic and alternative methods to be used in fighting Mark's cancer. (interhepatic cholangiocarcinoma) or cancer that began in the bile ducts of the liver. Could you all please talk to everyone you know and find out what alternative approachs others have taken to fighting cancer. He already has 3 different juice products that he is drinking. We want to hit this disease from all angles. Please let us know if you know of anything malay1939@yahoo.com or gngiles@juno.com. Our family will meet together on Sunday eve. and try to coordinate everything we have found out and make assignments and see where we should go from here.
Thank you all again for being on Mark's team. Together with God we can do all things.
Love to you all,
Mary (Mark's Mom)
Mary, Mark's Mom
Thursday, November 03, 2005 at 14:09:27 (PST)

Mark and Marianne:

At the Deere house, we have been watching your website and keeping you in our prayers. Thank you for sharing some private and difficult information with your friends who are concerned for you. We (6 of us) will join with the Johnson family and many others here at BTJD to pray and fast for your family this Sunday, November 6, 2005.

Your friends,

Monte and Bobbi Deere
Monte Deere <mdeere@btjd.com>
Thursday, November 03, 2005 at 13:02:00 (PST)

Mark and Marianne,
Reading and hearing other peoples thoughts about you two and your family reminds me of how we all felt about Gr. Grandma Jense that she made each one of us feel special individually. You two and your family also have that special gift. I have always felt that no matter how much time we have been apart or maybe the distance that seperated us when we lived in Idaho that I always felt important and loved by you. Reading over Miranda's thoughts and talking with Stephanie last night I think we all have those special little moments with you both that to you may have not seemed significant but to us that looked up to you meant the world and helped us shape our lives. Thank you for always being there for me.
I love you guys,
Shellie
Shellie Kendrick <chadwickandshellbell@gmail.com>
Thursday, November 03, 2005 at 11:55:09 (PST)

Hi Mark, Marianne and family! First of all I wanted to say Congratulations on the the birth of Lucas! I am sure he has brightened your day! I hope everything went okay! Mark,I heard about your situation awhile ago but just heard about this website. I have read through it all and am so grateful for it. It will be so good to see how things are going daily. I can't even imagine what you are all going through! I know after I heard about you it made me think about what's most important in my life, we all need to take the time to appreciate the good things we have! Please know that you are in my thoughts! I wish the best for you, and know that you will win this battle! Take Care! Love, Lena

Lena Frampton (Schoononver) <lenafive@hotmail.com>
Thursday, November 03, 2005 at 11:54:21 (PST)

Tessa, (make sure she reads this or hears it, it is specifically to her from me.) Hello my little princess. I love you so much. You are such a pretty little girl. Tessa, I know Heavenly Father loves you and hears your prayers. I am sorry your daddy is sick. Give your dad lots of hugs, it makes him really happy. I hope school is going well for you. Have lots of fun with your new little brother. You are a cute big sister. I know Lucas will love his big sister. Love you sweetie, your cousin Miranda
Miranda Murdock <murdockmiranda@yahoo.com>
Thursday, November 03, 2005 at 11:16:36 (PST)

Chase, (please make sure he reads this. It is specifically for him from me.) Hey bud! Wow you are an awesome boy. I wanted to write to you and let you know that i am thinking about you. I know this will be a hard challange for you. Heavenly Father knows your strength and knows that you are strong enough to make it through this hard time. Pray to Him often. Your Heavenly Father Loves you. Chase, I love to be around you. You make me so happy and put a smile to my face. Have fun with your new little brother and stay happy. I love you bud, your cousin Miranda
Miranda Murdock <murdockmiranda@yahoo.com>
Thursday, November 03, 2005 at 11:10:44 (PST)

Patrick, (please make sure he reads this. It is specifically for him from me.) Hey bud, I wanted to say hi and let you know how much I love you. You are such an amazing young man. I have so much fun when I am around you. I know this is a very hard time in your life. Stay strong and don't lose faith. Your strength will help your two younger brothers and sister. I know they look up to you and how lucky they are to have such an amazing example. If you need anyone to talk to know that i am here. My prayers are with you. Love you,
Your cousin Miranda
Miranda Murdock <murdockmiranda@yahoo.com>
Thursday, November 03, 2005 at 11:04:11 (PST)

Mark and Marianne - I simply can't find the words to express my sadness over the struggle that you are enduring with such grace. Our family thinks and prays for you and all those that love you. We are thrilled that there is one more to add to that long list; congratulations on the latest addition to your amazing and beautiful family.

Mark, as you may remember, I grew up in Houston and have spent a great deal of time there over the last few years. Please let me know if there is anything I can do to help when you head down that way.

Margaret and Chris McGann <mmcgann@pblutah.com>
Thursday, November 03, 2005 at 10:53:45 (PST)

Clements Family, I want you to know how much I love you. You may not have known it but you have always been the best example for me. I went to the temple and was thinking and praying for you the whole time. Know that the Lord is on our side. Marianne, you looked so great yesterday at the shower. It was so good to see and hug you. I hope everything went well with your baby this morning. I can't wait to here the details. Mark, I also want you to know how much I love you. I was remembering the other day about that one time when I had a sleep over at your house. While Marianne was putting the kids to bed you and I layed on your bed and watched some T.V. Then we both walked to the gas station and got a treat. I had so much fun with you. When we got home you, Marianne, and I all watched a movie on your bed. This was when I was about 12, you had just had Tessa. I don't know if you remember that night or not but it is times like that I will cherrish always. Love you.
Miranda Murdock <murdockmiranda@yahoo.com>
Thursday, November 03, 2005 at 10:53:37 (PST)

Mark & Marianne,
First, congratulations on the new arrival! We just had a new baby girl September 20th this makes four girls and a seven year gap between the youngest and the next oldest. Second, our prayers and thoughts are with Mark at this time and we can take comfort in knowing that the things that happen in this life have a purpose, although we may not understand it at the time.
Believe it or not, I was just thinking of your family last week before we know about Marks condition, wondering how well Mark was following BYU football.
I want you two to know how much Tammy & I looked up to you and Mark when you were here in the Nibley Park Ward. Your family is still remembered here. Marianne you had and an awesome choir! Many will be praying for you and Mark.. Mark, Thanks for the legal help you did for me, you’re an awesome attorney! Fortunately I have been able to avoid more legal battles.
Mark, I also want you to know that you are one of those special persons that has a way of influencing other people for good. You have been someone that I have enjoyed having as a friend. I will cherish that association. Hang in there fight like hell and we will be thinking of you often. Enjoy that new baby!!
Ross & Tammy Eveson

Ross & Tammy Eveson <reveson@yahoo.com>
Thursday, November 03, 2005 at 10:53:32 (PST)

We think of your family all the time and how we can help... We will look and pray for the miracles we have seen before. We're anxious for the little miracle which will come into the world soon. We love you guys! You've meant a lot to our family... All our love!
Cal & Sharon Fotheringham & family <calfotheringham@firsthealth.com>
Thursday, November 03, 2005 at 06:53:04 (PST)

Mark, Marianne, & family: We wish you all the best tomorrow as you await the arrival of baby Lucas--what a special day. You all have a tremendous amount of strength and courage and we know you will conquer this. Our thoughts and prayers our with you always. Good Luck!
Dave & Kristen Muir & family <muirutah@yahoo.com>
Wednesday, November 02, 2005 at 22:19:45 (PST)

Good Luck tomorrow and we will be waiting anxiously to hear about your sweet baby's arrival! Our prayers are with you all constantly! Love, Us
Bruce, Lisa and family <lisamurdock@qwest.net>
Wednesday, November 02, 2005 at 21:29:02 (PST)

Mark, my earliest memories of you are of the American Fork Cavemen receiving yet another whipping at the hands of the Pleasant Grove Vikings. I imagine that you will bring the same strength and courage to this challenge. We are thinking of you and praying for you. Thank you for doing this Web site. It is a great idea. And Marianne, what an exemplary person you are. May God bless you, your family, and your new baby.
Wade and Michelle Murdock <capbus@xmission.com>
Wednesday, November 02, 2005 at 20:29:11 (PST)

Marianne & Mark,
We just heard about Mark's condition this evening. We have seen miracles and will be praying for blessings and miracles to be showered down on your wonderful family.
By the time you get this message you will be enjoying your own little miracle in the form of Lucas. Congratulations on your baby boy. We want to be there to help you and support you in any way possible.
Holly & Chad Burnett <hsburnett@comcast.net>
Wednesday, November 02, 2005 at 20:28:31 (PST)

Mark, I was so sorry to hear about your ordeal. You sure have a beautiful family. Keep your good attitude, keep your chin up, enjoy your family and life in general, and fight this thing. These doctors just keep getting better and better at what they do. Bethel and I will be checking your web site daily.
Mike Sanders <msand9190@sbcglobal.net>
Wednesday, November 02, 2005 at 20:15:15 (PST)

Hi, Your friend in Houston contacted me and asked me to contact you. I was dx with Cholangiocarcinoma in Aug/Sep 03. It has been a long journey. It was 18 months before I found anyone living with this type of cancer. I posted on a board at ChooseHopeInc.com and since then I have had more than 30 people reply or contact me directly by e-mail. I will try to condense my story a little but let me first tell you that I have been doing chemo since Oct 03. I have had very few side effects, mostly fatigue, which was the only symtom I had before dx. I can only say that God gave me a pain that made me go to the doctor the 29th of July 03. My GP picked up on abnormalities in my bloodwork (I had a high calcium content in my blood) and did additional bloodwork and 2 weeks later I was visiting an oncologist. We didn't know what we were looking for so we just started all kinds of tests. A bone scan, complete all body xrays, gyn, mammogram, and CT scan. We found the mass in my liver (At least 7 cm by 15 cm ) in the CT scan. At diagnosis, She couldn't answer any of my questions so I asked for a referral to MDAnderson, Houston. Unfortunately, so little is known of this type that even Houston couldn't answer all my questions the 1st week of Oct 03. They just said I was inoperable due to the size of my tumor. I was considered stage IV and the best I could hope for was to maintain as long as possible. I live in the Northeast corner of TX, Texarkana area, so I chose to have my chemo here and return to houston for checkups. I did infusion chemo of Cisplatin and Gemzar biweekly for 12 treatments, returning to MDA after every 4 treatments for a CT scan. In Apr 04 I developed an allergic reaction to the cisplatin. In May 04 I began an oral chemo, Xeloda. I took seven 500 mg pills a day for 14 days and the 14 days of no pills. After 3 cycles I returned to MDA for checkup. Dr. Melanie Thomas, my oncologist got very excited and said I had had shrinkage in my tumor and they were going to talk about a possible resection. I went home and had 2 more cycles of Xeloda in between trips back to houston for more tests and the set up of the resection for 29 Sep 04. We knew from the beginning it was a 50/50 chance it would actually be resected. We had 3 adjacent lymph nodes in the area to be checked before they would actually resect the liver. It turned out to be 1 live tumor, 1 dead tumor and 1 no tumor, so the resection was halted. In my case, since I had had no growth since dx it is better to leave it alone than remove it and allow possible outside cancer cells to reattack the 60% "good" liver. I continued on Xeloda from Nov 04 until May 05. At that time my CT scan showed a slight growth for the first time. I then switched to a 5FU regimen of infusion chemo and have completed 10 biweekly treatments so far. I will do 2 more and return to MDA the 5th of Dec.

I never lost my hair until the 5FU regimen. I do a 3 hour chemo at the lab and then leave with a pump and have chemo for 2 days and return the 3rd day to be disconnected.

All in all, it has not been bad. I was a florist shop manager for a grocery store and worked very hard. lots of lifting etc. I work full time on chemo from Oct 03 until Jun 04. Then I work 2 to 3 days a week until Sep 04 when I was preparing for my surgery. I haven't worked since. I did push my self too hard for a while there. I was dx as Stage IV from the very beginning and have been approved for SSI disability.

You stated that you were calmer after the conference. I can only tell you that while leaving the Oncologist office after the first visit I could feel God wrapping His arms around me and I've been at peace with my illness since then. My thoughts were, well I have it and the only way it's going to totally disappear is if God does a miracle (which I do believe He can) so now I must face it, and deal with it. Get treatment and move on. Yes, the stats you read are the pits. But I told my oncologist it was time to change the numbers. They can make guesses based on statistics but only God knows when my time is up and I plan to live each day He gives me to the fullest. I will be 51 in Dec. At first I didn't know if I would live to see 50 but now I'm thinking about 60. Since I no longer work and live alone (I have 2 married daughters and 4 grandchildren ages 1 & 3 boys and 10 and 13 girls) I just go and do what I want. I have a dear friend who lost her husband last Dec 28 to lukemia and she has a vacation home north of Taos, NM We've been making 5 day trips out there once a month and next July we are taking an inland tour of Alaska. When I push myself a little hard the fatigue gets me and I might spend a few days in bed and then I am up and at it again.

I have been blessed that I've had no nausea or bad side effects from all the chemo I've had. As I guess you have been told, there is no medicine that is strictly for Cholangiocarcinoma. They have approved meds they use because they have worked on some but they are usually meds used on Breast cancer with mets to Liver and on Colon cancer with mets to liver. My current regimen is a colon cancer med I think.
I'm sorry to have rambled on for so long. It sounds like you have a great attitude about it and believe me attitude is about 95% of the battle. And it is a battle.

But I believe you have the faith and the attitude to do w ell on whatever treatment they decide is best. I have 2 philosphy's I have tried to live by for the last 26 months. You can choose to sit down, do nothing and die or you can be positive and fight and live each day. and 2nd You can laugh or you can cry and I choose to laugh. My onologist at MDA learned really quick that I handle things with humor. At my Aug 05 checkup she said all she could tell me was that I was "The Energizer Bunny". Then she said I was "just weird" because what little side effects I've had, have been minor and never the same ones twice. I told her I had not been "normal" for 50 years and I didn't intend to start now!

Anyway, feel free to contact me at Flowerlady1204@aol anytime. I will be out of town from Thur. to Sun. or Mon. but I will reply as soon as I can. I promise it will not be this lengthy again.
Hugs and Prayers to you all,
Marilyn
Marilyn - Redwater, TX <Flowerlady1204@aol.com>
Wednesday, November 02, 2005 at 19:26:18 (PST)

Mark and family,
Thank you for the website, we all need to have one. We have all lost touch over the years and this really needs to change. It has been blessing to have up todate progress with you and your family. My thoughts and prayers are with you, I know that you can beat this. Stay positive and keep fighting. I'm so excited to hear about the new born. Love always Jennifer
Jennifer Fritzsche <j.fritzsche@comcast.net>
Wednesday, November 02, 2005 at 18:38:59 (PST)

Hey Guys!!
You Guys are the greatest! thanx for all you have done for me!! Marianne, I am SO SO SO excited for baby lucas to come, he will be a blessing to us all! I LUV YOU GUYS!!
luv, Kenzie
McKenzie Giles <kenziedoodle11@hotmail.com>
Wednesday, November 02, 2005 at 18:36:26 (PST)

Hi Mark, Marianne,

I check the site every morning. Lucas and I will have the same birthday and I think that's fabulous. We love you all. All our prayers...
Geri Clements <geric@redgazelle.com>
Wednesday, November 02, 2005 at 16:20:10 (PST)

Mark,
Thanks for the insight and the perspective. I'm hoping the best for you and your family.

Quin Warnick <qyamman@hotmail.com>
Wednesday, November 02, 2005 at 15:34:30 (PST)

I was so sad to hear of your news as my emotions have been so close to the surface the last couple months. As you may or may not know, my brother, Don, passed away this past August from a fishing accident, so it hit me pretty hard to hear of your trial. I just wanted you to know that I am thinking of you and your family and my prayers are with you. I admire the incredible strength that you two posess. Never lose faith. It was so good to see you guys at the reunion. Take care, love Kim Grothe Dunn
Kim Grothe Dunn <pldunnfamily@msn.com>
Wednesday, November 02, 2005 at 12:38:22 (PST)

Mark, Marianne and family. My thoughts and prayers are with you all.

Tina Cutolo <tcutolo@btjd.com>
Wednesday, November 02, 2005 at 10:04:34 (PST)

Mark and Marianne:

Obviously our hearts go out to you and your children. We have anxiously read your website entries and have wondered what in the world we can do to demonstrate our support. Mark is a great friend of mine and many of the attorneys and staff at BTJD. I was moved yesterday by Marianne's appeal for divine guidance in the enormous decisions the two of you will be making in the coming days, weeks and months. Our little family (Barry, Tonya, Bradley, Krista, Joseph, Samuel, Megan and Paul) has dedicated this Sunday, November 6, as a day to fast and pray for you all, specifically for you to receive the divine guidance you desire. We have invited many of the members of the BTJD family to participate in this effort and many are expecting to so participate. May strength come in numbers, and may you feel the peace that comes only through the Atonement of Christ as you weather this storm.

Barry and Tonya Johnson
Barry and Tonya Johnson <bjohnson@btjd.com>
Wednesday, November 02, 2005 at 09:44:41 (PST)

After reading e-mails of great encouragements to you Mark & your beautiful family, I have come to realize just how much love & support you have from all corners of this great land. You raced the race in St. George with Patrick aiding in the last part. Now, you are running a bigger race with family & friends cheering you on and Heavenly Father running with you. Stay focused on your goal for only you can make it happen. I love you & I am so glad that your Mariannes husband & partner for eternity as well as such a great father for your children. You are so blessed. Love, Lynda(sister-in-law)
Lynda <lyndataylor1077@msn.com>
Wednesday, November 02, 2005 at 09:12:42 (PST)

Think everyday I will sit and write you all a long letter, but for now maybe just knowing you are in our prayers daily is all you need. There are so many things we can share, but you must be in overload with results and the baby's arrival. I know he will be a wonderful blessing as our John Paul was to us. Never loose Faith that the greatest Physican is in control. Hugs with lots of love,
Ann and Danny, too
Danny and Ann Hossley <annhoss@aol.com>
Wednesday, November 02, 2005 at 06:38:57 (PST)

What a beautiful tribute this website is to you, your marriage, and your family. I have read several of the entries and have wept and wept. Diane spoke with me earlier today and I immediately called our temple. I BELIEVE IN PRAYER! AND I BELIEVE IN MIRACLES!! One of the greatest challenges is to get our will in line with the Lord's.
Marianne, honey, this baby--I promise you--will bring peace and light to your whole life. I'm so happy for you that you let Mark talk you into this! Hug each other for us. And kiss that baby for me. We love you all so much and have you in our thoughts, hearts, and prayers. xoxox - J
Shannon and Jeanette Mahaffey & Family <jenne7@yahoo.com>
Tuesday, November 01, 2005 at 21:08:46 (PST)

Mark,we met last summer while i was visiting my sister Nediha.I hope you still remember me.How much you mean to her as a friend,was clear to me when she called and asked our family to pray for your recovery. If there is half truth in everything she says about you,i do not have a doubt that you will overcome your disease. The support for you is going international now,and there is no way we can fail. When you recover,i hope you will remember my invitation to visit Bosnia with your family.Best wishes,AMRA
AMRA NANIC <amrananic@hotmail.com>
Tuesday, November 01, 2005 at 13:32:13 (PST)

Mark & Marianne:

I have emailed Mark at his work email, but do not know if you have access to it. I have also emailed this website address, and hope you are receiving the emails.

Please call or email when you have a minute. I am praying for your family as hard as I can. I love you both.

--Demetrios
Demetrios Anaipakos <danaipakos@azalaw.com>
Tuesday, November 01, 2005 at 13:12:46 (PST)

Mark and Marianne,
You don't know me but I have great respect for your father through his work with the AAFRC. Having faced cancer to two family members in the last 2 years, all I can say is remain positive and take the internet info and stats with a grain of salt..every body is different. You have your health, your family and your faith...all important factors they don't consider in 'medical stats'. You remain in my prayers, and know that a candle has been lit for your in Christ Churth Cathedral in Vancouver, BC, Canada.
Sarah Howard <showard@comptoninternational.com>
Tuesday, November 01, 2005 at 10:42:00 (PST)

Over the last few weeks my thoughts keep turning toward your family. I hope Marianne and the baby are doing well and that when he comes he will flood your family with joy. Thank you for sharing through this awesome web page. I hope you both feel all the love and prayers being sent your way.
Teresa (Hansen) Frampton <sntframpton@hotmail.com>
Tuesday, November 01, 2005 at 07:41:05 (PST)

Fight hard and have Faith! Know that all of you will be in our prayers. Sincerely, Tim, Michelle, Elizabeth and Maggie Lewis
Tim and Michelle Lewis <xtimx@netzero.com>
Monday, October 31, 2005 at 20:27:04 (PST)

Mark and Marianne,
Well, one thing I know is that you couldn't have a better researcher than Stacie to let you know all the ways to fight this. I have known numerous people who have defied the timetables that were given them and have gone on to live years and years. Mark, I am positive that with your health, you can be one of these. We pray for your family and our hopes are high. I have learned that one of the biggest fights against cancer is a good immune system, and a positive attitude does wonders for that. I can see that you have that, and I know that between that and your health, you will fight this. Can't wait to hear about the baby. It should be soon.

Thinking of you,
Jennifer Gubler
Jennifer Gubler <jhgubler@yahoo.com>
Monday, October 31, 2005 at 20:12:13 (PST)

Mark & Marianne:

Please call me at your convenience. Home: 713-807-1962; cell: 713-725-5970; and work: 800-856-8153, ex. 117.

Despite the fact that we have not seen each other regularly since our Stanford days, please know that I love both of you and your family dearly. Please call when you can. I will be praying for you constantly (I am told that God listens to sinners; if so, I should have the "hot-line" to Heaven).

All my love,

Demetrios
Demetrios Anaipakos <danaipakos@azalaw.com>
Monday, October 31, 2005 at 13:21:54 (PST)

Dearest Mark and Marianne, I had no idea when I was so excited to see my friends Friday at Asian Star that you were going through this. I am so sorry! My family is praying daily for your family, blessings you stand in need of and those you are unaware of, and for peace and happiness to surround you as you welcome your new bundle of joy! We love you, Penni and kids
Penni Sumsion
Monday, October 31, 2005 at 09:39:58 (PST)

Your strength is amazing, your family is amazing, and this web site is amazing. Thank you Mary for sharing that poem, it is so true. Mark your mother is right, you are a leader and a great example and you will get through this. We love you! Us
Bruce, Lisa & family <lisamurdock@qwest.net>
Monday, October 31, 2005 at 09:22:37 (PST)

I am keeping you all in my thoughts. My father was 75 when he was diagnosed with this type of cancer-- only with him, they could never find the tumor. I think your age and good health is going to carry you through this! You don't know me, but I have known and respected Mark's parents for years through AAFRC. My prayers and thoughts are with you all.

Sincerely,
Del Martin
Del Martin <martin@ahmp.com>
Monday, October 31, 2005 at 08:20:34 (PST)

Happy Halloween! We hope you guys have a good day. We think about you and pray for you daily. Keep Smiling and good luck with the new baby. We are excited to hear all about your new little boy. You are all a great example to all of those around you. We love you all!

Love,
Keven, Melissa, & Tyson Downs
Hey Clements,
Monday, October 31, 2005 at 08:13:05 (PST)

Mark,
You don't know us, but we just wanted say that we are thinking and praying for you and your sweet family. May you continue to feel strength from our Heavanly Father. We wish you guys the best and look forward to hearing you speak in our ward again soon.
Best wishes,
Justin Jill and Jackson Mauss
Justin Jill and Jackson Mauss <justinmauss@yahoo.com>
Sunday, October 30, 2005 at 19:26:16 (PST)

Hey!!!!...just wanted to let you know I was here to deliver my support to you and your family. It's great that I can keep up w/your family w/o keeping up w/all the phone calls to Stacie or whoever will talk to me! Marianne...Did you know that I was just watching "Seven Brides for Seven Brothers" from high school?! Did you know how hard I was laughing? Then, crying to know how far we've all come in our lives since then? It's a miracle that we ever even survived that show, let alone life itself! Ho Ho Ho...really, I had to lift Ruth over my head...I almost lost the feeling in my legs from that! :) And, what we've all had to go through to get where we are today...You all have more strength today than I hope I could accumulate in my lifetime! I'm honored to be somewhat "in the loop"...All the best for you and my prayers and thought are w/you and my family is wishing you all the best...all will be well!!!!!!

Smiles and Hugs to you all!

P.S. Marianne, I know you want to borrow that video...I'll be glad to mail to you anytime!!!
Brent Mills & Family <brent@m4mrecords.com>
Sunday, October 30, 2005 at 18:57:53 (PST)

Mark, Marianne, Patrick, Chase & Tessa (and baby Lucas who is ALMOST HERE!)
We are thinking of all of you and so excited that Lucas is going to be here soon! We are so happy about the positive "real life" stories that people are sharing. You know Mark, you already have experienced and witnessed many miracles. One of them just recently, you running in the st. george marathon on October 2, 2005, hello, not even 1 month ago. This just illustrates your strength and perserverence (and insanity)to conquer whatever you have your mind set on. And another huge miracle... Derek and myself honestly being happy that BYU won their game yesterday (and were even rooting for them). shhhh. (and don't tell ric, or kelley). this truly is a miracle. Thanks for keeping us up to date, this website is a wonderful way for us to express ourselves and hear from you. you're all in our hearts and prayers. love, kelley's best friend in the whole wide world, Robyn and Family
Derek & Robyn Price Family <derekandrobyn@yahoo.com>
Sunday, October 30, 2005 at 07:42:14 (PST)

It's been a long time. We haven't seen your family since Chase was a baby! Thanks for providing a way for us to know what's happening with your family, especially at this time. We wish you the best in the days ahead as you prepare for the birth of your baby. Know that you are in our thoughts and prayers.
Randy & Susanne
Randy & Susanne Lay family <sulay@comcast.net>
Saturday, October 29, 2005 at 22:08:10 (PDT)

I, too, have felt very hopeful yesterday and today. Mark, you have always been a leader, even when you didn't wish the burden upon yourself. From the time you were a young boy, this role has fallen to you. For some reason, I have been feeling that you will be a leader in this also. I think there is something for you to teach a lot of us. So many of us have been so deeply affected already. I think there is going to be a mission for you in the way this is handled, by the courage and humor with which you approach this. This is going to be a fight, but you have been able to come out victorius (sp?) in everything that you have tried in life. I believe that this will be the case here. You are a winner, a leader, a special man of faith and your example will touch so many. Let's enjoy the good times now. The party mix and "dark dancing" are on the agenda! (and sour candies)
Love, as always...
Your Mom...Maraldena, the Red Hat Momma
Mary, Mom, G-Ma
Saturday, October 29, 2005 at 18:03:58 (PDT)

Thank you so much for this website guys, it is so wonderful to be able to read what is going on. I check it every night when I get home from work. We love you all so much and are rootin' (sp?)for ya. Marianne I am so excited for you and the baby. We miss you and can't wait to see you all. Love us
Pete and Jess Van Allen
Saturday, October 29, 2005 at 17:07:56 (PDT)

It is not often a grown woman can say she has been touched by an angel in the form of a "handsome male attorney", I was.

Just a few years ago I had been very ill for a very long time. I was unable to work a lot, and I was emotionally raw. I did not know where to turn.

I applied for disability once and was denied. I felt it was hopeless.

My dear friend Mary (Marks mother) suggested her son Mark. He was an angel in disguise (well not really because he was so cute and caring). He fought like a warrior and when all was said and done "I was able to get disability". He did not charge me a penney, and he built me up and encouraged me the entire way. He saved my life, because of that I have had the opportunity to enjoy the life I have.

Mark I thank you from the bottom of my heart, and think of you often, even before now.

My son has beat cancer twice. He had if first at 15 and again at 30, (metistatic melanoma). When he had the surgery at 30 they gave him 6 months to live. He refused to listen to them. He fought, he went all natural, he used every little idea anyone came up with. It was a long hard battle but just three weeks ago we "CELEBRATED" his 40th Birthday. He married and has two wonderful boys.

Mark, you and your precious family are in my entire families prayers. I am sure you can feel the peace of all the prayers coming your way from so many different directions. You are loved, admired and respected, we need you around for a long time.

God Bless you all, and may we all be ready for that sometimes unexpected miracle.

With love and admiration, Rosemary
Rosemary Richardson <rosier33@hotmail.com>
Saturday, October 29, 2005 at 10:56:03 (PDT)

We know that there will be lots of ups and downs in this process, but we also know that you guys are amazing. We feel so much hope! We are not going to give up until we have done every possible thing!!! I was at the temple yesterday and felt so much peace. Just know that you guys are in our every thought and prayer. We love you!!! We can get through this. Love, Your Favorite Sister (Well, at least one of them!)
Geret, Kelley & Family
Saturday, October 29, 2005 at 06:15:52 (PDT)

Mark and Family,
We send our love and prayers out to you during this time. We cherish our friendship and have enjoyed many good times and laughter. We wish you well and want you to know that we love you.
Troy and Courtney Dana Family <tsdana1@yahoo.com>
Friday, October 28, 2005 at 20:56:37 (PDT)

Please know you are in our thoughts and prayers. I will also put your names on the prayer roll in Oakland this week. I know the Lord will bless you through this trial. Love, The Williams (Alexis says hi to the family).
Jeff, Ginger Williams and family <gtwilliams18@comcast.net>
Friday, October 28, 2005 at 18:44:40 (PDT)

Mark and family:
You are on our minds and in our prayers. Many of your old PG friends ask us for updates on your situation all the time. We are sorry that you're having to go through this, but we're impressed by your strength.
Love, the Utah County Clements
Brad, Geri, and boys
Friday, October 28, 2005 at 17:10:07 (PDT)

Mark I just heard I'm sorry if there is any thing that you guys need please don't hesitate to say. I know you are probably to proud to ask for help but I am sincere in my offer frr now I will pray for all of you always your friend Derek
Derek Wright <wright@digis.net>
Friday, October 28, 2005 at 17:01:05 (PDT)

Mark and family
I jsut asked Darren for the latest information and he sent me to your website. Know that you are in my thoughts and prayers Mark, as is your family. I have never met your family but it is obvious from the tender information throughout the site that you are very blessed. May you continue to be blessed.
Terry Welch
Terry Welch <tew@pwlaw.com>
Friday, October 28, 2005 at 14:50:07 (PDT)

Clements Family -

Just want to let you know you are constantly in our thoughts and our prayers. There is nothing better than having a beautiful little baby in your home to help you through the tough times. He is almost here!

Love,
The Petty Family
Jim & Julie Petty <juliepetty@usa.com>
Friday, October 28, 2005 at 14:03:35 (PDT)

Nick and I check your site religiously to see the updates. Mark, please know that you, Marianne and the kids are constantly in our thoughts and prayers (and the prayer roll) Good luck and can't wait to see that new little baby shortly! I miss you and your attitude and smile here at BTJD.
Kesha Scott <kscott@btjd.com>
Friday, October 28, 2005 at 13:37:43 (PDT)

Mark and Family:
My love and admiration goes out to you and your family. Our prayers will be with your family as you undertake this challenge. I want you to know Mark that I have always looked up to you and esteem you in the very highest regard. Thanks for your attitude and personality, and for always taking the time to talk to me (a punk kid), treating me as an equal. Good luck and may God bless you and your family.
Kevin Alexander

(Mark, what do you mean "Kevin WHO?" I use to work with you at BTJD; I was the one who would bring you cups of Chex Mix)
Kevin Alexander <Kevin_M_Alexander@progressive.com>
Friday, October 28, 2005 at 12:49:33 (PDT)

Uncle Mark & Aunt Marianne, There are no words that can express to the two of you, how much I love you. You two have always shown such support to our family...I hope you both know how much Austin, Shell & I love and respect you guy's. If I have a testimoney of one thing...it truly is a testimony of the power of prayer. I have faith in the power of prayer, and seeing everyone's comments, I know there are so many people praying for you guy's. Know that Jaust, Jazz and I are doing the same. Love ya. Steph
Jaustin Jasmine and Stephanie <stephanie.long@utahbar.org>
Friday, October 28, 2005 at 12:25:32 (PDT)

I'm so thankful for this website!!! I am in Florida working and thought of you often yesterday and checked the website last night and again first thing this morning. I believe in miracles! I also know first hand how much love and support you as a family give each other. I'm proud just to know you all. You will never be far from my thoughts and certainly included in my constant and personal dialog with my Father in Heaven. I DO believe in miracles!!! Love, hugs and HOPE!
Ann Richardson <keepintune@hotmail.com>
Friday, October 28, 2005 at 11:16:01 (PDT)

I thought I should share this poem that Amy found and made up into a beautiful poster that our families could post on their frigs. Half of the page was filled with a wonderful collage of the pictures that Rick took of the Clements family last year.

What Cancer Can't Do!

Cancer is so limited...

It cannot cripple LOVE

It cannot shatter HOPE

It cannot corrode FAITH

It cannot destroy PEOPLE

It cannot kill FRIENDSHIP

It cannot suppress MEMORIES

It cannot silence COURAGE

It cannot invade the SOUL

It cannot steal eternal LIFE

It cannot conquer the SPIRIT
Mary
Friday, October 28, 2005 at 11:00:29 (PDT)

I continue to be so impressed with you two. You are doing so well, in these uncertain times. Today I feel so strongly that we will just keep on and do everything in our power to find out more and try every reasonable thing that comes down the pike. I am so impressed with your sisters and the way they have rallied to your side. No brother was ever on a higher pedestal than these girls have always had you on, Mark, and deservedly so. You have been the father, brother and best friend to all of them. Thanks to Geret for the bracelets, Rick for the website, Amy for the cancer poster, Stacie for the research, all of the girls for the decorating and continued support and Kelley for organizing the rest of us. We have now just "begun the fight!" All of our resources, prayers, energy and love are dedicated to all of you. I am so blessed to have this close family who enjoy each other so much and support each other through everything. Thanks to all of your friends from everywhere who are responding to this website. My heart and eyes are overflowing with love and hope for all of us.
Love you,
Mom
Mom, Mary, G-Ma
Friday, October 28, 2005 at 10:53:58 (PDT)

After reading all of the e-mails sent your way, I find myself more teary eyed than when I found out what you had from Shellie. I understand, I hurt for your troubles, I'm there for you and your lovely family. By the way some humor- how about teaching me to play Texas hold-em, (this way you can be frustrated with my slowness to comprehend the game & you won't have time to think about other things). Love you Mark, Marianne, Patrick, Chase & Tessa. I put you on the prayer list. The lady seemed to sense that this required a bit more than usual so, you have a star placed next to your name for an added extra blessing prayer. Love, always, Lynda
Lynda <lyndataylor1077@msn.com>
Friday, October 28, 2005 at 09:56:47 (PDT)

Mark, Marianne and Family,

Sid sent me an email letting me know of your recent diagnosis and I just read the details on your website. Even though I haven’t stayed in contact with either of you since high school, it was great to see both of you at our 20 reunion in August and such a shock to hear about what you’re going through. I have a close friend who was diagnosed with stage three breast cancer at 38. She had several surgeries and chemo over 12 months and is now doing great. I think she would admit that having cancer was the toughest thing she has ever experienced but she refused to let it get the best of her. It was at times very hard for me to watch her go through so much pain, frustration and fear. She has told me that she couldn’t have gone through it on her own and that the support of her friends and family made all the difference! Be strong, don’t give up and let your friends and family help you. You can beat this!!!

Much Love,
Jody
Jody (Fillmore) Ostrander <jodyostrander2@comcast.net>
Friday, October 28, 2005 at 08:44:20 (PDT)

Mark and Family,
Rick Pollock's Mom Linda shared your battle with me. I don't know you or your family. I do know God and the power of prayer. I'm praying for you and your family. I will ask my church to pray also.
Lisa Rajigah
Lisa <lrajigah@utah.gov>
Friday, October 28, 2005 at 07:19:25 (PDT)

Our hearts and tears and prayers go out to you all. The unknown is scarey, now that it's known, fight hard and don't give up. Use all of our faith and hope and love to pull you through. We are behind you all the way. Love, Murdock's
Bruce, Lisa and Family <lisamurdock@qwest.net>
Friday, October 28, 2005 at 06:55:41 (PDT)

I don't even know what to say! We love you all soooo much! You know that. I wish I was there to hug you and help you. I feel so lost and helpless not being able to do anything for you. Mark you are the best!!! I've always felt that. Marianne call me when you can so I can plan when I can come up. I haven't bought a ticket yet cause I had a feeling you were going to go early. The girls and Jim say to send their love to you. We are praying for you all and remember, miracles do happen! Love always, Us
Diane and Fam !!!
Thursday, October 27, 2005 at 22:35:18 (PDT)

Dearest Clements Family,
You guys are the greatest! We have enjoyed our friendship with you through the years -- (you're our favorite vacation compadres!) You are all in our thoughts and prayers -- may God bless you throughout this trial. We love you!
Bob & Dayna Simons
Thursday, October 27, 2005 at 20:00:38 (PDT)

Mark - My thoughts and prayers are with you.

Best of luck as your work through this trial.

Steve
Steve Johnson <stevej@metrowasteusa.com>
Thursday, October 27, 2005 at 16:25:55 (PDT)

Clements family,
I too will be wishing you well in this unbelievable battle. You are in my thoughts! What a beautiful family!
Thanks for sharing your family and experiences with us.
Sincerely,
Syd Hansgen Hackford (The original Syd Hansgen)
Syd Hansgen Hackford <hacks779@alpine.k12.ut.us>
Thursday, October 27, 2005 at 13:07:02 (PDT)

Mark and Marianne I have to tell you I am very thankful to see you have so much support from your family and friends. Through Ray and Amy I feel like I have known you for years and this news was of course quite a shock. As someone who has been through this challenge I pray you will remember to lean on those you love and that being strong doesn't mean not asking for help. Know that my prayers, and the prayers of my family, have been with you and will continue to be. You have a wonderful support system. Take it day by day - prepare for the tears and watch for the rainbows - god bless!
TAmmie Tronier and Family <tammie.tronier@clmgroup.com>
Thursday, October 27, 2005 at 09:08:21 (PDT)

Mark and Marianne,
I heard the news on my birthday and it was very sad, sad day. I was in disbelief an it took me some time to pull myself togehter (see, I am not such a trooper as you think I am). I admire both of you for being so strong and having your spirits intact. I have read somewhere that God gives us our burdens according to our abilities and strength. Mark, He must have thought a world of you. Aladin and I are joining all the people supporting and praying for you on your way to recovery. Whatever the final diagnosis is, please consider alternative methods of healing in addition to conventional medicine. There are so many ways out there to fight this. I already have some material for you. I will be checking this site to see how are you doing. Sending you our love and wishing Marianne easy delivery,
Nediha, Aladin and Benjamin
Nediha and Aladin Hadzikadunic <aladin@yesco.com>
Wednesday, October 26, 2005 at 21:26:27 (PDT)

I heard from Sid Hansgen tonight about your recent problems. It sounds like you are being tough, tougher than I would be. I've read some of your e-mail postings on this web site and concur that we will also keep you in our family and personal prayers. I 'm not sure why you have been given such tough challenges in life but I know you and your family will rise to the occasion. I appreciate the web site so we can keep an eye on your progress. Hang in there and I can only wish you Gods Speed.

Jeff Hamling
Jeff Hamling <jeffhamling@bresnan.net>
Wednesday, October 26, 2005 at 20:34:16 (PDT)

Dear Mark, you do not know me, but I have known your father for years. You come from solid stock and that should serve you well during these time. Holly, my wife and I are believers in prayer and the power that comes by sincere petitions to God. We will lift you and your family up daily as you go through these days.
Sincerely, Ben Gill - Viscern.
Ben Gill <bgill@viscern.com>
Wednesday, October 26, 2005 at 15:36:22 (PDT)

Dear Mark, When you were young you were in our ward. I saw your mom (who I also taught school with) at the hospital information desk on Mon. She told me about you. I was so sad to hear the news. You are in our prayers and thoughts. May the Lord bless, strengthen, and sustain you and your family. Love from Duane and Diana Thornton
Diana Thornton <callsfurniture@sisna.com>
Wednesday, October 26, 2005 at 13:31:33 (PDT)

Mark, Marianne and Family:
Please let us know if we can be of assistance. You appear to have quite a supporting cast! You are in our thoughts and prayers. We hope all will be well with Mark, Marianne, the kids and new addition. Love, The Larsons

Jim and Aimee Larson <jlarson@topstop.net>
Wednesday, October 26, 2005 at 12:48:37 (PDT)

Mark and Marianne,

I was with Heath last week when he told me. I felt like I had the air knocked out of me. It's experiences like these that knock us over the head and remind us of where our priorities should be.

Know that our thoughts and prayers are with you guys. We love you guys.

Jay, Dani and family
Jay and Dani Christensen <jay@xtensenfamily.com>
Wednesday, October 26, 2005 at 11:35:09 (PDT)

Mark, I heard about your news yesterday and have read your web page. I admire you and your family. Please know that my prayers are with you!
Didi Bowles <dbowles@pblutah.com>
Wednesday, October 26, 2005 at 11:12:25 (PDT)

Dear Mark and Marianne -

I know and value Mark's parents through my association with the AAFRC. Please know that you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers as you face this challenge.
Dick Jolly
Wednesday, October 26, 2005 at 10:59:22 (PDT)

Checking in. Sending you guys lots of love...I am really grateful to have been able to spend time with the Clements clan. Glad to hear you enjoyed your sports trip. You're my first thought each morning and my last thought each night! Live Strong! We continue to pray for your family. Hope all is well with Marianne and baby Lucas. Love to you all!
Lorna (Joseph) Loy <lloy@kayenta.k12.az.us>
Wednesday, October 26, 2005 at 10:21:02 (PDT)

What a beautiful family! We have been friends with Beverly Balthrop for 35 years. We knew Geret from the day he was born. Beverly wrote us about your problems and now that we have read your website we appreciate your courage and the many great qualities your friends find in you. You will be in our prayers and we hope all will be well with you and Marianne and all your family. God bless you. Love, the Goodmans
Ann and John Goodman <jgoodman2004@msn.com>
Wednesday, October 26, 2005 at 10:09:05 (PDT)

Dear Mark & Marianne:

Our hearts our saddened by this news. You are in our thoughts and prayers.
Jonathan & Courtney Johnson <JJohnson@overstock.com>
Wednesday, October 26, 2005 at 09:48:05 (PDT)

Mark & Marianne - Your story has touched us in many ways, it definately puts life into perspective and makes you realize how precious we all are to each other. You have the most amazing support structure in both your families and friends. Know that you are in our thoughts and prayers. If Lance can do it so can you "Live Strong" Love, Evan & Patti Wiggins.
Evan & Patti Wiggins <evanwiggins@qwest.net>
Tuesday, October 25, 2005 at 19:55:24 (PDT)

Mark and family,

We were so sorry to hear about your unfortunate situation. Our hearts and thoughts our with you as you work through this event in your life. We hope all turns out well. The team is pulling for you! We miss seeing you at the games. Good luck with baby Lucas.
Bob, Melissa & Nick Smart <bob@easfirst.com>
Tuesday, October 25, 2005 at 19:37:07 (PDT)

Mark, Marianne, and Family,

I just heard the news today. My heart goes out to all of you. I am thankful for the informative website and I will check back frequently. Your strength is admirable. Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. Love, Michelle Lee
Michelle (Chipman) Lee <michellehlee@aol.com>
Tuesday, October 25, 2005 at 16:52:29 (PDT)

Mark,

Please know that your parents, you wife and children, and you are in the prayers and thoughts of your father's AAFRC friends and colleagues. Keep the faith and God Bless you and all the Clements.
Jim Yunker <yunker@sbyco.com>
Tuesday, October 25, 2005 at 15:56:57 (PDT)

I just wanted to drop a note and let all of you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. Love you guys!

Todd
Todd Mosher <tmosher@parconsulting.net>
Tuesday, October 25, 2005 at 15:35:44 (PDT)

Dear Mark and Marianne- I just received word of the major "stuff" going on in your lives and I want to let you know that you are in the thoughts and prayers of our home. I so want to just drive right over to your house and hug you both. I might...Love, Sid (Lunt) Hansgen
bryan and sid hansgen <hench@msn.com>
Tuesday, October 25, 2005 at 14:38:48 (PDT)

Dear Mark and Marianne,

I just heard about your latest trial and just wanted to write a small note to let you know that my heart goes out to both of you, but I know you are both strong. My family and I will be praying for you lots. If you need anything at all please let me know, you have my email and Kelly (Giles) knows how to get a hold of me. Good luck and Best Wishes.

Camie Miller (Harrison)
Camie Miller (Harrison) <camsmail@ureach.com>
Tuesday, October 25, 2005 at 14:02:40 (PDT)

Dear Mark,Marianne and family;
On behalf of all of Ray's freinds and colleagues at the AFFRC we send our prayers and thoughts.
Your dad is such a very special person to all of us we hope we can be of some small support to you both Ray and your family.
May God Bless You.

George C. Ruotolo Jr <gruotolo@ruotoloassoc.com>
Tuesday, October 25, 2005 at 13:56:01 (PDT)

Mark,

We are friends of your mother and father through membership together in AAFRC, and have just learned of your cancer. We will pray for you daily and send words of encouragement and comfort to you and your family.
whitney jones <whitney@whitneyjonesinc.com>
Tuesday, October 25, 2005 at 13:43:59 (PDT)

Reading this guestbook seems like I'm attending the Clements Family Home Evening. It's obviously you have have a tremendous support network.

Mark, I've always admired you. Thank you for sharing this most recent journey. I feel great love for you and pray daily for you and your good family.

Love,

Jeff Call
Jeff Call <jeff.call@att.net>
Tuesday, October 25, 2005 at 11:46:38 (PDT)

Mark and Family,
Our thoughts and prayers are with you always. You are dear friends, may the Lord bless you. Love The Richards
Stephen, Mike, and Paul Richards <steve_metrowaste@yahoo.com>
Tuesday, October 25, 2005 at 11:15:35 (PDT)

Mark and family,
Dave Bennion just came into my office. Usually I welcome his distractng me from work. I wasn't too crazy about the message he was relaying. I join everyone else in offering my thoughts and prayers.
Mike Larsen <mlarsen@parsonsbehle.com>
Tuesday, October 25, 2005 at 10:55:46 (PDT)

Mark, Marianne and kids:

I also wanted to let you know that Mandy and I have been thinking about you and keeping you constantly in our prayers. Thanks for your friendship and everything else. I still owe you for hooking me up with a good softball team!
Ryan Braithwaite <rbraithwaite@btjd.com>
Tuesday, October 25, 2005 at 09:44:03 (PDT)

Mark,
I Love this web site. It is so humbling to read all the best wishes that are sent to you and your family. We do love you and you are in our prayers. Love, Lynda & Lacey
Lynda Taylor <lyndataylor1077@msn.com>
Tuesday, October 25, 2005 at 09:38:54 (PDT)

We just found out about this site. Thanks for the updates. We are praying and pulling for you.
Scott Mosher and Family <moshers5@sbcglobal.net>
Tuesday, October 25, 2005 at 09:16:37 (PDT)

I'm so grateful for this website! I hate being so far away...
I'm thinking about everyone...
I love you guys and miss your beautiful spirits and faces. :) It's been so long since I've seen you!

Kindra Mosher <kindra.mosher@gmail.com>
Tuesday, October 25, 2005 at 08:30:54 (PDT)

I'm so grateful for this website! I hate being so far away...
I'm thinking about everyone...
I love you guys and miss your beautiful spirits and faces. :) It's been so long since I've seen you!
Kindra Mosher <kindra.mosher@gmail.com>
Tuesday, October 25, 2005 at 08:29:16 (PDT)

Mark, we were thinking a lot about you during the BYU game. We hope you were having a good time even though they lost. We hope you are feeling well, we love you so much! We will talk to you soon. Love, Us
Bruce, Lisa and Kids, <lisamurdock@qwest.net>
Monday, October 24, 2005 at 15:50:40 (PDT)

Dear Mark and Marianne,
Like you, we have just been overwhelmed trying to digest this news. How helpless we feel. We have done, as so many others -- fasted and pray every day for all your family. Please know that we love you and will follow this site religiously. Thanks so much to Rick for giving all your friends and family this opportunity to try to share the pain and yet not be a "pain" by calling too often. Love you,
Uncle Lou and Aunt Diane
Louis and Diane Clements <dhcljc@yahoo.com>
Saturday, October 22, 2005 at 20:14:19 (PDT)

Mark and Family:

My wife and I have been checking your website daily to see how you are doing. Your comment today regarding the guestbook prompted me to look and see that you are taking messages that way. I'm glad. I have wanted to let you know since I learned of your news that my heart goes out to you and your family in a very deep-felt way. You are in our thoughts and prayers daily. Please know that my family will exercise faith on behalf of you and your family throughout this trial. God bless you.
David Kono and Family <dkono@btjd.com>
Friday, October 21, 2005 at 20:40:42 (PDT)

Mark & Family:

I received the news last week. My initial sadness was quickly replaced by an overwhelming sense of calm and resolve when I realized that I cannot think of anyone more prepared or well-equipped to handle this type of a challenge. We have and will continue to pray for your well being. Please let us know if there is anything we can do. We miss you at BTJD.

Dan
Dan Steele <dsteele@btjd.com>
Friday, October 21, 2005 at 19:27:11 (PDT)

My Darling Family,

I am so proud of all of you and of the wonderful way that you are approaching this terrible mess we find ourselves in. You are all so strong and are an example to all of us. I have felt such peace since having my blessing on Sunday night. I have also felt better since we have been actively engaged in the pursuit of this thing this week. I really like Dr. W. and feel that we lucked out to get to him right in the beginning. Together, with the Lord all things can be accomplished, and we will overcome! Love to you all always.
Mom
Mary, Mom, G-ma Lay
Friday, October 21, 2005 at 17:48:59 (PDT)

Mark, Marianne, and family,
Your family is such an example to all of us, even during this trying time. We know this experience will only make you stronger. We love you all and are here for you always.
Sean, Marci, Cole, and Cody Hagen <marcihagen@yahoo.com>
Friday, October 21, 2005 at 14:36:34 (PDT)

Mark,
I know what a tremendous and strong person that you are and that you and your family will be able to overcome this adversity. I enjoy our association. My faith and prayers are for you and your family. Have fun in South Bend.
Todd Skousen <todd@magcapital.com>
Friday, October 21, 2005 at 09:20:51 (PDT)

Mark, Marianne and family
Mark, I also enjoyed running with you the few times during the summer and at the St.George marathon.
You have such a strong and courgeous soul, I am so impressed by your ability to handle such a difficult trial with such a positive spirit.
You and your lovely family will be in my thougts and prayers.
Amy Nelson
Amy Nelson <ANR27@aol.com>
Friday, October 21, 2005 at 09:11:10 (PDT)

I have been so touched by what is happening to you. We fasted and prayed with you all and felt a calming influence come over us. We know Heavenly father is in charge and what's more we understand He loves you and wants what is best for you. I appreciate you because of the friendship you have with my son (Geret) abd I know how much he thinks of you. You have always struck me as an aggressive sort of person so you should go at this cure the same way - aggressively. We are eager to help but know there is very little to do but stand my, pray, rejoice in your life and wait.....Much love and prayers from the Balthrops in Arizona
Max and Beverly Balthrop <rimrock@npgcable.com>
Friday, October 21, 2005 at 07:45:23 (PDT)

We love you all so much!! We want you to know that you are always in our prayers and in our thoughts. Mark, I hope you are feeling well, we'll stay in touch to hear how everything goes. Marianne, I love you, say hi to the baby for me, stay strong!!!!
Derek & Becca Murdock
Thursday, October 20, 2005 at 19:19:59 (PDT)

Mark,Marianne and kids,Kandi and I have just read and cried over your site. I keep hoping you will say it was all just a morbid joke. Please know that our hearts are with you and we are here to help you in any way we can.I want to say so much more but Kandi said keep it short and sweet.(yeah, me sweet) Anything we can do, please let us know. We love you guys and appreciate you more than you can know!!!
Frank, Kandi,Zak and Emily Fuller <kffuller@peoplepc.com>
Thursday, October 20, 2005 at 16:54:24 (PDT)

With the same courage, commitment, and dedication you used to run in the marathon you can fight this battle. My most positive thoughts for a complete recovery. With love to you and your family, Linda (Becca's mom..Derek's mother-in-law)
Linda Roberts <lindalee2412@yahoo.com>
Thursday, October 20, 2005 at 13:17:11 (PDT)

Please know that you all are in my prayers. I love you all!!!
Jaustin Jasmine and Stephanie <stephanie.long@utahbar.org>
Thursday, October 20, 2005 at 12:05:44 (PDT)

We have been touched by your experiences and the strong love of your family. We are praying and fasting for you. You mean so much to so many people. Know that we are sending love from Arizona. Thank you for your sweet example. The Walters family.
Jessica Walters <bjwalters16@cox.net>
Thursday, October 20, 2005 at 10:27:18 (PDT)

Your doing great with that positive thinking. Heavenly Father doesn't give us anymore than we can handle. A motto that I enjoy is "When the going gets tough the tough get going". Your tough Mark, stay positive and know that you and your family are so loved by many and that you are in our thoughts and prayers always. Love all of you so much. Love, Lynda
Lynda <lyndataylor1077@msn.com>
Thursday, October 20, 2005 at 09:28:49 (PDT)

There is nothing on this earth more powerful than love, and a families love is the most powerful of all. I have experienced it so many times. Just know you are loved by so many, and our prayers will be with you every day.
Chad Murdock <cmurdock@earthlink.net>
Wednesday, October 19, 2005 at 21:15:26 (PDT)

What a great family photo! Mark, my love and prayers to you and your family. Thank you for posting this site and I look forward to lunch again with you and the guys.
Richard Wilson <rwilsons@yahoo.com>
Wednesday, October 19, 2005 at 17:06:11 (PDT)

Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. I have always respected you, and I am even more impressed with you and your family as I read this site. Let me know if we can help in any way. We will continue to follow your progress on this site, and look forward to speaking to you at some point.
John Barlow <jbarlow@btjd.com>
Wednesday, October 19, 2005 at 15:22:05 (PDT)

As already mentioned, "my heart hurts." Mark I am grateful to read your sense of humor. That will carry you through this fight. As many others may have already done, I placed your name on the prayer roll. You are my hero (don't let that go to your head). Keep up the good fight and keep us informed.
Mona
Mona Claybaugh <mclaybaugh@btjd.com>
Wednesday, October 19, 2005 at 14:49:02 (PDT)

Mark, Marianne and family. My thoughts and prayers are with you all. We have all missed you being here at BTJD. Take care (hey, you still owe me ten bucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
Marlene Johnson <mjohnson@btjd.com>
Wednesday, October 19, 2005 at 14:41:02 (PDT)

Mark, Marianne & family-
You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Mark-it was truly a pleasure running with you those few Saturdays over the summer and at St. George. You have an incredible spirit.
Angie Nelson
Angie Nelson <anelson@parsonsbehle.com>
Wednesday, October 19, 2005 at 12:50:27 (PDT)

We wanted you all to know that you are in our prayers and we are thinking about you. We love you!
Keven & Melissa
Wednesday, October 19, 2005 at 12:32:28 (PDT)

Mark, Marianne & Family,

You will have no compelling reason to remember me but I wanted to share with you my sincere admiration and respect. Reading these wonderful tributes to you family speaks to my heart of the eternal blessings granted by a loving and compassionate Heavenly Father. What a glorious thing to be held in such high esteem by those who know and love you!

My prayers for your family may not ascend to heaven as rapidly as those who have penned such loving accolades, but I offer them with a sincere petition for your happiness and well-being. Courage is a quality of spirit that enables us to encounter the challenges of life with dignity and without fear. May your family be blessed with the righteous desires of your hearts.

Roger Wells
Wednesday, October 19, 2005 at 11:01:00 (PDT)

Mark & Marianne: Jerry and I wanted you to know that we are thinking of you and sending our love and positive energy into the stratosphere for you two, your kids, the new baby, Ray, the Pollocks, the Giles, the Lindseys, and Mama Clements, as well as all the rest. We know that you have your dad's strength and tenacity and your baby sister's competitive nature (or she has your's), which will only help you beat this. Our best for you during this trial.
Kirt Bateman (Clements Group) & Jerry Rapier <kirtbateman@hotmail.com>
Wednesday, October 19, 2005 at 10:11:05 (PDT)

Mark, Marianne, Patrick, Chase & Tessa - - What a beautiful family! We just wanted you to know that we are having our family fast today and that we all went to the temple this morning. We did a Stacie too, so there will be many prayers said in your behalf. Marianne we are anxious to see that precious baby, take care.
Bruce Murdock & family <lisamurdock@qwest.net>
Wednesday, October 19, 2005 at 07:46:19 (PDT)

We're thinking and praying and thinking and praying. Thank you so much for the website. We'll keep watching it with faith and hope and love.
Jennifer Gubler <alpinegublers@yahoo.com>
Tuesday, October 18, 2005 at 22:53:32 (PDT)

Mark, Marianne, Patrick, Chase, and Tessa. You are an amazing family and a great example to the Linn home! Our thoughts and prayers are with you everyday.
Rick, Shari, and Gracie Linn <rlinnmtg@earthlink.net>
Tuesday, October 18, 2005 at 22:24:35 (PDT)

Hey guys! You guys are so STRONG!! LOTS OF LUV FROM YOUR FAVORITE 14 YEAR OLD COUSIN!!
McKenzie Giles <kenziedoodle11>
Tuesday, October 18, 2005 at 20:22:14 (PDT)

Clements Family- thank-you for the great web site, this way u aren't bothered with tons of phone calls. Mark- my heart goes out to you & marianne & your children. They are truly blessed with great parents that support them in everything. If there's anything we can do please let us know. You are in our thoughts & prayers always. Love, Lynda & Lacey
Lynda Taylor <lyndataylor1077@msn.com>
Tuesday, October 18, 2005 at 17:52:18 (PDT)

Thanks for sharing this information. It is difficult when someone you care about is dealing with these issues, and you want to express your love and concern, but do not want to intrude. Your willingness to post this information is a great comfort. You will be in my thoughts and prayers, and I will anxiously await the good news I believe will come as you travel further down the path of diagnosis and treatment.
Paul Drecksel <pcd@pwlaw.com>
Tuesday, October 18, 2005 at 15:58:13 (PDT)

We just want to remind you guys that we think about and pray for you continually--adding our prayers to the thousands of others offered in your behalf.
Bryan <bryan@buyersfund.com>
Tuesday, October 18, 2005 at 15:16:40 (PDT)

This website is amazing! Thanks for the opportunity to send my love to you. You are a wonderful family with great strength and an incredible extended family and many friends to support you with their love and prayers. Consider this a heartfelt HUG! I'm signing this with LOVE, SMILES, and HOPE!
Ann Richardson <keepintune@hotmail.com>
Tuesday, October 18, 2005 at 12:06:07 (PDT)

We love you all so much. You're all in our prayers and thoughts.
Shellie & Chad Kendrick <chadwickandshellbell@gmail.com>
Tuesday, October 18, 2005 at 09:06:24 (PDT)

We love you guys and miss Mark at work. He is the best! Come back soon!!

Mark Richards and Mark James <mjames@hjdlaw.com>
Tuesday, October 18, 2005 at 08:41:28 (PDT)

We're praying for you as a family. You are such a special family, and we love you guys.
Austin & Lela Long <austin_long@yahoo.com>
Tuesday, October 18, 2005 at 05:50:17 (PDT)

Tonight Stone wanted to say a "special prayer for Uncle Mark" we think you'll be glad to know that he asked Heavenly Father to help you "be a good listener." :) Lots of love coming your way from the Pollocks!!!
Amy Pollock
Monday, October 17, 2005 at 21:22:22 (PDT)

Dear Mark, Marianne & Patrick, Chase and Tessa, please know that all of you are in our prayers and hearts! we consider you family (whether you like it or not). We love you and think the world of you, and your family!
Love, Derek, Robyn, Jared, Zach, Hannah and Kiley
Derek & Robyn Price Family <derekandrobyn@yahoo.com>
Monday, October 17, 2005 at 21:02:57 (PDT)

Hello sweet Clements family. You are in our thoughts and prayers. We are also remembering the possitive ways you have touched our lives.
With Much Love
Jen, Geoff, Amanda and Lucy

Jen and Geoff Groberg family <jgroberg@stock-music.com>
Monday, October 17, 2005 at 20:45:08 (PDT)

You are always in our prayers and especially now, we love you all so much!
Love Pete and Jess
Pete and Jess Van Allen <jaj5902@aol.com>
Monday, October 17, 2005 at 20:21:53 (PDT)

To the greatest friends and neighbors that we call family! We are with you every step of the way! All our love!
Eric, Kristie, McClain, Avery & Davis <kking1643@comcast.ney>
Monday, October 17, 2005 at 20:21:35 (PDT)

You're the best! We love you!
Lindsey Family <sblind@thebluezone.net>
Monday, October 17, 2005 at 18:41:36 (PDT)

We Love You All!
We wish we could be with you now, but know that you are in our thoughts and prayers. We love you so very much!
Loy Family - Elton, Lorna, Sean, Talia and Levi <lloy@kayenta.k12.az.us>
Monday, October 17, 2005 at 16:21:35 (PDT)

What a beautiful family - it is a terrific picture. You are in our prayers.. (Rick's mom)
Linda Pollock-Wells <lpollock@utah.gov>
Monday, October 17, 2005 at 14:34:13 (PDT)

Our thoughts and prayers are with you continually! We love you all so much! Thank you for doing this web page so that we can keep posted and keep in touch with you. We love you!
Bruce Murdock Family <lisamurdock@qwest.net>
Monday, October 17, 2005 at 14:08:39 (PDT)

What a great idea! We love you and are with you all. Great picture.
Mom and Dad Murdock <dmurdock@msn.com>
Monday, October 17, 2005 at 14:01:03 (PDT)

This is a great web site. I love this picture of you guys. You guys are the best!!!!!! We love you!!
Giles Family <gngiles@juno.com>
Monday, October 17, 2005 at 10:14:32 (PDT)

We LOVE you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Pollock Family <apollock@clmgroup.com>
Monday, October 17, 2005 at 06:54:47 (PDT)

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